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Marked Jehovah's Witness first video (nervous!) Dec 2018 

Prodigal Ali
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Agh! Why is it so scary to share my story? Probably because I was told my entire life to forfeit individuality for the group. Sorry this is so long...it's nothing extraordinary, but yet I never imagined my life would be turning out like this. I am a born in JW and this is my story to Christian freedom. I struggled with severe depression for most of my life. But there is hope. Here is my story. The Truth shall set you free....but first it'll make you mad ;)
If you're a JW you might be asking "But where else would we go? The organization isn't perfect, but we have the truth." Actually, we were taught the wrong question...it's not WHERE should we go...but rather "TO WHOM shall we go?" (John 6:68)
As a man was passing the elephants, he suddenly stopped, confused by the fact that these huge creatures were being held by only a small rope tied to their front leg. No chains, no cages. It was obvious that the elephants could, at anytime, break away from their bonds but for some reason, they did not. He saw a trainer nearby and asked why these animals just stood there and made no attempt to get away. "well," the trainer said, "when they are very young and much smaller we use the same size rope to tie them and, at that age, it's enough to hold them. As they grow up, they are conditioned to believe they cannot break away. They believe the rope can still hold them, so they never try to break free." The man was amazed. These animals could at any time break free from their bonds but because they believed they couldn't, they were stuck right where they were.
Galatians 5:1 "For such freedom Christ set us free. Therefore, stand firm, and do not let yourselves be confined again in a yoke of slavery."

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@OwenMorganTelltale
@OwenMorganTelltale 5 лет назад
Well that was interesting. I am glad you found your way out. You’ll come to find that worldly people aren’t as bad as Jehovah’s witnesses say
@prodigalAli
@prodigalAli 5 лет назад
Oh I absolutely know that! There is no more "us vs them" in my mentality. Just people...drop the adjectives 😀😀
@OwenMorganTelltale
@OwenMorganTelltale 5 лет назад
Alexandra B definitely
@ivalov3681
@ivalov3681 5 лет назад
Didn't expect to see you here!
@ladymopar2024
@ladymopar2024 5 лет назад
Nice for you to show up and show support very cool.
@OwenMorganTelltale
@OwenMorganTelltale 5 лет назад
Kelly Schittenhelm I watch a lot of ex jw stories. When a new one appears on YT I usually watch it
@danagarza369
@danagarza369 5 лет назад
Thank you for speaking out and sharing 🙏 I’m an ex-JW and was a 6th gen witness. 😳 I’m still being shunned. My first celebration of my birthday was when I turned 40 🎉 If you ever want to talk with someone who understands look me up on Facebook: Dana Crouse Garza Blessings! 🙏
@PicardSisko7
@PicardSisko7 5 лет назад
Your dogs in the background are super adorable!
@prodigalAli
@prodigalAli 5 лет назад
I just want to THANK EVERYBODY for their kind (and a couple not so kind!...lol) comments. I'm a bit overwhelmed (in a nice way) by the response. Remember that song by Aerosmith..."Amazing" and the cliche phrase "Life's a journey, not a destination"...and I was thinking how my life as a JW was all about the DESTINATION (Paradise via Armageddon) and the JOURNEY was something I just wanted to short cut. It's great that we can explore, enjoy, analyze, question, and create our lives in this amazing journey and embrace people of all beliefs BECAUSE we are all at different places in the journey. Laughter (especially laughing at myself and much of the silliness that I took so seriously as a JW...and I don't mean that in a mocking way) has also been a blessing and I just wanted to share this guy's video. I just found his channel and I can't stop listening to his song "Just around the Corner" (compliments jw broadcast)...so check him out and enjoy a healthy laugh. ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-8tMmphNBpWU.html
@eddytheman1384
@eddytheman1384 5 лет назад
funny goat video I wish I would understand what his is singing to them ! thanks for sharing
@Whatever_works
@Whatever_works 5 лет назад
Can I email you? If you don’t mind?
@prodigalAli
@prodigalAli 5 лет назад
me? the goat farmer? alibogs@yahoo.com
@shanihunter9289
@shanihunter9289 5 лет назад
Alexandra B your amazing hugs to you . Out of all the ex JW videos I’ve watched yours has truly touched my heart . Lots of love to you ❤️❤️❤️
@REBELGLAMQUEEN
@REBELGLAMQUEEN 5 лет назад
You should not have to be quiet - always be honest- but you need to trust that Jehovah will fix whatever is wrong in his own time as you quoted the appointed time is not up to us. Focus on yourself and being the best you can be.
@joelm9474
@joelm9474 5 лет назад
Hi Alexandra. I too am an Ex JW, also born in, and 3rd generation. I've noticed that most ex JW's turn atheist, so I'm very happy to see that Watchtower did not turn you away from Christ. He drew you out of false religion and drew you to Him, and now He's using you to help others. Praise God!!! To Him go the glory. Theology reprogramming takes time, so be patient. I've been able to debunk all Watchtower theology with research, prayer, and Bible reading, but it took 4 years. May God bless you and your husband. Thank you for sharing your story. "So if the Son sets you free, you will be free indeed." - John 8:36
@prodigalAli
@prodigalAli 5 лет назад
Amen! All glory goes to God.
@jesss9378
@jesss9378 5 лет назад
Amen
@blooddisorder
@blooddisorder 5 лет назад
Joel M John 8:44 You are from your father the Devil, and you wish to do the desires of your father. That one was a murderer when he began, and he did not stand fast in the truth, because truth is not in him. When he speaks the lie, he speaks according to his own disposition, because he is a liar and the father of the lie. James 4:7 Therefore, subject yourselves to God; but oppose the Devil, and he will flee from you. Draw close to God, and he will draw close to you. Cleanse your hands, you sinners, and purify your hearts, you indecisive ones. REPENT!!!!
@sokyui
@sokyui 5 лет назад
@@blooddisorder Those verses are meant for you yourself.
@CrystalCummings1985
@CrystalCummings1985 5 лет назад
the reason people become atheist is because they are conditioned to believe that their cult is the only true religion so when they leave its like what's the point of god or religion if i left the only true one then there is no other for me to join. At least that's how i felt when i left, i told myself i would never go to a church ever again, then god found me and bought me back to him and im a happy christian now. but i believe in spirituality over religion and separation, any organisation that try to separate is of the devil. even Jesus went to the people the religious leaders were shunning so who are we to shunning people.
@pitbullruss5636
@pitbullruss5636 5 лет назад
I disassociated myself because of the nightmares..... not of Armageddon, but the thought of living forever on paradise earth with my mother in law..... no thanks !
@oldgit4260
@oldgit4260 5 лет назад
Lol
@pitbullruss5636
@pitbullruss5636 5 лет назад
Bad Alibi.... lol ... what can i say gots to have fun in life .... got no time for mine control
@oldgit4260
@oldgit4260 5 лет назад
@@pitbullruss5636 and mother in law's! Who needs 'em?
@rebekahwarriorspirit8110
@rebekahwarriorspirit8110 5 лет назад
😂🤣😂🤣😂🤣 I love this!! Hahaha
@pitbullruss5636
@pitbullruss5636 5 лет назад
Rebecca Crooks ..... lol thank you 🙏🏼
@RiaCottingham
@RiaCottingham 5 лет назад
Thank u for sharing your story, and welcome to your freedom
@utl94
@utl94 5 лет назад
@5dope What are you suggesting?
@rickymarkendale7668
@rickymarkendale7668 5 лет назад
I have always thought about the way the witnesses refer to the faith as 'The Truth'. It is a massively insidious psychologicaly charged term that is used to control.
