Tonight, I pray for those who suffer, for those who are persecuted, for those who are ostracized - that they be delivered from pain. I pray for those who have been betrayed and who are alone. - that they find joy. I pray for Van Gogh - that he rest in God's peace. I pray for you, Yutaka, and for all who watched your video - God grant us peace of mind, in whatever way we need it. In Jesus, Amen.
@@niseepajI am very delighted to hear that. Sometimes, we forget about people who are suffering, but only through prayer can we remember them. I will also pray for you. God bless you!!
I mainly joined your yourney here to learn more about your condition. I think you realize how hard it is for us that want to understand but dont know a lot about it. Thank you for talking about it. I think it is great that you can travell like that and it makes you happy. I also admire how you like art and languages. Thank you for sharing. Have a nice day. Cheers
Thank you for engaging with my content. I appreciate it. Dealing with schizophrenia is a unique experience. I will continue to do my best in my work as before. I am very glad you enjoyed my sharing. Thank you! Have a nice day!
@@yutakawithschizophrenia Einstein once said: Imagination is more important than knowledge. Knowledge is limited.Imagination entcircles the word. Whatever makes you happy...
You have spoken in your livestream how you liked the Van Gogh film 「At Eternity's Gate」 with Willem Dafoe. Have you also seen the film 「Loving Vincent」/「ゴッホ 最期の手紙」 from 2017?
@@niseepaj I have not yet put any ads in my videos; that is RU-vid’s control beyond my side. Anyway, I am very glad to hear that you enjoy my content!!
Hello. Sorry if I am being nosy, but how long did these episodes 'trips' last? Minutes, hours or days. Would you still be going around doing every day things like eating etc or would you be in a catatonic state? I have met schizophrenic people before and they just seemed normal to me but I wasn't with them all the time. My female friend would talk about her delusions to me but she was still functioning normally and it's just what she said that sounded strange. I went along with her delusions because I thought that was the best thing to do.
@@Gilbertineable In my case, I experienced a strong imagination but did not see illusions at that time. My strong imagination contained high-tense emotions, and it could last for hours. And I was always happy. Every day, I immersed my imagination. However, these symptoms are diverse and depend on each individual. I cannot judge your friend. It is in very good condition if she can maintain her life by herself. Thank you for your comment.
@@catalinagomez924 My symptoms at that time were not illusions but a strong emotional imagination. I missed explaining those subtle phenomena in my video. He did not directly speak to me-just an atmosphere. But if I heard his voice, that must be Japanese. Once, I heard an American pastor’s voice. But he spoke Japanese in my head.
If you are hearing things in Japanese, obviously it is your own thoughts 💬 So even though you said it was Van Gogh that told you not to take notice of people that despise you, in reality is yourself working things through in your own head. I hope this helps
@@catalinagomez924 You are right. My imagination at that time was unhealthy. Since I read his books, some of Gogh’s ideas worked in my head. Paying attention to ill phenomena in my head was risky. Thank you for your advice!!
