Oh! Hey kiddo, you found me. Rough day? I’m sorry kid. I can’t imagine how that feels for that one of a kind soul you got there. I know it feels like every day’s the same problem and you can’t help but feel terrible for letting everyone down… but keep that head for me kid. Tomorrow’s gonna get better and promise you, I’ll be there in your heart with you to keep you going to another good day! Push on kiddo, you got a stranger rooting for you!
This made me cry, thank you. I keeps getting harder to cry. I feel like my problems are my fault. I feel like im addicted to video games. And its my fault.
God loves you, He sent his son Jesus Christ to die on the cross for you to take your sins in his body so that you can be redeemed and saved, confess with your mouth Jesus Christ as Lord and believe in your Heart that God raised him from the dead and you will be saved.
@@alexxxxxx7603 God loves you, He sent his son Jesus Christ to die on the cross for you to take your sins in his body so that you can be redeemed and saved, confess with your mouth Jesus Christ as Lord and believe in your Heart that God raised him from the dead and you will be saved.
@@ZorixTheGoober God loves you, He sent his son Jesus Christ to die on the cross for you to take your sins in his body so that you can be redeemed and saved, confess with your mouth Jesus Christ as Lord and believe in your Heart that God raised him from the dead and you will be saved.
Hi! I don't want to bother you or something, but I saw your comment and I wanted you to know that you're not alone in this. If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here for you, okay?
i fucking love the people on the internet. people say shit like "the internet is a horrible place" when these people are helping me with my depression, insecurities and so much more. (i love any and all of you)
To the ones crying themself to sleep, the ones who use their skin like a canvas, the ones who wishing not to wake up, the ones baring all of their emotions and not letting them out, to the ones who sees the future without themselves, the ones who feels numb to the core, to anyone in need. We are not disposable trash okay? The world is big enough for all of us, non of us are alone in this, even if you feel like you're in this alone, when you need someone the most but no one besides you. You are not alone in this. Being down, suffering, is okay. It's acceptable, we are all imperfect humans and yet we can accomplish many things. Even the smallest task are worth a praise. I'm proud of you for waking up, I'm proud of you for trying. For giving your effort when you can. Even if you or anyone else thinks it's insignificant, trust me it's not. I thank you for keep on pushing it, you made it past fake smiles, sobbing, numbness, you eventually feel joy, it's not all so bad. So come one, wipe those painful waterworks and say "I can do this, I'm better than this". Because you are, you're all amazing in many ways you can't see.
I almost cried, that means a lot since I never cry when it's daytime, like ever. But I still feel like it would be better without me, less food and water wasted. More space on earth, and everything is gonna end anyways, wether it be when I die or when the earth ends. Have a great day :) hopefully I can get past these feelings...
Ive started to realize after years or months of being their friends that im always the one to talk first. they could ignore me for months and happily forget I ever existed not a single memory of me running through their minds in that time.
God loves you, He sent his son Jesus Christ to die on the cross for you to take your sins in his body so that you can be redeemed and saved, confess with your mouth Jesus Christ as Lord and believe in your Heart that God raised him from the dead and you will be saved. Jesus Christ will never forget about you or forsake you
@@DaddyIssuestake-away God loves you, He sent his son Jesus Christ to die on the cross for you to take your sins in his body so that you can be redeemed and saved, confess with your mouth Jesus Christ as Lord and believe in your Heart that God raised him from the dead and you will be saved.
Why am i always left behind? I feel like everyone i know has their person, but where’s mine? Ever since i can remember, i’ve never felt like I’ve belonged. Even from a young age. I know im barely a teenager. I know i haven’t experienced “the real world” yet. So why do i feel so tired? Every single day, i feel tired. It doesn’t matter how much sleep i get anymore. I feel like i’ve given so much. I feel like i’ve dedicated so much to my school and my grades and yet, im still “lazy”. It feels as if i can never live up to their expectations. I feel like i could never be a good daughter. Im never going to be as good my brother. No matter how much more i’ve achieved, i will never be as good as him.
Hi! I don't want to bother you or something, but I saw your comment and I wanted you to know that you're not alone in this. If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here for you, okay?
