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Soft White Underbelly update interview and portrait of Ivy, a former prostitute in South Central Los Angeles. Here’s a link to a playlist of all of Ivy’s videos: • Ivy
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@brecareytv
@brecareytv 2 года назад
I was in Juvenile hall with “Ivy” about 6 years ago , this girl is undeniably talented and extremely smart. She wrote short stories and little novels and when she would read them , she would have the Whole camp Captivated, everyone wanted a “role” in her stories . We’d also be having little freestyle battles and when she rapped , you can tell she was ahead of her time . She was and is extremely articulate , smart and beautiful. I pray that she makes it out the streets and be able to live to her Full Potential. I pray that she will be able to be all that she has ever wanted ! I’m praying for you ivy ❤️🙏🏾🙏🏾
@georgiasimmons1433
@georgiasimmons1433 2 года назад
She need help and a lots prayers im going pray for her and kids I wish I can met her and take her to church to help her save her soul she the holy spirit 🙏
@diac8091
@diac8091 2 года назад
So why were in in juvenile 🤨😝
@boobiesloanet.v7426
@boobiesloanet.v7426 2 года назад
@@diac8091 🤡 your a FUCCIN bozo like seriously ain’t shit funny about these ladies pain , I really Ha✝️e people like you , why come on here if your not gonna be some support or encouragement, Lame ass ni🥷
@lavenderblu253
@lavenderblu253 2 года назад
Damn. Life can be FUCKED UP! such a beautiful smart young woman
@maiingan07
@maiingan07 2 года назад
In the first few minutes of this video I had thought she’d be a great writer if she wrote her words down. She’s a hell of an orator, and I’m sure she has captivated all of us. It hurts to see her pain, it’s so raw. I hope she can do good for herself and her babies. I cannot imagine how hard it is to break free from her addiction, but I hope she will. She’s so young, smart and beautiful. I hope you’re living your potential and able to enjoy the goods in our world. And thank you for sharing your experiences to explain to us s bit more of who she is. I wish nothing but the best for her and for you. Be well and stay smiling
@drknight27
@drknight27 2 года назад
If she was an actress, she would win an Oscar for this dramatic monologue. It’s raw and honest. This is what Hollywood writers attempt to create when writing a dramatic monologue. Unfortunately, she’s not acting. This is her real story. Powerful.
@jayd.5043
@jayd.5043 2 года назад
Of all the people who have left comments here, I share your thoughts. Here is a lady who is crying out for acceptance in a world she defines as beautiful. I pray to God, she gets the chance. Phew, she is 23 and she spoke like a 100 years old.
@DaBeezKneez
@DaBeezKneez 2 года назад
I could care less about this criminal.
@AnthonyWilliams-lt2oz
@AnthonyWilliams-lt2oz 2 года назад
Cut it out brother she real as it get support right now sad
@jimmybeam8532
@jimmybeam8532 2 года назад
Acting monologue, nailed it bro.
@redshoefive3234
@redshoefive3234 2 года назад
I was thinking along those same lines
@3minus3_
@3minus3_ Год назад
This woman is stunning. Not only in her looks, but in her mannerisms, in her expressions. It is just painful that she is hurting.
@jugo1944
@jugo1944 Год назад
In my experience, when people are this raw, this close to breaking down in response to general questions, they're really in a dangerous place. It would truly be a shame if someone w so much potential to be loved, to be celebrated, was just wasted because she just never overcame her difficult beginnings. I hope she prevails, I hope someone can help her.
@BillDaLadyKindly
@BillDaLadyKindly Год назад
@@jugo1944 facts!
@LeisaStroud-df4yj
@LeisaStroud-df4yj 10 месяцев назад
She needs some really good therapy, from someone that’s not going to judge her lifestyle - the depression will keep leading her to self medicate... a good female therapist!
@kate7413
@kate7413 9 месяцев назад
​@@LeisaStroud-df4yjno all the female therapist are good therapist
@1BellaSoul
@1BellaSoul 7 месяцев назад
Captivating Beautiful ❤
@ChanellNyc
@ChanellNyc Год назад
MARK WE NEED A UPDATE FROM IVY PLEASE !!! Ivy, I am rooting for you so much!!! girl you got this, do not give up 🥺 I want to contact this girl so bad, guide her in the correct direction, take her away from her routine surroundings.
@jennahumphrey1
@jennahumphrey1 6 месяцев назад
UPDATE PLEASE MARK
@meco4068
@meco4068 6 месяцев назад
I just signed on to ask for an update as well!
@tishsellars
@tishsellars 5 месяцев назад
Hey Mark do you have an update on Ivy??
@desireewilson9284
@desireewilson9284 4 месяца назад
Update on Ivy please
@tishsellars
@tishsellars 4 месяца назад
@@desireewilson9284 Agreed I wonder if Mark can see these comments.
@CrystalLovesArt
@CrystalLovesArt 2 года назад
She is so poetic. Beauty meets tragedy. May she find peace and balance within her soul.
@neicylashell8459
@neicylashell8459 2 года назад
I was thinking that too! The way she speaks it feels like poetry slipping off her tongue. It’s very sad and methodical
@kadeelacayo4806
@kadeelacayo4806 2 года назад
Yes she can go far
@JaceyLVeach
@JaceyLVeach 2 года назад
❤️❤️❤️
@laneshamanning
@laneshamanning 2 года назад
Absolutely
@mssassi8615
@mssassi8615 2 года назад
🎯
@TheUrbanGentAOB
@TheUrbanGentAOB 2 года назад
Side note: I love Mark's adaptable interviewing styles. He just always seems to know when to talk and when to just listen. Effective communicating at its finest.
@TheTabooRoomWithAaron
@TheTabooRoomWithAaron 2 года назад
Powerful Interview! Big Up SWU - We are trying to recreate a similar in vibe in the UK the stories seem to have a different vibe. Check us out, we only started a month ago! Keep up the work mark. Your a inspiration.
@eleganteyes2516
@eleganteyes2516 2 года назад
Brilliant 👏🏽 I noticed that too
@TheChrissybabe92
@TheChrissybabe92 2 года назад
Yes he rarely speaks but his timing is impeccable
@judyfleur
@judyfleur 2 года назад
Yea I’m glad he just listened to her…..
@shameisnotwelcomehere3069
@shameisnotwelcomehere3069 Год назад
I noticed a few minutes in that he realized questions would only detract from the interview but add nothing. It was only during the longest pauses that he asked any questions at all. Many interviewers, the more narcissistic ones, would've interrupted anyhow if only to bring the focus back on the fact that it's their taping. Mark, on the other hand, demonstrated self-discipline & humility by allowing her to tell her story in her own quite poetic manner.
@flow01243
@flow01243 Год назад
I love her quote: "Don't just live life, be life, give life. That's what I want to do, I want to give life. I want to be life. It's not over for me, I'm not dead yet." Such a profound statement that needs to be consider by anyone, everyone.
@Threnody25
@Threnody25 Год назад
God, this had me in tears. I want her to make it so badly. Mark, please keep us posted. Ivy, we're so on your side, girl. We love you. We're praying for you. And also, write a book. Release it, let it out, you talk like a writer.
@favorite602
@favorite602 2 года назад
I am a 65 yr black woman who has never cried watching these video. But today you got me. Oh the poet in you. You should write your feeling ever day. Work your way out of this depression and life style. If I could hug you I would probably never let you go. There is so much in you. Let it out. See your daughters. They need to know you today and forever. They don't need to have to chase you down. You have so much to teach them. Teach them who you are and what you want to become. It will help them and yourself. Love your self and your girls.
