Hey Nat, times are tough for us all. I understand your feelings about relationships. Last August, my fiance of 3 years passed away after her body rejected a lung transplant. Finding the motivation to push on isn't easy. If I didn't have my cat, I probably wouldn't be still here right now. I hope this little bit can give you some relief. I'm already a pareon of yours but it seems you need a bit more help. I despise panhandlers, but you're a creator I very much enjoy. I dont want to come off as cheesy but if you need someone to vent to so you can blow off some steam, I'd be happy to give you my email or something. Please don't lose your motivation or let your dreams falter.
Hey man, big gesture. Not to diminish, but youtube gets 30% of that. I support another channel, usually if you donate trough other means (merchandise, or even single donation on patreon) their cut is a lot smaller. Kinda suck that we want to help our creators and youtube gets such a big chunk. If only it was like 10%.... Anyway, you're a king...or Queen...or Attack helicopter.
He's right about RU-vid's cut, which is why I normally tell people to use Ko-Fi, but it is cool the way these show up in the comments, so I can see why someone would do these or Superchats rather than other ways. Amazing though, thank you!
Hey Natalie, I know life has been tough lately. I just want to let you know that your videos have been great help for me. Your voice is really relaxing to hear, and I love listening to your reading videos. Sending hugs and kisses! I will always be here even if I'll be the last subscriber in your channel.
Hey Nat, sorry to hear things are still bad. You will get over the guy on your time, anything you do to try and speed it up will make things worse. For the money, have you considered a remote job? Tech writer, copyright, IT support, or translator? The pay is somewhat decent and can be done anywhere.
1: I was in a relationship last year, for almost 7 years and my girlfriend passed away from cancer and still to this day I'm hurting like crazy. Moving on is hard is never easy, but moving on is something a person have to do even through the pain and heart ache 2: You know that we are here for you even through we are halfway around the world and I know being face to face, letting out your grievances has a more positive effect 3: I hope that you get better soon and return to full strength because you and Mr. Aussie's content I truly enjoy the most on this platform 🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗
I completely understand how it feels to lose the one you love, for me I lost my fiance 3 years ago from COVID, we were together for nearly 10 years and I'm also still hurting
@@animan-ti7qt well we could support her by watching her videos to boost it in the algorithm and share the channel for even more recognition that would make her channel grow. Those are the ways I try to support her
The problem with censorship is that social media and online platform are in a weird pickle of both being responsible and not responsible for the users interaction. On one hand, they want to be like a telephone company where people can call up other people and it would be silly to censor your words when trying to talk to another person. On the other hand, other people want them to be a publication, making them legally responsible for stuff being hosted on their site that the government deemed to be "dangerous".
Following PNut's example, I want to do what I can to help. I came to view your content after the whole Noralities thing, and was just happy to have some solidarity against all the hate. Since then, I've seen you show a level of understanding and care for men that we don't get from anywhere else, and it sometimes feels like you're helping us shoulder the burdens of life. You give me hope of a better and more positive future, and so I want to help you do the same. I wish I could do more to help, but I just want you to know that I deeply appreciate you, and I look forward to seeing you get past this, and I hope this helps with that even a little bit.
I didn't think about RU-vid taking a cut when I posted this, but at least, hopefully seeing my post will motivate someone else to donate, like how PNut's post motivated me to.
I don't think I only speak for myself, but I will keep being highly interested in your content even with sparse uploads. Your content is very well thought out and gets my brain rolling about so many things. There isn't that many content creators that can approach subjects in such a mature and interesting way as you do, and everything you put out is well researched. I can't support you financially since I'm struggling too, but I will still keep watching your content!
I completely understand your pain of loneliness. I remember coming back from Afghanistan to nobody. I remember that my wife had left me during the deployment because it was the deployment that broke the camels back. Everyone had their significant others for the welcome home party, meanwhile, I just had my bags and my responsibilities... I remember doing my best to bury my pain in my work, but there comes a point where it just got too hard to even move. of course, I had to... there isn't much choice when the government owns your body, and you do not have the legal rights to your own body's labor anymore. If you need someone to talk to, even about serious subjects that you can't talk to your drinking buddies with, hit me up. I'll be a good ear to listen, if nothing else.