Me too, so much. It feels so lonely, I have to cuddle with a pillow and I have no one to truly be comfortable with, not even my mom. I wish she'd hug me and tell me that she loves me. Its okay, you're not alone. And that much is enough for me, so its gonna be okay :)
@@lupoyo i only wish it get's better anytime soon for me man, im 13 almost 14, male, because of my age and gender it's one hell of a nightmare to get medical mental attention, so i can't get it, and the economical situation of my mom, doesn't allow it, my mother right now is dying, maybe not this night but tomorrow, she has cancer, and right now in the hospital, i don't have a father, he left us with like 200k usd debts in a country where the minimum wage is 500 usd when i was 9, things aren't getting better, only thing i can do is hope for the best, i try getting my best grades at school and help, but it's useless, i am useless, and i can't even find a single friend, i am labeled as a weirdo and creep, i try going to the gym and doing diet and starving myself so i am not so ugly to atleast be able to socialize, i also tried learning how to be social and those things in youtube, and still, nothing changed, i had a girlfriend wich i actually truly loved, we went dating for a long time like 1 year when i started high school, then one day i got the message "she occupied bro", some 22 year old was f**ing with her, i have developed trust issues, i am extremely touch starved, i haven't received a hug in like ages man, and the girl i used to had as my best friend from my childhood leaved me because i was ugly asf, man i hate myself, i am developing an alcohol addiction, suicidal thoughts, emotional numbess, my traumas are getting worse, everything is getting worse, i don't even know if i'll make it to enter university, i don't even have a will to live anymore, no friends, no family, poverty, shit mental health, living in the worst hood of my country in south america, debts, some cubans are searching me and my mother to kill us because we owe them and we simply cannot pay 5k loans per month, i lost my sister already thanks to drugs and her cancer, my little brother wants to commit suicide already, i don't wanna live anymore, and if i am going through this, maybe it's because i deserve it, something i did caused me this. i just wish this ends.
I remembered when a kid who went to therapy, they asked me innocently "what does love mean? What does it feel like?", I saw their face and they had dark eye bags and cuts on their wrists, I cried so hard after I saw their state that they started apologizing again and again, then they brought him back into his therapy room, I could hear him crying. Now I understand that quote someone told me. "If a child had a bad childhood, they will never know what love means or feels like." Till this day, I still see him going to therapy
I'm just standing there, watching my mental state get worse and worse everyday. I don't know how to try anymore. I'm starting to have really bad thoughts, I don't wanna die tho- it's just a weird feeling of not knowing how to live anymore, to see and feel things I never wanted to. I stop recognising myself. Hopefully it's just a piece of my life, and not the last one. Tomorrow will be another day
Maybe you can try doing something that you really loved doing before? Like drawing something or making something for yourself or for someone else... Idk, just something simple like that 🙂❤
venting ig My life these past few months have been horrible. I’ve lost 2 pets and my dad literally said i was the reason one of them died. My anxiety has been awful. School is awful. Home is awful. I hate it, I hate myself, I hate the people around me. I can’t even cry, my mom would get mad or somehow try to flip it around and make me look like the bad guy for simply feeling like shit. I haven’t eaten in a few days, I’ve thought about taking my own life. I know probably no one will read all of this but it’s nice to just write all this down. I’m sick of it. I’m sick of my life. Edit: over time I've developed and Ed and started sh. These have been the worst months of my life. It hasn't gotten any better.
please don't kill yourself, it's going to get better, don't end your life because you're living an awful moment right now, you're just going to ruin your chances of living good moments if you do it.
Hey, I don't really know if You're going to see this or not but I'm proud of you. I'm proud of you for still trying. I'm proud of you for just being alive and still not giving up. I'm proud of you for getting up this morning, for getting ready, for still being there. I know it probably won't mean much and I know it doesn't seem like anyone would care if you died but I would. If that counts for anything- keep posting- you can do this! You can vent here or in other places too. So many people are here for you- even if you don't know them they care, they'll be here for you. If nobody else- you've got this! I believe in you ❤
Please don't do it, I'm very sorry for your situation, but you are strong darling, there are many people who love you and care about you, I know you can get ahead, I love you
@@jypapieHey now forget about them they are not worthy of you❤️ I too lost everyone who cared for me once but I'm sure i'll find someone who deserves me.
Nobody loved me except my mother and father. I don't know what it feels like to be loved, to hold someone's hand, to hug. When I see people being loved like babies, my heart breaks and I can't take it anymore, I just wonder about this feeling.
