This left me speechless. I don’t know what sent one of your original videos my way 2 years ago (about hair care) but I’ve been watching you ever since. We have similar backgrounds and I’ve always felt safe with you while watching your videos. Thank you for sharing this, it was beautiful to say the very least. You may be excited to watch us bloom but we’re watching you bloom, too ❤️. Peace and love.
I “found (first followed) you” when you had ties with Lauren Sanderson, I’m a close resident to Fort Wayne IN. I recently found you on tiktok after years of not seeing you and your videos have been everything to me. I’ve watched quite a few the past few days and feel pressured to sincerely thank you for sharing such hard times with a massive audience….my grief has been weighing heavy on me since my fathers anniversary of passing (01/02) and your videos have been my breath of fresh air, per say. Thank you for allowing me to feel apart of, if even in the hardest and most uncomfortable ways. Wishing you so much love + peace on your heart bell, always. Happy Monday🤍
Thank you for sharing your pain for in your pain you’ve created art and a beautiful video that other people have connected with. Love, Light and Emapthy to you!
This is beautiful, & you're so beautiful. I hope you find peace in knowing that you always have yourself, the people that loved you, and many that continue to love you: even all of us viewers cheering you on from afar 💛
this video was beautiful and it left me in tears, thank you so much for sharing this. I can’t even begin to explain how much light you and your posts/videos have brought to my life and I hope I can reciprocate that for you one day💛 as always, sending you so much love and light
I literally said out loud “I wanna hug you, and I’m not even a hugger”. 🤷🏻♀️ Not out of pity, but for your courage, resilience and kind spirit. I lost my mom almost 3 years ago, and I still have issues facing all of it. But you brought me some peace to do so with this video. Thank you, Bell 🧡
You are beautiful and so strong, thank you for being vulnerable and putting your healing journey out there for everyone to see. One of the things I hated the most after my father passed was that everyone avoided the subject, and I just wanted to be able to talk about it. Much love!
i do feel loved and not alone thanks to you❤️ i know you don’t want others to feel sad bc your sad but see someone else sad and not having this perfect life is what makes me feel not alone. i’ve been watching your videos for a least a year now and you have been my favorite ever since, youve brought so much comfort and reassurance in my life please keep doing what your doing and being the light on youtube that we all need🤍🤍
Wow. Thank you for sharing your story. I just watched your dreadlocks video and something pulled me into watching more videos on your channel. I feel like it’s no coincidence that I found this video. I’ve been struggling with depression ocd and anxiety for many years. I lost a friend to suicide and I also had to physically stop my ex boyfriend from killing himself.. I relate so much to everything you said.. I get a panic attack whenever someone close to me is not responding or picking up their phone.. it’s so hard to not be constantly worried for everyone around me. Sending so much love and light your way, you brave beautiful amazing person. ❤️❤️❤️
Thank you for sharing and I’m sorry for your loss. This helped me because my mom is dying. I honestly don’t know how I’ll react when it happens...beautiful video.❤️
This broke my heart, but in a familiar way. The avoidance of talking about what happened for fear of making things worse, when things already seem to be as terrible as they'll ever get. Sometimes it's better to not tell someone to have a good day, and just tell them to get through the day. One at a time. Your ability to express yourself through words, movement, and art are beautiful. Thank you for sharing this personal part of your journey.
you truly are a light to everyone who watches your videos or knows you personally and you constantly spread so much joy. thank you for your courage to share these moments of your life--it impacts every viewer.
This touched me, I lost my mum two years ago on jan 16th it’s a pain not many people can understand but we are survivors. Keep pushing forward! The best is yet to come. Ad Meliora
I'm so happy you shared this Bell. I think even though it scared me to reach out I am so proud of you and positively affected by hearing your kind words and seeing you shine even though your world is so different. I miss you and I miss your mom and dad and I'm so thankful to know that they are looking down on you doing such amazing things. I know they couldn't ask for a better family and a stronger daughter. I sometimes think back to the memories of when you helped me through some of the really hard times in my life and how just by you bringing it up and showing me that you were there for me made everything feel better. I love you so much Bell and I'm so proud of you.
I wish I had these videos when my mom passed 2 years ago. I’m doing a lot better now and I actually have moments where I can think of her without feeling a bit in my stomach.
I’m so sorry for your lost. My dad just passed from Covid on May 3, 2020. So I know how it feels to have to talk about your moms passing while your grieving yourself.