@@ihatepower4580, While that may seem like it, I have a wonderful woman in my life now actually. I had to do a lot of searching within myself to address the problems that I had developed regarding relationships and such. I had to learn to be comfortable within the loneliness. I simply think I may be able to help in a small way in this case. My offer genuinely is just as I have said. An ear, perhaps advice if she wishes... nothing ulterior intended.
Thanks for your service bro, loneliness is a hell of a thing though I only grew with it and people I speak with online are just as good as someone next to me. But I get Natalie's problem when you are sick and helpless alone thats when you feel true loneliness.
Hay Nat, just joined Patreon and donated some money on kofei so hope it helps, I’m Australian so understand how everyone is hurting because of the way the world is. Love your videos and hope you recover quick and can get the energy for making videos again, can’t wait for your review of jobless reincarnation season 2 it will be awsome to hear your thoughts on an awesome season and what is to come
I got covid 1 year ago, took me 3 weeks to just stop coughing blood, about 3 months to be able to walk around a block without feeling like I'll die and about 7 months in total to be able to function properly. It will take some time but it will get better. Reaction type content sounds like it will be easier on you and I bet people will love it, I know I will!!! Can't wait for more talks with Espi and Ed when you're feeling better.
I havent been well either. Had a psychotic episode a year and a half ago. Since then, I've been feeling like a Subaru Natsuki or Rudeus since since i lost my job and have been struggling to find another one before defaulting on my debt. I'm scared of my future, but your videos and angellic voice have helped me.
I know this will just get buried in the sea of positive comments, but I still feel compelled to type this out. You are just so beloved by your viewers that I hope we can cheer you up at least for a moment. I'm not religious or anything but I have faith that you are a competent enough human being that you will not only dig yourself out of the rut you're currently in, but you will have a bright and successful future. Obviously, during the time that you are in said rut, it will feel impossible to get out but there is a light at the end of the tunnel (as cliche as it sounds, it is the simple truth). Anyway, keep being an awesome person and fantastic content creator!
I’ve been in this situation way too many times. I left my parents house/country because it was just too bad there, so most of my growing years all the way to my mid 20’s I was practically alone. I had friends & relationships but like you had mentioned, I’m not the type to hook up with someone just because I can’t be alone, my brain just can’t compute that, it feels like I’d be living a lie and hurting someone who had nothing to do with my choices. Whenever I was in this position where I felt that I was in between a hard place and a hot place, I’d seek to fix all my own problems no matter what, if I had to end up sleeping outside, which I did a couple of times, I would think so be it. But after growing up a bit more I’d come to realize that I should have asked someone for help, anyone tbh. I think, if I’m not completely off the mark, that your a but like me in a sense that you don’t see a reason why anyone would care about your situation but the truth is, most likely someone does. I reconnected with my mother afterwards and became a lot closer to my family. It takes effort to connect, especially when you feel that you don’t have the energy, which for me is all the time. It also reminded me of friend of mine that “un-alived” himself, we were very close at a point, he was a bit annoying because he had too much energy but he was a great anyway. Life happened and we kind of went our separate ways, then I heard the news about what happened and the truth about his life slowly came out, he was extremely depressed(ex soldier) and thought no one cared about him to bring his problems to. It out a pit in my gut knowing that if only I’d reached out maybe he’d still be with us, I think constantly, even though we weren’t close anymore I would have dropped everything to help him if I knew how bad it was. I hate the thought that he thought he didn’t have anywhere to go more than anything.
