Timestamps (｡´-д-)。。 0:00 / 0:01 - space song 5:21 - drift away (cover) 8:31 - goodbye, my danish sweetheart 10:50 - nobody 14:04 - my r (english cover) 17:38 - I can't handle change 20:58 - ykwim? 24:34 - your sister was right 27:05 - all I want is you 29:39 - I bet on losing dogs 32:27 - I deserve this 34:13 - Christmas kids 36:30 - teen idle -: ✧ :-゜・． Edit: I can't respond to everyone's comments unfortunately but I do hope all of you feel better soon !! I care for every single one of you /gen take care
Feeling alone when alone is normal, feeling alone among many people even among the best of friends is something very... I don't know how to explain it, but clearly this is very relatable
just happened to me. best friend (who is a girl) for 3 years, and she forgot me in days. I left class today and saw her walking with a boy, but what makes me sad is that she just... forgot me.
Happened to me, my friends manipulated me but told me the truth when I broke up with my bf. Turns out they didn't care about me at all, I wanted to tell them how wrong they were but I knew they wouldn't listen, after that I have never wanted to put a gun down my throat and pull the trigger. On random nights I just kept sobbing until I fell asleep. Just glad I didn't kill myself this time ❤
Damn. Yknow? Sometimes there is a different happiness with people. I'm pretty sure sometimes you are just thinking that they don't like you. But! I believe that they do. And! That there are probably more people than you think, that genuinely love and care about you. Stay safe and have a happy day ight!
Seeing them laughing, having more fun then they every did with you, them ignoring your text, avoiding you, never wants to hangout with you, hurts like no other
Me and my friend were friends since kindergarten. Now he is starting to be rude for no reason. we make jokes and stuff, its just he kind of takes them too far . I do have other friends, its just we were rrlyy close. the same day my mom and her bf broke up. today is that day.
Yeah... especially when its a best friend (or was one) I mean, I'm happy for him, that he's found other friends But... idk... still doesn't feel that great (Yes me and this person still talk, just not as much as we used to)
Ikr for me it ended yesterday after 9 years... I'm 15 btw and she didn't even tell me why... She didn't even respond to my messages... She just blocked me.. it has me wondering if I did something even though I know I didn't....
Hi! I don't want to bother you or something, but I saw your comment and I wanted you to know that you're not alone in this. If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here for you, okay?
It’s so painful remembering how you could talk to someone for hours on end, but all of a sudden you struggle to speak to them, to hold a conversation, & you know that it’s all your fault.
I may not know your situation but nothing could be entirely your fault. If someone becomes distant they may just be doing it for their own selfish reasons. But if not; then I know that if you truly love this person, and want to be friends with the; then you will find a way to make it all right. I believe in you, and I am proud of how strong you have been. I hope things get better. Just know I love you ❤️ And that many people care for you, so keep fighting the good fight 👍
@@violentcloudchasher521 this right here, is some of the best advice I’ve been given. Thank you, I appreciate this a lot. I love you too ❤️ I’ve spoken to this friend & they didn’t mean to be distant but they were experiencing troubles with communicating as was I. Thank you random stranger on the internet, your love & support has helped tremendously. 🥰
@@LitRuffEE Your welcome! I’m glad things ended up working out between you and your friend. 😊 If you ever need anymore advice, or someone to just listen, you can always come back here or talk to me privately. :)
@@violentcloudchasher521 same to you. Someone with such a kind heart & soul deserves to have someone to talk to. I’ll always be here if you need me. ❤️😊
We are the more supportive ones because we went trough all these, we know what it's like to feel that way so we dont want to other people feel the same
“Come to Me, all who are weary and heavy-laden, and I will give you rest.” Matthew 11:28 because of him I’m healed. and he wants to heal you too. he’s the reason why I’m alive today💖 And it’s not the end. There are many times in the Bible where they thought it was the end. Like the the death of Jesus. Or like Moses in the wilderness. And even Me I thought it was the end But God rescued me. Even tho your not a Cristian. Give ur pain to Jesus. He loves u.❤ I’ll be praying for u❤❤❤❤❤
. I regret being her best friend. I was attached but what can I say she got some new students as her ‘best friend group’. Sorry if you didn’t want this vent in your replies. Edit: cleared some misunderstandings with her. We’re inseparable now :D
Feeling any better? A month has passed after u commented this. I don't know who you are nor can I feel your pain but do remember that even if she said that your friendship is over there will always be someone else that is awaiting for you to befriend them. Stay strong
@@monikakazanecka5960 Pls do remember even if they asked for a second chance it may or may not sound genuine but your feelings are top priority What matters the most is how you feel about the friendship
“I won't leave you!” I've got no idea how many times I've heard this, and the sad part was, it was never true. And as a person who's been abandoned multiple times, it's hard waking up every day to just do basic things like eating, brushing my teeth, writing, reading, schoolwork, and just living tbh. And friends? dont make me laugh, at my current school i dont have any, my old ones are not even in touch and when we make plans they all cancel, and my one childhood friend lives over 22 hours away, So I can't see them, hug them, or talk to them unless it's a call or a text. I honestly dont know whats wrong with me, I'm too scared to talk to people in fear that they'll leave me, when I see people I just laugh, Why am I so different? Why do I have to be like this? What is wrong with me? I suppose these questions are what keep me isolated, but I can't find the answer. So instead I cover myself with the puzzle pieces I call a “personality”, show people what they want to see, Say what they want to hear, Act how they want you to act, Thats how I make it through the day! Sorry for this random vent dump i just gotta get some things off my chest lmao 💀
I don't know you but listen. I can relate, I understand. It's okay. Everything is okay. Take I deep breath. You can do this ❤️ And see a specialist if you can.
I'm crying while listening to this. I have trust issues and abandonment issues. I've been abandoned and 'betrayed' so many times by people i really trusted. It seems like every time i try to trust someone, that person goes there and leaves me. I'm feeling so tired and now i know that i'm really alone.
