Ik its difficult timing for now ml, but things will get better, trust the process🌹☁️ Socials: 🐝☁️ 🌹Follow me on tiktok: 0002Elena 👻Add me on Discord: 0002Elena 🦩Follow me on roblox: Angelicmxw
I don't understand how someone could be clam or just feel comfortable by listening to the music in the playlist like the music it's great don't get me wrong but for me whenever I listen to these kind of music my eyes will full up with tears and it's just holds to much memories ☹️
For me personally, i'm the same way.. it'll make me tear up/cry but i usually feel better afterwards, for me its not even in a sad way somehow.. but more relieving. having memories attached to certain songs can for sure make them harder to listen to casually. (i don't know you but *hugs*, have a good day stranger~ )
Yeah fam they make me sad too they bring back memories but in a way i still enjoy it seeing those memories seeing her face as clear as day like she was standing right infront of me when not having to look at a damn picture to do it we all seek and find comfort in our own ways somethings arent just for everyone
yea, they honestly have amazing advice! I feel like the people I actually know that I try to have conversations with will give me one word, and small talk. But if I give them small talk back I have an “attitude”.
to anyone in here, scrolling, im proud of you, i dont know you, your age.. your gender, where your from, what you want to be. But im proud, i dont need to know you to know that you bring light to the world wherever you are. Im sorry your suffering and you feel no one sees it, but i see it. i see you. behind the smiles and tired eyes you need a hug and to let the tears flow. Im here for you, ill support you from all the way where i live! take a deep breath and ground yourself, it will all be okay, maybe in a couple of days, maybe in a few years, or maybe tomorrow. i love you stranger, your doing your best and thats more than enough
honestly, im so tired, i just feel so drained, i dont know how to cope anymore, its just all exhausting,i dont want anything anymore, i just want to fade away, into my own little quiet space, this playlist helps to do that, so thanks :)
And it's okay. It's okay. It's so damn okay to feel tired and drained. It's so fucking okay to want to disappear for a while. Take your time. It's your first time experiencing life, it's overwhelming. So take care and keep going. Little by little. Love from a random stranger
@@justawanderingpoet it's really fucking hard, I don't know how to start healing, but this is a good start, it's really nice to know that there are people I don't even know that care, that there is not just bad in the world, your words really mean a lot to me
@@madihamiah4654 honestly there is no magical start. It's not immediate as well. It takes time and it's normal. You can't heal for something that hurt you that much and you can't heal if you pretend you're not hurt. Accept it and try guiding yourself. For me, I find it really hard to open up when i feel like shit. I acknowledged it and started by saying "I'm not okay but I can't talk about it". That's a start. Nothing impressive but it took so much effort to have this milestone. Step by step. Little by little. That's more than enough. And of course I care
@@justawanderingpoet how is it that a complete stranger is helping me but I can't find people I know to care, it's so sweet of you, thank you, and I will find you if I need, thank you thank you
@@madihamiah4654 I'm sorry that you can talk to someone irl but I promise you it'll happen. Good people are hard to find and a blessing to have. Maybe you're the good person
There’s this girl i really fell deeply in love with. her name is Jina. i sent this playlist for her because she’s been working so hard but it’s been stressing her out. Her parents have high expectations for her and she’s been trying so hard to make them proud. Although I know she is happily taken and has rejected me, i won’t give up. She deserves a rest, this is for you jina
@@Smurfy_LivingOfficial Most likely won’t happen, but we’ll see, “only time will tell, not our assumptions.” -Jina There are good people out there, im not as good as it seems, i’m a horrible person inside.
sometimes, life feels unreal. all it takes is a hug for some. a few words for others. others it takes pure trust. give, don't take. live, don't lie. don't question anything. life is to be explored. if life's boring, make it interesting. take a risk; a leap of faith. put out your hand and image everything you've ever wanted, imagine it on your palm. hold on and never let go. your hand will get injured, wounded. scars will form, scars are a token. scars are a show of faith. live how you imagine life should be. life isn't a burden, it's a long adventure. an adventure without a path. be yourself, love yourself. if you wait all things will fall into place. all we have to do is guided the building blocks of our life into place. you're strong. don't underestimate yourself. life: you versus you. win.
That horrible, although I don't know you or what ur going through, I hope you find some peace and comfort in ur life. I hope that 2024 can become a better year than the last❤
@@Dont_know_usagigod will help you get through this year girl you got this, we all love you even though we all are strangers… it’s how everyone makes good friends ☺️👍🏻
you know the feeling of emptiness, the feeling of having the echo within yourself, the feeling of beeng a holow walking thing. i feel like that, every morning as i get up, since i was 9 and my hole world started to break in pieces. and now that i'm 17 im so exausted, i feel like a walking mistake, a broken toy that no one wants anymore. i'm broken deep inside, and i feel like no one can actually fix me, bring me back to my jung self. i wish i could go back and change what happened, talk before it was to late i sometimes just wish nothing ever happended, including me.
you, ml, are so perfect. trust me, I can resonate with how you're feeling, but even if youre incapable of seeing your own worth, I promise you that others will see you in a way youve never seen yourself. every morning when you feel as if theres something missing inside of you, do something that you truly are good at, and that you enjoy. you will realize that what youre thinking is all in your head. be gentle with yourself because when u have no one else, youre gonn be the only one there to help. i love u, stay strong
hey there. it's gonna be okay. i know how exhausted you feel and how much you wanna just be happy but trust me, things are gonna get better. ik that you may feel as if your a 'walking mistake' but trust me you are NOTHING like that, your so amazing and perfect! i love your smile and how pretty you are love, you'll get through this dw! and ik im a random stranger but if u ever wanna talk, im here for u!
