I was feeling very down todaywhen i woke up, I didn't know how to be or what to be or what to move towards and so i just started making noise, not trying for music but for expression and trying to capture what i was feeling, whatever came to mind, the guitar was secondary here, and so i just let alot of i tout. This came amid questions of whether i should continue trying to get better and singing and music and pursue something in it or give it up, and i still dont know bu ti feel better. It feels good just to make somthing kind of wierd and different and strange but honest whether anyone else likes it or not.
2 май 2020