This is exactly how I feel, I can’t read anyones intentions and after getting hurt so many times I just can’t trust no matter what, I’m trying to not get attached anymore, if only the world was a little more honest then maybe just maybe we’d feel a lot more comfortable with who we surround ourselves with
I feel you... I lost my hs friend group out of the blue for no reason.. I don't understand why or what I did for them to betray my trust. It hurts so bad bevause I shared so many deep things with them. I told myself at least I have my two bestfriendd from middleschool.. about 8 months later now I'm losing them too.. I last saw one if them 5 months ago and the other has stopped making time for me and texting me. It's so draining to be begging for an ounce of something bc I care abt them and our relationship so much but nk matter how many times I've tried to confront them or they say they care their behavior persists. And I know no matter what lies they believe to feel better or what lies they tell me at the heart of it all they can't be my real friends from these actions. I'm falling apart because I never thought I'd lose them and I just can't handle it
@breadbread4709 I don't think you or we ate the problem nor are you unlovable I think these sorts of things happen. And some of us just get unlucky and things tend to happen back to back. I've had lots of bad stuff happen to me but I think I'm a good person and I have had some Goodluck in my life also.. I think you just have to focus that and focus on yourself when you become lonely or the people in your life who do value you. And If you don't have anyone I'm sure you will soon. Luckily I'm in college so I'm starting to form a new connection with these two girls but it's hard to open up to them about so much of my life considering what I've been through and people leaving. I hope your doing alright too and I've been doing better because I'm realizing that yes this hurts and is sad but also if they treat me like that I can't continue to give this more energy and I need to focus on who and or what makes me happy. I'm kinda struggling this week bc I'm gonna have to see one around campus and in a show for something and it's just hard to be reminded that they are so close yet have put themselves so far from me (I live in a small town with them at a cc)... but I'll gst through it and I hope we both find somepeople who value us I'm sure we will ❤. Also idl if your religious, I actually strayed away from God due to all of the bad things that happened to me and just not being able to believe anymore but recently I discovered orthodoxy and it makes more sense to me and really helps. I haven't gotten too deep into it or started praying even but sometimes when km struggling with things k look up bible versus or teachings about topics and that helps alot. It helps me to feel like my pain is heard and helps me to find peace because I know forgiveness is important even if they don't deserve it because I can actually feel better when I get to the point of of forgiveness.
losing a best friend is the worst pain anyone could ever go through, especially when there is no reasoning behind the end of the friendship, if it ends without a proper goodbye that is even worse. A bond that no one ever thought would be broken ends up destroyed. People start to ask you about your "best friend" and you have to try and play it off when deep down inside you are breaking. It is hard going from best friends to strangers with memories. Thne worst part is you may be hurting inside but when you see them they are as happy as ever, as if they never cared for your friendship at all.
i just lost my bestfriend cause i acedently make fun of his mom... idk that he will take it that deep. i regret what im doing we've been friend for 4 year . we met since i was 11 and he was 9 we met at discord and its feel like were never gonna be seperated but sometime its happend now im just depress cause all of those memories is gone
You know it really hurts when you have changed and become more rude for a proper reason.(Had to stand up for myself/others) me and my boy bestfriend jaxson have been friends for 5 years. It got really difficult when I liked him last year and so yeah. This year we went to the same daycare and we where just hanging out in the hallway because we had to wait for our other teacher bc she picks up other kids from other schools. So he straight up told me. And this was a month ago i think might be wrong. But anyways sy yeah. Then a few days later he asked me to date I asked him to give me a few days turned into 2 weeks because I said no then I told him I changed my mind give me a few more days he got upset then we got into our FIRST FIGHT EVER! Then that happened we became friends again and stuff so yeah. Then I'm pretty sure it was this week that he asked me to date him I said yes. Then today we where again in the hall for that same reason bc our teacher. I called him ugly as a joke but I was pretty sure he would know that but ig he didn't wich I don't know how bc we always insult each other and like act like nothing happened. But ig today he got offended so yeah I think I started out second fight but it's not my fault( yes it is) anyways so yeah ig when you change its different ig thanks to the ppl that used to bully me you got me into these type of fights with my best friend whoever did I hate you but I also wish the best for you. :/
you know that feeling when youve bottled up your emotions all day hiding them and when someone asks you that one question they all come out at once? .. are you okay?
I was friends with her for 5. Years and she left. No reasoning besides “I don’t like you any more.” I still pains me to this day. The exact date is forever imprinted in my mind. October 22, 2023 is the day we broke it off. She was my everything. I don’t know why she left me. She was my closest friend, my light, my reason to live and she left without a care in the world. Now she is friends with the people I hate most. Thank you for listening to my vent. I may not know you but I know you are loved. Just keep going.
Important things to remember: You are loved. You are cared about. You are somebody. Dont kill yourself. Its not worth it. I love you!! ❤️ I care about you!! ❤️ Stay safe!! ❤️
"So I don't blame you, if you want to bury me in your memories. I'm not the girl I ought to be, but maybe when you tell your friends, you can tell that, what you saw in me, and not how I turned to be" These words just say everything about my life.
Hey, take a break kiddo be confident, and never let someone bully you. Don't die everyone loves you no matter what, Social meta is fake go turn off your phone you need a break. Take a rest go read book I love you no matter what and be friendly you may never see me bye love take care :)
I'm going through something like this right now, Me and my friends used to hang out everyday....we used to hang out on the bus stop every day and joke about random stuff, we looked at memes together, I can't even walk past the places we used to hang out because it brings back so much pain...it reminds me that my friends no longer need me in their lives, I find it funny how they can say that we're still friends...when all they do is avoid me now, after 2 years of highschool they left and suddenly i find myself alone, I desperately hold onto memories hoping that this is all a nightmare...hoping that one day it'll go back to normal..but every single day it hurts to much because I can never replace these friends...because no matter how hard i try...they'll never be them, If I could relive a single memory it would be when me and my friends first met..., I'm going through a loss in the family and they left me when i needed their support....i don't see how a friend could do that...