It really hurts me to realize that I'm not as beautiful as other girls. It frustrates me a lot, I'm writing all this after a long tantrum. I hope that other people who don't like the way they look will accept themselves and be happy. I really want you to be happy.
Gonna trauma dump so you guys aren't alone😭. I'm honestly tired of my life. It's the same thinking every day, no matter what I do, it's always my fault, I'm the bad guy. I honestly am just losing feeling at this point because of the amounts I've cried and cried. There are things I want that I will never get, i accept that... But I at least want one little happy thing, just one thing. I am so disappointed in myself, the way I used to act and what I did/do. The feeling of just wanting to escape but you have like one thing to live for is horrid. I can't even be myself without getting judged or scolded. I don't get to be myself anymore, it's mentally and physically exhausting anymore. I'm losing contact with my friends, i don't hangout anymore, i make bad impressions, I'm not social at all anymore. I'm so insecure that it's my biggest enemy in life and stops me from taking leaps, experiencing something just because I'm so scared I will be turned down, abandoned, hurt or drained. I don't even have time for myself anymore, it's like I sit in school for 8 hours then I have hw, then I have to cook and clean, then I have to take care of my pets and sleep. Then when I get the weekends off, it's constant plans and chores. I don't get to go to my room and just cry or relax, I'll just get in trouble for it because I'm doing something i "shouldnt be doing ". For the very first time in a while a few days ago, my grandmother let me vent to her because she was feeling the same as me, i felt loved and actually happy for a moment. I hate to think what she has to go through to notice my emotions and recognize i felt the same way she did. it made me cry, she noticed when I was crying for help with just a face, she noticed. My life is honestly going down a path of never ending trouble and I don't know what to do. It's like I'm drowning but there's no water, i can't breathe but there's air. I'm just hanging on by a thread, honestly.
oh ml, I know life isn’t the best rn but I promise you, it’s gonna get better. I know it may be hard sometimes I honestly get it, but that means something is waiting for u at the end. I know it feels like your drowning but ml, you got this. do whatever makes you happy, if that stuff doesn’t make u happy, try new things!! I know you might not want to or don’t feel like it, but ml you have to. please try doing that for me yeah? I know school can be a stressful thing, but you got it, keep pushing for me yeah? I know you may not know me, but try at least. things can be mentally and physically exhausting, but things are only going to get better, I know it may not look like that but I promise you!!! thank you ml! have a great day/night, keep going!!
Bruh, im enjoying life to fullest. I want to say im happy but sometimes there are moments in life where things just dont go the way we want. Normally one emphasizes the bad things but if we think of only the good things that happen youll realize that maybe your life isnt as bad as you thought ❤ I wish everyone here the best, god bless you guys. It will all get better dont worry 🫂❤️
When everything just feels.. so hard. Like you can’t do anything anymore, and you just want to vanish, start appreciating the little things in life. Sunsets, City Lights, a meadow of flowers, listening to the waves, watching the night sky while laying down on a grassy field, a place you can escape away from town or problems, playing music under a tree, whatever makes you happy. Remember, the most important thing in your life is yourself, 2nd is your family and 3rd is everything else. It isn’t easy to heal, but everything takes time in this world, you can get through everything, all you need is to endure. Stay hydrated. Rest if needed. You can do this, reader. i believe in you, ma chérie.
Work hard, yes. But take care you first, darling angels. No academic achievement, sports achievement, relationship, or whatever else is worth anything if you’ve overworked yourself to a point where you won’t even be able to see what you’ve accomplished. Be kind to yourself. You deserve love, even when other people may make you feel otherwise; so start by loving yourself… because I love you. You’ve got this, pookies.❤
I LOVE, to listen to this type of music to fall asleep better. Its calming but also kind of sad. To everyone who is also trying to fall asleep: tomorrow is a new day and i hope you rest well, dont overthink it to much and just rest.
Its so strange. So many of us are going through the same similar horrible experiences and yet we are all so alone. We are together. And alone at the same time
TIME STAMPS!!! 0:00 Snowfall - oneheart 2:00 Ontario - Novo Amor 5:09 Experience - Ludovico 10:23 Wheres My Love - SYML 13:44 Bon Iver & St. Vincent - Roslyn 18:53 Fourth of July - Sufjan Stevens 23:30 Hearing - Sleeping at last 27:36 Answering Machine - Ruby Haunt 32:26 Already Gone - Sleeping at Last 36:21 milk cassette x.mp3 - analog mannequin 39:31 Solas 43:23 The Beach instrumental slowed - The Neighborhood pin?
I used to feel so stressed out and scared, but then I started praying more, reading the Bible and trusting in God, and ever since I've made these changes to my life I can honestly say I've been more at peace, because I understand everything happens for a reason and that God rewards our hard work, so there's no point in worrying when my life is in his hands, all I can do is work hard and pray. I'm currently at an amazing, beautiful university and made sm great friends, I really can't complain, all the exam stress and working hard has been worth it.