@sarahgrullon3486
@sarahgrullon3486 2 года назад
This was so sweet 😭.
@gtaopman6678
@gtaopman6678 2 года назад
I am reading these comments as I'm listening to the video....... you're first two sentences had me choked up before I even got into the video....
@Biden666
@Biden666 2 года назад
pam. i’m not a crier either and her life story hit to close to home and watching how traumatized, beautiful and hurt she is, her words had tears coming down my eyes. she’s the realest person i’ve seen on this channel and i want nothing but healing got her. i’m still crying
@courtneyr214
@courtneyr214 2 года назад
Yes! I felt like I was listening to the most deep raw and real spoken word poem ever. She has this beauty in her words, in her soul. ❤️
@antoinettedifilippo414
@antoinettedifilippo414 2 года назад
Ahhh Ms. Pam everyone needs someone like you. God bless u and ur family ❤️❤️
@mycrownisheavy592
@mycrownisheavy592 2 года назад
She's actually smarter & stronger than she knows. She's lost but she's not all the way gone yet. She still has a heart.
@melodywilliams9124
@melodywilliams9124 2 года назад
I've been watching her past videos and that is exactly what I have been saying to myself, that she has no idea just how intelligent she is. I also feel that she's lost but not completely gone yet, I feel that she's still trying to resist being swallowed up whole. Past mistakes and decisions do not determine one's value. She is valuable, she is worthy. The breezes of the sky are just dying to carry her to a place of peace. I pray someone tells her this and that she believes it, even just a tiny bit. ❤️
@TheTabooRoomWithAaron
@TheTabooRoomWithAaron 2 года назад
Powerful Interview! Big Up SWU - We are trying to recreate a similar in vibe in the UK the stories seem to have a different vibe. Check us out, we only started a month ago! Keep up the work mark. Your a inspiration.
@naazfiji2508
@naazfiji2508 2 года назад
**still has a soul❗️
@DenaliDietterick
@DenaliDietterick Год назад
When she said “you lost that privilege.” That hit me hard. Wow. Keeping fighting ivy
@queenessential7378
@queenessential7378 Год назад
She's a POWERHOUSE A CHRONICLE, A NOVEL WAITING TO BE READ!! She gave me chills she NEEDS TO BE PROTECTED at all COSTS!!
@marieleblanc759
@marieleblanc759 Год назад
Facts
@AB-zh1rt
@AB-zh1rt 9 месяцев назад
Yes!!!!
@joelashadali
@joelashadali 9 месяцев назад
Needs to be protected? From who? The only one is from herself. These are her choices.
@queenessential7378
@queenessential7378 9 месяцев назад
@@joelashadali well by the Way you responded she needs to be protected from people like you
@joelashadali
@joelashadali 9 месяцев назад
Nonsense
@bekahdoug5572
@bekahdoug5572 2 года назад
I understand her. I've been her. Abandoned by my mother. My children was taken away by the state, because I had them in a household where I was being beat, stabbed, knives to my throat, and a gun to my head. I'm also a drug addict/alcoholic. Fortunately for myself, I got clean, got out of that relationship, and got my kids back. IT IS POSSIBLE GIRL!!!!! YOU CAN DO THIS!!!!! YOU CAN GET CLEAN, AND GET THEM BABIES BACC!!!! If nobody's ever told you this, I will: I love you, you are cared for, and you ARE VERY IMPORTANT!!!
@1111DoubleOH7
@1111DoubleOH7 2 года назад
💖Yes sis Yes 💖🙏🏽🙏🏽
@krystingrant6292
@krystingrant6292 2 года назад
I'm so proud of you. ♥️
@yoursurgerysister
@yoursurgerysister 2 года назад
Wow so proud of you. I hope she reads this. This comment made me tear up. Never give up. Noone will ever love your kids like you do.
@JaceyLVeach
@JaceyLVeach 2 года назад
❤️❤️❤️
@ultimateblends1238
@ultimateblends1238 2 года назад
💞💞💞💞
@joyrn7663
@joyrn7663 2 года назад
Only 23, yet speaks like she has lived a lifetime. I see so much beauty in her brokenness. Ivy has a lot to offer this world. I hope she seeks the help she desperately needs to battle her addiction and heal from her trauma, so that she can be the woman and mother she never had in her life. She is stronger than she realizes.
@lescaut25
@lescaut25 11 месяцев назад
I think she finds beauty in her own brokenness .. I hope she will get out of this and find beauty in being strong and overcoming the most difficult challenge of her lifetime
@bbbT859
@bbbT859 10 месяцев назад
Genuinely want to know what beauty is seen in her brokenness? She’s in immense pain. Obviously she is a strong person to have kept going but most people don’t make it through because this type of life isn’t worth living anymore for them. As humans we try to say there is beauty in this dark world but is it? There are beautiful people and moments but at the core we need help beyond what we can ever do because of irreversible damage. She has generations of this sadness before her and she now sees life as hopeless at this point. How is this beauty?
@magallanesagustin4952
@magallanesagustin4952 15 дней назад
Beauty in her brokeness? Why are people romanitcizing other people's suffering and trauma?
@briannadominique
@briannadominique Год назад
This needs to be shown in middle and high schools across the world. Mark, you're doing incredible work. And Ivy, I'm praying for you sister. God loves you. You can overcome your obstacles!!
@Zarrinobars
@Zarrinobars 5 месяцев назад
no it does not
@stephanieballou1539
@stephanieballou1539 Год назад
This broke my heart. She deserves so much love and respect. I wish there were something I could offer to help lift her up.
@latonya907
@latonya907 Год назад
Prayer
@magdabak5797
@magdabak5797 Год назад
Prayer is not a real help, make some donation for rehab or sth. Praying makes only you feel better, not her.
@KristiDenise
@KristiDenise 2 года назад
When she said “Call me by my government name, because I want to hear it again” broke me 💔 There is light shining in this young lady, I hope she finds it again ♥️
@Mia-ud4mf
@Mia-ud4mf 2 года назад
Same💔💔💔
@kevvinbb10494
@kevvinbb10494 2 года назад
I totally understand where she is coming from
@marialiyubman
@marialiyubman 2 года назад
💔😭
@tonefarmer8317
@tonefarmer8317 Год назад
Yes some people create this alter ego to be able to make it thru the things they have to do to get by. It’s something about being called by the name yu we’re blessed with. When yu find yourself and become the person yu we’re supposed to be when yu came out of the womb…
@world.prince
@world.prince 3 месяца назад
@@tonefarmer8317the name you’re given isn’t always a “blessing”. It means something, but we all have to make our own name
@beeperlove
@beeperlove 2 года назад
Marks ability to stay quiet and let her pour this out is a true gift to her and anyone watching.
@DominiqueSpeaks
@DominiqueSpeaks 2 года назад
I noticed his silence as well. He felt her heart.
@dlesliejones
@dlesliejones 2 года назад
I have been thinking about how Ivy was doing. I hope that she can find a path to self acceptance and healing. And that to love herself unconditionally is the kindest legacy she can offer her daughters. So they might escape this intergenerational sorrow. Understanding that people become addicted, when getting high allows "instant" escape from a troubled life. By the time that illusion is shattered, addiction has been added to their burdens. You and your daughters deserve better, Ivy.