It feels like everyone is just doing the "ghosting" thing with me, or maybe i was an horrible friend and that's why no one wants to talk to me even for 5 minutes. My self vision of friendship is getting worse everytime i think about it, like, i don't think i deserve to have friends anymore, It's difficult for me to start a conversation and God is torturing me for that, for being weak. I don't know how to comfort someone, or congratulate them, just be angry with someone or be sad about what triggered being angry. He exists, and he is making me pay for all my sins, he is alive, and he is watching me from not far away. I just want him to know that he won, he beat me in the only thing I tried to put effort into, my mental health
I get it i annoy people or r too much for them but irl my anxiety makes so many things hard n i get it if anyone needs to talk im here even if im not too good myself
Thank God someone finally said something. I just wish my misery would end and I don't know what to do while I'm still around anymore. I see my friends moving on while I'm still drowning in the same depression since middle school. I don't know if I'll get a happy ending, but God, I really hope so.
I've been reading these comments, and its low key sad seeing how many people suffer from these various types of things... I wanna hug everyone listening and venting to this rn.
Just how low do you have to be in life to write about your sufferings on RU-vid comments… I mean, it’s easier to share this way as nobody cares at all, but man…
@@Viktor_4739 Sometimes people don't have many people to vent to, so it's totally alright to come to comments where virtual people can come and comfort.
For everyone scrolling around the comments please read this. You are beautiful and so amazing, your personality is so great and that's what so many people love about you, its not about beauty or looks, that's just a bonus. And meeting people who actually care about your personality and not your looks are the people you should be seeing. Please don't end it! I know you think about it, but its not worth it. Because one day you will be happy and look back at you harming yourself and doing all that stuff and you'll regret it. Because you'll finally accept yourself. But its not your fault you don't accept yourself, its the people you were around as a child, growing up. So please don't say that anything's your fault, and love yourself, and don't care about what people think, and enjoy life. If you want to vent I'm free. But I'm not forcing anyone :) Have an amazing day.
Ok... Sometimes, I feel like my friends don't care about me because of the fact that I'm always the first to talk.. Very rearly people would talk to me. In the few times they actually do, they either only ask me for money or something to eat, and I actually give it to them. I don't say no because I'm afraid they will leave me. Not even my own family cares about what I think. I would rather die than be myself around them honestly because they're always like, "Boys don't cry," and "Only girls like this and that." I can't even walk out of my room without being insulted for what I wear (oversized t shirts and SHORT shorts), how I keep my hair (bangs..?), how I act (anxious, quiet and scared (most if the time) ), etc. and to make it worse, my mom's bf always makes fun of me because of how I act and calls me bad names (I shall not elaborate) just for liking the color PINK and then when I tell my mom she always says that he's joking around. In school, I can't even walk into my classroom without someone saying, "You should've stayed home today" or "I hope you don't wake up tomorrow" and the only thing I could think to do is cry, but I have to hold it in because they would just bully me even more. This happens every day. I just want to go away. Maybe it would make them stop talking about me like that. (Sorry if my grammar is bad its 2 in the morning and I'm really tired.)
@@real_WDK awww 🥺ik it sucks fucking more than hell😖😓Sameee my whole class is also super toxic and hateful for any innocent and weak student (me especially 😭) and i'm just in 8th grade omgg world is so depressed 😫✋God bless you i hope for your recovery😩💗✨
@RitishaChills Fun fact: you're 1 grade above (But seriously) Yeah, I relate to being weak, not gonna lie. It's so horrible to be weaker than most of the people in your class, isn't it? The feeling like you can't do anything.. It's just so crushing!! But are you feeling okay now???
@@real_WDK Oo you are in 7 grade you seem soo mature and depressed take care of yourself bro you are not even a teen😞❤️ and yeah so true like the urge to do nothing, feeling sad all the time 😔 n I'm trying to get better 🙂.
@@gay_herbthere was only a few seconds of fourth of july so I didn't wanna confuse people by putting it so I put it before the few seconds of fourth of july cause I didn't want people wondering why there was a gap in the timestamps
i've saw this snap and it said 'what have you learned this year?' I've learned that nobody will never love me I've learned i'm too loud I've learn that i'm too ugly I've learned no matter how hard I try I. will. always. be. stupid. ugly. depressed. little sht i am
I know I’m some stranger on the internet but none of those things are true I promise you. Your are loved by someone and that someone is me! Your are not loud you are energetic and fun! You are not ugly your are pretty and amazing! And guess what your best is amazing don’t try and change cause your perfect that way you are! Don’t give up. Life will get better. You know why cause I’m cheering for you!