I’m finally at peace. Yes I still have some traumas left to heal, but now I recover and move on again. If I can overcome this TRUST ME ANYBODY can!! Luv u Jesus!!! ❤❤
100 reasons to stay alive: 1. to make your parents proud 2. to conquer your fears 3. to see your family again 4. to see your favourite artist live 5. to listen to music again 6. to experience a new culture 7. to make new friends 8. to inspire 9. to have your own children 10. to adopt your own pet 11. to make yourself proud 12. to meet your idols 13. to laugh until you cry 14. to feel tears of happiness 15. to eat your favorite food 16. to see your siblings grow 17. to pass school 18. to get tattoo 19. to smile until your cheeks hurt 20. to meet your internet friends 21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve 22. to eat ice cream on a hot day 23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day 24. to see untouched snow in the morning 25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire 26. to see stars light up the sky 27. to read a book that changes your life 28. to see the flowers in the spring 29. to see the leaves change from green to brown 30. to travel abroad 31. to learn a new language 32. to learn to draw 33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them 34. Puppy kisses. 35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek). 36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them. 37. Trampolines. 38. Ice cream. 39. Stargazing. 40. Cloud watching. 41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets. 42. Receiving thoughtful gifts. 43. “I saw this and thought of you." 44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you." 45. The relief you feel after crying. 46. Sunshine. 47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention. 48. Your future wedding. 49. Your favorite candy bar. 50. New clothes. 51. Witty puns. 52. Really good bread. 53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time. 54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.) 55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling. 56. The smell before and after it rains 57. The sound of rain against a rooftop. 58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing. 59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them. 60. Trying out new recipes. 61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio. 62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage. 63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable. 64.Breakfast in bed. 65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater. 66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning). 67. Pray (if you are religious) 68. Forgiveness. 69. Water balloon fights. 70. New books by your favorite authors. 71. Fireflies. 72. Birthdays. 73. Realizing that someone loves you. 74. Spending the day with someone you 75. Opportunity to create meaningful and lasting relationships. 76. Potential to learn, grow, and evolve as a person. 77. Joy and happiness in the little things. 78. The power to inspire others. 79. The ability to create art, music, and other forms of self-expression. 80. To explore different cultures, traditions, and ways of life. 81. To make a positive impact on the environment and help protect the planet. 82. Experience the joys of parenthood and raise a family. 83. Learn new things and develop new skills. 84. Create a legacy that will outlive you. 85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed. 86. Cuddles 87. Holding hands. 88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world. 89. Singing off key with your best friends. 90. Road trips. 91. Spontaneous adventures. 92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes. 93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees. 94. Thunderstorms. 95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland. 96. The taste of your favorite food. 97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning. 98. The day when everything finally goes your way. 99. Compliments and praise. 100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realize you did it. Ps : Never forget you are a beautiful person Life is so beautiful so live, l love you
man it breaks my heart reading all these comments. so many beautiful souls who are all lonely in this world. i wish we had a gc or something were everyone here could hang out and talk. everyone here seems so nice.
Life is so hard. I’m so fat and ugly. I try to starve myself and I end up binging saying that I will do better tomorrow but I already know that’s never going to happen.
I know that it feels like you’re “fat and ugly” and I know you’re not, okay? You are beautiful in every way and don’t let yourself fall into this hole that you can get yourself out of. I went through a similar thing, and I regret everything that I did. You need to learn to love your body, I know that it’ll be hard but you’ve got this, you are strong and capable of doing anything. I know that I’m just a stranger on the internet, but I am proud of you for even commenting this. You are reaching out to other people for help, which is so hard to do. What I want you to do is talk to a friend, parent, or anyone that you are comfortable with and tell them what’s going on. I know that this is hard, but you WILL get through this eventually. I will be here every step of the way if you need me
@@aumi_lynn Oh my gosh, this so heartwarming 😭 I pray for the person who wrote the original comment and to the person who wrote the reply will find inner peace in the name of Jesus. And to whoever is reading this comment, always remember: There is always hope for the future 💗 Have a great day :)
Hi stranger, We don't know each other at all. We don't know eachothers names, favorite color, or even each others birthdays. We know nothing but somehow we feel at home in the comfort of these sappy, heart-touching, comments. Somehow, we suddenly know a million things about each other. We are able to notice that, together, we are misunderstood and sometimes feeling distant from the hug of comfort and satisfaction within our lives. But, that's ok. You are never alone and never deserve to feel like you are a failure. Life throws us curve balls sometimes and right now yours might feel particularly heavy. Sometimes the curveballs make us feel that knot in our throat and make our eyes tear up in the front of the room. Sometimes the curve balls make us feel alone and empty. Sometimes the curve balls have us realize that we need a hug or moment with someone but we can't get one/them. But, these are curveballs- nothing more than a stupid, singular object/moment. You have to realize that. You have to realize that no one cares about your mistakes and that everything is going to be ok. People love you- whether you believe it or not. You are so strong and beyond deserving of love even if that is hard to see right now. There is so much good in the world for you and you deserve every speck of it. Everyone deserves happiness- even the kid that took your lunch money in elementary school. Here's to hoping for brighter days ahead. In the meantime, take care of yourself. But after all, I am just a stranger, what do I know? With love, kindness, and everything that brings you pure bliss, A stranger on the internet
In all honesty I don’t know what to feel anymore, it’s like i’ve lost myself but physically i’m still here while parts of me go missing. I really don’t know what to feel and i hate it, i hate that I can’t make sense of what i feel and it stresses me out. Piles of school work constantly piling up, the fear of not being able to meet expectations just to end up disappointing the people that believed in me, losing motivation each day. Being stuck in a never ending cycle of confusion, pain, fear, anxiety it drives me to the edge and it feels like there’s nothing i can do about it. I wont even try bother my friends i hate being a burden, so i choose to let it break me.
Seek school counseling if you can, it’s worth a try. It’s not easy, but it’s an option you can try :) Counseling can help you understand yourself better and try out different solutions to help yourself. I know it’s typical for me to say this but it’s absolutely ok for you to talk to friends you trust, and it’s not being a burden at all. You’re simply a person who needs someone to listen and that’s ok.