I’m sorry to hear about your hardships. I hope you heal from the virus soon and get your health back. Unlike your situation, I have not been in a relationship for over a decade. Raising my daughter. She’s now going to be 18 and I feel like it’s my time to start looking again. Be patient with yourself. If you’re not ready, you’re not ready. There is no race. On a different note, I LOVE your voice. I could listen to you read from the dictionary. I love your accent and your snark and attitude. Though I hear your pain right now, I can still hear that funky personality everyone loves. If I may ask, you said you’re in a country where you don’t speak the language and thus have to work online. I’m not going to ask you to out yourself about what country, but if more than one country speaks the language, can you share what language they speak? I wish you the best. Keep being your awesome self and know you have a great community here to support you.
Oh, I'm quite open about it - nobody here watches my content anyway so it's not like I'm going to get stalked. I live in Italy. I speak Italian well enough to chat to people and stuff, but I never studied it formally, I just kinda picked it up, so it's not good enough for a job.
I myself have pretty much always been alone (after having to move out after high school), I Can't recall anyone ever bringing me meds before or care for me while being sick etc. I assume it probably just a matter of getting used to it. But I know how sudden changes in life can really throw you off and linger for a long time. So I really hope you can feel better about yourself and find some happiness again. You clearly have people that care, and I'd say that's a blessing in itself. And it's just nice hearing your voice again ^^. As for your rant. True, I recently got timed out by RU-vid for using the word "S-p-o-o-k-y" during an October horror stream. Cause apparently that's a slur now as well. The world is loosing it 🙄
I saw the whole thing on X about the word spooky. It's ridiculous. If you're not using a word as a slur then it's not a slur. Given almost nobody even knew who it was a slur against, given it's apparently not been in common use since the bloody 1930s, absolutely nobody saying it was doing so with any thoughts of degrading anybody else in their minds. If anything, making people aware that it used to be a slur is probably just going to make people start using it as one!
I can completely relate to not having the energy nor having the mental out put to what needs to be done. And how life is challenging by your self. As long as I keep getting updates for your videos I will keep on watching. Which is all I can do to suport you. Hopefully thing can get better at some point soon for you.
The online censorship really hit a note with me about 8 years ago when YT began covering up Syria & Libyan coverage, and also for some reason WW2 docs. I realized then how dangerous things were going to become as they are scripting narratives. The irony is the simple word censoring is coming from the ones happy to throw those adjectives around as you described. Hang in there, I enjoy your anime takes.
I hope this comment reaches you. I’m not sure if anyone’s else recommend this, but tracking your calories and going for walks may help. Tacking caloric intake is a good way to make sure that you have enough fuel for the day. Without knowing anything about your lifestyle, 2000 calories is a good minimum for a woman. Try to aim for a balance around 40% carbs 30% fat, 30% protein. Carbs can be great boon for clarity in thought, fats can be passive buff to maintaining energy throughout the day. If you need to force the food down try to eat smaller meals throughout the day. This should help with everything coming out of Covid. A 30 min walk a day can also help get the blood pumping and creative juices flowing. In case your sleep is also slightly off, try cutting off caffeine and alcohol 6 hours before bed.
My friend Zeke from the States (As i am a British women) recommended me your channel! Its roght up my street as an anime lover and as someone who enjoys listening to someone who had a calming and gorgeous voice, so thank you! Heres hoping you're feeling better four months on from this video!
After quitting a job i hated for 2 years, it took 3 years to find something i actually have fun doing. Its a dumb job with zero responsibility, but i never thought i could have fun working again. I was jobless for so long living off of my savings before i ran out. The stress made me sick and i couldn’t sleep properly a lot of times when my savings dried up. Fortunately for me i have my family and friends. One of the things i learned during all of this is that if you don’t take care of your Health first, you won’t be able to do anything. You can’t think straight, your body starts feeling weaker and weaker. Since you are more on your own than i was, the problem gets amplified. However any which way you can, prioritize your health first. Then you can worry about everything else. You can’t solve any problems when you’re dead. I really like your content, I just hope this helps in anyway. Please take care of yourself.