@yahsarelremnant9688
@yahsarelremnant9688 5 лет назад
MY EXPERIENCE I love when more former Witnesses come together united adding to the new family. I know your outcry, pain, mental disparity, etc. I been baptized since June 3rd, 2012 and studying little before that. I progress fast through the " Bible teach book" publication when it was in yellow lol then progress quickly through the " Remain in God's Love" publication both within a month in a half cause I studied with my Bible teacher daily for hours. Soon qualified for my baptism at a " Special Day Assembly." I gave many public talks, I held the microphones in the congregation meetings, I participated in the cleaning of the Kingdom Halls, I was getting more hours than what's required for regular pioneers in field service ministry . I made many friends and even brought in some I knew from " the world." I grew an enormous love for the supposed " truth " and for Jah . I traveled to New York driving the entire way with a group that invited me and saw all 3 "Bethel facilities ." There I saw the headquarters of the Governing Body and my connections help me see rooms and more than what they actually are to give in these tours. I have many pictures of this experience. Traveling all throughout the country for this religion doing everything u can imagine. Yet.... I started getting extremely depressed cause the more I elevated myself...the more I was exposed to seeing which was so disturbing even heart breaking in many respects. I notice how so many in the religion idolize man . How? Ever notice that when " Special Guest" appear now suddenly everyone comes to the Kingdom Hall Meeting and all now dress up in expensive suits with bow ties to go out in field service? All cause maybe the " Traveling Overseer " is there which was so fake to me. They call it " hospitality...yet it was idolizing cause everyone competing to get his attention. To knock on doors with him, to go out to eat with him, to talk to him first after his talks, and everyone is acting like extra than usual. Once he leaves its back to the opposite. I also noticed that ones that come out the " world " get treated a little differently than the ones who grew up in the religion. Like in meetings...they're hands get picked first over yours. They get invited everywhere more than u. Many didnt work with me just my teacher most times daily. Times where my hand was literally ignored while sitting up front like wow! Elders always get called the most over all and their wives then kids. It's like levels to this of favoritism. Being related to special men can get u greater protection too from wrongdoing than average ones. Steady observing...I saw how much godly devotion, praise , and worship didnt go to " Jehovah God." It all went to the " Governing Body." The supposed "annointed" men who are the Elites over the entire faith of Jehovah's Witnesses worldwide. They are the men elevated to God like status. Can't question them or you'll be in big trouble. So I researched more , prayed, read Bible, and the more I began to look outside of our bias websites JW.org, or the JW broadcast, the Watchtower society's literature, etc I saw the truth about " the truth." Examples are as follows: The over 5 thousand child sex abuse cases aired live on the news where the Governing Body had to speak in front of the Australian government cause their system based off misinterpretation of scripture paved the easy way of molesting children. * The unexpected affair the Society had with the United Nations whom we call the Beast in Revelation that replaced the " death stroked " one . Once confronted and exposed they ended the partnership to save face quickly doing damage control sending many letters and magazines to the members smh they bought it of course. *How we quickly ban anything pagan as unacceptable to Jehovah God like Holidays, birthdays. Etc. Yet I research roots to weddings and saw that wedding " rings" are pagan customs with ritualistic beliefs to why u wear them..also the " wedding cake" and wind chimes are tied to pagan symbolism. Etc. Yet we're allowed to imitate them. I thought if its pagan stay away...yet the Governing Body can do anything even contradict themselves and the masses in the religion blindly follows and defends. * All the false prophecies which the Bible strongly condemns yet our Organization gave more dates of the end of the world....than just 1914. Every prophecy failed of course cause God isn't with them. So once it dont happen they tweak their words and update it to make excuses. The blind brainwashed followers excuse it and say " No they wasn't wrong, The Light was just dim not its getting Brighter. " lol Sadd The Organization back in the day actually practiced discrimination toward African Americans especially seen evident when " Rutherford " was the man in charge. Read all his letters. * The supposed founder of Jehovah's Witnesses Charles Taze Russel was actually a "Freemason ." That's why the earliest additions of the Watchtower magazines had the satanic symbol called " the Knights Templar " symbol seen in Satanic churches to praise the Devil. The " Knights Templar symbol " can also be found in honor of him after his death. Look up his burial grave site..you'll see a giant monument idol of a Masonic pyramid with the same satanic logo the Knights Templar symbol on it. Pyramids, all seeing eye of Horus, Knights Templar symbol, saturn rings worship...all used to praise not God but Satan the Devil. How disappointing yet many excuse or dont even believe it cause they are brainwashed by the cult dominated by man not Jah. *The Governing Body had stocks in companies that made cigarettes and war planes like Lockey Martin , Boeing etc. *Disfellowshiping! This is over exaggerated and misinterpreted from the Scriptures. God never supported flat out shunning cause it wasn't an effective tool to bringing sheep back. They use Paul words about removing a man or not eating with him etc. Or Prodigal Son. Both examples contradict shunning I'll soon make video of. This practice is user by cults when u question their leaders not really God. It's used as a fear tactic after you're baptized. Listen to whatever we say or lose your family, friends, mates, everything u know . Shunning is evil , ungodly, founded by cults, and even Satanist do the same thing . Their exist over 30 scriptures contradicting the practice of shunning. Read your Bible . *Beards? If u have a beard you're not doing anything in relation to Jehovah's Witnesses. No scripture forbids it yet they use " you look like a hippie" as their sole basis.lol All in Biblical times had beards even Christ yet we cant preach if beard is present etc. * Field Service report card. This is your hours, minutes , books, magazine placements, video showings, return visits, etc. when knocking on doors. Turn in every month. You're graded by men and must participate or you will lose privileges and be seen as non spiritual. They grade u observing u closely . Jesus exposes this practice in Matthew 6. Read it entirely. This religion isnt the truth . It's dominated by brainwashing methods and complete worship goes to the Governing Body yet they keep telling themselves no it's for " Jehovah. " I'm speaking out after 8years. Jehovah God isn't the issue...nor the brainwashed Witnesses...its the Governing Body more so who replaced Jah and Jesus ....and put the system in place that made all these sheeple into brainwash zombies. Ex witnesses arent evil apostates or bad people. They woke up and still love all their love ones trapped in the cult. Ex JWs not lost , they're better off. Wake up and stop judging . Love and truth always win not cults founded by Satan.
@prodigalAli
@prodigalAli 5 лет назад
You encapsulated everything in your comment. I'm so happy you are free of the Watchtower box with your faith still intact. 😊
@yahsarelremnant9688
@yahsarelremnant9688 5 лет назад
@@prodigalAli Lol Thank you ! I been questioning to myself having doubts for awhile so whenever I finished field service and got home after the Kingdom hall....I did extensive research. I knew it was an brainwashing cult long time ago just stayed going to try and rescue others . None listen though and just threaten to rat me out to the Elders lol Biggest lie that made me fade since I was never disfellowshipped, was how they stressed dont watch ex JWs ever cause you all are apostates who got it out for Jehovah and his people lol Hesitated long time til one day I watched you all... and was in love with how honest kind true they are! Pull me right out the Kingdom hall lol please keep doing exactly what u are ! :")
@anarivera1925
@anarivera1925 4 года назад
Thank you so much for your message, I appreciate your points. Thank you thank you thank you.
@Lovealwayswins1
@Lovealwayswins1 Год назад
Thank you so much for putting into words what has been silent inside of me! Thank you!!! Hope you are healing well and taking care of you God bless you!!!
@tarheelmama
@tarheelmama Год назад
Also, add in the changes of scriptures in the NWT Bible so that they work with the JW nonsense teachings.
@OwenMorganTelltale
@OwenMorganTelltale 5 лет назад
Welcome to the community. Glad to see you’re starting to ask questions. I’m going to have t give this a watch tomorrow I have to be up in 3 hours
@prodigalAli
@prodigalAli 5 лет назад
I really appreciated your recent video re the arson attacks. Thank you.
@OwenMorganTelltale
@OwenMorganTelltale 5 лет назад
Alexandra B thanks for watching and being a supporter. Anti extremism means rejecting it from all sides right?
@thebirdwhoflew312
@thebirdwhoflew312 5 лет назад
She was such a joy to listen to that I watched it twice... like hearing a friend tell you about her day except it was about her sad upbringing in the “truth”.
@celticfiddle7605
@celticfiddle7605 5 лет назад
@@thebirdwhoflew312 I agree! What a lovely young woman! She is a joy to watch. She doesnt know how beautiful she is now. Much love to you Ally. I just left this summer of 2018 at 65 years old. It is never too late to start living life!
@maureenogumah2825
@maureenogumah2825 5 лет назад
I love this video
@Royal-Jaywick
@Royal-Jaywick 5 лет назад
You will know the truth and the truth will set you free!
