I Found A Lump In My Stomach.. 

omg I am SO SO HAPPY this is not cancerous. So sorry you had to have such a scare. As much as a distant internet friend can, I am holding you tight from afar. Keep going honey

Just saw this quote romee “a bird sitting in a tree is never afraid of the branch breaking, because her trust is not in the branch but in her wings” so just know that you can get through anything your strong and beautiful and you have already touched all us RU-vid watchers keep smiling and fly!

So glad to hear it's not cancerous. Seriously, I don't even know you but I have happy tears.

When this is all over, if you still find yourself in a hole mentally, that’s depression. Some people can’t recover mentally by themselves from traumatic events like the ones you’ve been through. If when this is over you still feel like crying and music hurts to listen to and you’re napping all the time, please get therapy. Depression is easily treated. You’re always in my thoughts. ❤️

YES!!!! What a relief! Celebrate the small victories!!!

Hi, so glad it's not cancer. I am 7 years out from cancer...in the beginning "every" lump, bump strange feeling etc...will cause anxiety as you will automatically think "cancer". It gets slightly easier with time....but certain things remain in your mind and will always be. Scaniexty is real and will play with your mind, heart, soul. Your a very brave young lady!!!! Hugs to u!!

This is one time I can say "I LOVE A LIPOMA" I am sooo happy for you! You are loved💞❤💞

Stage IV lung cancer patient here, kept alive for over 6 yrs by immunotherapy. I get through it by reminding myself that cancer does what it wants, when it wants to. Getting myself worked up into panic attacks isn’t good for me or my quality of life. I have had lousy CT scans only to have a good one two months later. Be mindful, but don’t let fear ruin your life ♥️

So happy that it’s not cancer! Only advice I can give is focus on the present. Focus on today. I remember reading a quote “when we focus on worrying about the future, we lose the joy of today”. I know it’s easier said than done, but it may be something to try.

Awww, Sweetie, so sorry you had this scare, but so very glad it's not cancer! I'm hugging you so hard in my heart right now!!! I have C-PTSD, so have a lot of anxiety and depression going on 24/7. I knit and crochet when I get overwhelmed. It helps. I pick patterns that I have to concentrate on so I don't make mistakes. I also listen to music a lot. Sometimes I just play solitaire on my Kindle, over and over. Hope you can find some peace of mind and something that can bring you some much needed joy. :)

Crying happy tears for you that it was good news! As far as anxiety goes, I have a “menu” that I actually drew and designed to look cute and it’s hanging on my wall and it’s all things that help me when I begin to spiral into a panic attack. “Go for a walk” “Buy flowers and create an arrangement” “Color while listening to Disney music” are just a few of the examples, but as silly as it sounds it can help when life feels out of control to be able to pick from a menu something that’ll help calm you down in that moment. Otherwise, I’m still trying to figure out the whole anxiety thing. 😅 Let me know if you find a secret for it haha

I started crying in fear for you, then I started crying because I was so relieved for you! ❤️

That's such a relief, Romee! Finding lumps and bumps on your body is always scary. I can only imagine what it's like when you're already dealing with cancer. And why, oh why, do we always feel these types of things at night? When we have a long, uncertain night in front of us. It's good that you were able to be seen quickly. Is there someone you can talk to who specialises in mental health in cancer patients? It seems like it should be something that's offered to you as part of the treatment.

What a relief. I'm so glad that it was just a fat lump. You and Lianna are so cute. Romee, you are stronger than you give yourself credit for. As for your hair: I worked with a lady who was depressed when she lost her hair twice due to chemo. She kept her head shaved until she received her 5 year clear diagnosis from her doctors. She took control of if she had hair or not since she couldn't control anything else. She said that it was one less thing to worry about. Afterwards, she let it grow out to find that it was curly when it had never been curly before! She was thrilled. Hugs from Texas.

Anyone else have a mini heartache with the title? I'm so happy it turned out to be nothing 💜 praying for you always 🙏💜

I wish I could just hug you and be there for you..so glad it wasn't cancer..prayers for you sweetie.