Long covid sucks and you're being an absolute champ powering through it as well as you have. For story readings, have you considerred a separate channel? A dedicated channel for uploading those kinds of videos would prevent your main from taking hits by the algo, but you can still reference them here and benefit from them. I imagine most of the traffic to those videos comes from references in your main channel anyway, so its not like it would suffer from "starting over". Patiently awaiting your full recovery (in health, spirit, and finance) 🙏🙌
The problem with a second channel is that until it meets the criteria for monetization I wouldn't make anything, and since the audience for that content is niche, there's nothing to make me certain it ever would!
I have been alone for 11 years now and it's not worth being in a relationship to put up with the b/s .I hope life gets better for you it hard when your mind gets in a dark place.
Sorry to hear that you're going through the things you're going through Natalie. I hope & pray that your positive turning point is on it's way. Hopefully the algorithm will be kinder to you & the foolishness of the sensored words calms down also. No matter what work you do we're hear to support you in what you feel comfortable doing.
Sorry you're ill and not feeling good. Praying you'll heal in all ways needed. And, yes, there are many people, myself included, who share your concerns about words which aren't allowed to be used on RU-vid. Much of it flies in the face of common sense, even when one is trying to be polite.
chin up girl. I love your content. I really enjoy your readings. We all have our ups and downs. This down will finish and being sick doesn't help. Small steps, day by day things will improve. Remember your awesome 🙂
Your Noralities videos were actually what made me find your channel and subscribe! It’s been a good 2 years since RU-vid had any of your vids in my recommended tab (I am subbed, but I never use the subscription tab as I have 5000+ channels there 😅), but I was recommended a random video of your today and checked out your channel! This video seemed important, so I checked it out… It’s sad to see you’re struggling, both physically and financially, and I hope you manage to recover. To give you a bit of happiness, I will say that the biggest thing of your channel that has stuck out to me in the past 2 years (besides your very knowledgeable and “based” debunking of Noralities), is your soothing voice! It reminds me of the stereotypical Japanese female intercom/Siri voice with how soothing it is! If I wasn’t so busy with college and also didn’t have a massive backlog of YT content I wish to catch up with one day, then I’d absolutely listen to you read a visual novel or a book! A great voice is a very niche skill for a narrator’s benefits, so I think that could be an interesting route for you to take someday! As for your topic on censorship, this is something I see all of the time on RU-vid, especially internet news/drama informant channels. A YT channel I regularly watch (Rev says Desu) covers sensitive topics and drama all of the time (often loli/lolicon related), and it’s insane the amount of self-censorship he has to take. Covering art of an anime girl with a slight amount of exposed skin, or reading a death threat but replacing the words with examples like you listed (or even sometimes replacing comments already censored in such a manner with even _more_ “safe” language). For me, this censorship heavily affects my RU-vid comment discourse. If I’m trying to argue with someone (usually over a sensitive subject), ever since one time I spent almost an hour formulating an organized, constructive reply-only for it to be auto-removed by RU-vid because I used a “bad” (non-swear) word in it-I’ve become paranoid enough to copy my whole comment before I post it, just in case it gets removed… It doesn’t even matter which “side” I’m arguing for/against; RU-vid just kills online discussion of such things. RU-vid has been my lifeblood for basically a decade, with the most valuable lessons I’ve ever learned coming from discussion over those sensitive topics (like your very own Noralities videos!). And it truly saddens me that now I and others have to bend over backwards just to convey the message or information we wish to say.
Hey Natalie, I have used several things to help me through a life threatening car accident, and an ugly divorce: Wim Hoff breathing - a very energizing and healing practice that has grounded my mind. Letting go By David Hawkins - we hold onto the past in our bodies and it helps us let go if we can relax the body. Anyways, all the best to you. I know you will thrive again. Hold strong!