@mariediaz5095
@mariediaz5095 5 лет назад
amen and amen again
@aboundinggrace8763
@aboundinggrace8763 5 лет назад
A wonderful story of awakening. Praise the Lord you are saved! A beautiful baptism story as well! You have been blessed.MAY our Lord keep you and continue to bless you and also yours.
@JillyC5
@JillyC5 5 лет назад
My dad was disfellowshipped not long after I was born so I was allowed virtually no contact with him, he died in 2000 and it's my biggest life regret that the religion prevented me getting to know him, I love that you have had chance to have a relationship with your dad.
@davidaguilar3370
@davidaguilar3370 5 лет назад
Thank you, for your words, god bless
@jesuscasillas9376
@jesuscasillas9376 5 лет назад
That's not love
@peryalcala
@peryalcala 5 лет назад
I know this happens in this so called “religion” But it’s so hard to believe that you permitted it, I mean there’s a saying that says “when the blood calls” or is it that you are so brainwashed, that you don’t see reality and live in a different world, perhaps is fear or maybe insecurity. WHAT IS IT -WHATS SO STRONG THAT BLIND YOU AT THIS LEVEL?? Are you still a JW till this day?
@JillyC5
@JillyC5 5 лет назад
@@peryalcala I understand it is hard to comprehend if you have never experienced it, but if you do a little reading on mind control and cult mentality it should become clearer. Jehovah's witnesses are a cult, and when you are inside it's almost impossible to be reached, especially when you are born into the cult and programmed from birth. Now I am on the outside, people that are close to me find it just as hard to understand as you do that I ever allowed myself to be treated that way.
@KatherineRogers
@KatherineRogers 5 лет назад
Its mind blowing to think of your case and of the many families where relatives were forbidden in associating freely with one another. Your father may have not been perfect but ....NO ONE is. I hope you have been able to get to know some of your fathers relatives that are not in the cult. KDRogersMD on twitter
@sissyrayself7508
@sissyrayself7508 5 лет назад
The "memorial" isn't a solemn and beautiful ritual. It's exactly the same as a Black Mass. JESUS never told His followers to pass the bread and wine around without partaking. The best part about Jesus's death is HIM RESURRECTED! This is why I LOVE to drink in rememberance and eat in rememberance of HIM because HIS blood was shed for ME His body was broken for ME. Every time I take the bread and wine with other Believing Followers of HIM, to this very day, who have faith that they will see HIM appear in the clouds for HIS BRIDE.. I have tears streaming down my face. Even as a small child I ALWAYS knew that I should have just taken that 🍷 and 🍞 and drank and eaten and not just passed it over.
@ariloves10
@ariloves10 4 года назад
Yes! Agreed. I'm looking forward to this year NOT going to the JW satanic non memorial this year. It really is like by being born again.
@messianicagejudaism
@messianicagejudaism 4 года назад
Ali's Big TOE: People that left the cult of the JW's or Watchtower never talk about the doctrines that learned as deceptive and misleading...They leave the cult but still believe in the Watchtower's doctrines. why?? Most of them, feel embarrassed , disappointed, violated, deceived. Watch this you tube link which it will tell you the real truth of the JW's and Watchtower kept secret ( the founder's occult practices, and origins of their doctrines) from people that left and people that are still there. You will know what JW's members don't even know or realized yet. Give me your feedback. ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-S_r-ONjF0Aw.html
@messianicagejudaism
@messianicagejudaism 4 года назад
Ali's Big TOE: People that left the cult of the JW's or Watchtower never talk about the doctrines that learned as deceptive and misleading...They leave the cult but still believe in the Watchtower's doctrines. why?? Most of them, feel embarrassed , disappointed, violated, deceived. Watch this you tube link which it will tell you the real truth of the JW's and Watchtower kept secret ( the founder's occult practices, and origins of their doctrines) from people that left and people that are still there. You will know what JW's members don't even know or realized yet. Give me your feedback. ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-S_r-ONjF0Aw.html
@luckydl7650
@luckydl7650 5 лет назад
I was JW for 40 years.I love that you shared your heart felt story. I know your journey will continue and it won't always be easy, but the freedom to live a real Christian life is truly a wonderful thing.
@nickgcbond
@nickgcbond 5 лет назад
Watchtower loses another victim of their mind control. Well done on getting out and with a happy ending too. Back in the late 80's I thought we were in the last days and that those who saw the events of 1914 would not all pass away before the end comes and a new world ushers in. Wow, not much time left, maybe I stumbled on the truth just in the nick of time to save myself and others !! What happened? Nothing at all except I made a nuisance of myself trying to warn family and friends of what seemed like imminent Armageddon. Somehow they all knew instinctively Watchtower was a BS cult, but I thought they hadn't researched properly. After all I was studying Watchtower Publications!! Yes Divine Education, complete with lies, whitewashed history, lots of misquotes and much theological claptrap from uneducated men in New York. For some time I thought the Watchtower leaders might just be innocent victims of mind control themselves, but they are actively lying, hiding information and knowingly and deceptively misquoting. Every time they say we have done the research for you, you don't need to spend many hours looking for yourself etc is very disturbing. Absolute con men in my opinion.
@jwsuicides8095
@jwsuicides8095 5 лет назад
nickgcbond I got sucked in during the 80s. Like you, I thought Armageddon was imminent because of the 1914 generation. I'm so embarrassed at how I was with my family and friends as I tried to "save' them from imminent destruction. 😳
@nickgcbond
@nickgcbond 5 лет назад
I had forgotten about the whole JW thing as the years went by until I discovered Lloyd Evans and Kim and Mikey several years ago and I've been amazed at just how rotten and sinister the whole watchtower organisation really is. It's great seeing all you activists here on you tube and also the challenging at the carts and the kingdom halls including the Warwick protest. This organisation has got away with it's nonsenses for far too long. Every time a JW knocks now, I give them the whole Australian Royal Commission findings and that's just for starters. It took me quite a few years to rid my mind of the watchtower Virus. I can understand how difficult it is for current witnesses and why it takes years of occasional doubt and noticing odd things before they start waking up and even then, the fear of shunning or being marked just prolongs the captivity.
@kristysokoloski9089
@kristysokoloski9089 5 лет назад
They have been saying this about the last number of decades about the Last Days.
@nickgcbond
@nickgcbond 5 лет назад
"They have been saying this about the last number of decades about the Last Days." Yes, with hindsight now I realise that this is how they sell the religion. It's a bit like a Furniture store that advertises all Furniture half price but only for this weekend, hurry, hurry the last days of the sale or you'll miss out etc. Then they do the same weekend only sales again continuously year in and year out. I think the whole door to door preaching was introduced when the watchtower saw an opportunity that door to door cold selling was working for other products. They twisted a couple of verses to make it look like the early Apostles/Christians went house to house ( but that was more likely about the early church gathering for meetings as they couldn't go in the synagogues). JW's are trained exactly like sales people ( the numbers game), trained to turn around all objections at the door to get the sale.
@jamesfalconer2959
@jamesfalconer2959 5 лет назад
nickgcbond
@bowrudder899
@bowrudder899 5 лет назад
If you never make another video, I'll get it. But thank you for making this one. God is so good.
@fabiane5500
@fabiane5500 5 лет назад
I love your dogs ain't down with dat jws nonsense there snoring makes it All awesome
@prodigalAli
@prodigalAli 5 лет назад
😊🐾❤️
@eric5906
@eric5906 5 лет назад
True. I like the white dog stretch his legs, yawn and go back to sleep. Probably a happy home w/o the Witchtower cult. 🥂🕺💃😀
@veratonnisen3639
@veratonnisen3639 5 лет назад
Read Jason Zelda and get get the full understanding of Gods word E T.
@judyrosy
@judyrosy 5 лет назад
Honey....while I have not been in the JW....I was in a false teaching most of my life..(now 60 years old).....the word of faith prosperity gospel. Please, turn to Jesus with your whole heart, mind, soul and spirit. He is the WAY, the TRUTH and the LIFE and that is it. No man is able to lead you home. No organization can lead you home. Only HIM and HIM crucified. The time is very short now. We are facing eternity. Throw everything off of you and run to the word of God and nothing else. Read the KJV of the bible. That is the most un-corrupted version. Seek the truth through the word and by the Holy Spirit. Your spirit KNOWS what is true and what is false and that is why you woke up. Your spirit knows. May God bless you and keep you and show you HIS way. ❤
@susanracine9180
@susanracine9180 5 лет назад
GET OUT AND STAY OUT.