I feel so empty. my life feels out of my control. my trauma is starting to catch up w me. i miss my old self. I have no friends. I have no family i trust. my h3ad is always full w bad thoughts. I just want to be loved and cared for. it seems so hard to love me tho :(
Don't give up yet babies...it's not your time yet and you have a lot to look forward to even if it seems like you don't, trust me you don't know the future. I love you so much okay baby? you're alright trust me. I previously lost my boyfriend and I have a lot of love to give to people who need it. so, I love you and I hope you stay here and try the best you can. no matter how hard things get...you got to keep fighting. don't let depression take you down and take what's yours. which is your life so you should fight for it honey. fight the best you can. because no matter what happens on this planet, it will never amount to anything that will happen in the future to those people who decided to hurt you and tear you apart. You deserve this life; you were gifted a chance to be on this earth and live. don't throw away that opportunity. I had to learn that the hard way because I was so close to taking my life last year, but I listened to those who loved me, they told me to hang on and things will get better for me. and they did. so please baby don't leave this yet. you may not know me, but I am rooting for you always and I love you always more than anything. if you want to know who I am comment under this and ask for my discord because I will happily give it to you if you are in need of help. I will end this here, but I just want you to know that no matter who you are or what you become I will always love you to the end of time. forever and always I will love you guys❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤🤗You'll be okay baby
Tysm! I rlly needed to hear this from someone, and I’m sorry abt what happened to your bf, I hope your better now. And I’m glad things have been better for you dear.. I appreciate you and take care of yourself too! ❤❤sending love and hugs
Aww thank you so much, I love you sweetheart I am glad to be able to help, and yes, I am doing much better now and I hope soon enough you will be too, take care of yourself aways love!@@layanhussam4508
I appreciate you and your words like you have no idea. I haven't met a stranger be so caring in a while when it comes to mh. I'm slowly getting better, but it feels like I take a couple of steps forward then twice the number of steps backward in a continuing cycle; Thank you, sm, for being so caring and thoughtful. You're an amazing person ❤︎
i wish i had them. but theyre not real. i wish i could experience real love for the first time. i wish somebody loved me. i wish that i could love someone.
For anyone who is struggling, just so you know, things will get better, just all you have to do is find someone that you trust and talk to them about your struggles, there’s help out there that you can find and reach out to that person, don’t throw away your future or your life, throwing it away is not a good decision to make, you have to look on the bright side and see something that’s beautiful and that has colors in it, YOU ARE ENOUGH, never hate yourself of the person who you are, don’t be so hard on yourself, trust me, your not alone, there’s people out there that care for you and love you, your beautiful just the way you are, I know life can be tough and not everything is butterflies and rainbows but there will always be light on the bright side, sometimes it’s ok to not feel ok, I know it’s hard to believe that but trust me, I went through it as well, please…take it easy on yourself and truly love yourself and not hurt/beat yourself…❤
I haven't gone to school in a week because of snow, it's started to die down and i'm going tomorrow. I've realized that school is the only way i take care of myself , this week without school i haven't gone outside or even studied. I do the same thing everyday and it's disgusting to even think about. I tried to be motivated, i tried and tried everything but i'm just drained. I hope things will get better soon.
this is so valid and relatable. every day i do the same thing, i cant function outside of routine, so when one thing changes, it messes me up for long amounts of time, and i grow a disgust for myself. of course since im the only one experiencing it, it doesnt make sense to my parents why i dont do my chore every day anymore, or to my friends why i dont work out daily. eventually, i know ill be able to get back, but i just feel this disappointment towards myself for losing all my progress and hard work, and falling back into the same hole ive worked to get out of for so long. :(
for anyone who read my text, if you think is better die than life, please dont do that thing. i beg you, you deserve to be happy, deserve to have friend who can listen and hear your sad story, i beg you to stay. you always have a reason to life. you still have to try every taste of noodles, you still have to give the wild cats some wetfood, many countries in the world that you have to come, many beautiful rainbow you have to look after rain. so many candy you have to try, you have to meet your idol and see them smile because of your attention. you all deserve to be happy, you all precious. if you dont have someone to said love to you, then please let me be the one who will say the word for you. hey, i love you, i adore you, please stay for small reason, i beg you, can you do it?.
I got rejected from my top choice medical school today. I waited over 5 months to know this decision. Everything about this school fit with my goals and vision for the future I have envisioned as a physician and as a person. I’ve spent countless hours writing applications, dedicating my time and passion to clinical and research positions. All for it to be shut down in a few hours. I know this is a small problem in the grand scheme of things but it still hurts to have to say goodbye to the life I imagined would come from this decision. I’ll be okay again eventually
Don’t give up! I’m sure you can make something great out of your life and though it might not go the way you want it to you will get to where you wanna be ml❤
we'll all die eventually, and time keeps moving no matter what. life feels worthwhile only if you're not in constant misery drowning into the abyss. when you're barely hanging on every night, screaming into your pillow, tears that fill the empty void in your room, you don't need reassurance. it’s easy to tell somebody it will get better, but what they need you to do is; pull them out of the water. grab their arm so they don’t drown. but the truth is, there's almost never anyone there to save you, and it's tempting to just give in and let your lungs get consumed by the water. death brings sadness to others but can bring peace to the one who dies. and i believe that to be true, but maybe you can have a disney ending, so stay strong, keep fighting until you can't anymore, and when you’re laying there slowly floating away from this world, smile, knowing you gave it your all, that’s all i want from you and myself.