This censorship is infuriating me. I've only seen last week a new low for it. I wrote a comment, questioning how Israel could possibly overlook such a large-scale troop movement and fail to respond for hours. I got a reply from an Israeli and it really shook me. He said that he just lost four of his closest friends and had to pick which funeral he would go to! Then, people started harassing him for being an Israeli, and guess which comment got deleted: his! Apparently, it got flagged by too many people as spam... Talk about kicking somebody who is already down...
Hearing the first two minutes of your video really makes me feel blessed that my wife and I look after each other. Marriage is important I feel. If it's any consolation you are luckier than most. Especially men. Where a lot of them do not any options like yourself. Also when it comes to relationships you can grow to love someone even if you don't love them right away. But there has to be some attraction or life goals that you have in common. Edit: Also I'm big into ASMR and your voice is so calming on top of your relaxing bgm means I could listen to you talk about any topic.
Theres a thing called Long Covid that makes the symptoms persist even after you seemlingly become better. My mom had it after she had covid in 2020 and it makes sense why you feel weak and fatigued. It took her a long time to regain her strength to work again but she's finally able to work again. I believe in your health and recovery and hope you do whatever you can to take your time to rest up:)
I may not understand completely how u feel. But I can't find a job here in America and it's been 6 months after graduation. It really does suck. And I'm praying for you. I wish I could give u advice or help but unfortunately I don't have much to say but we love you and you're an amazing person. I'm praying for you and wish you the best of luck. 👍 🙏
Hey thanks for letting us in the loop, ill patiently wait for your next video its always worth the wait and hope you save some of your remaining focus and energy for yourself.
I don't know you very well, Nat, but I know how hard life can be sometimes. Enough that I wish it could be easier for others, including for you. All I can do from a distance (other than buying you a coffee) is to say things like: life goes on, things will get better (no, no, really -- they will!). I wished I had the talent to entertain you from a distance, or to give you energy and courage, because, when I was in a similar situation, someone managed to do that for me. And I wish RU-vid were a less idiotic place with fewer content restrictions... but it isn't. Let's all survive. You, too. We need people like you, and we love content like yours. Please.
man I wish I can help, have you considered covering more anime genres? like more Shonen because it got the most fanbase. Animes like JJK and other shonens got interesting stories and a ton of content to talk about and you have a unique style of making videos I can see the crossover being a success. all we can do is be here for you and give you the support that we can give. I hope it all gets better.
Keep your spirits high, the fact your still alive despite it all is powerful enough alone. try relaxing your muscles, slow deep breathing is also good as well. Don't feel wrong to talk to more people either its pretty positive for your mental being to let it out to someone you can trust. I hope you get better.
i hope you get better your videos bring me joy that someone has similar taste to me so i wish a speedy recovery and as much as i can help i will go like alll the videos i havent already seen to help your algorithm you give me inspiration to continue writing my book so it would make happy to see you well take care and good luck
Just a thought. I’m 64 and if one of my daughters, 34 and 36 was sick I’m there and I would not care what they have or how contagious it is. Good father will always do what ever it takes to care for his children till he can’t. Hope you get better soon and I look forward to your content.
I feel you so much on this. I also got covid 2 weeks ago while was still trying to make it work with my ex. We ended up having a disagreement and then he completely out of nowhere blew up on me and we ended up breaking up due to him verbally abusing me. All this happened mid covid and i had to deal with it on my own from that point on, since I don't have close friends here. I don't know if I can say anything to make it better, but know that you're not alone. And you never know how things will turn out in the future, but in the meantime let's recover. I think the peace of single life can be a beautiful thing most days❤
As a human being your number one things to take care of yourself. I know the fans will miss the content but you not being around to provide it would be a lot sadder. Keep your head up.
I tried dating after a long term break up that kind of ruined me and it just wasn't fair to them. Don't recommend it. Wait until you are ready I'm told time heals all wounds.
I loved the sage of noralities she pop upin my recommend a few months ago and I remembered watching that video a yeae before and know that i disagree with somewith ispn the video and then i went down the pipeline of nora's 2 mains videos and you videos on the matter were by far the bests super entertaining and informative.