@TorahisLifeandLight
@TorahisLifeandLight 4 года назад
To my JW's friends out there: I can relate to your , disappointment, betrayal, afflictions and pains. You are hungry for the truth?? The harvest is at work as i speak but it's not with the watchtower preaching though. That's the counterfeit of the wheat and the tares parable of Matthew. It's all about the prophecy of the gathering of the children of Israel in the last days . It's really imminent what is about to come also called "the remnant of Israel '". Gentiles and the lost sheep of the house of Israel are not the same group. I am not talking about the teaching of the watchtower of the "great crowd" either. That teaching is a deception to all of the Jw's members. The father will gather his people that were scattered in the four corners of the earth as a ethnic group as the lost sheep of Israel just like the ancient time of Israel. Jeremiah 50:4-6 see Micah 2:12 See also Zephaniah 3: 20 Pay attention to this prophecy, because it's similar like the prophecy of the Messiah coming in the 30AD. to save his people ( and open their eyes, lift the veil) who were of the house of Judah living in Jerusalem. Matthew 10:5,6 and Matthew 15:24 Ex JW's have basic knowledge of the truth, you should dig deeper into this prophetic truth, iam sharing with you. I am a Sephardic Jew by birth and Christianity since 325AD have persecuted and oppressed us so that they wanted us to disappear off the map. Christianity as a whole had the agenda to bring this "spiritual israel doctrine" to mislead the whole world regarding this prophecy of the remnant of israel. The watchtower used the replacement theology of the "144,000" deceptive doctrine to control their members. We are back as redeemed children of the Most High God of Israel. ( Ezekiel 36: 15,19,22-27) The Watchtower recently is teaching their members that there is no "physical Israel" which is a big lie, why? because there is a lot of noise or commotion regarding this topic. They are doing the same thing like the Vatican's agenda since 325AD. I urge you JW's or Ex JW's with all my heart to question everything the watchtower taught you because the doctrine of the 'faithful discreet slave" is nothing but a replacement theology to replace the prophecy for the people of the book, ( Sephardim) we have existed since the Apostle Paul's time , we financed his missionary work as he mentioned in Roman 15: 24, 28 Whereas Paul was taking trips to Spain since it was the headquarters of a big Jewish community that was closely connected with the Saints in Jerusalem. WE helped our brothers financially in Jerusalem because they were persecuted and they needed funds to survive. That's how many survived and they fled from Jerusalem to Spain. Since then, we kept our identity hidden but not confined to the world because we stayed together as a Jewish Community to stay alive until God allowed his Grace to be on us again to receive our Messiah and preach this kingdom of God in the four corners of the earth as a testimony. Woe to those who won't believe this testimony. I hope you heed into my words since the day of the Lord is closer than ever. WE are entering the pre- tribulation period when it's time of the "harvest" to be collected for the kingdom of Elohim. Those who became refined like gold will listen to this message. Please listen to the gospel of the kingdom of God I am preaching in my channel and be diligent.
@bowrudder899
@bowrudder899 5 лет назад
I love that it's so serious, and your dogs don't even care. ;-)
@prodigalAli
@prodigalAli 5 лет назад
Lol
@JWAbuseHotline
@JWAbuseHotline 5 лет назад
Super cute and lovely 🐕
@juliabann2238
@juliabann2238 5 лет назад
bowrudder I’m sure the dogs are happy for her new found freedom.
@bowrudder899
@bowrudder899 5 лет назад
More time with them! ;-)
@prodigalAli
@prodigalAli 5 лет назад
Yep....they get walks on Saturday mornings now ;)
@outsidersperspective13
@outsidersperspective13 5 лет назад
Thanks for sharing your story. My heart goes out to you, your husband, and anyone else who has gone through similar events. I used to consider the JWs harmless and well-meaning, but in recent years my opinion has changed drastically. Childhood indoctrination is immoral, and shunning is destructive. Their views on sexuality, marriage, and gender roles are also quite harmful. Glad you're waking up :)
@Onazzz808
@Onazzz808 5 лет назад
What an inspiration you are! Brought me to tears to hear of your baptism in Lake Michigan, and found your way to Jesus Christ where you are truly free. God Bless You!
@sadbuttrue343
@sadbuttrue343 5 лет назад
Alexandra, 1. Great video! 2. Don't be afraid of being called an apostate. It just means that you no longer believe the Watchtower propaganda. It is not rejecting religion or Christianity! I am now proud to be an apostate of Watchtower, all EX-JWs are apostates by definition. You did an awesome job of explaining what you went through and I never would have known that you were nervous. Good for you thinking for yourself and thank you for sharing your story!
@secretgarden8821
@secretgarden8821 5 лет назад
God does not have an organization, he has a family. Jesus said; we are all brothers, my mother and brothers are those who do the will of God. Sheepfolds that should belong to The Way.
@paulbacon5056
@paulbacon5056 5 лет назад
It's not often I listen to hour long RU-vid videos, but so glad I did with this one. So glad to hear of your escape from the Watchtower and even more thrilled you found the true Christ. God bless you and your family as you continue to serve Him.
@JWAbuseHotline
@JWAbuseHotline 5 лет назад
Paul Bacon very genuine and intellectual this young woman is.
@jackgtx440
@jackgtx440 5 лет назад
Are we sure she actually found the true Christ? I never heard her denounce any of the Watchtower’s heresies about Christ. Does she believe Jesus is eternal and denies the Arian heresy? Does she now believe the triune nature of God? She never mentions any of this that I heard. I hope she does believe true doctrine about Christ.
@vinniegg
@vinniegg 5 лет назад
Awesome sincere video! I especially loved the way you ended it. Being in the organization and experiencing the things you and I have, did not feel good at the time. In my case, all of the verbal abuse and politics that occurred when I served as an elder, may have caused me tremendous anxiety. But in the end all of the so-called bad things that we experienced, we can be very grateful for. I always say that these things served as nudges in our Awakening process. And I know for a fact, now with hindsight, that the passive aggressive or passive Rebellion that you feel in the organization which is what you described here, really is a big sign that things are changing for you and you will be heading out of the organization at some point in time. Thanks again! Excellent video!
@IAM-kg5pq
@IAM-kg5pq 5 лет назад
The suicides were shocking, those poor people, may they rest in peace (or joy in heaven if that was their calling). Their spilled blood is not forgotten before father and WT should be afraid, they will be called to account for the error of their harsh disfellowship and shunning policy. There are so many positive aspects to your story, thanks for sharing and glad that you are now free of your depression and free from WT.
@jwsuicides8095
@jwsuicides8095 5 лет назад
War On Watchtower 🙏 🙏 🕯 🕯 🕯 🙏
@kennethyeoman776
@kennethyeoman776 5 лет назад
Welcome to the xJW community there are 1000s of us out here to support you, as we have also left this corrupt religion behind. Welcome to your freedom!
@sunflowergarden8423
@sunflowergarden8423 5 лет назад
You did a good job telling your story and I'm sure it has helped many people so keep it up!
@perryanderson5327
@perryanderson5327 5 лет назад
I want to thank you for this video. I have an adult son who is a JW as he married a JW girl. Your video gives me hope that someday he and his wife will wake up some day and see Jesus for who he really is. Blessings to you as you have blessed me. Thank you!!