Hi Romee! I don’t usually give any type of advice but look into a type of therapy called EMDR for your anxiety. My daughter had witnessed a suicide of a friend earlier this year and this therapy helped her so much. She is a pediatric nurse and really liked the results of her therapy. I hope and pray you get through this difficult situation you’re facing!🙏🏼❤️

I’ve had thyroid cancer and you are right, every lump and bump automatically puts back in the fear of it being cancer. It gets easier to manage with more non cancerous finds but it takes awhile. I had to remind myself I got through thyroid cancer, I am more aware of taking better care of myself and if I get cancer again, I’ll get through it. It’s completely normal to freak out but also remind yourself even though you’ve had cancer before, doesn’t mean you will get it again.

I'm so happy this is good news. Hang in there Romee, you are beating this beast!

So I have lung cancer that traveled to my head. Things are good now but I also will have constant scans. I started therapy and i am currently on medication to help with my anxiety and depression. I believe it had helped a lot for me to have someone to talk to other than my friends and family and to have a medication that helps me not hyper focus on everything dealing with cancer.

What the heck! Isn't it great to be happy about some extra fat?! Hugs and kisses from germany

So glad that the lump in your stomach is not cancerous! Overall, I think that you are handling your cancer “journey” amazingly well. Sending healing thoughts to you.

I learned to recognize ruminating thoughts and when they cause high anxiety I journal to reason through my worries

Oh honey, my heart broke for you when you said “I’m scared”. I’m so glad that it’s not cancerous. Sending you love and light.

I'm so happy it's not cancerous, Romee! You're going to get through this! ♥

Romee, Hallelujah! Best news ever. I'm so sorry you had to go thru that. It makes sense that you would be concerned. Do your happy dance. 💃 Thinking of you. 💗💗💗

I just found a hard lump on my right breast. So I have to see my doctor next week about it. I’m 25 so everyone is always very positive but you never know. I’m happy it turned out not to be cancerous 💕

Romee, that is great news. I am glad that the lump in your stomach turned out to be nothing. It is time after the good news is just to celebrate and enjoy the rest of your day.

My word Romee, you’re a tough cookie❣️You have so many people cheering you on, sending love and strength 😘

Sometimes I just wish I could hug you, my heart dropped, and yet in the most stressful moments you still fight back Romee you don't need advice you handle everything life has to throw at you which seems so bloody unfair....with such dignity and grace your are wonderful. SO-SO HAPPY for you my tears are dry ....almost! Stay strong sweet pea xxxx

:( I’m so sorry you are going through this . My heart aches for you . You are so strong and brave . ❤️

So sorry you are having to go through this! So happy all it was, was a “fatty lump” I’m not a professional but I truelly believe that you do have PTSD along with some depression and I think you would really benefit from counseling … You have so many “friends” out here praying for you to be healthy, happy and doing all the things you love to do! Take care of yourself and don’t push to hard! Gods blessings and love from Alaska

Romee, bless you for saying sorry. There is absolutely no need gorgeous girl as the wonderful thing to hear was that things were okay. sending you much love xxxxx

Thank goodness it’s not cancerous💛 I got so scared reading the title.. especially when you can finally see some light at the end of the tunnel! You’ve been threw so much already, from what I’ve been seeing in your videos from this past year. I can’t even begin to imagine what it’s like being in your shoes, but it definitely takes a strong person to go threw what you’ve been going threw and let me tell you, you’re attitude and strength is admirable. Sending love and positive thoughts from Canada ✨ 💛

Been thinking of you and the notification popped up.....can't wait to watch it...Hugs and Prayers🙏💜🙏💜 Edited to add.....thank God it was nothing serious!!!!!!! 👍💪🙌

Yipppeeee!! I am so happy you had good news. My anxiety is not like yours. You are dealing with some heavy stuff. But you are always smiling!! I'm learning from om you!!! Well wishes from NY!