@TheRaynebeau
@TheRaynebeau 2 года назад
Agreed
@saritasmith9789
@saritasmith9789 Год назад
She is a naturally gifted orator, and more than likely, a gifted writer, as well. May she find peace, healing and purpose healing on her journey.
@confuzedperson8838
@confuzedperson8838 Год назад
just binged the whole playlist. i love her. she is so raw and her voice is powerful. she should write a book, it’s a good outlet too
@L8-APEX
@L8-APEX 2 года назад
This is more like a therapy session than some of the other interviews. There's so much pain in Ivy. I feel for her greatly. Sometimes people just need someone to talk to. Bless you Mark for being that person to confide in.
@bradcoinc2147
@bradcoinc2147 2 года назад
You are the daughter of the most high
@MrAllenTv773
@MrAllenTv773 2 года назад
Facts mark should been a Therapist
@mschickie007
@mschickie007 2 года назад
I would hate for anything to happen to Ivy , she’s reaching out to let someone know she’s reached her limit .Ivy may have no health insurance but she really needs to be hospitalized IMO .
@lpe655
@lpe655 2 года назад
@@MrAllenTv773 in a way he is but he actually helps so many more ppl than one therapist can. He gives to ppl instead of taking $140-$200 an hour from them. He gives them money.
@TheTabooRoomWithAaron
@TheTabooRoomWithAaron 2 года назад
Powerful Interview! Big Up SWU - We are trying to recreate a similar in vibe in the UK the stories seem to have a different vibe. Check us out, we only started a month ago! Keep up the work mark. Your a inspiration.
@coreythompsonTheOneandOnly
@coreythompsonTheOneandOnly 2 года назад
"I wish I could blame it on something else but I cant" "it's self inflicted"... I respect this girl because she kept it real, she is honest to herself and she is honest with me.
@ddayclassic
@ddayclassic 2 года назад
Actually its not. Self inflicted is you did this on your own. If you look at her other videos you would see she was young and misguided by a man. Pray for Ivy.
@sus-tw2ls
@sus-tw2ls 2 года назад
@@ddayclassic is she still being misguided by him? If not she knows right from wrong
@michaeljackson7361
@michaeljackson7361 Год назад
I'm sorry but I disagree. She knows no other way.
@coreythompsonTheOneandOnly
@coreythompsonTheOneandOnly Год назад
Disagree because of what exactly Mr. Michael Jackson? "She knows no other way"? Please educate me, what is this way that you are speaking of
@michaeljackson7361
@michaeljackson7361 Год назад
@@coreythompsonTheOneandOnly ain't my job to educate you.
@legendarylady291
@legendarylady291 Год назад
She, "Ivy," is a beautiful, smart, articulated woman. I have watched all the interviews you've done with "Ivy". She was so quiet in the beginning. You let her talk or remain quiet. You listened and sat in silence. You let her know her words were being heard. What she had to say was important. You were interested in what she was feeling. She was safe to express those feelings. I am praying for her. I pray she realizes her life is worth it and that she is important. 🙏❤
@Shay42835
@Shay42835 Год назад
What's her name on RU-vid or Instagram?
@justtt6891
@justtt6891 Год назад
Well said
@rosemaryrogers1478
@rosemaryrogers1478 Год назад
What a star she is🔥🔥
@antpage4106
@antpage4106 Год назад
looks too much like a dude
@rosemaryrogers1478
@rosemaryrogers1478 Год назад
@@antpage4106 she still beautiful ❤️
@kensmb8668
@kensmb8668 Год назад
You can hear the relief in her voice. She's waited a long time to get that off of her chest. For a minute, I forgot Mark was there. I pray she's delivered from her demons, and she finds the love that she so desperately needs.
@Filmyism
@Filmyism 2 года назад
Mark, I watch almost all your interviews. Ivy is the most honest person you've ever had on here. She isn't trying to fool anyone, impress anyone, or cover anything up. She is a bleeding heart, and purposefully a cautionary tale. Ivy is incredibly intelligent, thoughtful, and poetic-at the same time, incredibly tragic. Her interview is one of the most touching, eye-opening ones I've seen. It's surreal to watch this woman, who speaks as if she's lived a hundred lifetimes, and to think she's only 23. I am also 23. I pray that she gets out of this life and gets her babies back. May God bless her.
@devisingh6785
@devisingh6785 Месяц назад
❤❤❤
@niaj6959
@niaj6959 2 года назад
Wow… I’ll never hear “it is what it is” the same way anymore. Im praying for you Ivy. We believe in you. 🤍
@ladennayoung2939
@ladennayoung2939 7 месяцев назад
Same here.
@nellynel1008
@nellynel1008 Год назад
We are here rooting and praying for you Ms Ivy❤🫂❤ Girl you got me crying😥
@DivineWhiteWitch
@DivineWhiteWitch Год назад
The REALIST interview EVER!!! Accepting your decision makings is the key to healing!!! So beautiful.
@pausemental
@pausemental 2 года назад
Wow. I'm in tears. She's eloquent , she's a thinker as well. I can't wait to hear her recovery story. She's a baby to the world, she has a long future ahead. Hopefully she releases her shame and starts forgiving herself. What a beautiful soul.
@daddybobbie5712
@daddybobbie5712 2 года назад
I need her number or email we are one in the same she’s in need of what we didn’t receive she’s so powerful I’m in tears I hope one day we find each other -ase-
@tracybelcher8510
@tracybelcher8510 2 года назад
Amen.
@efgjkk975
@efgjkk975 2 года назад
When she talked about her addiction becoming self-inflicted… That was incredibly profound. I wish she could see herself through our eyes…
@westerlyanderson6158
@westerlyanderson6158 2 года назад
Ivy...you are self aware ×10. This is your advantage. Ask for help
@nickcarter5569
@nickcarter5569 2 года назад
I believe she can see herself, but can’t escape the reality shes let come upon her. I can relate to this so much and it hurts. She does see herself, as do I. I see myself for all the potential and beauty and strength i have inside. No that im holding inside, afraid to let go of addiction. You can have a fire inside, one you so badly want to share with the world, yet not be able to escape from yourself. Life is a battlle. This channel is beautiful. Like ivy said, “I like being here.” I like being here too.
@mclassie6366
@mclassie6366 2 года назад
Exactly my thoughts. Everyone on this channel has worth but Ivy’s soul is rare ❤️
@kellymathis5853
@kellymathis5853 2 года назад
Right, absolutely beautiful & strong enough to withstand, survive, & overcome.
@kingbenjaminhousework2495
@kingbenjaminhousework2495 Год назад
Imma whole 250lbs pound man & this baby brings me to tears…. Praying for ivy
@powerpuff4ever
@powerpuff4ever Год назад
There’s a lot of people saying she’s going to be a great counselor, great social worker, great public speaker etc. but as much as I see a potential truth in that, I think Ivy could be a really gifted writer. The way she expresses her pain and grief and regret and the bleakness of her depression has all the markers of someone who can really hone in on some descriptive writing. I wonder if she journals or has been putting all of this feeling somewhere between finding her way back here for follow-ups. I’d just like someone to give her an assignment that feel like it leads to something
@kristinclairestevens4752
@kristinclairestevens4752 2 года назад
This is what needs to be shared in school for children to see. So powerful. So real.
@tarangamble9265
@tarangamble9265 2 года назад
Yes she would make a very good motivational speaker in schools after her recovery.