@dantoinettetaylor1663
@dantoinettetaylor1663 5 лет назад
Keep working at it. Don't do it frontally (flamethrower), you have to do the drip by drip method
@lindamca10
@lindamca10 5 лет назад
You are an amazingly strong woman. You've been through so much and I think we can all see the depression was brought on by cognitive dissonance for many years...so glad you got out at 39. My daughter is a fully indoctrinated jw she's 30...apparently I was told by my son she's been in counselling......she doesn't contact me as 5 years ago I asked her to make sure of the organisation and test everything. Her father is called jw and I'm sure together with her jw friends they have destroyed our relationship. I wish she would wake up like you did ...we were so close at one time but now I am lucky to see her twice a year....she looks so frightened of me..she will not accept presents from me. I have actually given up on her now I am so broken hearted...it's like she's dead but still alive and it's such a difficult grief to live with. I believe she's condemned to a miserable life by that bunch of controlling idiots the GB ..what you said about the governing body showing their faces on the broadcasts is spot on....they've revealed the faces behind the hoax and that will be something else to bring them down eventually...it system like the wizard of Oz film...when the curtain was taken down the voice that everyone feared so much showed a scared little old man and it was all a massive hoax. I truly hope my daughter sees the light one day but as I am getting older in my sixties it's having such an impact on my physical and mental health I feel I won't be around to get my daughter back...... So glad you are doing well and your happy now all the best.xx
@prodigalAli
@prodigalAli 5 лет назад
My heart goes out to you. Keep showing your daughter love.... however you have energy to do so. Perhaps journal and she can read your letters either while you're still alive....or after you transition... either way you'll have peace knowing you showed her love. I'm just so thankful I could get to know my Dad. He's 81 and he has cancer....so it's been a real gift to be able to bridge almost 4 decades of me trying to make him a JW! Imagine his humility and patience!! Hugs to you
@franmorrison1080
@franmorrison1080 5 лет назад
@@prodigalAli that's a great idea to write a journal for his daughter
@wakieup2332
@wakieup2332 5 лет назад
586bce...Maybe we should start an XJW senior group… LOL! We can all meet at McDonald’s and get free coffees.
@lindamca10
@lindamca10 5 лет назад
@@wakieup2332 great idea!
@eddytheman1384
@eddytheman1384 5 лет назад
Big hugs and love to you for your struggle ,keep up your hope !
@sgvdg4623
@sgvdg4623 5 лет назад
Wow!! ♥️ Thank you so much for sharing your story!!!👍🤗 I am spirituel and I know what you talking about.. deeply. Especially your healing! 👍 I was healed, too.. suddenly from one day to the next without any help from people .. The god of JW is nothing more than a construct and an illusion! May God bless you!! Best wishes from Germany!! Susan (third generation jw/ born in /ex-jw /ex-pioneer / father and husband elders / was never disfellowshipped/ I stopped going there, moved away and started a complete new life)
@rebeccagutierrez1401
@rebeccagutierrez1401 5 лет назад
You can continue loving the JW's and forgive them but don't get near them right now. Do not go to any meeting where you are called. Do not give any explanations. The Lord God is in control of your life now. It's impossible for you to be an apostate because you believe in Jehovah God you haven't stopped believing in him and I'm sure you believe in his son Jesus right? They are the ones that are in error and are blinded to the truth. So pick up your wings and fly girl. With God's help you can help many people get out.
@claudiazacarias3063
@claudiazacarias3063 5 лет назад
I loved your video!!!! You are so sweet! I'm an ex JW for a yr now and am born again. Jesus is so amazing! Welcome to the real truth and the real life!! Sending hugs and love!!! 💖
@CanYouSee1510
@CanYouSee1510 5 лет назад
What's up! Bring it Sis... speaking up for injustice....Bravo! Aka #nomoremiddlemen aka Ron...
@prodigalAli
@prodigalAli 5 лет назад
Hello my brother!
@dytch7243
@dytch7243 5 лет назад
Ally, you are a such beautiful and wonderful person! ❤️❤️❤️. I listened to the whole video and hope you will continue making more videos sharing your experiences as a JW! 🥰😘😍
@whyistheskyblue5515
@whyistheskyblue5515 5 лет назад
DYTCH72 I know her well, and you called her right! 💕
@cyn7703
@cyn7703 5 лет назад
I have never commented on a video that I've watched. I've always been the mouse in the corner. But I wanted to say I feel happy for you and I feel blessed myself. Blessed that I was raised to believe the God that loved me had no conditions. It was a man that gave you those conditions. I hope you never forget all that has opened your eyes. Take care of yourself.
@whyistheskyblue5515
@whyistheskyblue5515 5 лет назад
cyn7703 Glad you felt so moved to comment. But I do believe God has conditions (not all the crazy man-made ones like underlining your WT) but simple and doable ones - to accept his Son as your Lord and Savior, and to love him & your neighbor.
@thebirdwhoflew312
@thebirdwhoflew312 5 лет назад
You were such a delight to listen to and watch. You made me laugh, you made me sad but I’m so happy you finally woke up. My brother and I are hopeful that one day our parents will do the same. Thank you so much for your story. Keep moving strong towards your own truth.
@losborne5
@losborne5 5 лет назад
1969 I remember, "....if you are young you would not grow old in the system of things." They lied to us all.
@eric5906
@eric5906 5 лет назад
1991: the new order is upon us.
@terridd6265
@terridd6265 5 лет назад
Yes I asked my mother why she got so old, when they told her that she would not, and she responded with something like well the governing body has come out with reasons why what they initially prophesied didn't happen, and the holy spirit revealed more to them, so now we know....yadda yadda yadda. Always excuses!
@terridd6265
@terridd6265 5 лет назад
@Major Key I'm 47, same was said to me all of my life, and still waiting! My parents truly believe that they won't die before the new system, but at 70 their time is running out....Although I was raised in it, I always had questions and so many doubts, especially as a teenager and young adult. They use scriptures to answer questions, but it doesn't prove anything!
@peryalcala
@peryalcala 5 лет назад
Major Key definitely brainwashers lies and lies , I bet teenagers are a challenge for the congregation. Specially because their kids go to public schools where students are in majority “ normal average kids”( sorry I forgot how the J W s call non JWs). Are still in the Jehovah witness “brotherhood “?
@socorrorotger7559
@socorrorotger7559 5 лет назад
Nobody told you to hold any predictions of the end as legit. No one knows the day or the hour so it’s your own stupid fault.
@jeanallison4362
@jeanallison4362 5 лет назад
IA close friend became a witness 50 years ago so I had some studies but didn't go further.We are still friends though at one time she wouldn't speak to me until she was disfellowshiped.She is now back in and we speak everyday but she gets very angry if I try to share anything as I am a born again Christian.She threatens to stop speaking to me.So now I say nothing..But have shared a lot.I tried to tell her about the UN but she didn't want to know.l also tried to tell her about all the shares the witnesses have in companies like Lockheed Martine the paedophilea.It has all fallen on deaf ears.We can't even have a gentle discussion.Its so tragic that these people have such a heart for God but perish for lack of knowledge. The Bereans searched the scriptures daily.It is all His grace .
@amberkatrina6044
@amberkatrina6044 5 лет назад
Love that analogy you made of the blind man thrown out of the synagogue!!! Beautiful!!!
@bridgetazaz
@bridgetazaz 5 лет назад
Very moving, so well spoken. You provide not only such a moving testimony of God's grace, but also a lot of insight into the dark, gospel-less Watchtower corporation teachings/practices, for those who have never been JWs. Sharing around for sure! God bless your ongoing spiritual journey, Eph. 1:7. Soli Deo GLoria!
@franmorrison1080
@franmorrison1080 5 лет назад
you're right! I can hardly believe any of this way of life!!
@bridgetazaz
@bridgetazaz 5 лет назад
@Kevin Johnson Thanks for the encouragement Kevin! Of course i recognize you from the comments. YES! Robert's videos are so interesting to watch, i get a lot of ideas from him. God bless you too!