I'm so sorry. We will get thru w this. Ik it hurts, because something similar happend to me too. One year has passed and I still hold on to those memories and as you said I will never be able to replace them but I'm sure we will find someone who will cherish our friendships way more then they did. Stay strong 🖤
0:00 - 5:13 space song 5:22 - 8:27 drift away 8:30 - 10:47 goodbye, my danish sweetheart 10:47 - 14:01 nobody 14:04 - 17:36 My R 17:36 - 20:58 i cant handle change 20:59 - 24:32 ykwim? 24:33 - 27:03 your sister was right 26:56 - 29:38 all i want is you now(i love rebzyyx🫶🏼) 29:39 - 32:25 i bet on losing dogs 32:29 - 34:12 i deserve this 34:11 - 36:28 christmas kids 36:30 - 40:35 teen Idle
I'm at the point where i can relate to this so much. Me and this friend used to be best friends but we drifted away and never talked again. Its so hard to fight my urges and ask him why we drifted away. We used to talk daily for hours and hours but now i dont think he even considers me as a friend.
Don’t give a single shit!!! Just live ur life happy bc friends come and go!!Belive me!!I used to have a hounded of bff and they all backstabbed me even the ones who I believed with all my heart!Life goes on Just be happy 😊
I understand you, now in the same situation. Every time I asked him why he stopped communicating with me, he just said one phrase "I don't know". And oh, my God, it hurts so much to look into his eyes...
I lost all three of my child hood friends and my best friend for7 years and got harrased by my father and brother and I still have to act like everything is okay what I'm trying to say is stay strong u will move on and live peacefully without those who hurt u that's my wish for me im not there yet 3 more years then I'm free no more breakdowns
There's nothing wrong with your eyes. There's nothing wrong with your nose There's nothing wrong with your height There's nothing wrong with your skin There's nothing wrong with your mouth There's nothing wrong with your hair There's nothing wrong with your face There's nothing wrong with your body There's nothing wrong with your hands There's nothing wrong with your fingers There's nothing wrong with your teeth There's nothing wrong with YOU you are perfect. I am so proud of you:) You made it to this far. You are amazing:) Don't give up. NEVER GIVE UP you're pretty You're precious Don't need to be insecure abt your face. You are so beautiful
[vent] I spend my nights thinking about her. I dont know how many more nights this will last, but there will come a time when i will forget her. But i will never forget how she made me feel. She will remain a memory, but she will not be forgotten. Watching a friendship fade away, which you thought would last forever is so hard to go through. The problem is, she never cared.
im so sorry you are going throught that too. i have a friend, who might not even be a friend at this point, and i just want her talk to me. anything. its her 15th birthday today, and as far as i know she hasnt invited me to her 15th birthday party.. which would be a big deal cuz shes mexican and having her sweet 15... it hurts.. and i understand what you are going through. im here if you need to talk. sorry for the little vent
She was the first friend where i can be myself without being afraid and i miss her a lot but i also think we are better on our own, i hope she's doing fine, i love her so much and still think about her everyday.
I’m proud of you for waking up. I’m proud of you for brushing your hair. I’m proud of you for blinking. I’m proud of you for breathing. I’m proud of you for making your bed. I’m proud of you for eating. I’m proud of you for TRYING to eat. I’m proud of you for drinking water. I’m proud of you for being here. I’m proud of you for being you. I’m proud of you for smiling. I’m proud of you for continuing on even when things are difficult for you. I’m proud of you for standing up. I’m proud of you for blinking. I’m proud of you for getting out of bed after spending the whole day in bed. I’m proud of you for brushing your teeth. I’m proud of you for standing up. I’m proud of you for sitting down. I’m proud of you for defending yourself. I’m proud of you for believing in yourself. I’m proud of you for simply trying. I’m proud of you for being alive. IM PROUD OF YOU. ♥ Go ahead and copy and past this and put it somewhere like a vent tiktok's or sad audio someone will need it! Credit: Ella Jones ♥
Thank you so much, I've just had one of the most hellish months of my life and felt like all I tried to do was for nothing, felt like none of it mattered and, in the end, all I did was hurt the people around me, the people I love. This comment just made me feel like my existence was valid, even if just for a moment, I'm in literal tears rn. Thank you.
To whoever is reading this, you are amazing. If you and your best friend have drifted away, just know that you have at least one person looking out for you and want you to be happy. You can ask them why you drifted away, just please stay happy and healthy.
I wish I could ask him, I was going to but then he blocked me the day before I had planned to ask him. First, I had lost him as my lover- and now I lost him as my best friend. He still has contact with the rest of our friends, and even my sister but he seems to hate me now, and I hate how it feels to know that the one person I trusted and loved the most, mostly likely hates me..
i wish i could ask her. she left and ghosted me and wont let me message her to ask, and at this point, i dont wanna know. but this helps so much. thank you.
I was reading some old conversations. It all began out as a joke and a chance to giggle a little, but when I got to one about an online friend I had in 2017, who I had completely forgotten about but who I later realized had meant a lot to me, I became really emotional and I now really want to reconnect with her. But a lot of time has passed, and we are now very different people. I really miss them.
If you really miss them then maybe it’s a good idea to reach out to them. If you don’t then you never know what could’ve happened and there would be regret. The worst that could happen if you talk to them is if you guys don’t reconnect but you can say that you at least tried. It’s better than never knowing. That’s just my point of view though, you don’t have to do anything just something to think about.
Just lost my best friend since elementary school. It’s crazy how fast somebody can change. I’ve been trying my best to move on, but we were so close, and she’s in almost all of my childhood photos. It just seems like I’ll never have a friend like her again, and it just hurts so badly. Why I can’t I just be okay?
