My father was anything but...He hurt me physically and emotionally, and almost killed my mother and sister on multiple occasions. I have seen so many people complain about how THEIR lives are hard because “my mom deleted my apple account.” Or “I have no friends” when they are just trying to be ReLatAbLe. It pisses my off because there are sooo many people who actually know the meaning of having a shitty past/present.
yes. That is so true! Also, I'm sorry you had to grow up living that childhood. Or if you're still living it. Just know, you have the power to do what you want and you are amazing!
I felt that. I haven’t talked to my father in 1-2 years and he’s already replaced me. I bet he doesn’t even think about me and how hurt I am because of this. And even before that he chose drugs over me and my sister at brother.
I wish that my dad just left me and didn't care, he has narcissistic personally disorder and I decided to live with my mom full time. I love this video so much and I'm crying a little.
This breaks my heart! You have described my 2 youngest sons. You all are better off without him in your life. Just know you are loved! Thank you for sharing your poem!
I know this is years after the post, but this literally describes my "relationship" with my father. I think I want to send this to him. It would be the perfect way to let him know that I'm done with him.
My dad chose drugs over me, over my brother, over my mom, over his parents, over his whole family and life. When I was younger I used to want him. I would do anything to see him. Now, that he actually wants me, I wouldn’t give a shit. He has hurt me so bad and I didn’t even realize it until now. I hate that man. I hate him so much for what he has done to me. But at the same time, I still blame myself. Maybe I wasn’t good enough for him? I will never know because I promised myself I would never talk to that man again.
My dad had a new family he left everything for them .his new psycho daughter. He got her in ambani school. While me.I had to suffer through gov. In india Now he uses me . He forces me to do med . Even I waana. But really .he has no rights to feel. Proud. Has he?
@@jaysongibson5207 it’s gets really difficult. I haven’t seen my dad in 4 years due to drugs. This is one of the hardest times in my life. I’ve blamed myself. I’ve relived memories I wish to forget. You are stronger then you’ll ever know. Remember that❤️❤️
it’s been 11 years since i’ve seen my father, i have always bland myself for it. he is the reason why i’m mad, angry, sad, and depressed. thinking at night if he even thinks of me, or even cares about me. if he only knows what he has done for me. everyone keeps telling me that he is missing nothing, but all i know is that he might be fooling around with another women and might have a family and treating them with love, with love that i need. i don’t feel accepted if i don’t get love from the person that made me. i feel like i’m a mess. no one is there for me. they think i have it easy but they don’t know how much i’m breaking inside because of HIS actions. he another family before me. i can only imagine how they’ve gone through also. sorry that you saw this...
I met a guy, I was nerve and innocent. I became pregnant and he left, I got a lovely son, he gave a reason to work hard. I left everything and selflessly dedicated my live and love to my son. He turns 11. How I wish one day, he would meet his dad. Just to see how he looks like. That's the only thing I have failed to provide.
Oh my god thank you guys SO SO much for all the love & support!! This was years ago but unfortunately still none the less true. I am incredibly sorry to everyone who has gone through the same feelings I have, no one deserves it xx I love all you beautiful people and if your looking for a sign to send this to your dad, this is it! You only live once, and why stay in the shadows for most of it? Do it. 🤍🤍🤍🤍 Also, should I maybe make another one of these?? And if so, who next? ✨ Or… about me & my dads past/why I made this/ backstory?? 🥲🙃
My dad never paid attention to me, he was always on his phone. Talking to other women to busy playing his games. He never had enough time for me! He hurt my heart. He hurt my mothers heart. I will always love him, even if he never loved me. I will always miss him. I will always think about the day when he came home from work all grouchy and went upstairs to go take a shower. I will never forget that the day I wanted to say I love you, he was gone. He died. I didn’t even get to say I loved him or anything. He just disappeared. My mother to this day doesn’t even cry thinking about his death. Every time I think about him. I always cry. I can’t let him go. And I never will..💔
I cry most days. Mostly to myself. my dad was never there for me. He chose women, drugs and alcohol over me and many of his children. My dad now has 7 kids, im the oldest. I watched him beat the mother of my brother. He never wanted to see me. Im now 17, he never remembered any birthdays. Im achieving all these things in life and he will never know. I wont ever have a dad to run to when im hurt or when i need a hug. instead i have the comfort of my own presence, but sometimes im not enough for myself.