hey...its not true its all lie..c'mon stop lying to yourself you're too beatiful and too pretty people make fun of you because they're jealous about how pretty you are you dont deserve to be sad you deserve to be happy i know what it feels like to be unloved... but dont worry god loves you dont give up honey!🙂
ha…imagine falling in love with a fictional character….ending a tiring day of school once again….feeling joy you are going to see that character again soon….once you realize soon after…you remember that that’ll never be, all that joy you felt not long ago has turned to sorrow…you tell your friend about how you love this character but all they do is laugh because of who the character is. You push everyone away because the only person you want affection from is that character but you know you’ll never have the character. Ha imagine being that person….yeah……
i wanna js to be loved by him. that hurts when he js leaves me for no reason. im crying. i want to fall asleep with him. waking up and seing his arms covering me. i want to make coffee for him everyday. its js a dream. but still. i love him. im losing my motivation to life. js.. life is difficult. idk what to do. qnd he saved my life... thats why i love him alot. i hope he will see this.(he wont...) ily zen❤️
I know im loved, but im not loved by the people i need to be loved by. Im loved by my partners, my friends, but my family doesnt seem to love me, at least not like their child, my family doesnt accept me for who i am except for my oldest sister who moved away and i rarely see, my dad is so sarcastic that it feels so fake to talk to him, my sister doesnt give a shit about me, just about the chores and if i do them, my brother doesnt really care either, or he doesnt show it. Honestly i think if i dropped dead they would just replace me with a house maid.
@@kiaraxyrw oh gosh… thank you so much it means a lot, recently i left both my partners and found that im just not capable of giving true romantic love anymore so life has really just been kinda downhill but, i have very supportive friends and recently it seems like my sister has been more accepting of my gender identity! Ive been trying to get my dad to follow along, “hey, im not a girl! Im a man!” And “im your sonn!!” And whatever, even asked him for a binder and he said yes! But idk, still feels a little off i guess- anyways, its been up and down, but most recently its been up and up! Im doing pretty well :}
pov: you just stare at the ceilling thinking everything was your fault and wanted to cry..and instead of crying you just smile but your heart's the one that crying and heavy.
For the reader, you don’t have to get upset about something you failed or couldn’t accomplish. Life goes on. You can’t do anything about it, so live it. And before you go, I want you to know something really important. Don’t compare your beginning with someone’s middle because it’s gonna seem impossible or difficult. But it truly isn’t, just don’t give up. Your still human.
my cat is dying and shes been with me for my entire life,seeing her slowly die makes me want to scream and cry and knowing that she wont last until the summer makes me want to die. all i can think of right now is how life will be without her,im scared.shes the last part of my childhood,shes my only true friend,wiithout her i might as well die to go see her.and no shes not just a pet,shes always been there with me no matter what,its as if losing your childhood friends .so before hating just think about it.
@@meiturmel6342omg im sorry for your loss.. please take care of urself, im so sorry for your loss again and hopefully something can cheer you up, like a rememberance of ur cat..
i hate hate hate losing friends and i would do literally anything to keep them. i got pulled out of my school recently and this one girl i used to be close to started distancing herself, and acting different. actual texts i sent her while bawling my eyes out: “pls i cant lose you … my biggest fear is losing ppl and you hold so much of my happiness and secrets and not that the secrets are the only reason o wanna stay w/ you but the fact that you’re genuinely just such a nice person and ik you’d never do anything to hurt me or leave me but i’m just really scared so please don’t leave me here…” and “i’m reading our old texts and i have no idea what happened … now you’re ghosting me & stuff. i’m only blaming myself (you couldn’t have ever done anything wrong
Hey read this!! Please! Your skin isn't paper don't cut it!! Your skin isn't wax so don't burn it!! Your neck isn''t a coat so don't hang it! You aren't a flower so don't cut the stems off making it fall. Don't fake a smile if your not okay.. It's ok to be upset! You are not alone don't listen to that 1% they are only trying to bring you down into the deep end in chains. Unlock those chains swim to the top of the water. If your feeling down its alright find something to distract yourself, such as a pet or a plushie etc. Or your favourite tv show. I went through something sad too, your not alone!! There is always someone out there who cares about you and I am one of them! To anyone reading this please don't take your life, its precious! Your an awesome talented and sweet person!! Not mean or ugly if you hear those ppl they are jealous of you!! ^^ I'm proud of you making it this far keep going!! (Feel free to spread the word ^^)
God loves you, He sent his son Jesus Christ to die on the cross for you to take your sins in his body so that you can be redeemed and saved, confess with your mouth Jesus Christ as Lord and believe in your Heart that God raised him from the dead and you will be saved.
its 2 the point when youve been called ugly when everyone says your real smile is fake, but it isnt. when everyone u cared for abandoned u when times got tough. when the only reason they loved you was because of how i treated them. Its 2 the point where i cant believe any compliment that comes my way because of the way ive been treated my whole life. Being bullied, hit, mentally abused. Its just so draining. Suicide has been on my mind for awhile now, im slowly loosing my game.