I was the one who screwed everything up. They were the world to me and I destroyed everything over one bad phase. They've moved on and are happy but even though I've still got great friends who care for me I still miss them. Its almost like we are complete strangers now no matter how hard I try. I feel for you guys.
Hi! I don't want to bother you or something, but I saw your comment and I wanted you to know that you're not alone in this. If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here for you, okay?
This is happening to me right now, i am so happy to find a playlist like this. I remember me and my best friend hanging out all the time..We would run around the school in circles due to her teasing me everytime, and i would tease her back. We both enjoyed it, and even recently we got closer but oh god so I wish that this continued with such a happy story line. I cry everyday to sleep just because I keep thinking about the good times and how she just seems uninterested in our friendship now, uninterested to the point where it seems like she hates me. I cant just not feel sad now when I see her happy with some other friends, without me. She even used to show the most interest to me, she used to always invite me everywhere, she used to at least pay attention to how im doing. All of that, just a memory i wish i never had. I just want somebody to stab me in the neck now so i dont have to continue feeling like this. i feel bad for everyone who feels abandoned or felt abandoned, literally the worst feeling ever Edit: Me and my friend have talked about it and we are once again all good. Thank you all for comforting me and letting me know that i wasnt alone in the reply section, i hope all of you are blessed and that whoever is/was going through the same will sort it all out soon.
I’m so glad this playlist exists because I can relate to this. It pains me to see them. At this point I’m trying to move on but I can’t. They were my everything but I was nothing to them. The sad part is that they didn’t regret their decision. This made me cry for a while. More then a half of the year because they were my only friend. Thank you for this playlist
I hope you're doing better This is happening to me right now and it really sucks they were there always there for me and I don't know what happened they just suddenly .. :(
I’ve had so many best friends over the years, and every single time they turn on me and/or ghost me after a year or two. I know really know what I’m doing wrong. I’m trying so hard to be a likeable person and hear others out, but nobody seems to want to stick around. The amount of times this playlist has hit close to home is honestly too many. I almost feel like a backup for those who have no other options, and as soon as they find someone better than me I get left behind. I don’t know what it is about me that people just think I’m worse than everyone else? Sorry for the confusing vent.
Relax, I have had multiple best friends as well. Turns out everybody grows up, moves away, studies different things, work in different fields, find partners, make families etc and get really busy. It is the hustle culture of today, no time to keep up with friends. So I said fuck them, I will never be as interested in my friends as before, because they are gonna come and go. But your family is blood, and they will be there for you until they die, so foster the relationships in your family, focus on yourself and learn and experiment and add some friends, but do not rely on them for happiness or fulfillment, find it yourself.
Seeing so many people share that they feel so distant with the people they trusted.. I’m going through it, I don’t know what to do I feel so alone and I don’t know who to talk to anymore.. cause even when I tried talking to someone else I laugh with and feel safe and better with they basically neglect it, I know they don’t mean to neglect my worries and fears but the next day it’s as if we never spoken. Reading these comments makes me feel not so alone anymore. It’s comforting💕
hey. i'm also suffering from thoughts of a failed trio. Please know your whole life shouldn't revolve around them. It will pain you to read this but, there's others out there who love you more than them. So what if they left you? They didn't take you seriously. They didn't treasure your friendship. It will be hard, but you need to move on. It will take time before you let them go fully. But pls focus on things that are more important, like studies. Sometimes that friendship may have thrown you down a hole, and when you get too involved, when you dig down deeper, and the day they leave you to let you know you're not one of them, you can't get out. Seems like it though. find your footing to climb out. It will give you some scars, and you may fall again, but everyone says, it's not over till it's over. You don't always need their rope. you can do this on your own. Without their help. And when you do get out of the hole. Take a deep breath. Cry tears of joy. You did it. Now run away from it. as far as you can. I luv you, and others do. Take care.
This is a short vent, basically just to talk since, out of the 2000 comments, it's unlikely this will be seen. I've known her in the middle of 7th grade, she would help me run in PE, keep up during the mile, chat at the end of school, sometimes at lunch, great friendship to be honest. We made it to 8th grade, then halfway through that, today, she left this day. Today a year ago. She gave me a friendship bracelet, and of course I always wore it. Looking back, I should have gotten her number, should've asked to hang out, stupid me, being shy and always doing crap I shouldn't be. Now I'm in 9th grade. Weird how time flys, huh? I miss you Kaylee, hope your new school is better than the crap one we went to together.
Today 9-7-23 my bestfriend texted me that she doesn’t want to be friends anymore. I tried to support it but I can’t stop thinking about all the times we were there for eachother, laughed until we couldn’t breath, countless sleepovers, going through so many friend groups but making it out alive together, we went through so much and the whole time we were by each others side. After I read her paragraph and the last sentence saying “I hope you understand.” I couldn’t help but ball my eyes out for over a hour, I’ve never cried that long and hard in my life. She was my everything, but I was her nothing.
Some people don't belong to remain in your life its sad but true I hope you can find closure I also hope you have found someone same thing happened to me just don't give up you have got a great life to live trust me there will be amazing people in your life who will remain.
I listened to this yesterday. And I've come here to say that after 9 years, as of yesterday. It's over. And I still don't know why. 9 years for nothing...
i’ve grown used to not being able to feel much with relationships anymore, but it hurts damn well after seeing your ex-best friend replace you with someone you are jealous of but undoubtedly know is better than you.