@cswafford1987
@cswafford1987 2 года назад
Yes I agree..like she said though, she still used drugs no matter how many stories she heard in the rooms growing up. It's all up to the person and their choices. Live and learn.
@taygreen5686
@taygreen5686 2 года назад
No the story of the lady that passed away needs to be shown in school & the video with her mourning father
@TheTabooRoomWithAaron
@TheTabooRoomWithAaron 2 года назад
Powerful Interview! Big Up SWU - We are trying to recreate a similar in vibe in the UK the stories seem to have a different vibe. Check us out, we only started a month ago! Keep up the work mark. Your a inspiration.
@rinaames6602
@rinaames6602 2 года назад
@@taygreen5686 what's the name
@gypsywitch7825
@gypsywitch7825 2 года назад
“It’s not fun when the party is over and you still want to get high while everyone else is going to work “ Such a beautiful, sensitive, smart woman who is just lost . I was her 3 years ago . I pray she finds a way to happiness
@rubyzavala2950
@rubyzavala2950 2 года назад
congratulations on your progress girl 💕💕🫶🏿
@jimmy2minutes
@jimmy2minutes 2 года назад
That's right. Time to be an adult. All this drug taking and hustling is harder than most jobs. And far less fun. Its all easy when you are young, but we are a long time old.
@littlemissl6003
@littlemissl6003 2 года назад
What was your first step in moving in the right direction
@jimmy2minutes
@jimmy2minutes 2 года назад
@@levelmindedsister551 not only is it harder, its less productive. And if you haven't an alarm clock for 6 am 5 days a week? . What are you?. Nothing but a child in a man's body. Not only that, you need to prey on women for a living! You are nothing but the weakest!
@Roger-tv7sf
@Roger-tv7sf Год назад
I can save you ❤️❤️
@karlaalvarez9487
@karlaalvarez9487 Год назад
Every couple of weeks I come back and watch this.. and wonder how Ivy’s doing. Rooting for her ❤
@GraceNPeace2023
@GraceNPeace2023 8 месяцев назад
We need an update on Ivy❤ I’m praying for you girl!
@s.m7256
@s.m7256 2 года назад
When this young lady overcomes her addiction, she is going to be a wonderful counselor for other young girls! Ivy, I’m praying for your recovery, discovery, healing, and stability.
@kingvoe4719
@kingvoe4719 Год назад
🙏🏽
@LindaSaffioti
@LindaSaffioti Год назад
It’s the only possibility for her recovery. Some people never get past addiction. It’s in her fabric. She might just always be a few moments away from the pipe. Even if she never picks it up again (we all hope) She has to know - she has to know it’ll never get easy, she might never feel good. That is life for some of us.
@meco4068
@meco4068 Год назад
@@LindaSaffioti Preach! That's what I found so moving about this particular interview. She clearly states that when you've been in this life for too long, you become (at least in your mind) unsuitable for regular society or, as you said, "it's in her fabric!"It's so hard to come back from where she's sitting! Heartbreaking!
@bhadj1285
@bhadj1285 Год назад
​@@LindaSaffioti you have to find something to make it easier though. I haven't really found that for myself but if you live in a mindset that it never gets easier than it won't.
@Cantthinkofwhatshouldgohere
Amen!
@lynncoyiarenee
@lynncoyiarenee 2 года назад
This chapter of her life should be named “IM NOT DEAD YET” We love you Ivy, keep going, keep talking, your time is near. Thank you for being a walking testimony and telling your truth.
@Christcentered5600
@Christcentered5600 2 года назад
Amen I pray God saves her 🙏🏾
@lynncoyiarenee
@lynncoyiarenee 2 года назад
Amen 🙏 Exactly ❤️
@honeylala9906
@honeylala9906 2 года назад
Not dead yet 😂😂
@JaceyLVeach
@JaceyLVeach 2 года назад
❤️❤️❤️
@Colleen605
@Colleen605 2 года назад
OMG How do we help this beautiful young lady. She is so selfless and strong. GOD please cover and rescue her 💜
@JenKneeFur39
@JenKneeFur39 Год назад
What a beautiful human being. My heart goes out to her, I hope she finds her way. If she would be willing to go, a good treatment center that will genuinely build her up would be so good. This woman is not a lost cause, my heart is just breaking for her. Of all the addicts in the world, she has a chance to rise above this.
@paulahayes428
@paulahayes428 Год назад
Only if you or someone who knows how to reach her personally; can help her. Than just do it!!! Just do something!!! Just do it!!! Whatever it!! Is...just do it!!! If YOU CAN......I love you and I feel the same way you do in regards to wanting to help her. Let's find out how to start doing something for her and people like this; not expecting anything from what we do for her; for them....my heart ♥ hurts. One day I will be in the position to DO SOMETHING.
@Flylilbirdie
@Flylilbirdie 3 месяца назад
Where Ivys update?????
@hannahb207
@hannahb207 2 года назад
“Everyday I keep going and going but my dreams get farther and farther” broke me right in half. Such a beautiful and self aware woman it hurts me that she’s broken. I pray she finds her way! So much light in her and she doesn’t even know it.
@rubywoo_5.299
@rubywoo_5.299 2 года назад
Those are the words that snatched me right up I felt that in my spirit so deep.
@MrCarolineiscool
@MrCarolineiscool 2 года назад
When her first instinct was to say “I’ve been a quiet *kid*” the emotions really hit me. She’s been through so much but that inner child is crying out so loud. I’m sending you love Ivy and prayers that you overcome these demons. I see the will to live in you and I believe in you. You can get your babies back and be the mother that your inner child deserves.
@marseamarquis9111
@marseamarquis9111 2 года назад
She was a quiet kid because noone was there to listen to her. Bless her heart. I totally understand her.
@TheTabooRoomWithAaron
@TheTabooRoomWithAaron 2 года назад
*Powerful Interview! Big Up SWU - We are trying to recreate a similar in vibe in the UK the stories seem to have a different vibe. Check us out, we only started a month ago! Keep up the work mark. Your a inspiration.*
@marseamarquis9111
@marseamarquis9111 2 года назад
Not without proper help, including ongoing wrap-around services. Ongoing care.
@kimorabeat
@kimorabeat 2 года назад
@@marseamarquis9111 but we know this already , as a woman why are you mentioning this yet again? My kindest regards
@Missing-Exploited.
@Missing-Exploited. Год назад
“You can’t accept what’s unacceptable”❤ that hit hard
@mediname1000
@mediname1000 Год назад
So profound and powerful, "Don’t just live life, be life." Thank you Ivy. I'm sitting here with completely different problems and feeling down. We all have problems and we all struggle. Thank you for your words. You've encouraged me.
@realjgerard
@realjgerard 2 года назад
“There’s no drug that can give you the amount of happiness you get from saying ‘I take care of my family’”. Facts. 😔💯
@BillDaLadyKindly
@BillDaLadyKindly Год назад
Amen no drugs have no power over me or my friends & I been was taking care of my baby since he was in ICU. I got me a job at racetrack and was doing good. I wished the value how many doubles I wasn’t supposed to be doing but I worked it for my children.! God loves us and I strive to be grateful. I strive this young lady makes it through the major storms. Troubles don’t last always.