@Green4peace
@Green4peace 5 лет назад
Hi Alexandra (Allie), wow. I think many-MANY-of us question similar things before the load is too much to bear. I haven’t yet finished your video because I just had to comment beforehand as I found myself nodding “yes, yes, yes” to what you had to say. First, I’d like to give you a huge virtual hug! 🤗 So many JWs have mental health issues. We were so beaten down that we just assumed it was from Satan attacking Jehovah’s people. My depression, anxiety, and panic attacks were so severe during the time I was really questioning things. Heavy laden with guilt, not knowing where I’d go if I left, what was I to do? What about my children’s everlasting life? I felt feel like I was in a chokehold with nowhere to go. I prayed. I cried to Jehovah many times, asking if what we were being taught was the truth and if he wanted us knocking on doors. Then one day last August (2017), I had the sudden urge to research, research, research! I headed to the library (a favorite spot of mine) and gathered up a couple different Bible versions and anything else I felt deemed necessary. I, as well, looked around to make sure that a fellow JW wasn’t watching me! Ridiculous that we have to do that. I think the first thing that made my eyes pop was when Thomas wanted to see where the nails (plural) had been in Jesus’ hands. It was then that I realized that if the WT did not have that right, what else were we being taught incorrectly? I was led from one scripture to the next. I gasped several times, seeing scriptures for the first time that I somehow missed before. An extremely important scripture that I came across was at Acts 4:12 (ESV) “And there is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven given among men by which we must be saved." Jesus! We never really heard his precious name. He was pushed off to the side like a third class citizen, really. (Jehovah being first, Governing Body being second.) It was not until I pursued my research that I learned that the WT’s official teaching is that the “other sheep” do not have Jesus as their mediator. The only ones who have this relationship are the anointed! I never knew this. It appears as though MANY JWs do not know it either. How deceitful! Without Christ, we cannot even attempt to reach the Father. I could go on. I really could. For myself, I no longer feel worthless. I feel at peace and fell head over heels for Jesus. He was there when I knocked and he answered. ❤️
@prodigalAli
@prodigalAli 5 лет назад
Amen!!!! Exactly! The mediator thing was huge for me too. I'm so glad you're feeling better... Jesus carries our load. What a gift!!
@cindyarnold7322
@cindyarnold7322 5 лет назад
Hi Sara, there are so many things rank and file JWs don't know about the WT organization. And we wide awake people pray for them to hear the truth about "the truth".
@Green4peace
@Green4peace 5 лет назад
Alexandra B, I’m so glad you’re feeling better, as well! Jesus is the way, the Truth, and the life! Thank you so much for sharing your story. I’m positive there are many more like us out there. Matthew 11:28 (ESV) “Come to me, all who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.” ❤️
@Green4peace
@Green4peace 5 лет назад
Cindy Arnold, I know! And they won’t see it unless they’re awake. I pray for them all.
@tedlumley4470
@tedlumley4470 5 лет назад
True statement about Jesus being a third class citizen. Jws could function just fine without Jesus because aside from a token acknowledgement at memorial - all they talk about is Jehovah and the organization.
@Dante3214
@Dante3214 5 лет назад
I am so sorry you're also going through Depression. I'm glad you have some clarity now that you're out from under the watchtower's gaze. May you be happy, may you be well, may you be free from suffering.
@prodigalAli
@prodigalAli 5 лет назад
You too!😊
@katherinepoindexter4380
@katherinepoindexter4380 5 лет назад
the moment you said "i'm here with my dogs" the bulldog with the tongue, looked up at you..Many will be blessed for your courage. To God be the glory for all who take refuge in Him will be blessed.
@prodigalAli
@prodigalAli 5 лет назад
😊. Yeah.. that's Ruby. She has advanced cancer. We don't know how much time we have left with her. One day at a time.
@katherinepoindexter4380
@katherinepoindexter4380 5 лет назад
@@prodigalAli oh sweetie. i am so sorry to hear that. I lost my last dog two years ago this up coming March. she was a buck shy of 17years..i just basically say she was 17. I miss her very much. I also had a dog that lived 3 years with kidney disease so you never know she may live two more years or even 3. best wishes for you , you hubby and little Ruby..
@helenrichardson6046
@helenrichardson6046 4 года назад
So so sorry about Ruby.
@genevievea2496
@genevievea2496 5 лет назад
I have way to much to say! But the biggest one is THANK YOU! 🌺
@theworldlyspouse7853
@theworldlyspouse7853 5 лет назад
Truly an inspirational story that gives me hope. May I screen record some of video to use in my video? the part concerning your dad and his involvement which is a lesson for me to be fully involved in my kids life. Thank you.
@prodigalAli
@prodigalAli 5 лет назад
Absolutely. Share away!
@whyistheskyblue5515
@whyistheskyblue5515 5 лет назад
That, was awesome. Reminds me why I love ya so much.
@joha790
@joha790 5 лет назад
Thank you for sharing your story. A great current, real - life, insight of life inside the WTBTS. I appreciate your warm, interesting, frank and personal liberation from cultic captivity.
@timothyalvarado5315
@timothyalvarado5315 5 лет назад
It’s crazy how Jehova witnesess are Evil they won’t talk to you again wow where is the Love?? Seek JESUS in prayer! Cry out to Him your not Alone!
@tedlumley4470
@tedlumley4470 5 лет назад
Only 10 minutes in and you're doing a great job! The first video is a big hurdle to get over - I know. Thanks!
@stanjones4292
@stanjones4292 5 лет назад
WTG Grrrl. (Guessing you'll be getting elder visits again... may I suggest a recording device) The 'marking' procedure is covered in the 'organization' book, elders are indeed supposed to meet with with / help / inform the victim. I too was improperly marked (and believe it or not I did absolutely nothing wrong ... really). I only realised when many started shunning me. I collered the CO and an elder to question it....they panicked and totally refused to even discuss it, let alone offer help or support. It was a surreal and bizarre experience. Thank you.
@prodigalAli
@prodigalAli 5 лет назад
Crazy. I found out a couple weeks after the marking talk that the 3 reasons I was marked was because 1) I didn't go door to door 2) I refused to practice shunning (I was rather vocal discussing my disagreement with outright shunning with everybody in the congregation) and 3) I expressed doubts regarding the 1914 teaching. That's why I was marked.
@stanjones4292
@stanjones4292 5 лет назад
@@prodigalAli I will never practice shunning either...God bless you and your husband.
@mrjskeptic8281
@mrjskeptic8281 5 лет назад
Alexandra B haha 1914 teachings which originated from pyramid measurements lololol
@joec595
@joec595 5 лет назад
Don’t speak to anyone who reaches out to you from the congregation. Participating in their judicial process only legitimizes a self-appointed position they do not deserve to hold over anyone. Do. Not. Respond. Ever!
@beverlyharward9631
@beverlyharward9631 5 лет назад
@@joec595 I totally agree with you. If they send you a letter, hire an attorney. Let attorney write the jc a letter. Hey, if you're accused of something, you're entitled to legal representation!!!!
@alexanderj2573
@alexanderj2573 5 лет назад
Good job Sister. Good people are out here for you. Stay strong and enjoy life.
@thecatfelix2988
@thecatfelix2988 5 лет назад
Thanks for sharing. praise Christ Jesus!!
@nicosyiallouris1103
@nicosyiallouris1103 4 года назад
Yes Praise Jesus Christ AMEN
@_zoinks2554
@_zoinks2554 5 лет назад
Being a born in myself I can relate. It's hard when everyone you know, all you know or have ever known has been corrupted by the WBTS. My sister who felt pressured, was unfortunately baptized at 17. I was 4 years her junior. I started to rebel around my early teens around age 13 or 14. This was before internet age in the late 80's. I would constantly feel the shame and embarrassment of being a jw at school and with my neighborhood friends. No X-mas, no birthdays, no saluting the flag, no sports... I saw my friend's families and the great traditions they all had and I wanted that! I knew the WTBS was a scam and I found what little ex-jw and anti cult literature there was at that time. Shortly thereafter I would literally run out of the house to escape going to meetings. It was 3 times a week back then plus one bible study at someone's home. By age 16 my mother had given up (deciding that Satan was testing her through me). I left her home to live with my non jw father in a different town, some 400 miles away. My sister ended up leaving the jw's few years later. Since she was baptized, she was shunned by our mother and other jw relatives and of course the rest of the congregation. The irony is that I was the one who openly rebelled, firmly denounced and defamed the cult at every possible chance, but since I never baptized "they" could still talk to me, socialize, etc. I chose to shun them to show solidarity with my sister who was deeply hurt by the shunning. They are lost to me but MY family and MY children are lost to them! Thank God my kids never had to go through that bs. My sister and I are still very close and although she has moved on totally, I still denounce the jw cult at every opportunity! As for you. Don't look back. Consider your hardcore jw family members to be dead (they are literally brain dead). If there are any on the fence encourage them to get out! Congratulations on leaving and have a great life. I know you will! Thank you very much for sharing your story.