Just lost a really good long time friend, we met in high school, he went to college graduated and went on to his career, I wish I would of stayed in contact with him after so many years, he seemed fine, but just a few days ago I found out he unalived him self. It hurts alot to know the person you hugged, broke bread with, got lost with and found a way off the mountain and survived, the person who you looked up to is never coming back. My lesson is always treat others kindly, you never know what others are thinking or going through. Keep in touch with your friends and family because you just never know. -RIP Josh W. Please reach out for help if you are considering hurting your self. I promise there’s someone who cares about you ❤
I think that because these songs remind me of a little piece of my past, it makes me feel a little worried about the future, especially the loves that one day I will experience.
To everyone who reads this and listens I want to keep all of you in my prayers. I’m sorry you all are dealing with a hard situation but I will pray for you all. And I know you are all strong and you can overcome everything. You are all beautiful people and Jesus loves you and I hope you can remember to drink water and always take a minute to rest. When life gets crazy I want you to keep going and one day you will see how far you’ve come. I’m proud of you all and I hope the best for all of you. You guys got this :)
In order to survive, we cling to all we know and understand... sometimes all we know and understand is pain. Cry, let it out. Those who do not understand true pain do not know true peace.
I have listened to this playlist so many times that I can't even cry more... it's just calm now, it makes me re-think about all the things I've done over my life. Thank you for the playlist tho it's great! Keep doing more playlist like this one! I enjoy listening to them.
Everything happened because I wasn't talented enough. I wasn't confident enough. I wasn't beautiful enough. Now all I do is rot in bed, trying to make up my flaws with academic validation, because it's the only thing I'm good at.
There’s no time for rest anymore, the real question is that “can we rest?” School is such a pressure and what makes it worse parents always telling u bad stuff that would make u give up already, they tell me u will never go into a good college if ur like that, and stuff, the thing is I’m doing the best I can to be there and make it every single day to ace the exams, assignments and tests! It’s tougher than ever, what parents expect so much from u that ur scared to let them down, they want full marks, perfect grades, which is impossible, I’m trying, but it clearly doesn’t make it any difference for them.. I wanna make the proud and show them that I deserve to be good and appreciated but I just can’t make it there.. I’m dying slowly bc of this.. and it’s just the beginning.. I want and need someone that I can open to cry to about everything but that is so cringe in today’s world… I
dont worry you will get into a good collage but if not then just remember you can do better in life without collage or good grades. you dont need to be perfect at everything just because your parents want you to. its your life. not theirs. good luck.
Hey, just wanted to give you some hope. Listen, I was there too. Most parents are like that but it has nothing to do with you. You try your best and do it FOR YOURSELF. Like the person above said, it’s YOUR LIFE not theirs. You’ll see if you do it for yourself and try the best you can, your parents will also be very proud of you. They will know that you did your best. I used to believe that if I wouldn’t be good at school, I wouldn’t make it to college, so I wouldn’t be able to work and fail everywhere . I was crying out of pressure thinking i don’t have time for all the homework and I wouldn’t meet my parent’s expectations. One day I said ENOUGH! I tried my best at school (was not the best student- don’t ever compare yourself with the best student) and tried to always stay calm. Ι did only as much as I could, carefully but right. So I made it to university. There, I continued to do what I could do. I tried hard but always without putting too much pressure on myself. So I studied but also went out, did other stuff, had hobbies for 4 years. That’s life. The result? I finished university, got a degree, now I’m working in a well known winery with coworkers that care for me just like friends. I have my own car, my happiness, people that are proud of me, and my strength. And you know what? I’m only 22. Don’t put too much pressure on yourself, eventually you will end up where you’re meant to be❤
Everything this year is the universe hitting where it hurts. I just wanna be proud of myself but I’m not exceptional at anything. I try so hard but end up being mediocre. And I want to be loved by someone who chooses to love me. My best and only friend ghosted me out of nowhere and I have no answers and no closure. This is feeding so deep into my feeling of isolation from people. I always feel out of place with people. And on top of everything it makes me feel like my feelings don’t matter. I’m just tired.
This my dear is just growing up and evolving. Existential crisis that everyone gets once in their life. I got mine when I was 14 - 15 . Felt the same way. Now I am 19 and feeling like a diff person, happy and peaceful. And other than that pain just makes u stronger. Believe me. I became stronger and I believe u will too. Just hang on. Good luck!!
@@Kaye938 . I've been in a crisis like this since I was 15 until now 19. Sometimes I think it will always be like this and it will never end. I'm tired but a thread of hope keeps me going
@@txtsofrencia8832 Tbh i was going to write a whole essay to you. But the moment i read the last few words 'a thread of hope' i stopped. You don't need my heavy words cuz u are already strong enough. It might look dark ahead but this thread of hope will always be your candle. Keep going on. it will get better. Ily
Love to listen to this kind of music cause it blocks any thoughts n just relax every single muscle; there's no one but me, not even my body, just my soul, that after a long day faking happiness can finally be true to herself, even if that means letting out every single tears or staring at the ceiling for hours, at least, after all be I can be at peace.
I'm so unmotivated and I feel so unlovable. It feels like nobody likes me or even thinks I'm pretty. Anytime a guy asks me what I look like they unadd me. I feel so ugly and I can't escape this feeling. I'm no one's favorite friend. It feels like all my friends hate me. I hate school. No one loves me.
even though i never met you, you seem like a great human being who has just been treated very poorly. i once felt the same way but trust me, it gets better, wether its now , a month from now, or even 5 years, please trust me it will get better. I LOVE YOUUU
I know its hard, but your human. Like everyone else. Nobody is perfect and that's what makes us who we are. Insecurities are like shadows, they never leave, no matter how bright you shine a light. Instead of making it brighter, just focus it where there hiding, if that makes sense lol (im not good at this). Anyway, what i want to say is, nobody is perfect but everyone is beautiful in their own special way, even you!