@missyd3377
@missyd3377 2 года назад
I'm a recovering addict, 9.5yrs of sobriety and hearing her talk took me right back to the emotions of my addiction. The despair, anger, hurt, confusion and most of all the the desire for change. It was hard to get sober, having to face my past and then the damage I had created while in my addiction was painful. But almost 10 yrs later and I can tell you the fight is worth it. I got my babies back, married and created a beautiful life. You can do it too. You deserve it, you are worth it and SO MUCH MORE. I pray for her strength and healing.
@TheTabooRoomWithAaron
@TheTabooRoomWithAaron 2 года назад
Powerful Interview! Big Up SWU - We are trying to recreate a similar in vibe in the UK the stories seem to have a different vibe. Check us out, we only started a month ago! Keep up the work mark. Your a inspiration.
@CmcDemon
@CmcDemon 2 года назад
She will now somebody gon make sure she make it if it’s not mark
@merindaarvie28
@merindaarvie28 2 года назад
CONGRATULATIONS!!🎊🎉🙏🏼🙌🏼
@rhonnig4700
@rhonnig4700 2 года назад
Congratulations Missy I love reading Success Stories💙🤍💙you should be Proud may God continue to Bless you in your Sobriety One Day at a Time
@chalyssascorner266
@chalyssascorner266 Год назад
I have honestly gone back and forth deciding whether or not to comment because this video is a year old and I know how many stories that end in tragedy on this channel. I just have so much hope that Ivy got the help she needs to realize that she's worth getting better she's worth investing into. She sees how strong she is to have this deep introspection. Ivy you are such an amazing woman you are worth getting better. I cried watching you cry. I hope wherever you may be that you are fighting the addictions you struggle with all the strength you have in your being because you are worth it.
@ladennayoung2939
@ladennayoung2939 7 месяцев назад
You are beautiful as well. God bless you.
@devisingh6785
@devisingh6785 Месяц назад
❤❤❤
@hoboqo
@hoboqo Год назад
Wow, she is so well worded. She has the eyes to see. Someone give this girl the love she needs to get clean! She could help so many once she clears the weight and fog of depression and addiction. Wow. Her babies are lucky to have a mom like that. She just needs to choose one moment at a time and have the right loving ppl to catch her in her weak moments. Bless her and her baby girls. I hope she gets there soon ❤️❤️
@mulanimulani3483
@mulanimulani3483 2 года назад
The way Ivy identifies the issue and is aware of it makes my heart ache. I shed a tear on this one I can see the beauty in her battle vs her own demons. Generational curses, addiction and depression is very real. I wish the best for Ivys journey to self care and healing 💕
@mixumup1
@mixumup1 2 года назад
yea drugs are tough... the impulses can overtake you any moment. ive seen lots of people relapse some after doing so good withdrawing
@TeKeyaKrystal
@TeKeyaKrystal 2 года назад
!!!!! my sentiments exactly . I could actually feel my heart thumping differently while listening to her.. my Lord
@yoyobobi1722
@yoyobobi1722 Год назад
Does anyone know her drug of choice?
@Lava_Girl-
@Lava_Girl- 2 года назад
If she got straight I could see her changing the lives of many young girls and boys. She may have been quiet growing up but we hear you now girl!! Your words are unforgettable.
@summerweisner5946
@summerweisner5946 Год назад
Ivy, you are the most articulate person I’ve heard speak on the emotional struggles of depression/addiction & shame/guilt particularly, as it relates to motherhood. You’re beautiful inside out!! I hope you journal or write in some form or fashion.
@cheyennelawrence4048
@cheyennelawrence4048 11 месяцев назад
I haven’t watched SWU in a while but I do come on every once in a while to see if “Ivy” has an update. I went to school with her, she was younger than me but I remember her vividly. If I am not mistaken she was on the volleyball team and was a smart girl (still is). Ivy you really have touched me, I have never rooted for someone as much as I am rooting for you. You are beautiful, kind, intelligent and with all that you have been through you are poetry in itself. I know it may seem too late to be in your daughters life but it is not. You have so much to teach her and even though you may not know it, I think you have a lot of love to give and your kids have a lot of love to give you as well. I am praying that you are doing well. I see this update is more than a year ago now but I pray you are doing well and reunited with your kids.
@kmat8819
@kmat8819 2 года назад
I want her to win so badly! You’ve got this Ivy 💕
@HollyHemmitt
@HollyHemmitt 2 года назад
💪🏽
@jamesphkue8567
@jamesphkue8567 2 года назад
Sameeeee 😭
@Trumpz24
@Trumpz24 2 года назад
This has really opened my eyes. I have adopted my great niece because of this same situation! For 5 yrs I thought of her parents as selfish drug addicts. Never thinking about their hurt and guilt. And the roller coaster emotions that causes them to continue to use. Thank You Ivy for helping me see the other side. You and them are in my prayers
@jacquelynlinn1505
@jacquelynlinn1505 2 года назад
Thank you for sharing and being a blessing to your family!!
@littledetailsbydarby3240
@littledetailsbydarby3240 2 года назад
Wow, thanks for sharing and thanks even more for selflessly taking in those innocent children. I’ve been watching Mark’s Videos for like 2-3yrs now and remember the 1st video that made me think of their perspective too!!! Makes me rethink my so-called PROBLEMS … Mark is sincerely doing God & Politician’s work!!!💯
@72juliagoolia
@72juliagoolia 9 месяцев назад
I just watched all of Ivy’s interviews in a row, and I’m in tears. Addiction doesn’t give a SHIT, and without a support system in place, it’s the hardest thing to overcome. I just want to hug her and tell her there is still hope. THAT is worth it.
@mamiewilliams76
@mamiewilliams76 3 месяца назад
Mark where is Ivy???
@jp_2448
@jp_2448 2 года назад
Out of all the people interviewed, I feel most invested in Ivy's story. I want her to succeed so badly! There's something very special about her. I don't think she even realizes how special she is. I see her inspiring others, helping others and living a happy fulfilled life with her babies. Praying for her and all the girls trying to get out of this life.
@VSmartRx
@VSmartRx 2 года назад
Same here. It must be a God thing. I have been led to keep her and the young lady named, Faith, in my prayers.
@yvettesinclair1717
@yvettesinclair1717 2 года назад
Her change is coming, and it's going to be mind-blowing to her. That will be the ultimate high for her. The high she craves now won't be able to touch the high she will have in a relationship with Jesus Christ - it's closer than she thinks. I understand about her mom, I had one like that too. I lived my environment too, but I'm grateful to God I escaped the demons that thought they would keep me captive. satan is a coward, liar that does this to people's lives to keep them in slavery to immoral sex, drugs, lies, stealing, killing. I was diagnosed with depression. I have a story about that too. Just know that Jesus Christis our hope and our help. This is what a life of living without Jesus Christ is all about. satan comes into folk lives to kill, steal, and destroy. You won't believe what Jesus comes to do until we witness it for ourselves. It sounds like a joke. It seems unreal, unattainable, but all I can say it you have to experience it for yourself. People think that life in a relationship with Jesus Christ is boring, all I have to say is her life is the alternative. I didn't experience real love until I have my life right Jesus. This chick is already some serious she's just on the wrong side of life. The other one is waiting on her to arrive and satan is trying to keep her from realizing it.
@plutonium2
@plutonium2 2 года назад
It must be incredibly difficult to be this clever, and engaged, and trapped.
@plutonium2
@plutonium2 2 года назад
@@yvettesinclair1717 dude not everyone wants to be friends with Jesus.