My story here > These songs remind me of my old friend who betrayed my trust. I still get emotional thinking about what she did to me. She caused me to develop a much bigger sense of anxiety and I think I'm starting to become depressed. She made me feel like I had to make her smile and then she made me feel bad about myself and I realized that she was a toxic friend. I had multiple friends in this group and they all thought I was crazy. One friend sided with me but left shortly after adding to my rage. I ended up taking it out on the toxic girl and I got In trouble making me feel really bad about everything. I’m a goodie two shoes and doing something like this is never my intention or in my nature. I surprised myself. I now have an overwhelming anxiety and I haven’t know where it came from until now. I have forgiven myself in my head but I think part of me still hates myself. And I believe I am right about the anxiety but my not 100% sure… I am just doing my best right now. One thing I notice I do that could add to my anxiety is counting my items over and over and over and over and over again like probably 40 times a day, or I count on my fingers or tap or fidget. Thanks for hearing my story, have a great day guys ❤❤❤
They don't deserve u, ur a gem. You're a girl boss and a bad bitch, Bitches they come and go. I'm proud of you, for living and doing everything you do, We love you, God loves u and ur very precious. I, myself is going through Ex-bestfriend thingy. Take care ❤
Thank you, that means a lot. Update: I’m currently dealing with trauma of my past and I can’t get thoughs “friends” out of my head. I can’t sleep or eat without thinking about it. The past haunts me and I feel guilt like I did something wrong. I for one, had been builled a lot when I was younge. Now being older, I can’t help but think about it when I pass the kids in the halls. I’m intimidated and I don’t know how to express how I feel to others. When I explain my situation they either “feel me” or “know what I’m going through”. I get some people have gone through the same situations of such but they have healed. I’m still left broken and torn about my past and my current life. The ugliness of some peoples hearts is still shocking. Currently I’ve found two real friends. One truly listens and has the ability to comfort. The other just dose her best but is a great companion in my life. I truly enjoy there company but I still feel alone. One friend of mine has a huge friend group who she introduced me too awhile back. I sit with them at lunch but still can’t help but feel that everyone there has something against me. Everything just adds up and it’s too much. The amount of stress I’m under is insane and I feel I’m going to snap. I have delt with too much this year already. More of my so called “friends” have left my side and I’m left thinking I’ve done something. I’m the problem. Maybe it is me. I’m not sure, but every time I try to repair myself and bandage my wounds I fall into a deeper pit and the blade presses deeper. I don’t know what to do anymore. I’m lost.
Thank you, I am actually. I am working on self love and letting go of old feelings and embracing the new. I hope my words inspire anyone who needs it most. You are NOT alone.
i wanted to ask if im not the only one who feels this way Have you ever just heard these sentences "i love you and i don't care what anyone says about you" "i will always love you" "You'll always be my number one" "I'd never trade you for anyone or betray you" "It's a promise" and it just went from most trustful sentences to just some sentences without a meaning. It's not like I hate it but it doesn't have a meaning to me and it annoys me when they ask me why im not reacting to their "ur my #1" like im not even able to express my feelings anymore or talk without making everything i say a joke. Have you ever felt positive about posting, writing or talking something but then you reread everything and think of what people will think about it. Mybe they'll make fun of it or say "did i ask you??". Like it scares me so i end up not talking or posting anything. Have you ever wanted to express your feelings but you just dont know how bc a lot is going on and what if i say too much or they say "same" "duhh" "loll" "ur good at jokes" "so?" "and?" and then i aint tellin you anything from that day like no just forget everything and i wish i could just rip myself at that point. Have you ever wanted to eat at least 1/3 a day and your dad just being in the kitchen is enough to make you go 0/3 bc i dont know why but im scared of what they might say for example "what kind of food is that?!" "you wont fit into your clothes soon" "arent you eating too much these days?" like im not even eating when im at home or at school until someone says "here you should eat more because soon you'll be nothing but just some bones" and mostly its just my mom and nobody else. Have you ever felt like a comlete shit because you said something you wish you didnt. Have you ever heard your dad telling your sibling to not become like you because you are selfish, dumb, attention seeker (and more) even tho he doesnt even know how you are doing. Have you ever thought you were finaly making friends but realizing they were making fun of you? (sorry if there were any bad spelling)
Controlling and showing your emotions to the ones you love, there might not be any enjoyment here but there is no enjoyment outside here, knowing not to listen to others
i understand. once dated a girl. she said i was her #1. never to be replaced. never not loved. then she brushed off prom and all my attempts to take her on a date. then broke up with me and had a new bf within 3 day that she asked out. she told me directly and sent me pics of them together. moral of the story. people can really suck. at the end of the day when the dust has settled and the sun sets. the words of the people that dont have impact on you life mean nothing. internet aint shit. people talk a big line because truly they have a compromised character and hurting others is their defense mechanism. as for eating problems idk. im a very large guy. never had that issue. can only imagine how much i sucks. all i can say is that you know yourself and only you know what you need bar the doctor of course but i think that goes without saying
I can relate. I said things to them that worsen my our relationship, I feel like complete dog shit. And I keep feeling sorry for myself and cry like it's gonna do anything.i had a friend, my last friend tell me that she'll never leave me but know she's with them, happily chatting away. I want to shout at them, scream, let it all out but I have a reputation of being an innocent, disciplined person who will never do such things, not knowing much but do I and I wish ppl could see that. And now I'm having therapy bc I lost all hope, even with my religion, parents, interest, photos, food, water. I'm all bone with dry lips. I look like a monster, but I wish ppl understood if I start to act like a monster. My own mother doesn't understand and jokes about me complaining about school while she's at work. No one helps me, why should they help me? Who would help a ghost, normal people will run away
I feel you. Honestly, I feel like other than my mom and my dad, I couldn’t trust anyone anymore. I keep getting fake friends lately. I feel like friends can break your heart into million pieces with just a painful sentence. I don’t even know what to do but crying at night. They always make me feel like I’m the problem and it’s my fault for everything. I hate it. :(
Storytime: I had this best friend in grade 5 and lots of times we would talk and laugh together, but suddenly she just kept ignoring me near the end of the school year. Then I found out she blocked me on every social media, later on her friend told me "Can you stop trying to talk to her she doesn't want to be friends with you anymore so just stop." Once I saw that message I immediately broke down in tears now knowing my best friend now hates me for some reason. That message made my whole summer sad.