you're super sweet to share your journey, hoping to help others who might have their own serious issues to deal with. try not to worry about your hair, with or without, you're incredibly beautiful... keep up the positive attitude knowing you have lots of people rooting for you

i have medical ptsd and have a similar reaction every time i feel even slightly unwell. i have a couple of friends i have agreed to contact straight away to help me talk through what is going on and ease my mind so i am not left to spin out on ly own. it helps but i think there will always be background panic as i will never actually be ''well'' again. also, talking to a professional in medical orientated mental health care could be a great move forward for you? i'm so happy it came back clear for you, i cried with you in the beginning. that fear of ''oh no, here we go again'' is not a joke. sending love your way. x

When struggling with my anxiety about my health I try to remember I can’t control my body and that I am doing the best I can with what I’ve been dealt. Its normal to be scared when you’ve had such a traumatic experience already, all I can say is next time you will be able to say to yourself you did have a false scare and there is a chance it could be another false one. Stay positive when you can, and cry and mourn when you have to. Consider journaling, getting my thoughts out onto paper helps me a lot.

I am thrilled that it isn't cancerous!!!! I think I'm as happy as you are. Anxiety really sucks. I developed such bad anxiety last year that my doctor actually gave me a medicine to help with that. My husband has a rare incurable cancer and he is so calm but I'm not that type of person. I worry about everything and everyone whenever there is bad news. But because of my doctor I know feel better. I feel like my old self. Romee just to let you know I pray for you often. Hope you get a clean bill of health one day soon. Sending you hugs and love from the USA.

Relieved. As for what i do when i'm having anxiety, i laugh. Whether it's reading or watching a comedy on tv, i find something to make me laugh. Also, that's what friends are for. I have funny friends. I have heart and lung issues, so i laugh a bunch. Steve in Texas.

Oh Romee. I'm so sorry you're going through this. While I haven't had cancer, I did have a period over the summer where I kept having panic attacks, every day, for seemingly no reason. I lost my appetite, dropped 30 pounds, kept feeling like I was having heart attacks to the point where I went to the hospital to check. I actually kept up with your videos because I was really inspired by your ability to keep it together and keep going throughout your treatment! dealing with this has made me understand that unfortunately, the only way to combat anxiety is to push through it. I can remember in june lying on my bed with my hand on my heart, thinking I would have to go to the ER a third time, for hours until I finally thought to myself: you have no control. there are very few things in this life that we do actually have control of. affirmations can be nice, but they won't will your circumstances into being better. you live through the pain and anxiety, and if it doesn't kill you, you learn to tolerate it, and if you're lucky, you have people who will stick by you and listen to your fears, and they'll love you through it. that love is all we have. I'm sending you my love across the atlantic, and I hope you're feeling that from all your fans, friends and family.

Romee, I'm so happy it was nothing bad! I have chronic illness and a disability, I can relate so much to health anxiety and worrying that something bad is happening or going to in the future but you do what you did with this lump, you talk and get medical advice. Its always best to share your worries and health concerns. Be mindful that feelings are fleeting and when we let ourselves feel them in the moment and then let it go, we can relax a little more. You got this, I believe in you 🧡

You are the sweetest girl,we all need a friend like you,sending love and hugs from Suzy,xxxx

All the support and love you deserve. You’re an amazingly strong and brave young woman. All the love and prayers from the USA 🇺🇸

I’m so excited it was not cancerous !! I know it’s hard to check yourself it’s scary . My mom went through the same thing. She would wake up at night scared. She learned to meditate and do self care for herself plus I lived with her and did it with her and gave her hope! I needed her as much as she needed herself. You have a great family an friends let them help even a talk or a loving hug. I’m praying for you and you are a wonderful person Romee remember you have been stronger then anyone I know💕 take care and try not to overly stress. We love you sweetie 🦋

Always praying and thinking of you beautiful ! 😭💗 We're all rallying for you!!

Crying with happiness for you Romee! you'll beat this shit I feel it in my soul! enjoy your weekend! ❤️

You’re a strong young women. You will get through this. All the love and prayers from the USA!! So much love for you!❤️‍🩹

I am so happy for you and so relieved that you are still on the road to recovery. I am not a morning person either, just like your friend . However, I doubt that she minds at all, she cares about you!! I think you are so strong and brave, thanks for taking us along.