Respect,that’s not all men n pops took care of us until his last breath,wish i could get one more conversation just to say i love you,today u have some don’t understand concept of fatherhood n if you not ready wrap 2/3 on n some females take birth control,kids are a gift n have some can’t have babies,father’s take time out for babies n show em about life,when we’re gone who’s there teacher then
My dad goes in and out of my life one year he would be there the next not He chose drugs but now he has a new family I wasn't good enough to make him change but they were
Anyone else say something about your trauma from your dad randomly expecting someone to laugh while you laugh rly hard and they are just like that’s so sad
My father was never there for me and he wont be for the next 6 years in prison . I'm 26 an having not just 1 parent absent but both has put me threw hell questioning my self worth .
my father left me when i was born, left me and my mom for a druggy, and then i got older now im 14 and he sends me letters and gifts... I don't forgive him.
My dad is a dead beat who chose meth over his children and only cared abt himself but cared enough to call me at 4am 13 yrs later crying and apologizing lmao
I have a dead beat mother and father i lived with my dad but we would always fight about something he would always start it and my mother was in and out
i never see my biological dad cause he divorce with my mom.. so i hope i can get to hug him, kiss him for the last time ever😭😭 every night i always thinking about him😭 i cannot imagine what kind of my daddy's face😭
I never met my dad when I was born he with my mommy for a few weeks then he went to work and live in Germany I still didn't see him I am 14 girl now I never saw how he looks but I know what his name and surname is
My dad also not loved me i m one child of my parents but then also from the years and years gone but then also my dad shouting me , he think i m wrong he always think i feel so bad for this i thought dad it just like who support me, understand me, love me but no he just only shout , hate me only i dnt knw why dont he not like me , he talks politely with anothers daughters . Everyone says dads favorite is daughter BUT My Dad doesn't loved ME , HE JUST HATE ME 😫😫😫😫😫😫😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😨😨😨😨😨😧😧😧😦😦😦😦😢😢😢😢😢😿😿😿😿😿
My dad was there but wasn't emotionally there for me he was mentally abusive which made me go through depression at only 13 he was arrested for hitting my older sister and got my mum arrested because he played the victim and lied to the police he also cheated on my mum around 3 or more times it was only this January that my mum kicked him out. He still comes over which he isn't aloud and has been classed as harassment by the police but nothing has been done about it. Because I have stopped talking to him because he wasn't making the effort and I kept getting hurt. Because he has no one he has since been trying to contact me by phone calls and letters All I ever wanted was a father who loved and cared about me. All I want is a father figure but that's never going to happen and that hurts alot.
Theses are the exact words I have told myself about my birth dad. He has never been in my life or he was in or out of my life. He was mostly out of my life.
My dad chose his girlfriend over me and my brother. He has 2 step kids and he cares more about them than us. We were his kids once but now were forgotten . He barely knows we exist x
My dad filled my name wrong. He expected wanted me to fail so he ran away during my exams .one day before my english paper he came home .took all our money he was drunk broke furniture strangled mom .I wrote all this in essay and got a zero
My dad only comes in my life sometimes barely that but he can be there for my other brothers and sisters and wife...he never talks to me if I see him he acts like he doesn’t no me and it hurts and I been going through depression in stuff and he never here when I need him the most at this point I don’t have a dad😭😭🥺😭💔💔
i'm only 12 but i have never met my dad i low key hate his guts because he walked out on my brother and i my brother is 10 and can't bring himself to say father to be honest some dads are just straight up useless
I have the urge to send this to him but I can’t I am to scared.. he’s done so wrong my whole life and I can’t face the fear of talking to him again, I’ve tried to help him but it never worked, for 8 years I’ve been broken and hopeless and now is my time to get you out forever.