It's been a year and I came back to these videos. My life is falling apart all over again. I can't get any decent sleep again. I get deja vu from everything and I'm in a constant state of paranoia. I don't know what to do except listen to these videos and start the cycle all over again.
the fact that I used to be the one forgotten and taken for granted but now I've overcome and can't believe how much happier I am is just so refreshing. to those who are in similar situations where their friends did not care and chose to take them for granted as well, there are better people :) don't get caught up with those who don't care. do not feel bad for the pain they put you through. when you get a taste of true friendship again, it will be worth it.
Tbh this hit me in the gut when I read "it hurts to see you starving yourself". Forgive me, as I'm only a stranger online and this is going to be sudden,, and possibly a bad first-impression. But I've starved myself before over friends that dumped me, with calling me names in all. Thank you for writing this ^^ I'm aware that this is ambiguous and it can apply to anyone, but it still helped a soul like mines. Hope you're doing well out there too. I may not know you, but you deserve every good thing that happens in your life. Never stop seeing those miracles like yourself; they'll always be sprinkled around if you end up in the dumps similar to others out there.
@@yukk9481 Aww, well that's nice of you to say ^^ And it's alright, it wasn't your fault. There was no winning with that friend group and in the end, I'm glad I'm no longer involved with people like them. They weren't good for me and hell- being in that group made me do things that I wish I could take back. Hopefully you're living your best life as well ^^.
I just want to cry man.. I've slowly been watching the people I love drift away from me in the past few months.. they've made group chats, some of them started dating, they're still hanging out together.. sometimes in the same places I used to go. The places we used to go... I didn't want this to end and I still talk to some of them at school every day but I feel so.. distant... I feel like nothing I do makes them feel any closer... I just wanted to be friends again...
My bestie, my lover, my comfort person.. I didn't realize how much i actually loved her until now when she passed away. 28th April is her birthday. We haven't even met irl we were online friends. I live in Denmark she lived in England. We used to call when i took walks with my dog and she loved this one place.. 28th April I wanna get some red and black flowers bc flower was her nickname and her favorite colors were red and black, I wanna go to her favorite place and just sit there listening to this playlist while holding the flowers and looking at our old pictures and chats. Rest in peace Flower. I love you.
We used to be best friends, told eachother everything. Now we're so distant and even if we do talk, it's nothing but arguments. I'll always love you, even when you don't love me back
After 11 years, so much we had gone through. We grew up together, we played tag on the playground and learned to draw together. We were the trio, everyone in our grade knew that. Eleven years later, and everything is not the same. We aren’t screaming on the playground, having choir concerts, laughing together, being there for each-other, or even drawing together. Our trio is now a duo. Four years of being ignored by someone in our trio, thought of others before us, made us her backup friends. It’s scary to know this is a new chapter. To know that it’ll just be a duo from now on. To confront her about why she forgot us for two months. But it’s the right choice, the good choice, the hard choice. No more playing games in the group chat, no more laughter together, no more birthday trio hangouts. It’s the end of an era, and though I’m sad, I know that we will feel better that she’s gone. No more being left out, no more feeling like we don’t fit in, no more feeling like we can’t trust her, no more days of being left out of Snapchat appreciation story posts. It’ll be okay.
I used to talk to one of my old childhood friends and then a few years later she found a new boyfriend and that’s when she just stopped talking to me and hanging out with me and it hurts more when I realize she told me that I was the only one she needed in her life Seeing her with new people and friends made me always happy but inside I was super upset that I just wasn’t needed in her life anymore
When I left was when it hit me. I had been attached to them so much that I didn't even know. Sometimes I just want to be next to her hugging feeling that comfortable position we would always get on and tell her how much I regret every little mistake I made with her and how many memories we had or would've made in the future. I wanted to tell her how much she meant to me, but I guess we were never meant to be and now I don't even know where she is or what she's doing but she will always have a space in my heart
from talking to each other for hours, telling each other stories about our day. crying, laughing, falling so helplessly in love. only to inevitably having to one conversation a day, to five messages a day, to nothing, to blocked.
The worst feeling is being forgotten by the person you felt like you spent you whole life with even if you haven't it's like your strangers and yall never met but they forget you but you didn't you stay up all night wondering if they are still your friend and you wake up and they act like they don't know you and they block you it's like yall never met idc if we didn't see each other in person you were the only person who understood me but I was wrong but I'll cherish are moments and memories....
Same me and her used to be best friends but she left me there wondering what I did wrong I stay up all night crying she's been gone for 2 years but I still miss her that's how you know I'm a good friend I spent every second of my friend time with her and when I walk up to her people say your friends with the freak and she said idk her....
To everyone who is doing homework, leave the chat, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus To everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve. To everyone who is feeling sad, grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. When you're done, lay down, and get some rest, no matter the time. To everyone who is creating, you got this. Your art is amazing. Remain in your flow and get stuff done! -Not mine, but pass it around guys
She was honestly my everything. I would've given her the world had she asked. But she didnt ask, she didn't want me or care about me. no matter how hard i tried, after years and years of being best friends she replaced me. ignored me. i miss her. I wish she had tried, i really loved her. but its her birthday today and we didnt talk and im not doing so well.
My best friend would call us a match made in heaven. We would talk about anything, and we wouldn’t judge each other’s opinions and interest, which were pretty similar too. It’s like a shelter we built that we can enter whenever we’re by each other’s side- a shelter of things only we understand, a shelter of comfort and friendship. But soon was torn apart. So many things happened.. It includes my other friends though, it was like a community. So many arguments.. Right, I should move on, but she was the one person who I could open up to anything.. I just can’t let go. Now I feel like there’s nobody I can talk to freely, who will give me the same comfort that she gave me. And it was my fault. Right now it’s awkward for when we meet. And now she’s talking to other people on discord. As a jealous person- It sickens me when she speaks to that one other girl. Childish of me, I know. But can’t help it.