It's such a scary thing to go through As someone who's dealt with this and works in the medical field now, my number one tip is to see a specialist to work through your PTSD and learn ways to manage the anxiety related to all things medical and health going forward. There is a type of therapy called EMDR, which is done to help people work through past trauma.Then CBT (Cognitive Behavioral Therapy) which can teach you the tools to manage your (absolutely valid) feelings going forward. Please let me know if you have any questions!

so glad that you had good news. I had breast cancer in 2013 and I just got told I was cancer free from stage 3b colon cancer in August. I have had so many times that I have felt different things in my breasts. I did have one come back as fat necrosis. why can't all my fat around my belly necrose and go away. it really is scary to have to worry about what you are feeling in your body and worry if your cancer is back. To help my anxiety while waiting to find out what I found is, I pray. This helped me through the last year of my treatments. I don't know if your religious so I don't want to offend you but just wanted to share since you were asking how others cope. You are a strong woman and gave me strength while I was going through my treatments.

Whew! 😅 That was so scary and I can only imagine what you went through waiting for the results. You are so strong. You’ll get through this and we here are behind you every step of the way. Much love 💕 from Los Angeles!

I'm so relieved it's not cancerous. I've been a subscriber for a while and I know there's nothing you can't handle - but I'm so grateful you don't have to handle that. I've had to deal with anxiety for many years and here are some things I've learned if they can be helpful to you: I sometimes wanted to spare people from worrying along with me, but some of my closest family/friends tell me that they want me to tell them when I'm really worried so they can help bear the burden. It worries them but that they would like to know anyway so that they can even just sit with me in the knowledge of it. I'm so glad you picked up your camera and told us!! We are always here for you in that way :)) Another thing that works for me is acceptance that sometimes things are going to be super anxiety provoking and to take care of myself when that happens - to cry if I need to, to be extra nice to myself, to be around people that lift me up, to be on my own if that's what will be most calming, to listen to myself and to do anything that helps me during those times - for me it's often Headspace meditation or a shower or anything physical like a walk around the block - anything that helps even 10 percent I'll try and do - and to know that the anxious feelings about worrisome things come in waves and somehow that is comforting for me to recognize. Sending hugs, wishes for an easier road coming up and a reminder of how incredibly badass you are.

You got this! Please keep the faith and continue to stand strong! 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽

Hi Romee, Matthew Posa Adventures is my favorite RU-vid channel whenever I need to escape from stress, anxiety, or any noise that overwhelms my thoughts. The adventures are entertaining, and relaxing to join alongside in the serene settings. The camera angles and conversations are as close as you can virtually get to actually being with nature and also chatting with a friend. I like his work much as I like your work. You're making a positive impact on everyone who watches just by sharing your story💞 Take care

Such a relief. You are a very strong person. My anxiety seems to improve when I go to the gym or go swimming. Just takes my mind off whatever is driving it. 💜

Romee, you are such a sweet soul. I am a cancer survivor of seven years and even though I only see my oncologist once a year for labs and an exam I still get extremely anxious the week or two before. It is scary but you must have faith. You are an amazing young woman and strong but it is normal that with all the trauma cancer brings that sometimes you will struggle with the fear and uncertainty. It is obvious you are loved and supported. I will pray for you.

It seems so unfair for you to have a scare like this . I’m so happy it’s not bad news lovely girl xx

Oh Romee! I empathise completely. I have a different cancer to you (bowel). I too had a scare, but it was a lipoma on my back, another scare - cyst in my breast & now 5 chemos in to my 12 chemo treatment today my oncologist has postponed future treatment until I have an urgent CT scan some time in the next 2 weeks to look into why I am experiencing more pain at the original tumour site. Tears have been shed today, despite a chemo side effect of mine being painful burning tears. It’s horrible to think our futures will probably be littered with these scares. The only advice I can give is as the following text… ‘Grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, The courage to change the things I can, And the wisdom to know the difference.’ Thinking of you & sending love xx

Omg I was so relieved to hear that it wasn't cancer. I do have anxiety actually. I have MS and quite a few other conditions (I'm 45) and I get anxious All the time especially after I get my annual MRIs. I actually take medication for my anxiety. You should talk to your doctor and see what they recommend.