My friend works at the college we both went to and he told me about a meeting where the higher-ups were thinking about changing the term for "master key". I work with computers and the term "slave" use to be fairly common with certain topics, slave and master nodes and stuff like that. The term slave was changed to worker (which now may become "subordinate"), which is fine, but a lot of terminology in this field is changing . For the most part, what's actually happening is, students are learning new terminology and the people in the field are continuing to use the old terms because they don't care, luckily. It's a bit infuriating though.
It's so weird, isn't it. I also heard talk of them changing the terms 'blacklist' and 'whitelist'. I know a lot of black people and I've never asked but I am 100% certain none of them find those terms offensive, like, if you make everything that uses black and white to represent opposite concepts out to somehow be racist, what are you even doing. Words that are used for a bunch of different things, especially words like master and slave in the IT context, aren't a direct reference to a specific period of slavery that happened in the US, they just refer to the concepts those words mean, so why would anybody be offended by them? Did they think the Britney Spears song was about racism, too? Madness, my friend. Total madness.
@@NatalieXHunter I didn't hear about that one. I think most people that are trying to change terms are people that want to feel morally superior. I think they want to feel that they are helping society and never actually care about the outcome. I'm gonna go to ko-fi. I don't care for the youtube split.
Natalie - I am sorry to hear about your challenges. For what it is worth, however, I think you are doing the right thing for yourself long-term. I was in a similar position a while ago, and jumped into a relationship after ending a previous one, and just created more drama for myself. It was definitely not the best path....but I had to learn that the hard way. I know it is sometimes challenging to be "picky" to find the right person, but please do not settle. Life is too short, and you will be happy you kept to what you know you really need in a person. :)
I had covid twice because of my roommate, who was a fox news type, and refused the vaccines. I missed so much time in the hospital and now have no sense of smell. Then, I got hit by a truck-kun who didn't stop just two weeks after I got released. I've been in rehab for over a year now. Yes, you're in a pickle, but you just need to focus on you and find your star to guide yourself by. Take the time and lay out the priorities. I know it's generic, but sometimes that is what it is. Good luck, and I look forward to whatever you share with us. You're not alone, and you have plenty of people who will listen. So, don't be a stranger or quiet. The stiff upper lip never solved anything for anyone in pain.
I wish I could something to help you Nat, you're pouring your heart out like this and I know it isn't cathartic at all, you're in front of a camera after all. I'm pretty sure I said this way before but, if you need someone to talk or just listen to it, I'm here for you. Also, don't push yourself too hard, there's no way you can meet any sort of deadline while being this sick. Rest, have fun watching what you like, and just take care of yourself for now.
I'll pray for you. You are having a terrible time but things can get better. I suggest counseling if you can get yourself to do it. I wish I could help financially but I'm on disability myself. May God bless you and comfort you.
Nah, these things take time Natalie with what youre going through and hopefully the brain picks up on that some time soon 😂❤ I think just a lot of stuff has been going on and it does take time to process, your relationship for the emotional (which the british brain wouldn't help with, i know, im british 😂) and covid for the physical, everything is just taxing at this point But it makes sense, appreciate you telling everyone, we'll help how we can and tbh think it's a good idea to keep the video up, we appreciate you telling us! Hopefully work and relationship etc. start looking up, it will start looking up! It's just a matter of time tbh not if but when Relationship makes sense too, don't want to rush into one after what happened with the last, make sense, that was a long time one as well, would do the same to a lot of people! Wish you all the best!
Hope things get better for you, Natalie. Taking time to figure out your heart and feelings is not a bad thing. I've had to do that in the past. you will know when you are ready! you are amazing! keep your chin up!
How I take care of myself by myself when I'm sick is... By not having any choice in the matter. Although I've not caught second covid yet, the last time I had it, my muscles felt like they hadn't been used for weeks. It was so weird, they worked better during the sickness. Also, the popular euphemism these days, is 'get Canadian Health Care'. Try thinking of euphemisms as commentary in and of themselves. And if you can find a way to also comment on a different but related matter in one word it's a double whammy.