Sorry I'm late for a cheering up. (I could use one myself.) Buddy, please don't, in spite of everything and everyone, it's still your life. I don't know your age and I don't care, it's not important to your situation. I feel the same way half the time. I don't know how people truly feel about me and half of them do the same as what your dick-headed acquaintances do. I'm not a fan of people online, strangers, saying that they're there for you when they physically can't be, but...in this case...I am. I wish I had a truly understanding person. Not family nor therapist, just a relatable human being. Were in this together...please reply❤
Honestly every year there is a high and low, the low has been more now, I can’t be bothered to get up, brush my hair, talk to my family and friends. All I do is talk to my rabbit, draw, listen to music, sleep, and drink a lot of water. Maybe I’m just waiting to get water poisoning or I’m waiting for a change in life, either way it won’t change until next school year.
I just wanted to let you know that you are worth it, you are enough, and you deserve to be happy, loved, and you deserve to live. The world is a much better place with you in it, and you will get through this. I’m proud of you no matter what. You might not be perfect, but no one is, and you’re you. Being you is more than enough, and there’s only one of you in this whole entire world. Losing you would be losing something incredibly special. Suicide might seem like your only option, and though it might get rid of your pain, all it does is pass it on to the people who love and care about you. (It might be hard to feel this way but people do love and care about you, I know we haven’t met but I love and care about you.) And this is hard to see, but you have so so much to live for. You’re going to have so many good opportunities in the future and I know one day you’ll be able to look back on this and think: “I’m glad I never gave up.” You are strong. You are beautiful. You deserve everything good in life. I believe in you with all my heart, and hope that one day you’ll be able to say and believe I’m proud of myself, because you deserve it.
im proud. proud of YOU ! Im proud of you for still being here. Im proud of you for waking up every morning. Im proud of you for staying tough. Im proud of you for just watching the video. If you want to end it all, I need to say something. Im proud of you for staying here till the end. I will still say to not do it, but sometimes comments cant stop someone. And I will also say this: even if your life isn't great right now, there could be great moments waiting for you. And for the people saying, "How are you so sure about that?" Well im not. Just because i said Im not sure, doesn't mean there wont be any. If you really wanna find out.. keep going. Your not stupid. Your not ugly. Your not dumb. Your not annoying. Nobody is. This world is judgemental, but dont let it get to you. Even if you still believe you are any of these things, I hope that deep down.. you know this isn't true. Ily all, and said it once, and ill say it again! im proud of you.
Heh you know what’s funny? I accidentally stayed up all night it’s a school night and it’s not like I meant to stay up I didn’t I tried to sleep but I couldn’t
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Ngl this message made me cry, it made my whole day better, i just came home from a horrible day at school and saw this, I wanted to comfort some other people who had vented and completely forgot bout myself, but seeing this message makes my day better, thank you.
I just need a friend. Not someone that'll hang up on me while I cry. Not someone that'll talk about me behind my back. Not someone that'll blow me off like I don't exist. I need a *friend* Someone to pick me up when I fall. Someone to hug. Someone to tell me its okay. Someone to tell me to stop constantly throwing myself away. Someone to not yell at me when I mess up. Someone to wipe my tears. Someone to tell me the truth. Someone that won't abandon me and act like were friends the next day. I need someone that won't crumple me up like a piece of paper and throw me in the trash.