I had a lump on my throat when I read your header. So happy and stoked that you're fine. When you go head on against cancer these things happen. What you need to do is ..... 1. Be with your love ones. They give you support and strength that you'll need to beat this thing. 2. Stay as positive as you can even when things seems like they're going bad. I know it's hard to do, but you're an amazing person , a fighter and you'll beat this freakling thing. I know it you will beat it . I have prayed for your full recovery every day and will continue to do so until you tell us that you have won this battle. You will announce that to the world that you're cancer free. Because you're no quitter.

So happy for you! Yes, unfortunatly, everything that happens to me, brings back a lot of fear and anxiety that it is related to my issue. It's like entering again into a pit of darkness, and even if some of the events are just scares, you still go through emotional rolercoasters.My advice is to enjoy also the good news! Wish u a lot of strenght!

So glad it’s not cancer! Something you should really consider is seeing a therapist/psychiatrist about everything going on in your life! This is a super difficult thing for anyone to go through and have a therapist to talk to and help you with coping mechanisms would I’m sure be so helpful for you!! I see a therapist just about my regular depression and anxiety and to help my husband and I work through being newly married. It helps so much!!

I’m so grateful. Praying for you.

You're title did scare me, but luckily the first comment showing had someone saying "glad it wasn't cancer", so I was immediately calmed. I can understand your fear upon feeling the lump. I just went through cancer treatment and anything awry these days sets my mind racing because I haven't truly reached the 'big markers' where I can say I'm cancer free. The 'limbo stage', as I call it, is tough. If you need to talk to someone if you're anxiety is really hard on you, do so. It will help you immensely. Stress and anxiety is really tough not only mentally, but it creates physical issues as well. Hang in there sister -- you got this!🤗

I’m glad your lump was nothing! I totally understand where you’re coming from - my cancer was a visible lump and now I have a hard time looking in the mirror because I’m afraid I’ll see something else.

Sooo glad it’s not cancer. Unfortunately this anxiety won’t go away. Only time will help. After two years on remission I still get a bit anxious.. definitely a lot less than last year. God bless you Romee. You are one strong young woman.

I'm so happy that you overcame this. Stay strong, Romee!! 🥰

I am so so glad that it is not cancerous! I have loved watching your journey, keep going! 💪🏻 I know you mentioned having anxiety. I have struggled with health anxiety ever since my mother was sick and died so I completely understand what you are going through/ talking about! It is completely normal to feel that way as this is a really traumatic thing to go through. I know you asked for some advise and I would really suggest for you to try to see a therapist to deal with it as soon as possible and to try to talk through your feelings. I would recommend trying CBT therapy as this is something that really helped me! I really wish you all the best! I have become a big fan of yours through these videos and I really can’t wait until you finally beat cancer!! You can do it! 💪🏻💪🏻

I have PTSD as a consequence of my son's suicide in 2008: It never goes away. What I do is set a specific time not to think back, or worry about bills, tying up loose ends, etc. If it's after banking hours, I'll decide to put off stuff until Monday, for example, then not think about anxiety-provoking situations. Give yourself weekends 'off'. Leave the medical shit for the weekdays. Set time aside to escape your mental prison. It may take a lot of practice, but you can do it. This is how I'm able to keep on going. Have a happy first break this weekend!

Oh thank god!!! I’m so very relieved for you!!! I’m so sorry what you have to go through even after they say your cancer free. I can’t imagine!!! I wish I could give you advise on this but although I am very chronically ill, I’ve only ever dealt with skin cancer. All my love to you sweetie!❤️❤️

Awe , you precious girl 👧! Praying for good results 🙏🏼♥️

Oh Romee! Praise God for the fatty lump and nothing more. I understand you fully as I am also a cancer patient. Currently, I am on a maintenance regime, so treatments restart in October. I also feel anxiety every time I have a scan or a scope. I'm always looking at the screen at the hospital or doctor's office to see if I can SEE something. Very early on, I said God, whatever is your will, that is what will happen." It's hard, but I'm just trying to stay positive and KEEP living. Blessings and healing to you Romee.

Can't imagine how stressful that must have been... So relieved for you though!