Hope you get better...covid does a number it lasts weeks even after or before. 😢 I truly hope your situation does get better, emotional damage will heal...just focus on you love wise till you find that someone.
Hey I've always enjoyed your content and you are in my prayers and I hope things get better I will help with what ever I can but don't lose hope a lot of people do care for you and your well-being
Regarding you putting uncensored videos up on a patreon, I would be really interested in that actually. Honestly, if there were a website like Nebula but for anime or general entertainment instead of just educational videos, and maybe one for news/politics, I wouldn't even use RU-vid.
I'm not one to ever leave a comment. But wanted to say you're not alone and I can relate. I know it's not much and I know it's hard. But you got this! Much love from Canada! Hope you feel better soon, and maybe someday this crazy world can stop censoring everything ha
I can understand life getting to ya, felt the same way when I got kicked outta college. I felt so much shame and frustration coming back home to all my family members. For awhile I lost motivation to do anything, didn't care about what I ate, didn't care about my appearance, heck I even spent months not talking to anyone new. Its hard to find a reason to keep going but not impossible, you just gotta find a end goal. It may be hard to find the strength to work towards it, but just keep thinking of that goal. Think about how you'll feel and what burden will be lifted off of you when its done. Doing that is what helped me get back into college, I'm sure it can help you through the issues your facing.
I have long distance friends and none where i live. I'm in the same boat as you. I changed job then covid hit and i couldnt go out or meet anyone. I went to a skindred gig in leeds last Saturday and when i got home I had to breakdown crying thinking it's gonna be so long before i have..... Fun again. I was fixed but a lass at work started spreading false rumours so i keep to myself now and just permanently dissociated. So yh hun i know how you feel all too well. I'm also single and have been for 6yrs so
Streaming and reacting your video games or mangas that you read. Otaku Spirit has a great way on doing the per chapter of Mushoku Tensei. Trekking with the mangas. You can get some ideas with them and with your angelic voice that's sky's the limit. Don't do only fans your to amazing for that. 🎉🎉❤❤😊😊
I have always watched every video you have made and hope that u start feeling back to normal here soon! We are all here for you! Thank you for all the content you make!
Ik your pain. I've been single since I injured my back, seriously the next day, the day I went to the hospital I told my then fiancee I'd hurt myself. She left because she wanted me to support her blah blah blah. Now I'm disabled and alone, and not to be a downer, I'll likely be alone till the day I die now. 33 year old male that's disabled.....yeah not a good chance of finding anyone. But post content when you can and feel able to Natalie. No rush we will be here for you no matter what. Your mental health is way more important.
Life might seem like an endless circle of suffering for the time being but you seem like a very strong woman that can endure it (even though i don't know you) and like Subaru you'll be able to escape from it, accept it and keep moving foward, i believe in you 👍🏽.
your amazing and i hope you feel better in all aspect I know life can be hard and we all have troubles but im sure you are more then strong enough to make it even if everything feels bad
Never feel pressured to create content, please focus on yourself, ppl like you are trully precious on the internet, I'd hate to see you go :( Remember everything sucks for everybody right now.
Hello, I hope you get well. I am alone have been most of my life. It’s just not wanting the drama. Just be happy you’re alive! Get some sun! Breathe fresh air! It helps! Reset your mind!
I am sorry to hear u going through it. I have such a beautiful soul just recognizing ur emotions and able to clearly describe how ur feeling goes to show u are in the right state of mind and believe me that's a very good start. We love ya keep up the good work 😊
I’ve been noticing that you’ve been missing a lot, and I’ve been pacifically going to your channel to see if it’s been the algorithm because of that small detail, keep looking forward to your work and keep your head up high most people who come and watch your content actually go and look at your channel to make sure that yourstill around. Good luck on your future and hope you get better soon. We miss your content