@LorraineParis1
@LorraineParis1 5 лет назад
I thank Jesus that he healed you and that he loves you more than you can imagine!💖😇💖You are free indeed!
@clarkgrayhame1250
@clarkgrayhame1250 5 лет назад
Thanks for sharing your story I really enjoyed hearing your experiences. I did the fade starting 5 years ago. I came back because my wife and kids are still very much involved. I certainly appreciate the feeling if freedom. I have been partaking for several years. Earlier this spring I did so at the hall. I am glad to be awake so I will do all I can to be of help to others and see how far I go before getting DFd. I certainly am glad to hear you are healing. God bless you.
@JWAbuseHotline
@JWAbuseHotline 5 лет назад
I love this...so true. ‘I didn’t climb the ladder..not that I could I’m a woman..’
@Onazzz808
@Onazzz808 5 лет назад
JW Abuse Hotline 559-791-8059 wow love your You Tube handle name👍🏼👍🏼
@jessicacorrea7221
@jessicacorrea7221 5 лет назад
They love to make woman feel less. Our creator loves us all the same amen.
@lulukinyozibeauty5628
@lulukinyozibeauty5628 5 лет назад
😩Privately reproved!Yeah right those elders tell their wives and it’s no longer private.
@aidarivers7975
@aidarivers7975 5 лет назад
There is hope. Believe Jesus loves you. There is a place in God’s heart for just as you are.
@carameltee5650
@carameltee5650 5 лет назад
LuluKinyozi Beauty EXACTLY!!! I've ALWAYS thought the same thing!!!!
@jimmyrodasmolestina979
@jimmyrodasmolestina979 5 лет назад
If they don't tell their wives the wives easdrop and then tells her best sister friend and she tells 6 other sisters
@lulukinyozibeauty5628
@lulukinyozibeauty5628 5 лет назад
Jimmy Rodas Molestina lmbo I went through that too!As a matter of fact the sisters held a hen party and invited my sister in law and she had no idea about my personal business and after the hen she went home and told my brother I was a slut. I did not even have sex with the brother but you know JW assasinate your character if you kiss someone!
@aidarivers7975
@aidarivers7975 5 лет назад
LuluKinyozi Beauty I found it amusing how a JW reported to elder that another JW got a boob job. Apparently, you can’t do that(like enhance your looks). However, you have to do what your husband the headship tells you to do, right. Well, this person with new boob job got called in to elders. Got in trouble.. Did anyone stop to think she did what her husband asked her to do.. obviously husband didn’t get in trouble. Now is there something wrong with this picture. Yet, that same JW sister that told on other sister witness another Sister (family) doing and saying some very Unappropriate things which would not be pleasing to God. However, because it was family she didn’t report it. I questioned her as to why she reported one thing and looked the other way for something I felt was worst. She simply said, oh well, let Jehovah deal with her. Ok so when it benefits you, you speak up. When it doesn’t you let Jehovah deal with it. Is there something wrong with this whole thing. Looks like tattle telling is promoted. They speak of no secret policy yet they have more secrets then any other organization. Notice I said organization not religion or church.
@marieriddick8388
@marieriddick8388 5 лет назад
Thank you for sharing your story, may God bless you always.
@TorahisLifeandLight
@TorahisLifeandLight 4 года назад
To my JW's friends out there: I can relate to your , disappointment, betrayal, afflictions and pains. You are hungry for the truth?? The harvest is at work as i speak but it's not with the watchtower preaching though. That's the counterfeit of the wheat and the tares parable of Matthew. It's all about the prophecy of the gathering of the children of Israel in the last days . It's really imminent what is about to come also called "the remnant of Israel '". Gentiles and the lost sheep of the house of Israel are not the same group. I am not talking about the teaching of the watchtower of the "great crowd" either. That teaching is a deception to all of the Jw's members. The father will gather his people that were scattered in the four corners of the earth as a ethnic group as the lost sheep of Israel just like the ancient time of Israel. Jeremiah 50:4-6 see Micah 2:12 See also Zephaniah 3: 20 Pay attention to this prophecy, because it's similar like the prophecy of the Messiah coming in the 30AD. to save his people ( and open their eyes, lift the veil) who were of the house of Judah living in Jerusalem. Matthew 10:5,6 and Matthew 15:24 Ex JW's have basic knowledge of the truth, you should dig deeper into this prophetic truth, iam sharing with you. I am a Sephardic Jew by birth and Christianity since 325AD have persecuted and oppressed us so that they wanted us to disappear off the map. Christianity as a whole had the agenda to bring this "spiritual israel doctrine" to mislead the whole world regarding this prophecy of the remnant of israel. The watchtower used the replacement theology of the "144,000" deceptive doctrine to control their members. We are back as redeemed children of the Most High God of Israel. ( Ezekiel 36: 15,19,22-27) The Watchtower recently is teaching their members that there is no "physical Israel" which is a big lie, why? because there is a lot of noise or commotion regarding this topic. They are doing the same thing like the Vatican's agenda since 325AD. I urge you JW's or Ex JW's with all my heart to question everything the watchtower taught you because the doctrine of the 'faithful discreet slave" is nothing but a replacement theology to replace the prophecy for the people of the book, ( Sephardim) we have existed since the Apostle Paul's time , we financed his missionary work as he mentioned in Roman 15: 24, 28 Whereas Paul was taking trips to Spain since it was the headquarters of a big Jewish community that was closely connected with the Saints in Jerusalem. WE helped our brothers financially in Jerusalem because they were persecuted and they needed funds to survive. That's how many survived and they fled from Jerusalem to Spain. Since then, we kept our identity hidden but not confined to the world because we stayed together as a Jewish Community to stay alive until God allowed his Grace to be on us again to receive our Messiah and preach this kingdom of God in the four corners of the earth as a testimony. Woe to those who won't believe this testimony. I hope you heed into my words since the day of the Lord is closer than ever. WE are entering the pre- tribulation period when it's time of the "harvest" to be collected for the kingdom of Elohim. Those who became refined like gold will listen to this message. Please listen to the gospel of the kingdom of God I am preaching in my channel and be diligent.
@marvelprince9893
@marvelprince9893 5 лет назад
Thank you for sharing your experiences!
@LINEOFTRUTHMINISTRIES
@LINEOFTRUTHMINISTRIES 5 лет назад
Thank you for your testimony. It was a great insight into the JW's. I pray that you continue to heal in your walk with Christ and to also be a support for others who were in your position.
@messianicagejudaism
@messianicagejudaism 5 лет назад
I am so glad you and your husband made the right decision to leave that religion. Praises to the Most High. Where are you guys fellowshiping now?? As a Sephardic Jew and Messiah believer, I was told that my ancestors have kept secret the true teachings of the Messiah because Christianity was constantly killing those didn't convert into Christianity. Up until the 1900's when freedom of religion was allowed by the Vatican right after the reformation of the Catholic Church. Now I know and i can see a lot of Bible prophecies coming to fruition specially the ones where false prophets and false Messiah converging into the worship of the antichrist.
@nildagomez1216
@nildagomez1216 5 лет назад
Yep, been there, done that. I've been free for about 20 years now. My story is so sad, maybe I'll do one of these one day. So glad I found the truth outside of the "Truth", lol
@ryanpratt6472
@ryanpratt6472 5 лет назад
I thank you so much for your video, I left the witnesses around 10 years ago I was dissfellowshipped felt like crap for many years Since being away I’ve married and started a family But my parents who are still jw sometimes contact my wife and I, and sometimes don’t, I feel they are so confused on how to deal with me even 10 years on I feel very sorry for them and wish they would leave the organisation
@cindysmith2295
@cindysmith2295 5 лет назад
Thank you for sharing your story. I have been praying for a long time for a childhood friend to come to the realization that you have. I never understood why she broke off all communication with me. It's been 21years and I miss her terribly. Hearing your story and so many others at least answered my question as to why she will not associate with me. I will never stop praying for her to wake up. May God carry your story to the ears and hearts of those still in bondage.