Hi there! I just wanted say something to you, random stranger on web! Isn't EVERYTIME your fault. A toxic person make you feel a mess, just because is their only weapon for hurt you. I don't have irl friends to talk with, but I'm okay with myself now. Some months ago, i felt bad, I thinked was ALL my fault, i felt a mess. Now I understand isn't my fault, and the people aren't all very nice with the nice ones. I just wanna make you know you are loved by someone, i think, for example, you are a beautiful person, because this playlist touches the good ones. I appreciate how you try to believe in yourself, i really really do. Stay strong!
I'm trying to move on from this friendship I used to have with her - we were both extremely close, we were like inseparable twins who both had family problems and social issues. We connected to eachother like a dot until we started fighting and arguing. It was mainly my fault because I was relentless back then and i won't deny I was an asshole back then which I cannot also defend, but we always managed to find a way to come back go eachother and become best friends again until we had a huge fight and we never talked for months until school started and we both saw eachother in person once again but we never talked. I made new friends, but I never really fit in because they never exactly matched my energy like how it was with her. She also was in contact with her old friends but we were both never doing okay when we always just steal glances at eachother during classes, absolutely terrified to talk to eachother. One day, I decided to stand up and bought some chocolates to give to her as a form of apology, her closest friend was helping me but when we bumped into her, she immediately took the chocolate and gave it to her and she told her it was my apology. I was an absolute embarrassed mess because it wasn't how I wanted it to go, but in the end we managed to forgive one another again. I also bought her a small teddy bear and I was planning to buy more gifts for her. We were taking slow steps and becoming friends again, it was akward at first until we were always excited to see eachother and give eachother big, tight, hugs. I always loved how warm it felt when hugging your best friends. Until one day, she ignored me. I was trying to understand what I did wrong this time. I begged one of her friends to tell me what was going on because they knew, but they said after the finals she'll talk to me. After taking our final tests in class, I went home and checked my phone to see a message from her apologizing to me about how she never wants to talk to me anymore and that she wants to focus on her academics. I knew she had a strict mom and that I was probably distracting her because I liked dragging her around to have fun which probably affected her grades. I wanted to reply until I realized I was blocked. When class resumed again a week after, she and I maintained our distance until my relationship with my other friends started to fade away, where I felt like I was alone again which made me akward and stiffen in my seat because I had nobody to talk to that time. One lunch time, we were talking as a group and one of her friends told me she was actually mad at me for another reason she did not tell me in text: "She's actually mad at you because you changed." My heart shattered to pieces when I heard her say that. I was trying to hold back tears until she said another thing: "She didn't like how your attitude started to change" and that's when I snapped. Well, atleast mentally. I was mad. So so mad at all of them because of how casually they said that to me thinking it wouldn't affect me. I ran away from the group and found a private place to let out my emotions. I cried until the bell rang and then I realized nobody bothered to come get me or atleast comfort me. I was changing because of influence, my environment, and the people around me. If nobody liked how I act, someone could have atleast told me so I could have done some possible things to CHANGE myself back so we could fix it. But nothing. I was left with nothing but no more words. We were just healing and recovering our friendship again and then it cracked midway through the process and it frustrated me so much I cried for the entire week's nights. I'm still friends with her friends, but I still feel resent. I was immature back then too and I've hurt her but I was literally so young and stupid. Now I'm just hoping I never see any of them anymore when school starts again. I'm planning to move on and never turn my back like how I did before.
To everyone venting in the comments I hope you try not to overthink a lot like me and make sure you are living ur life to the fullest and I love that your still alive I love everything about you and I mean it❤️ Now if it’s night try to sleep (from a stranger that decided to right this at night) Love you whoever is reading this❤️❤️❤️ Make sure you try to have an amazing life you guys❤️❤️❤️
We all just walk past each other, there's no more bitterness left, because we've completely forgotten 🤷♀️ its alright though, because we have moved on and live happy lives
The worst thing that can happen to a friendship is when one person is still trying and confused about why the other person stopped trying and is hiding things from you when you’ve been their best friend and like a sister to them since you could ever remember
It hurts sm to loose someone who was so close to you, who shared so many memories, would go out with you, walk to and from sch w you, around sch with you, would ft and laugh together, would play games and have sm fun. The pain is seeing her not caring about me at all and about all our memories, no one will ever understand how much I am hurt by it and how I miss her sm, when I saw her again in sch and heard her voice in class I immediately teared and my heart stung with pain, the worst thing is the friend group which I was once in too that includes her, no one once asked me how I am or how I’m doing when she’s the one in the wrong, even a girl who was so nice to me is no longer. It feels like I lost myself when I lost her, though overtime her and the group were destroying me, the thing that broke me the most was being forgotten and thrown away like I was rubbish and nothing whilst she reposted videos about being completely fine and not crying at all about the friendship loss. The pain is indescribable, I hope one day someone will understand me and the pain I’m going through, hopefully one day karma and revenge will take place and hopefully one day I’ll move on and find a much better bsf than her. Although I’m going through great pain and loneliness I know I’m not completely alone and people do care for me even though I do not much. I’ve learned to start to accept that it’s over and focus on myself, it’s not easy and no one understands the real pain of it. But crying every night over someone who never valued you as you valued them is never worth it. I hope everyone here who is going through hardships and pain will soon recover and find someone that fills that hole. ❤️
sometimes I'm always jealous cause of my friend having another friend, which makes me even jealous is that they chose them over me. but I don't even mind them cause I'm too boring, I always change my personality beacause of them. I'm always annoying and boring and I always vent to everyone, I'm always lonely and a nobody. I needed to change my looks, myself, my attitude, and others just beacause of my friends. but it's not they're fault cause I don't want to lose them. "haha look at her! she's so lonely~" yes. yes I'm.. I'm just no one standing, while everyone has loving and caring family members and friends just makes me so depressed and stressed, but I need to get more friends... but it's always the same day, I always lock myself in my room cause I didn't want anyone around me, I'm always so dramatic and whatev. I always get low grades in school and I just sit there and sleep. I sometimes even body shame myself, I'm sometimes fat and skinny. I really wanna die but I'm too sensitive too, I confessed to a friend but they said no... In a nice way ofc, but I was still upset. then they showed up with a gf and said "were just dating, but we don't have romantic things to do." or whatever that was called I forgot, then I was always so jealous of people but I didn't find a way how to find my true person, no one. till I found her.