@yvettesinclair1717
@yvettesinclair1717 2 года назад
@@plutonium2 And dude He understands that AND I do too. So don't. This is for the others. Why bother to say that you don't. Dude just don't. He doesn't require you to be friends with him neither do I. Dude everyone WON'T make the cut. Don't be friends with Jesus if you don't want to. People think that we're ALL God's children. If you'll read a bible He specifically say He's talking to those that choose Him. Dude it's your prerogative NOT to be friends with JESUS. Happy not being friends with Jesus day. 😊
@9000ck
@9000ck 2 года назад
In a different world where she had an education and stability, Ivy would be a novelist or a playwright. She's a natural storyteller. I am so sad for her.
@vyshunhumble2807
@vyshunhumble2807 2 года назад
She still can be.
@asiaallen4485
@asiaallen4485 2 года назад
@@vyshunhumble2807 was coming to the comment to say that.! She’s still not so far she’s beyond getting better. I hope she gets so sick of that life and some one can show her how to move forward.! The issue is she just simply doesn’t know how a functional life works. But yet she’s still so much better than that.
@Kashy210
@Kashy210 2 года назад
Yea I see poet or something to do with voice the voice she say she didn’t have
@Ray_Ray142
@Ray_Ray142 2 года назад
She can do anything she want too, she already have the talent, she is strong, beautiful, if she reads the comments, I hope she knows, it's never too late, and anything is possible.
@tonichkaish
@tonichkaish Год назад
she is so poetic, she would be big in spoken word, it would be so nice to see her making it .
@sophiabelbis7176
@sophiabelbis7176 8 месяцев назад
QUEEN IVY!!! This is the most rawest & most beautiful interviews on SWU! GOD has given you so many gifts that I pray you see within yourself! You are not only BEAUTIFUL INSIDE & OUT, but you are also a GIFTED POET! As I sit here at 2am watching your story praying for inspiration, I am listening to the most BEAUTIFUL SPOKEN WORD POETRY. Queen, your story is captivating me as I listen to the pain & sorrow in your voice as you share your story. I hear the music 🎶 in your words. I wish I had your talent. I hope you know you deserve the world and can achieve true greatness. Thank you for sharing your story as tough as it may have been to share with us. Praying for the ☮️ your soul longs for QUEEN ❤️🙏🏽❤️🙏🏽❤️🙏🏽❤️🙏🏽❤️
@highlovevibration
@highlovevibration 7 месяцев назад
Ikr! this is my favorite of all his interviews... I can see her doing great things if she can break free... she will.
@nserr4415
@nserr4415 2 года назад
I’d love to see her become a public speaker one day- imagine seeing her get paid by agencies and universities to speak on her experience to bring other girls up, and teach students this reality. She’s such a poet.
@diva6407
@diva6407 Год назад
Infact she is the perfect person who is suppose to give public speeches. I'd love to see that from her one day.
@nic_7137
@nic_7137 Год назад
Like Tiffany Jenkins fantastic speaker recovering addict… check her out
@dariand979
@dariand979 2 года назад
I’m speechless. What a beauty. Like everyone is saying, a poet. A deep soul. I’m rooting for her to find her love and happiness. Rooting for you!!!!
@YoungMule
@YoungMule Год назад
She speaks straight poetry it seems effortless
@paulahayes428
@paulahayes428 Год назад
Wow wtf?? So you consider all her pain and suffering to just be poetry??? Wtf!!!!!
@nela.mydiary
@nela.mydiary Год назад
@@paulahayes428 that’s not the comment ment 😂relax
@YoungMule
@YoungMule Год назад
Human interpretation never cease to amaze me 😂
@mamiewilliams76
@mamiewilliams76 2 месяца назад
There is Something about her makes me keep coming back hoping and wishing for an update. Ivy you have a-lot of people rooting and praying for you. 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽
@carlm919
@carlm919 2 месяца назад
same here
@niamalika9204
@niamalika9204 2 года назад
Ivy, interprets her actions, feelings, and thoughts objectively.. she's highly self aware at just 23 yrs old. She can definitely conquer this War triumphantly. Her intelligence and candor is piercing. I see a highly successful woman when this battle is defeated.🙌🏿
@reginacruz4344
@reginacruz4344 2 года назад
#1 priority- KICK THE P2P CRYSTAL METH. That cheap, insidious demon drug will melt her down, will cause her to claw her way out. If you think she’s in a bad place now… God help us.
@pilaurarteagaprude-sweetp7274
@pilaurarteagaprude-sweetp7274 2 года назад
Amen 🙏
@KimbradleyMasterGardener
@KimbradleyMasterGardener 2 года назад
Here. Here. For sure!
@KimbradleyMasterGardener
@KimbradleyMasterGardener 2 года назад
@@reginacruz4344 "melt her down" So true and well spoken.
@gemmageminii
@gemmageminii 2 года назад
👌💯
@bharris671
@bharris671 2 года назад
She has the face and features to be a model. And with this dramatic (very real) monologue she could be an actress. Really hope she comes out of this. Rooting for you Ivy!! You can!!
@angelachavez657
@angelachavez657 2 месяца назад
Ivy, if you see this , i hope you believe in yourself and get back clean again, prayers 💜
@AB-zh1rt
@AB-zh1rt 9 месяцев назад
Can we get an update on Ivy please Mark!!!!
@louceesmommy
@louceesmommy 2 года назад
I've been on this earth for almost 60 years, and I have never wanted to give a hug to someone more. Ivy, I am so sorry that you weren't valued, loved, or respected as every human being deserves. Your interview moved my soul to the core. I don't think I will ever forget you and your story. May God bless you and keep you safe.
@pilaurarteagaprude-sweetp7274
@pilaurarteagaprude-sweetp7274 2 года назад
Amen
@cherrellelockett8449
@cherrellelockett8449 2 года назад
Amen she definitely needs to let it all out and a warming loving hug..The lord is working
@TheTabooRoomWithAaron
@TheTabooRoomWithAaron 2 года назад
Powerful Interview! Big Up SWU - We are trying to recreate a similar in vibe in the UK the stories seem to have a different vibe. Check us out, we only started a month ago! Keep up the work mark. Your a inspiration.
@chanellelondon1540
@chanellelondon1540 2 года назад
@@TheTabooRoomWithAaron love too see it x
@Kontina27
@Kontina27 2 года назад
Yes I'm an there with you.
@margaretlapell2461
@margaretlapell2461 2 года назад
When she said that people who say it is what it is are dangerous.... Boy, that hit me so hard. My husband and I used to be M addicts, and i would always say " It is what it is ....can't be nothing else" Because I thought I would never get out. I also lost my two kids and I didn't care about me anymore. It is what is, kept me there for too long.... I feel her pain. You can get out and there is hope and beauty outside of that life
@miapdx503
@miapdx503 2 года назад
What is "M?"
@spacewombat6174
@spacewombat6174 2 года назад
@@miapdx503 Meth??
@zacharywhite4448
@zacharywhite4448 2 года назад
Probably just marijuana.
@miketobias1821
@miketobias1821 2 года назад
I've always thought saying "it is what it is" is just such a cop out. People that say that just don't want to explain their actions. So, they just use that as a cop out. I really hate it.