I've changed a lot for a person... i've done everything she wanted me to do... and now they ignore me, don't talk to me anymore, and i'm completly alone at school, no one talks to me, i've tried to be friendly by trying to not to be shy and introvert as i am, it was useless.. during the pauses i only see everyone together, and then theres me, alone, i feel like everything is completly wrong, or that i'm wrong.. plus, this for me is a very hard period, becouse my grandma is feeling a lot sick, and i lived with her a big part of my childhood. A true friend is the one who will keep staying with you, and will accept the real you, not caring for your bad attitudes or "wrong" things in you(if you have any).. I miss the times when i was in my old school, i was alone, even bullied by some people.. but, i had a real friend, and i think that without her now i wouldn't even be alive (i had a period that i wanted to kill myself, but i rather not talking about that), she have been supporting me a lot, and, even if are passed years from when our paths have get separated by school, and we even live kinda afar from each others, we are still best friends :) Remember, that you're amazing, and i'm proud of you❤️🩹
Friend. Your story is one among many, but not unimportant. I think the best thing to do is live for YOU and not for anyone else, I have come to find that life is too short. Too short to do everything and honestly we don't need reasons to be alive. Take nature for example it doesn't have a total reason to exist it just does, or maybe it's reason is to be enjoyed by all that live among it. If you can friend go outside, stand in a field and breathe. Accept all that surrounds you and release your negative emotions. If you need to, you can always reply to me and I'll have a chat with you. Have fun while you still can . 😄
POV:You have depression and it might make you have a eating disorder and you don’t feel loved by your family and you have to hide yourself when you cry so they don’t have to worry and you stay up until 8 am in the morning then fall asleep and you want to be a real kid again and life is just to much and you can’t getaway from your happy past so you want to hug past you and then you feel like a mistake and a disappointment 🙃 can anyone relate?
I'm proud of you. You've come so far. Just keep chugging along. Just like the little train that could. I believe in you. You don't need those people who are toxic. You don't deserve that in your life!
I'm slowly falling apart and my family doesnt even care......i could be crying my eyes out and my sister could walk in and look me dead in the eyes and then could walk away and wouldn't even ask if i was ok.....
My supposedly best friend has spread a secret about my personal life and now everyone just finds me disgusting. I wish I could go back and fix everything.
ngl, feeling like your the problem is not fun.. it honestly hurts and feels like trauma just ruins you as a character. i have literally let everyone in my life down, been only sad at everyone's happiness and my friendships are detoriating, i wish i can change faster but i ended ruining everything for them and ruining their fun, i feel like i'm always the problem even though they tell me im not.
POV: your mom walks into the room. She looks at you. She looks like somethings wrong. She stands in the doorway. “Honey, are you alright?” Her tone of voice sounds worried. “I’m fine mom,” You say dryly. You don’t want to tell her the truth. You don’t want her to know. “You seem…tired..” She walks closer to you. Your body begins to shake. “I said I’m fine, mom,” You repeat, your voice horse and harsh. “Please be honest with me, darling,” Your eyes begin to widen. “Are you actually okay..?” She says. You just stare at her. You can’t say anything. You’re too tired. You’re too worn out. You stay quiet. Just like you always do. Why don’t you just speak for once? Because. You’re afraid, aren’t you? You’re afraid to be honest. Because you know that they’ll leave you once you are honest. Please. Just speak. They can’t hurt you now. You’re safe. No one will hurt you like they did. Relax, Go to sleep, Read a book, Draw. Do something to relax. You deserve the world. I however, don’t. I am not a good person and I never will be. I hope that your day/night is going to get better. I hope you heal. And it is time for me to say goodbye. Goodbye, my sweet child.
OI YOU- Yes you, I thought i'd tell you something..... I love your smile I love your laugh I love your personality I love your hair (or lack thereof) I love your insecurities I love your accomplishments I love your failures I love your eyes I love your beauty I love your handwriting (or the way you communicate) I love the way you dance I love you on your happy days I love you on your sad days I love you on the days you feel lonely I love you on the days you feel helpless I love you on the days you feel like no one cares I love you on the days you feel forgotten I love you on the days you feel unmotivated I love you on the days you feel loved I love you on the days you feel sick I love you on the days you feel motivated I love you on the days you feel depressed I love you on the days you feel stresses I love you on the days you feel crazy I love you on the days you feel hopeful I love you on the days you feel cuddly I love you on the days you feel clingy I love you on the days you feel amazing I love you on the days you feel beautiful I love you on the days you feel like a failure I love you on the days you feel angry I love you on the days you feel aggressive I love you on the days you feel horrible I love you on the days you feel safe I love you on the days you feel unsafe I love you on the days you feel vulnerable I love you on the days you feel weird I love you on the days you