This playlist is so calm and I love it ,it’s hard for me to find calm playlists to sleep to or to make up stories in my head but this playlist is perfect
For everyone who feels alone... You're not alone u have u and u will know this when u start to see yourself how you're such an amazing person when you start to calme down your mind and your breath and start getting all together you are an amazing person be kind to yourself u will never regret for that i confirm 🙏 love u all 💖
I’m tired, I’m genuinely tired. I’m taking care of the house, doing school work, keeping up with all these pets, keeping up with all these people, trying to find a job, searching for houses, etc. all by my damn self, my 16th birthday is in 10 days and I’m stressed to high hell. my mom told me to drop my attitude n fix my face every time I js feel drained lately, so that’s what I’ll do, nothing is wrong and I’m not tired of everything in life right now
do u have anyone u can talk to irl? like any of ur close friends smn u trust? if u believe in god just pray and if u want u can try to write what u’re feeling on a paper or on note app it will make u feel better
i didnt even know i was able to feel this way before her. five months, ive thought about nothing but her and the ways she would say or do things. every single thing makes me think of her. i dont want to cry anymore
Vent- I’m so angry at my mum for forgiving and forgetting what my father had done to us for her own sake… she didn’t even come to ask us if we were okay after it happened. Two things broke me and my sibling that day,. we had to get through what he did, and second knowing that when it comes down to it she’ll chose her own happiness over ours… that it won’t even take us being physically hurt by him to get her to take us away from here.
This kind of music gives me a feeling I can’t explain. It makes me feel peace, but also memories I hold onto and think about at night. It’s calming and makes me feel like I just wanna lay in bed and stare at the ceiling. I find myself being so bored but not caring enough to do anything about it. I’m so scared of getting hurt by other people, or hurting other people. Being lonely is almost a feeling I can’t tell if I have started to enjoy being lonely, or if I have forced myself to like being lonely because I don’t want somebody to break me even more.
@@AzurePlaylists_ that actually makes so much sense, thank you for opening my eyes. I also feel as todays society expects us to constantly be out. Like if we’re in our rooms on the weekend we’re “depressed and lazy”. But I do start to romanticize loneliness, because I’d much rather be by myself in peace, then with people who don’t even like me.
@@lace_loves_chicks finding peace in yourself will be helpful for the future. You will lose people throughout your life, but you'll never lose yourself.
**IMPORTANT** I listened to music while studying but took a break to read comments and realised there are many people who are Sad and Depressed. I am here referring to each and every individual as "YOU" Hey YOU, How's everything going? Clara told me about you. Remember Clara? Our childhood friend, we used to have lunch together in Pre-School? Well she got transferred cause of her Father's job transfer. We met in Tokyo and I asked about you. She told me she hasn't talked to you for a long time but heard from your friends that you've isolated yourself from everyone, you even seem dull nowadays. Hey Champ! What happened to the enthusiastic kid we had back then who had so much energy, who always passed good vibes, though the kid was a nuisance to teachers and neighbours but was the most precious to his friends. You're a creation of Nature, you exist dude!!!! Isn't it amazing to just realise our existence? I mean in the universe' history of Billions years, you got 70 years to live here. As I already said that Clara talked to your friends, and your friends noticed a change in you means you mean something to them? Ain't it right? People notice you when they care? Why am i writing a letter to you? Bring back the old kid bruh!!!! This isn't you and even if this is you we're completely okay with what you're. You're a friend, a friend whom we cherish, who we make memories with, we laugh together on silly things. I care about you and eveyone does. Things may not be as good as they were but guess what? It's the same with me and clara and everyone in this world. We all are insecure about something, even the most chad person you know is insecure about something. It's not you, it's us, it's the human nature to feel things.😅 Get up and start writing your story. Think about that one time you were happy and go with it, think about that one time when a single good thing happened to you. You did right? You don't remember? Let me tell you one. This letter that i am writing to you is one of them. We both (Me and Clara) are waiting for you in Los Angeles. We've loads of shit to tell you😂😂. Clara even told me one of her friend liked you back then, so improve yourself not to impress anyone or to take revenge from anyone but for your own good. You're needed here. We need you, we love you buddy❤❤!! Your parents may be harsh on you, but they care about you, that's why. You might be facing financial problems but do you wanna stay like that? Get up and reach out for us. Don't think this is just a letter to you. Here's a real person writing this for you and yes i am a human, not that ChatGPT sorta AI 😂 Your Bestest friend, _______________
I feel like I’m in god hands, I have had a very hard time in third grade having to deal with my mom being in the hospital with a tumor and dying then god took over and saved her❤️ two of my brothers died, and now are in heaven with god, I love god so much and I believe ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
I have no more motivation to do anything. Been applying for jobs for 3 years now, failed interviews, failed assessments, failed classes. How i went from being one of the top students to being this dumb? Im so drained. I have no hope left in me. I just wanna leave this world and rest.
You're doing great, keep going! Life is rough sometimes, and it's easy to give up. I'm sure that there is something out there waiting for you that is much better than what you've been going through. Failures in life doesn't make you dumb, so please don't say such a thing about yourself. I found that when you think there is no hope left, that's when you will be blessed the most. Don't give up love, you're amazing.