Romme I'm so glad your lump was not cancerous. It's good your friend went with you. I'm sure you know that as one of your many followers I'm grateful you share your life with us. It's hard to say, but Cancer took my father, uncle, cousin just last year my brother. I'm going to pray even harder for you. Feeling scared about all you went through n having a cancer scare. We love you hope only the best for you. Take care💖🙏

I saw the notification and my heart dropped 😥

I actually have PTSD from my brother having gone thru cancer. I cant possibly wrap my mind around what you guys that have the disease go thru because quite honestly it was traumatic to me. I cried many times before his scans, I still get quite scared. He had a large diffuse b cell non-Hodgkin lymphoma. I still remember the day he texted me that back in 2012. He was 32 at the time. He just turned 41. Every time his birthday comes around, Im relieved. I wish you MANY MANY years of a life that is cancer free and pain free. Im sorry you went thru this scare. Im cheering for you here on the other side of the planet.

Aww, I just want to give you a great big hug! I'm an advanced breast cancer survivor (borderline Stage 4), and I know that feeling well. I also just subscribed. ETA: Oh, I was THRILLED when my hair started coming back! As far as dealing with anxiety from cancer scares, I spent two years feeling an anvil was over me ready to drop anytime cos my oncologist told me if it came back in that time, it would then be incurable. How did I deal with it? Leaning on friends and family members, and also realizing I had no control over the situation. Thankfully it didn't happen, and I've been cancer free since Feb. 19, 2010.

I cannot tell you how many times I've cried for her and with her! I'm Praying and Begging to hear "I'm cancer free" from Romee very soon!!!

As for myself , it took time to start dealing with the follow up without having a sense of "I know that they will find something!" . I totally understand what do you mean with "I am not ready to have hairs again", because it was a very traumatic part of my journey. 10 years later I can tell you that you will, at some point, forget that you had cancer. Of course, even after 10 years I am stressed with every medical check I am doing, because I know that things don't always happen to others. And whenever I brush my hairs and I see lots of them falling, as it sometimes happens in stressful times, this reminds me of my cancer journey. So my advice is, give yourself time to heal, both mentally and physically and accept that you have been through a very traumatic journey, accept that you will need time, and that you will be scared, because it is perfectly normal. You will find your own way to stay calm and live every scan, or every medical check up in a better Way. And one day, you will realise that you haven't been thinking about cancer for weeks. Whish you all the best! ❤️

Hi I’m new to your channel and seen your post and I got a huge lump in my throat because I was so scared for you! I have a lot wrong with me however I’m old enough to be your mom lol I have lupus, fibromyalgia, pseudo tumor cerebrai, and if that’s not enough chronic migraines. This past year my daughter bought me a tea cup chihuahua and she has saved my life! She is my service animal and I wear her in a little pouch and take her everywhere. She can feel when my anxiety is bad and just cuddles up next me and I have to say the calm she brings me is a miracle. If you are in a position to get a service animal I highly recommend it!! You are always in my prayers and I’m so glad you are ok! I cried happy tears for you!!! 🥰❤️❤️

Sending you prayers for your health, good cheer, and strength!💜🙏🏻

I am so relieved that it’s all okay! To answer your question, I am type one diabetic, I have been since I was 7, if it is poorly controlled it can lead to many complications which I have been paranoid about in the past. I just count my blessings every day and thank god I have not developed complications. I also remind myself that no matter what i’m going through there are thousands more worse off than me! The longer time goes, the easier the reality of your health will be to handle. You are a beautiful, strong lady and you’ve got this! 💪🏼

Awe Romee I’m sending you massive hugs from Scotland. I was worried when I read the title and so relieved when it wasn’t sinister. Stay strong 💪 xx

What a terrible tramatic week for you Romee. I am so sorry and sad you had all this to go through but so very relieved at such a great outcome. It will probably take you a few years Romee too be able to relax more and not to have these frightening times. You have been going through so much and have handled it all with such strength. As your hair grows back, I believe it will help. There won't be a constant reminder to past illness. I think the future is amaxing for you. Doctors will keep a good watch on you, so, trust that and look ahead to many great adventures. Lots love xxxx♥️♥️💐💐💐🤗

So happy that you were able to get the necessary testing...and find out that it is something completely benign!!! 💗

I’m so sorry to hear that you’re feeling great you are such an amazing beautiful wonderful beautiful wonderful woman xxxxxxx sending lots of love and support and hugs xxxxx🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌺🌺🌺🌺🌺🌺💕💕💕💕🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼

I'm so grateful the lump is not cancerous. Thank you Lord.