@ivandred3655
@ivandred3655 2 года назад
Usually the more hurtful things that happen make it harder and harder to stop. The drugs will temporarily take the mental pain away, and if you are suffering taking a quick vacation from the pain is hard not to do. I am glad you were able to stop. Drugs ultimately make all the mental pain more. God bless you and your husband
@amy7494
@amy7494 5 месяцев назад
ANY UPDATES ON HER, MARK? What a beautiful soul. I hope she’s ok.
@skaneyskaney4855
@skaneyskaney4855 9 месяцев назад
We need an update on her❤️
@LilMorphineAnnie
@LilMorphineAnnie 2 года назад
Wow. This girl is a natural poet. This interview sounds like spoken word poetry. She's got a real gift; absolutely overflowing with potential. I want nothing but good things for her future. She deserves it. Holding you in my thoughts, beautiful sis! 💗
@jessicawilliams766
@jessicawilliams766 2 года назад
As a therapist, Watching this is heartbreaking! The hair and posture is different and it seem as shes had a mental breakdown…Ivy was so hopeful in the last interview, she seemed to be coming out of being numb…now You can hear so much pain she’s trying to escape! It seem like she has given up yet she has so much guilt because she know she’s capable of more! She’s so beautiful and intelligent. The lost of her babies has her feeling as if she has nothing left to fight for so she’s letting the addiction take over and self medicating. She’s now trying to convince herself she’s not good enough to parent smh! I know that’s not true because of the way she spoke of her child in the previous interviews and how proud she was. She has lost focus and just need a good support and therapy to overcome this! I have so much faith in her! I pray she can overcome this darkness she’s in and get back to her babies! ❤️
@geminiwonder867
@geminiwonder867 2 года назад
I understand what you're saying but there can be more than 1 interpretation. What you see as a "mental breakdown" many of us see this as another transformation in another obstacle.
@shawncooper5909
@shawncooper5909 2 года назад
This is so painful to watch....You are loved Ivy. The Creator Jesus Christ loves you. Praying and hoping you can overcome your depression and addiction to become who you were created to be. A Woman and Mother!!!❤🙏🏾❤🙏🏾❤🙏🏾
@TheTabooRoomWithAaron
@TheTabooRoomWithAaron 2 года назад
Powerful Interview! Big Up SWU - We are trying to recreate a similar in vibe in the UK the stories seem to have a different vibe. Check us out, we only started a month ago! Keep up the work mark. Your a inspiration.
@JUSTMEME210
@JUSTMEME210 Год назад
I have a 24 year old daughter and this breaks my heart. ABSOLUTELY BREAKS MY HEART! I would love to get in contact with her and try to mentor her and hell her get her life on track.
@missanamarie
@missanamarie 11 месяцев назад
I'm back again wondering if there is an update on Ivy? She crossed my mind today. I hope she's well. 🙏🏿
@AdvanturesOver50
@AdvanturesOver50 2 года назад
She's so smart and so mesmerizing to watch. She's so well spoken and doesn't make any excuses for herself.
@TheTabooRoomWithAaron
@TheTabooRoomWithAaron 2 года назад
Powerful Interview! Big Up SWU - We are trying to recreate a similar in vibe in the UK the stories seem to have a different vibe. Check us out, we only started a month ago! Keep up the work mark. Your a inspiration.
@Mrbungleface0u818
@Mrbungleface0u818 2 года назад
"It's not fun when the party is over, and you still wanna get high" the power in the statement is deafening.... Take heed. She is speaking absolute truth and pain. Man she got my heart wrenching. I hope she makes it through. It's like she is almost there. You will make it if you try and try and try. It will happen and you will be free
@NotFalling4it
@NotFalling4it 2 года назад
Yes, how incredibly powerful was this.
@annaxefta2421
@annaxefta2421 2 года назад
Yeah powerful lol. U people r gullible
@shy4442
@shy4442 2 года назад
@@annaxefta2421 Not gullible we just have empathy and want to see Ivy doing better.
@SpiceItUp_5150
@SpiceItUp_5150 2 года назад
@@annaxefta2421 b*tch stop trolling every comment with your negative opinion or how about explaining how people are so gullible. You’re not saying shyt.
@meco4068
@meco4068 2 года назад
@@annaxefta2421 , it is what it is, oh mighty, all-knowing one!
@iz6962
@iz6962 7 месяцев назад
Does anyone know how Ivy is doing? This interview was very touching.
@kttunsntell6626
@kttunsntell6626 2 года назад
We’re all rooting for you Ivy. You can do this. Get clean, and get your girls back 💪🏻
@GDSaved
@GDSaved 2 года назад
Not going to happen…r u watching this video???? She is DONE 🙁
@msshaffer5
@msshaffer5 2 года назад
@@GDSaved The devil is a liar. Goodbye 👋
@LifeJourneywithJaz
@LifeJourneywithJaz 2 года назад
@@GDSaved She is telling her situation and how she feels about everything. Her situation can change and she knows it depends on her and the decisions she makes. I believe she can do it! I was pregnant and homeless at 26 years old. Not anymore. I am abundantly blessed. She can be too!
@Biden666
@Biden666 2 года назад
out of EVERY video i’ve watched on this channel, this is one of the only genuine women who’s telling the truth so hard you can feel her pain. i know from experience, she needs someone to help pull her out. she needs TRAUMA centered therapy, this is a child with so much ptsd generationally, but she’s ready to be the cycle breaker, for her children. just as i did 4yrs ago. she really needs a support system right now more than anything else. a healthy, loving support system.
@tamarareed8286
@tamarareed8286 2 года назад
My thoughts EXACTLY!
@marseamarquis9111
@marseamarquis9111 2 года назад
Absolutely. And an education that she values.
@kamilahburns6098
@kamilahburns6098 8 месяцев назад
This is one of thee most passionate/powerful testimony’s that I have yet to hear on this channel! Her words hold true depth and weight. She’s a beautiful yet troubled soul, and I can only hope and pray that if or when I see her next video that all of her dreams and then some come true!❤️❤️❤️
@iemevrywoman1358
@iemevrywoman1358 Год назад
Young lady when you cried...I cried. I'm glad I watched this video. It taught me to have more compassion for those dealing with mental illness, depression, and addiction. I pray you find your way out so you can continue to teach and inspire. You are amazing 🙏🏾 Thanks for another valuable lesson learned Mark. 🙌🏿
@siranul
@siranul 2 года назад
She has grown and changed so much since her first interview. She's gonna make it. I believe in her so much.
@denyelgarland6632
@denyelgarland6632 Год назад
When she said “At a certain point, we gotta be left where we are b/c we’ve become someone or something that’s unsuitable for public nature”. At that moment I realized this woman is a prolific poet. B/c for the first time.. someone was able to put into words what it feels like to be an addict from the most honest place in their heart. My heart broke in that moment because what I heard was “I surrender”. How do you live with that much pain at 23? I sincerely pray that this young brilliant woman gets the help she deserves so she can look in the mirror and see what everyone else sees. She’s a ray of light in a world of darkness. 🙏🏾💜
@aviyonka08
@aviyonka08 Год назад
When she said that my heart broke for her. She’s a beautiful lady and through all her experiences she can’t see it. I hope she reads the comments and see how much people do love her, whether we know her personally or not, I truly hope she knows that there are people out here that love her and we’re truly praying for her success in life. I hope one day she sees her daughters and they tell her they love her
@Carolwarr448
@Carolwarr448 Год назад
AMEN
@veganjeliza8518
@veganjeliza8518 Год назад
Beautifully put. She's definitely a ray of light, for sure.