Okay, and? So what if you keep failing? What matter is you keep trying. If you feel drained, take a break. Let yourself go for a few moments. There are always things you can change and you can't. Maybe right now isn't your time. Let yourself go and enjoy what's going on around you that's not jobs or interviews or failed assessments and classes. The sunrise and sunset. The stars when its dark at night. The tiny moments when you can treasure, take them for granted. Life isn't meant to be stars and shines, so I won't force you into thinking positive, because let's be honest, that bullsh*t barely works. Keep going, okay? Let yourself breathe, but don't lose yourself. Let yourself rest, but don't let yourself go. Give yourself time, but don't let yourself give up.
Just want to die. Just to be free. Just to let go. Just to rest finally. Just to breathe. Just to relax with the wind against you. Just to close my eyes. Just not to be. Just to be limp. Just to be gone.
Please stay, there is so much you bring to this world. There are so many wonderful things you are going to experience and do to make the world a better place. There are people that you're going to meet who will love you to the ends of the earth. There may already be people like that in your life. Reach out to them, never give up. You are more loved than you possibly could know. I will be praying for you, my friend.
I also once really wanted to die. To give up and be free. But I implore you to try and stay just a bit longer. There are countless people you have yet to meet and so many things you have yet to do. I promise that if you just keep going things will turn out better. And if you ever feel overwhelmed or hopeless, despite the fact that we may never meet face to face, I want you to know that I am wishing you the best of luck and that I believe in you.
currently reading comments and crying so im share my story i feel like im in a loop wake up go to school come home clean then go to sleep i feel like im not good i cant even post on my tik tok or snap or Instagram without "my friends" saying something rude abt it or reposting it to there priv story and saying rude stuff. i feel like i cant express to my mom how ill feel is because she says "oh there js jealous of u" or "grow up ur to old for this" like its hurts being around people yk talk abt u and knowing there telling ur secrets to people and everyday i wanna cry but i feel like i cant.
These friends of yours aren't your real friends, they're insecure pointing it out on you because they hv low self confidence and they want to feel powerful. They indeed could possibly be jealous of you, About your mother situation we are supposed to be comforted by our parents but when you have these type of parents its better off not telling them to not create more problems for urself, but you should at least have someone to talk too like a relative or one person u trust the most (try going a therapist too if possible). You feeling like its a loop yeah it is a loop if you don't do something new, you can join clubs that catches ur interest which will not just update ur life but would also help ur mind stay busy so u dont have the time to think abt these stuff n u can even make new friends. Lastly i just wanna inform when u meet people dont tell them ur personal info please even if u get comfortable, u should know ur limits and whatever happens in life is a lesson like how ur going thru all this god is maybe trying to give u a messege to be strong or he's testing how strong you can be to stay in life.
Just cry ml it will feel better and if they talk about u they just need help cause there r jealous and have there own insecurities that they just take out on u it’s okay ml just breathe
Honestly, i dont know whats wrong with me. Like, i dont even know what to do. I always feel empty, lonely, numb, sad. I get it that i am full of flaws, but i want to find a way to fix it, even if it cant. Being hurt is like a scar: it can never heal sometimes. The heart gets broken into pieces, like a glass. Can you fix it? No. I deeply want someone to vent with, a person whom i can express my emotions to, a person that is willing to listen to me, will not complain and will comfort me. I want a person that will always be there for me, because ill be there for the person too. I just feel.. empty. Self comfort woule be nice too, but a person comforting you is just the best feeling you can get, but i cant have that.
I apologize at once, but I will write through a translator. There will obviously be mistakes..... But I hope it will be clear what I am trying to convey. I've been through it, and partly I'm still going through it. I understand when you feel lonely, unwanted or empty. Then you don't want to somehow continue all this, to close down completely again, or to leave. You can have that kind of person! It's difficult, even very difficult. But if you think you don't deserve it, you do. A man deserves to be comforted, in the midst of his storm. Especially a man like you. :) Everything will fall into place. There's a lot of different people out there, you'll find someone you like. Someone who will accept you for who you are. I'll believe in you, believe that you can do it. Can overcome whatever comes your way. I'm gonna believe that there will be someone like that. He will, he really will! The main thing is to look for it, to believe in it. You'll still be the best, even with your flaws! Good luck.
hey hunny, everything will turn out to be okay. you're enough, you're valued and loved, you're gorgeous and perfect just the way you are. you don't need to fit beauty standards, you're perfect just the way you are. you're tough, you got this. 💘
not even with social media do i compare myself to every other girl that i see. even i have never met her, i see one girl and compare my entire body and looks to hers. Not in a bad way for them, a bad way for me. Im tired of caring so much about how i look all the time. I want to be free without worries. Every family member that i havent seen in a while comes visit me and notices that i act different and look it too. I'm jealous of everyone. Even my closest friends. I never think positivly about myself and when i do, i feel selfish and i critize myself over and over again. I compare how much i ate to other girls. I compare how my body looks to theirs. It's not fair. Maybe i see myself differently than others see me but I can only name one thing i like about myself. My eyes. Anybody who read this comment and can relate, comment what you like about yourself. I know it's hard but think. I cant even believe im giving adivce because honestly, i cant. I try to help people but i cant even help myself? What do i do? I'm only young. I dont deserve this.
i just hope it's fine to rest, because with all the deadlines and all the tasks i have and the sleep deprivation and the pressure our academic head weighs on us it's impossible to even just take a moment to really breathe. i am so tired. and they wouldnt even accept that. i hate school.