I hate myself because of him my mom ask why I’m so depressed I cover it up with I’m getting bullied but no it’s because my dad i feel like he hates me but he says I love you but I’m thinking does he mean it? I had a teacher that was like a dad to me I screwed some things up and that shot hurt more than not getting to know my actual dad
This hits So fkin hard am droping a Tear down my face listening to it x6 i just Love from him so bad but he never comes n when he does its only temp at at 35 am broken cuss of him
Wow that's my dad he has been gone living his life for 16 years ago when he told me he could not be my father anymore so know it still fucks with my head but I don't understand how he could just say that I could never say that to my 3 angel
Same he left me when I was born he never wonted to be with my mom I’ve never heard from it from when I was even born I never even seen him but I seen him 1time and only 1time🥲
My dad is always in and out of jail his last time of going into jail which he's going to be in there for life he could have if he was with me he would still be out in free again he would I went to foster home and he was in jail I went he missed almost every single one of my birthdays I'm 11 years old and he's only been to two of my birthdays and now I'll never be able to see him again he stopped calling me he stopped texting me he just started ignoring me so I feel you just a different way
I never met my bio dad. I don’t care about him. I just wanna see why he never supported my mom and why he left. The only reason I wanna she Him is to see the resemblance and see if I look like him.
Hit deep my dad disowned me this year after 18 years of looking for him he took me in for a year and disowned me the second his new misses kid got out of care homes I was treated worse than Cinderella honestly he was given my bed I was put on the sofa I had to pay more rent than him and when I called out the unfair treatment I got disowned so that's ... honestly stated my emotions raw and true
I just turned 16 today and all my life my father says I am not his and due to having a mom who was never around I needed him but he never even gave me a chance
I should send this to him bec he left me when I was only 3 months old and he just left and started a new family. He even forgot about me... (currently 16 and haven't since i was 3 months..)
don't think I'm too young to know about all this stuff I grew up way too early when I was 4 years old I went to foster home because my mom had to had t to kill kill a guy because he was trying to murder us so don't say that too young to know about all this stuff too young to know what a deadbeat dad is too young to know what depression is cuz that's what everybody tells me but it's not true
My Dad is still in my life. But I can tell he never or till now, loved me. I'm just the mistake that happened and he had to marry my Poor Mom. His family hates me. I hate myself too. I was always a mistake.
When I tell u this shit hurts more and more and truth was he was a good “father” when he was wit my mom after he stole our vacation money to get married and blamed it on my brother then once that ring was put on it was fuck me fuck my needs fuck my life💔I get it u only have one father but this one god could of kept my mother and grandma raised me he couldn’t pay for my hair school clothes or shoes but he has new shoes and shit on everytime I see em he doesn’t call me but gets mad when I don’t I’m tired of being a ass kisser to my own blood it’s sickening and he has a father and a mother who is married so how are u a deadbeat father idek my grandma passed so now all I have is my mom who always played both parts❤️it just sucks how a person can juss walk out on u when there the reason your here🥺💔
Mine didn't treat my mom right so she left him. He had visitation rights he just nevar wanted to see me and my siblings. Hardly talked ro us and eventually he started over with a new family. He never cared about my brothers and me. He even admitted it a few times.
I buried my dad 16yrs ago I remember every time i wanted to call him to see him to visit to fight to love to be loved to hate...but all this time How does one just let go of themselves?
These guys that don't pay child support or make an effort to be in the childs life. Don't give a damn about the child. The sad thing is that it isn't considered neglect when they lack paying child and the sperm donor blames the mom for not letting him see the child when she's not doing it out of spite but protecting the child from their harmful behavior.
My dad choose to sell drugs,to shot 2/3 people now he is in jail and I do really love him but he just makes me sick how can you take somebody life away you got kids how would you feel if they did that to me I asked him and he didn’t react anymore😕