So pleased you have good news.When I had the same journey I’m not going to lie the first year or so after treatment ends is an anxious time as it dawns on one all that you have gone through.However you are stronger then both physically & mentally & you will deal with it.Try not to worry about it now is my best advice & save your energy as you continue with your treatment.Much love from the UK

I’m so happy that the lump is not cancerous. The results gave you a piece of mind. You are in my prayers always and I pray that God will cure you from cancer. ❤️

My answer is I have have PTSD being a caretaker for my daughter who had brain cancer and died and 19. There are a lot of "triggers' (one of them being watching videos like this but I think I need to be here, following your journey. I feel like listening to you talk about how you feel, watching you endure, fall in love, spend time with friends, find the beauty and hold onto hopes helps me remember things I forgot that I need to remember and hold onto because they were beautiful. My daughter once told me "we are all one, same hand different fingers, what happens to me happens to everyone, and what happens to everyone happens to me, all the good stuff and the bad stuff, all the struggles, celebrations, learning, loving, working...we all share it. I am never alone mom, you will never be alone". I am watching you and remembering and if you recover and are well then she is too, in a way. That being said, never be afraid to share your fears, those wake you up late at night scary moments. People who love you want to help, want to listen, wish they could carry just a little bit for you so you don't have to carry it all. I would be happy from way over here to be your person if you run out of people or just need to add another one to your list. I am glad it was just fat, my daughter went through something similar near her hip. It actually was a kinda funny story after is was not longer terrifying. You are doing the hard work, healing vibes.

My mom always told me “don’t borrow trouble”. In other words, don’t worry or be anxious about the unknown. There are so many troubles each day to be concerned about, it does no good to worry about things that haven’t actually manifested themself. Good luck to you! You are such an inspiration! I’m praying for you and for the return of your good health!

Hi Romee! I know exactly what you mean when you talk about feeling anxious in regards to health scares. I was recently diagnosed with an ovarian cyst and as a result I have been very anxious and worried about tests results and what it all means. I found the best way is to surround yourself with the best people. Those who you know will be with you and support you throughout your journey. Although from watching your videos you are definitely around some amazing friends and family! I find that letting out energy helps loads with relieving anxiety. Find another avenue to express yourself! I know RU-vid is your platform that you put a lot of energy into and is something that you enjoy. So whenever you feel anxious be creative with the camera! You don’t need to publish it. But at least it allows you to let go of that energy you have built up. Hope this helps! Xxx

Regarding your anxiety: I try to tell myself that freaking out is just a waste of energy and doesn't help whatsoever. Especially if you don't know yet, it's completely wasted energy for nothing. You still have time to freak out if it turns out to be bad. And even then, it doesn't really help or change anything. So you can just stop and try to use the energy and time for something else/more useful. I also try not to think about it, bc there is still time when I know for sure. This works remarkably well for me. It's way harder if I'm worried about somebody else, to be fair. Btw: this also works if you are pissed about something and really mad. Also, wasted energy and doesn't help.

Your so strong and an encouragement to me every day. I’m praying for you 🙏🏽❤️❤️

So pleased and thank god that it’s nothing serious PHEW!! I could not wait for my hair to grow back. The only way you’ll 💯 know that your hair will grow with breaking off again is that you should have well and truly stopped your Chemo. Think it took at least 6-8 weeks for my hair to stop falling out and start growing properly after my last Chemo. You’ll be fine hun honestly. Your hair will grow back with curls or kinks now 😉 xxx god bless ♥️

Personally, my faith has helped me a lot dealing with chronic/undiagnosed conditions

❤️❤️❤️❤️ I can see you coming out of this victoriously.

💔😭 oh hunny my heart breaks for you. I pray to god it’s just a calcium deposit and not the other thing.