TW: Mentions of Suicide and SH She was my best friend. We did everything together. Now whenever I watch her tiktoks it hurts so much. Because I realize she's so much happier without me. Not to mention when she went through sh, suicidal thoughts, and mommy issues I was there. I helped her. And she got better because of ME. But when I was going through some of the worst mental states I've ever had. She left. Because of how my mental illness was taking over. It's not fair. I just want her to be there for me. I have her number. I might text her. Just to say "I'm sorry".
I get that, I can almost relate to you. I know what that's like. I want you to know that you may find someone better! I get losing someone close like that is hard. But if they leave you just like that then they weren't a true friend :c I hope you feel better soon and everything gets better
@@strxwberrimilkies I only have one friend to speak to, and they dont care at all! i can tell, but im afraid to block out everyone from my life, im too worried, so, i hope you can find a true friend, i know its hard and you may not believe they exist, keep searching..goodluck with your health!💝
⚠️WARNING⚠️ VENT!! I used to have a best friend, he was the best thing that had ever happened to me. He was kind, funny, and he always managed to bring a smile to my face. We hung out everyday starting from kindergarten all the way up till 5th. In 5th grade, he went virtual. No one knows why, not even me. Besides from being virtual, we would call everyday once I got home. The call would last for hours, yet it always felt like minutes. Both of us could talk for hours and hours. But what happened? At the end of 6th grade, he made a new friend. That new friend was a male, unlike me. They were just like each other, for they had so much in common. Slowly, my friend starting to become very distant from me. He would tell me that he's busy even though he would be at home doing nothing. It broke my heart. Now in the present, I see him at his happiest with his new friends. Yes, it hurts. A lot actually. Everytime I go home, I can't help but cry and the fact that I've lost him. This playlist was exactly what I needed, thank you. I hope everyone that is currently going through this sane thing gets better ❤
That's sad, but i coulden't really relate because everytime i just drifted away from somebody it woulde be for the better because they woulde never give me what i wanted and deserved. No matter how hard i tried i never got the attention i wanted nor did i get treated correctly always being the butt of the jokes always being the replacement if somebody didn't show up. Honestly makes me sad knowing i will probably never find somebody who truly likes me as a person who likes me the most, without me chainging anything about myself..
I Had a brother in everything but blood, we were always there for each other. He was a popular dude and I was the guy he'd vent his frustrations to In school. He invited me for a sleepover and that's when I learned he was rich(important) Highschool starts and he gets a girlfriend, she immediately gives me bad vibes. I pulled him to the side and tell that I didn't trust her. He brushed me to the side saying"She isn't like that, we've been talking for a while and I didn't get that vibe from her" so a few days pass and he hasn't talked to me since then and I started to worry that she was doing extremests do, isolating people to control them or make them go to their political views. So I call him, she is still with him and convinced him I was bad for their relationship. A month goes by and me and my bro are talking again (long story short, I got pissed and made him talk to me) and everything is well until she takes a shit ton of money and leaves him. The blame is put onto me, he was convinced it was my fault because I talked to him. It got bad and we weren't brothers anymore and fought( with hands) constantly. He was ruined, idk what else happened for him to break like that but he wouldn't heal or try to talk or calm down. So I moved away like I had been planning for months and deleted him from my contacts, I don't use any social media so that wasn't a problem. finally I moved, I was depressed, happy, absolutely loathed what had happened, most of all tired. I started to be more of an extrovert so that I could have people to talk to but that never worked out so now I'm just here.
@@thoughtrepellent9669 lmao, what a deadass. Everything makes sense when you remeber he's rich, he probably thought he coulde just blame you for everything and get away with because those kinds of people have never exprinced life nor did they ever have to try to get anything (including friends)
I had a best friend... me and her used to talk for hours on video calls or voice calls or messages we used to to do everything together but two weeks ago she stopped talking to me and Today i looked at her and said "you know sometimes i question if you're really my best friend or even friend" she looked at him coldly and said "yeah because I'm not" it's hurts knowing for the past two years of being best friends with her..i was just a tool she use so she can get more confident..i complimented her alot even though she never did the same to me...i just I'm just another toy to play with to her
that negative guy isn't even my best friend, we just used to be close, we could laugh and talk happily together. his presence always makes me feel at ease. it's been a long time since we last sat next to each other as friends. "still miss him even if it was a toxic friendship"
that moment when the friend you knew for 4 years suddenly stops talking to you for 4 months without explanation but is clearly still online :) ironic, i suppose
I met my best friend in 4th grade and I absolutely fell in love with them. They thought of me as their best friend and I thought of them as mine. As we entered middle school, they met other people obviously but started to replace me with other people. This girl I knew from soccer became really close with my best friend and that's who my best friend replaced me with. I still think of them as my best friend but I don't think they do anymore. I'd never tell them that I feel a little betrayed and not to mention I feel like an annoying human for still clinging to them. I feel like I should tell them but at the same time I don't want to ruin the relationship we have.
"The hardest words she tells her friends in fights is 'I don't want to talk to you rn' or 'I dont want to have this conversation' as they cry desperately trying to figure out what the did wrong. Thats her toxic trait."
To quote Bluey "Sometimes Special people come into our lives, stay for a bit, and then they have to go. But the bit where they were there was happy, wasn't it?"
I can relate to this... My best friend said, if i won't stop hurting my self, she will end our friend ship... And she did... Like a week ago, after 5 years of being my bestie... But for me she's still my best friend, and she will forever. :)