feel ok I love you when you're healthy I love how you sing (or hum or feel the music) I love your taste in music I love your taste in movies I love your taste in tv shows I love the way you move I love the way you act I love you when you cry I love you when you're kind I love you when you're mean I love you when you're alone I love you when you can't feel I love you when you feel too much I love you when you can't take life anymore I love you when you feel like it's too much I love you when you're asleep I love you when you have nightmares I love you when you have dreams I love how you believe I love you when you believe in yourself I love you when you don't believe in yourself I love you when you hate yourself I love you when you love yourself I love the way you think I love you problems I love your solutions I love how you support I love you when you're in pain I love you when you're hurt I love your promises I love your secrets I love your attitude I love you sass I love your creativity I love your voice (or lack thereof) I love you hand gestures I love your stories I love your wounds I love your scars I love your face I love your past I love your future I love your present I love your outfits I love your style I love your art I love your honesty I love you when you lie I love you when you're tired I love you when you're energetic I love how you look I love how you cook I love you when you're adventurous I love you when you're scared I love your imperfections I love your perfections I love you when you worry I love you when you talk (or communicate) I love your opinions I love you when you have a headache I love you when you have a stomach ache I love you when you help others I love you when you need help I love you when you're mature I love you when you're immature I love you in the hard times I love you in the easy times I love you when life is meh I love you when you're responsible I love you when you're irresponsible I love you when you fight I love you in your darkest moments I love you in your brightest moments I love your heart I love you in the day I love you in the night I love you at midnight I love you at 3 am I love you at all times I love you at your best I love you at your worst I love the little things you do I love all of you I love you when you're you I love 𝙮𝙤𝙪. From the stranger on the internet who loves you :) (THIS ISNT MINE BUT PLEASE PASS IT AROUND :DD)
Here’s timestamps cuz no one is doing them… 0:00 - 4:41 No surprises 4:41 - 8:42 7 weeks and 3 days 8:42 - 10:43 Jealous 10:43 - 13:06 it was nice while it lasted 13:06 - 16:22 After dark (extended) That’s all! Feel free to vent in replies I will check them all out. Just know that I’m proud that you woke up today and that you’re alive even if life is hard. Just know that suicide isn’t always the best option. I might just be a stranger on the internet but I love you ❤
I wish I could feel that love and connection that other people have, feel so isolated from everyone else in my “friend group” and it’s pushing me to my limit haha. It’s all in my head too, I know this but I can’t change anything. Or am I just lazy? Maybe. Idk. Sorry to anyone who’s time I wasted by making you read this I just want to feel loved
As an adult it's hard to get shit down with work and college, and I'm sitting here on and off with two different girls for the past 4 months. I've let one of them down and I'm sitting here thinking that I'm not good enough for the other one even though I'm with her currently, and she has trust issues, I don't want to get too attached to get hurt but I love her and don't want to loose her. (She's emo like me :sob:)
it’s the fact that I can’t tell ppl Ik irl what is wrong in my life of like c*ting myself or trying to sui*ide but I can tell some of my friends I dono online or stuff I can tell them it’s just like what’s wrong with me
My life is literally falling apart. I thought I was getting better but it just turns out im not. how do I know that? whenever i feel like im happy, it feels like im forcing myself to be happy. ive been crying myself to sleep for the past 2 days. ive been overthinking every single day, from the moment i fucking wake up to the moment i go to sleep. what the fuck is going on with me? I THOUGHT I WAS GETTING BETTER BUT I GUESS FUCKING NOT! I promised myself that it wouldnt get bad anymore.. I promised myself that I would try... I promised myself that I wouldn't get overly attached to someone behind the screen.. and yet i broke all of my promises... i can't even keep my own promises... why must i be built like this? why is life not letting me get any better.. why can't i get better.... why wont my body let me get better... why?...
im an only child and when im on the phone with my friend, they have siblings that care for them and that just hurts because there is no one that i can hardly trust sometimes so im quietly sobbing bc it hurts :(
I thank the comment section with all my heart. You gave really encouraging words and i reciprocate those. But if only the things you guys said were told to me by the people i know, my parents, my friends, my teachers....it would've been so much better....... I juat wanted to get this of my chest. Please dont take this the wrong way, i really appreciate what you gus are doing. You guys are amazing guys, i love you all. Please keep spreading love❤
It has recently hit me again that nobody in my life ever has cared about me in a way that matters. They either secretly hated me or were using me for something. Im now realizing the same thing might apply to the online friends ive called family for 3 years. I cant feel affection anymore. They rarely text first. They barely make an effort to seem like they care. im so lonely its painful. I dont want to be alive anymore. Im so fucking tired.