@angelbaby6977 yeah I hear you, life is sometimes tough, like you said deadlines, school and what I believe all that things are needed to find what is really important - YOU and do not worry to much about school everything be all right all the best for you ❤
Ur so strong and will continue to stay strong, my condolences. I wish u a happy 1 year anniversary for theylle always stay in your heart 💗 youll be just fine , wishing u the best
Jesse. I love you, i hope your doing well in heaven. Dad misses you. So do i and maya and poppy. Mom misses you too. I hope your getting treated well. I hope you feel better too. I hope your living your best paradise in heaven. We all love and miss you. If i could wish for anything, it would be to see you one last time. To tell you goodbye, and that ill miss you. I love you so much. Thank you for everything. You helped my family and others in so many ways. I will always be hurting since your gone, but im going to stay strong. I love you❤
I'm in 11th grade and hate school so damn much. But now I noticed...I'm in 11th grade, soon will become an adult...my friends and I will take different paths..they'll be busy with their lives. While I'll be stuck in my thoughts. Why did we grow up so quickly?...
I hope you guys know that it gets better it always will even if it takes a long time for a long while I’ve dealt with pain I can’t explain but I’m healing now and feel better every day just remember that even after the rain there’s sunshine
don't let anything convince u that growing up is getting weaker and or a negative thing, growing up means embracing ur soul and discovering new things each even if u don't notice it sometimes, growing up is beautiful, u can be fully responsible for urself and as long as ur alive its never too late to do anything even aging wont hold u back from enjoying ur life to the fullest, it's human nature, imagine you and ur loved ones all growing together ofc u don't want to stay young and all ur loved ones aging. anyway i don't know u but you will do good in life as long as u truly believe so, goodbye
I will be an adult in eight months. I don't know where I will be this time next year. I don't even know if there will be a next time this year. I learned something, and that is that is not the act of getting older which makes you grow up, it's the circumstances. The stuff that happens around you, that force you to do so. For me it was the pandemic, bullying and an anxiety disorder. Out of those three things, two are situations and I still had the third while being a child, it was just easier to manage. But the thing about situations, is, you can always change them. Maybe it takes time. Maybe it takes healing or help or just straight up good will. But you can change any situation. I thought I had grown up when I turned 16, but over what I have been 17 so far, I've gotten to behave even more as a child as I did when I was one. You even realise how many freedom you get when everyone around you believes you to be an adult? I got myself two stuffed animals even tho my parents didn't used to let me get any. I started playing in the woods back in the summer, even sticking my legs in the river. It's dirty as fuck, but it's cool and there is no way I would be allowed to do that as a kid. I'm no longer that, but that part of me lives within me, and I can still honour it. You will get older, that's true. People around you will stop perceiving you as a kid, and there really isn't anything to do about it. But growing up, that's something that you never do fully. Cuz all the other versions of you, kid you, still lives within you. It's still you. And if you ever feel like you grew up, just check the circumstances around you. See what situations you can change to feel yourself again. For me that was them woods, I'm sure you will find something yourself. I'll see for myself tho, I'm probably older than you so, which means I'll go first. I'm m terrified of growing up as well, but I'll get to you in eight months and see if this still holds up. Sending you hugs kiddo
Listening to music like this really helps me for some reason. I've struggled with depression and a personality disorder for years, and a common symptom for me is chronic emptiness and struggling to know who I am (a loss of identity in a sense). On days I feel restless and overwhelmed, by feeling nothing, I usually listen to these types of songs so I can feel my sadness properly in a way? Like I cry and find relief...either way, anyone who enjoys listening to this type of music, hopefully you're doing alright, haha.
Those that are broken, have the strongest most beautiful soul that will baffle the angels of god with its perfection. But they arent ready for that heaven isnt ready for ur soul so stay here for as long as you can ❤
It’s been 5 years since I died inside myself. It feels so awful walking in the city, watching all these people doing their own things. I really can’t find anything pleasant in this world anymore. I’m skipping eating because I don’t enjoy food anymore. Every morning I wake up wondering why even getting up from bed. Does it really matter to anyone? What difference does it make to the world? Is there even a point of doing what all these people out there are doing? I hate it. I hate people that tells me that I’m not trying hard enough. I hate when people are watching me strangely because I look dead and depressed all the time. And most importantly, I hate myself so much I can’t even look in the mirror anymore. This modern society making every aspect of life toxic and putting pressure on it. You either fit in or you be kicked out and called names. Too bad I got a chance to live in this sad time of this sad and rotten world. It is what it is I guess.
I am so sorry that you feel this way. This world is awful, dont get me wrong. Its alot of stuff that should be changed, but since people choose to be cruel it wont.. I want you to think about the small great things in life. Like that feeling when you wake up in the morning and it feels amazing. That you even get up out of bed just to go to the bathroom is amazing! Dont be so hard on yourself! You are doing a good job. You are reflecting on your feelings and trying to find a reason, but dont let the feeling of giving up win.. We need more people like you in this world. What you do matters, even the smallest things! More than you think. You matter. We need you. Try to find some foods that you enjoy even though its hard. Your body needs food, your body wants only the best for you and it is there with you till the day you die. You are wonderful and you ARE good enough. My snap is pernille877 is you ever wanna talk. Good luck!! Be strong
This was moving and so so so truthful at the same time as I quote "You either fit in or you be kicked out and called names" - its the reckless truth that conquers peoples minds and soul everyday knowing that they are the lone sock, the last player on the team or the small kid in the playground getting left out, the person who was not meant to be. The depressing reality is the oppressor; the overlord; the one true successor to mankind. Life isnt fair start to finish. I hope life gets better for all of you. Good night