@jerrynospringer2516
@jerrynospringer2516 Год назад
This isn’t the first time, oddly enough. I saw another interview of a girl who was “happy” to be in prostution and basically said she was too far gone to merge into normal society. She said that we look at the crackheads and streetwalkers and whatnot on the side of the road as disgusting but she saw them as friends, family and colleagues
@RachelsSweetie
@RachelsSweetie Год назад
I came to the comments to say something about the poetry she makes me feel... then I saw your comment and thought, you're a poet, too.
@veronicabowman5706
@veronicabowman5706 Год назад
Addiction is a disease. I wholeheartedly pray for her healing. 🖤🖤
@joycehester9106
@joycehester9106 6 месяцев назад
I wish I could reach thru this phone and give this beautiful made sister a hug. With a proper support system, counseling, and medication( natural or synthetic), this queen can go a long way just telling her story. She’s very smart as we can see. Just a visitation with her daughter will put a smile on her face. She definitely needs LOVE!
@tenegra2503
@tenegra2503 2 года назад
All honesty, she should do a TED talk ..this is so inspirational. So heart felt,raw, and uncut. I immediately started to cry and feel her pain. I love she can speak her truth- it's not easy,that's something I struggle with. Even though I don't physically know what you, I feel we share similar experiences. My heart and positive energy goes out to you beautiful. I love you and you will overcome 🙏🏽
@Idiocracyhasbecomereality
@Idiocracyhasbecomereality 2 года назад
Ivy has been quiet all her life, and now she’s finally able to talk. And wow, does she have a lot of insightful things to say. Ivy you are intelligent and wise beyond your years, hang in there. It doesn’t have to be like this.
@meco4068
@meco4068 6 месяцев назад
MARK, WE NEED AN UPDATE FROM IVY! Where is she? She someone from your channel who jas really stuck with me. Hope and pray shes doing well. UPDATE PLEASE 🙏
@LilybetsDivinityLife
@LilybetsDivinityLife 3 месяца назад
Please Mark… Update on Ivy. I’m praying 🙏🏽 she is well. This girl has such a beautiful soul. So rooting for her. Please don’t give up Ivy. It can be done, you can do it beautiful Ivy. 😢
@aviscamille4315
@aviscamille4315 Год назад
I hope that if her daughters ever see this, they can understand their mother is a beautiful, smart, talented, resourceful but troubled person. The love she has for them is so clear in these videos, even if she doesn't have them in her custody. I hope she can see and realize her value and her daughters can too when its their time to understand.
@SenDaGem
@SenDaGem Год назад
Amen yes 🙌🏻 ❤❤❤
@itsbitznbobzz1196
@itsbitznbobzz1196 Год назад
I do too!!! My mom was an addict… the most loving thing she ever did was leave us w capable family she trusted. I am eternally grateful she did not drag us along for the ride. I hope ivy sees this and knows, no matter what, not taking them along for the ride is an ultimate show of love. You’re giving them a fighting chance. I praying for you… I believe in you! Thank you for having the courage to tell your story, to share your heart 💜
@tiffanyhollywood2108
@tiffanyhollywood2108 Год назад
​@@itsbitznbobzz1196 Very well and beautifully said. 🥀
@kristencarlson8561
@kristencarlson8561 2 года назад
Her honesty means she is closer to being sober and free than many of the girls interviewed.
@talulatree5297
@talulatree5297 Год назад
I was just about to comment similar thing. That amount of sadness and shame, will eventually propel her upwards.
@molltidwell2524
@molltidwell2524 Год назад
I agree
@yoyobobi1722
@yoyobobi1722 Год назад
Whats her addiction?
@chosenofjudah5419
@chosenofjudah5419 Год назад
@@yoyobobi1722 meth
@punky23
@punky23 Год назад
I cried throughout watching this video! I could feel her pain. I am far away from The Netherlands, but cant she get into a sort kind of program or a mentorship program where she can get the help she needs, stability, counselling, rehab and housing so she is taken off the streets? She has a whole life ahead of her. Ivy, you are a valuable human being and you are in my prayers!
@Bethany_Marie
@Bethany_Marie Год назад
Yes we have many programs to help people who want to be helped. But most don't want to go.
@BelleTolles
@BelleTolles Год назад
I don't think we have that much of the quality needed. Look how the foster system fails people in the first place
@BF0202
@BF0202 Год назад
Nope not unless you want to go to some cult like church
@BF0202
@BF0202 Год назад
Medicaid doesn’t cover inpatient rehab
@nyaj754
@nyaj754 Год назад
My God she broke me down, you can feel the pain inside of her. She’s hurting so bad and she knows she has a lot of potential. She so desperately wants to be a good mother and you can tell. I’m praying for you Ms. Ivy 🙏🏽
@lisaboyd3716
@lisaboyd3716 2 года назад
Ivy is my favorite. I can’t wait to hear her story of how she finally overcame her circumstances. She will be victorious. So much potential in this girl.
@Redqueen7466
@Redqueen7466 Год назад
Mines to I won’t to know what happened to the runaway Kirstin too
@alenamattis9621
@alenamattis9621 Год назад
Honestly my favorite. She reminds me of Tupac prolific raw and beautiful. Gid help her
@constancejonespt2242
@constancejonespt2242 2 года назад
Ivy definitely has something special inside of her. She should write a book. I definitely think it would be a #1 seller. She is so beautiful inside and out and expresses her feelings so poetic. I see a bright future for her and her babies .
@JaceyLVeach
@JaceyLVeach 2 года назад
She’s one of a kind ♥️ praying for her
@TheTabooRoomWithAaron
@TheTabooRoomWithAaron 2 года назад
Powerful Interview! Big Up SWU - We are trying to recreate a similar in vibe in the UK the stories seem to have a different vibe. Check us out, we only started a month ago! Keep up the work mark. Your a inspiration.
@kiyeshiaboyd6899
@kiyeshiaboyd6899 2 года назад
❤️💜💛
@Engineerboy100
@Engineerboy100 Год назад
That was a refreshing encouraging break from the usual depressing stories of suffering and tragedy. I think a little seasoning of this type every once in a while would help with digesting the rest .... I know these cases aren't jumping out of the wood work, but is sure is nice to see!
@laura-sk6vo
@laura-sk6vo 9 месяцев назад
The psychology in this interview is for the interviewer to stay quiet and as long as he's quiet it makes the girl continue talking well it is good to have a great listener you know the Bible does tell us pleasure is temporary..
@Vee_Rivas
@Vee_Rivas 2 года назад
She would make an excellent actress and spoken word poet. She is so beautiful naturally. I wish, I pray that Ivy gets the help she needs. You got this, Sis! Just focus and stay grounded, get help and get clean❤
@tubester4567
@tubester4567 2 года назад
At least she is honest, self aware and not making excuses. Shes not pretending she has a gold plated pussy, that will build her a mansion. Theres hope for her.
@courtneyr214
@courtneyr214 2 года назад
Yes! The whole time I was listening I just kept thinking Maya Angelou would be proud. Ivy is a spoken word poet at her heart. She has something very special.
@crazycatladyjo2688
@crazycatladyjo2688 2 года назад
Yes, she is so pretty and has a cool sence of style.
@DaBeezKneez
@DaBeezKneez 2 года назад
No she wouldn't, she would get fired right away.
@SpiceItUp_5150
@SpiceItUp_5150 2 года назад
@@DaBeezKneez zFoh with your negative azz.
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