Remember that not everyone is the same! There are many people out there who want to be there for you in the right way, trust me. Don't lose faith in yourself and others, it's not worth it and it's not fair to yourself or the people who actually do care ❤
When the friend group is barely hanging on and theres no way to avoid it and you try your best to keep us together by sending one message once in a while so we wont forget eachother
just to feel like your heart is sinking in the pacific ocean is just like drowning in it, i don't like the feeling and i have had dreams of like flying and like filling up a room with tears it's not fun, school makes it harder to deal with because even then when you make friends you eventually learn that they faked it and like 3 days later you walk into the building and everyone points whispers and laughs at you and so you just sit in a corner and hope it will end
All my friends left me, no one cares about me anymore, I don’t know what to do, my parents control my life, and everyone is just the same in different fonts
I listen to these daily, it’s hard not to. When I listen to these the cuts aren’t as bloody. When I listen to these I feel good. The second it’s gone it’s back to deep gashes and crying myself to sleep. Putting on a fake smile so you aren’t a burden. Everyone telling you that your lying when your not. Being a kid and never being believed. Never being heard, always being told that it’s not that bad. I just want one person to listen to me. Is it that hard? Will people stop ignoring me one day? Please, god. I need help, I need help. Save me. Please come get me. When will it end? Why is nothing happening! Why can’t I be fixed, I don’t want anymore meds. Why do I act happy when I’m not? THIS ISNT TRUE!
middle of the night, laying on my bed, listening to this playlist, crying because I can’t stop believing I will found this one boy, even if I totally know how boys are, but I’m just desperate for love.
It got so bad that i started crying when the shows i binge watch end, i start crying bc it was my only coping mechanism and escape from reality. The. I find a new one, then i cry when it ends again, then i find a new one, then i cry when it ends. And so and so and so i shall repeat until light crosses paths with my dull and gloomy life.
I.. I promised that everything would be better. I promised that I would get better. I promised I wouldn't be a problem anymore. I promised to tell at least someone and ask for help. But I didn't... I didn't do any of that. I'm getting worse, I'm getting worse. And every day my state room is filled with water and I am already standing on my tiptoes to breathe, to take the last breath of air and plunge back into the water. Yesterday I tried to open a vein. I didn't succeed. My parents came and I urgently had to clean everything. Repeat it.. I won't yet. I hope so.
Its been so long since I've felt sad, any type of it, i just feel so out of it, I don't feel guilt, grieve, sadness, remorse. Many people may say that they wish they had no such feelings but, no, they don't, i hate it i would rather give up most things just to feel an ounce of sadness, I listen to these videos to feel something but it never works, it's the worst absence I've ever felt, I'm saying this on here just in case anyone has any tips and even typing this i feel i don't care. see, i can feel happiness, anger, disgust, fear, mostly confusion due to the absence of sadness
I'm tired catching to everyone's expectations of me. This playlist gave me time to visit my true self. I told myself that i hate my current situation. I reached the point of no return. It just made me angry that tomorrow will be the same as well.
I may not know what the reasoning for you to be sad today is, nor for how you are feeling at all. But i wanted to get this quote somewhere for people who may need it. "Never lose today's happiness, by thinking about yesterday's pain." I know it's hard, but you got to stop looking at your past mistakes. I and many others believe in you, in what YOU can achieve in life. Don't let yourself get distracted by your past mistakes. Mistakes are mistakes, you cant change what you did. Only thing you can do is, try better next time. Think about your future. Do you think your future self would be happy for you worrying about your past this much? If the answer is no, then try and think of something else to think about. Regretting your past mistakes is fine of course. But when this regret changes your mood for the rest of the day, it is not worth it. Is regretting going to change how you handled a situation? No. Is it going to help you get better next time? Probably, yes. See how just changing the perspective, made "regretting" look like a positive thing? Whilst regret is never a positive feeling? When you feel down about something, try looking at it from different perspectives, that could potentially help you get where you want to be. If you read all of that, I hope I somewhat helped you look differently at your current situation, or atleast made you think a bit differently about all of it. I love you.
My favorite cat died yesterday. It's very difficult for me to let him out of my mind. He had three complex diseases. I treated him until my last breath. He died under my bed.. appreciate your pets❤
I've Just Realized that the people im friends are just gonna leave me as soon as we graduate and probably ignore me im scared that one day when that happens i'll be alone i don't wanna switch schools cause im also scared that no one will wanna be friends with me and just be a "weird/quiet kid" im scared of trying to make friends cause i feel like they will just not accept me i don't want somebody to leave me again after many bad things happened in 2023 i feel like this is gonna be worse i sometimes I think it'll be better if i disappear i just want the bad things to end
Small rant, but idc. Ive always been attention seeking but now whenever i wanna talk to someone to tell them about how sad i feel i cant tell if i actually feel down or am just attention seeking i need help figuring this out.