@brotherhype-maninchristjes2766
+Alexandra B Praise the LORD thank you sister Alexandra for your video. i was never a Jehovah's Witness but i truly appreciate your story. outstanding. absolutely touching and outstanding. God bless. Agape love
@russdumontier8431
@russdumontier8431 5 лет назад
I really enjoyed watching you tell your story that took a lot of courage. I myself am an ex JW. I've been out of the game for 20 years myself. My story is long so I won't go into it much. Needless to say I feel I'm in a much better place than I was. I also had interest in medicine and I'm actually in the process of pursuing that. I guess one key difference for me is that I'm essentially turned off from all forms of religion because they all seem the same to me. Also, the concept of the existence of a god I find very difficult to accept personally. Anyways, I very much enjoyed your video thank you so much!
@EElaArugu
@EElaArugu 5 лет назад
I am glad you feel better! When I left 10 years ago I had the same feeling a huge weight was lifted. Continue in your journey it takes time.😊
@exjwborn-in2134
@exjwborn-in2134 5 лет назад
This is a fantastic testimony! Thank you so much! 👍🏽❤️
@suejoyful5576
@suejoyful5576 5 лет назад
Happy your out. I subscribed🤗😁
@mindyburns401
@mindyburns401 5 лет назад
From one Daughter of the King to another, welcome to your new life of grace, unmerited favor...such freedom! Thank you for sharing your story. Blessings!!
@annetteslife
@annetteslife 5 лет назад
I hope you have the courage to get up and leave. I was baptized into the LDS religion and got the heck out after two months
@EfrainRiveraJunior
@EfrainRiveraJunior 5 лет назад
32:12 - Same here. For the most time I was a JW Apologist. My wife and I would even pray to Jehovah to get rid of the current Governing Body members and clean his organization. But the further back you go and the more you investigate about what this organization did and does, the more you open your eyes on the truth about the truth.
@breannaalbiero1421
@breannaalbiero1421 5 лет назад
Thank you for sharing! I left too, as well as being a “third generation witness” with several family members still attending as well as being elders. Luckily I never was baptized but could totally relate to a lot of things you said because I was looked at as baptized to some people due to my families status. It gives me hope since now I am building my life back up, coming out of depression. Wish you the best on your journey 🙏🏼💖
@RS-kk3ow
@RS-kk3ow 5 лет назад
Where in the bible does it say a person confessing sins should be put away. I went through the same thing when I was younger! I heard a lot of talks about confessing our sins. One of the talks was R Franz stepping down talk at an assemble. The next talk was confessing of sins and keeping the congregation clean. Naturally the guilt makes young ones confess, unfortunately most get disfellowship! I did the same thing with getting baptized! Great job and why waste your life doing activist. Your free so why be bonded to Watchtower through activist. I would like to see your mentioned video
@PicardSisko7
@PicardSisko7 5 лет назад
Thank you for sharing your story! You did great! Have you checked out the John Cedars channel? He has some helpful videos. I was never baptized as a Jehovah's Witness, thankfully. But I studied with them for 5 years as a child and it did so much damage. I chose college instead of getting baptized.
@prodigalAli
@prodigalAli 5 лет назад
Yep! I like the John Cedar's channel...has helped me a lot.
@whyistheskyblue5515
@whyistheskyblue5515 5 лет назад
Peter Banner - I like his channel for the news it provides, but of late his constant preaching of atheism is a bit annoying, imo.
@massagetherapyforinjuriesf8197
@@prodigalAli still i am inside .. what man.. what a bunch of elders so hypocrites .. lairs.. they lay to me 3 times in my own face... cold blood treatment to some specially to those who do not have to much education.. secularly .. prohibiting going to college... i have seen with own eyes that the elders protect themselves if some of them commit sins against of the sisters or brothers... Jehovah is still with them?
@matilda4406
@matilda4406 5 лет назад
@@whyistheskyblue5515 Yes, everyone has something good to share, but imo I too find atheists who leave seem to have more personal problems and seem to sneer at Christians. I totally understand mental health and healing with Christianity. God cannot lie. That makes us stronger than the universe, and more loving than we can even ever understand. Love Ali's addition to EXJW YOU TUBE - I'm addicted to watching and listening to everyone's stories.
@hikingviking859
@hikingviking859 5 лет назад
You express yourself well. Thank you for sharing 👍🎄
@beverleylucas8182
@beverleylucas8182 5 лет назад
I am so happy that I watched your video and grateful that you have wakened. Wishing you all the best in life. Love, Beverley 💖😘😘😘
@prodigalAli
@prodigalAli 5 лет назад
Is this THE Beverley? 😉
@chromatic6123
@chromatic6123 Год назад
Thankfully I was never baptized, so they couldn't disfellowship me, but I was born into JW, and left when I was 18 years old (10 years ago) so I'm 28 now and I'm still not religious. Every single member of my family (on both sides) are JW so I really don't talk to any of them anymore. I've learned that religion is not needed, and honestly the world would be a better place without religion.
@debmatt4378
@debmatt4378 5 лет назад
Thank You..and in NO WAY is your video ''INSIGNIFICANT''
@prodigalAli
@prodigalAli 5 лет назад
Thanks! I just think of the exJWs who are shunned by family or who survived abuse....I'm relatively lucky. My heart is with them.
@cindyarnold7322
@cindyarnold7322 5 лет назад
Hi Ally! Nobody expects the Spanish Inquisition! Lol! No joke, thank you for sharing your story. I am sending you a big hug. You are so brave. You are a survivor honey. So many hurt, wounded and betrayed people out there who need to hear this message. Welcome to the wide awake world and get your butt back in school! Use your gifts wisely! Hugs!
@prodigalAli
@prodigalAli 5 лет назад
I know...the school thing! Yes...another thing I've been contemplating. I think I will start small..with a couple of classes. I have a lot of anxiety just thinking about school....the "perfectionist imperfection"...wanting the perfect mark more than appreciating the journey of learning.
@cindyarnold7322
@cindyarnold7322 5 лет назад
I say this because my niece went back to school and is close to getting her degree and she is 46 years young. It's a challenge, but I cheer on all the people who go back to school so they can teach the children. You have a beautiful spirit. You'll figure it out. Whatever you decide just know you are special!
@matilda4406
@matilda4406 5 лет назад
Well... I woke up at 47 and enrolled at Uni straight away (Medical microbiology and human physiology, etc) I got in and so far have completed two years and now two more years to go... I don't know if that helps? At 39, even if it took 6 years, that's only to 45 years of age - mature and qualified. But I TOTALLY understand if you don't do it either, it's very hard... and stressful. (I wanted to study out of school..)
@mach9002
@mach9002 5 лет назад
didn't know if i would watch the whole thing but it was quite interesting. thank you
@mockingjayg4855
@mockingjayg4855 5 лет назад
Thank you for sharing your story I am 48 born in and have just awoken in last few weeks thanks for giving me the strength hope and courage. I know I have a long journey ahead but I know will make it..
@prodigalAli
@prodigalAli 5 лет назад
wow...just a couple weeks? I was in a full existential crisis mode then. Fear, doubt, anger, depression, paranoia, gullibility, anxiety, self righteousness, and a thousand thoughts a minute. What was the "aha" moment for you recently? I'd recommend journaling...I wish I had kept a record of where my brain was during my researching process...because I went through several interesting phases and my beliefs have evolved. Here's my other two cents: (take it or leave it...I'm not in the business of telling others what to do) Keep reading the Bible. Keep praying. And I've found a lot of healing (for my brain) on this website: beroeans.net/ I've personally met several from this group in person and they are really great people. Not dogmatic. It's like being in Theology Kindergarten...very safe space. No bullying allowed! But there is always the danger of starting WT 2.0 and so far I don't see anybody trying to be a narcissistic leader. Welcome to a crazy rollercoaster! I hope you have support from family and friends...you are not alone.
@mockingjayg4855
@mockingjayg4855 5 лет назад
Thank you for your kind words I have had my doubts for a while but the Leah Remini special sent me over the edge I had always been quiet until that show even though I had been down the rabbit hole and horrified at what I was discovering. but after the show something snapped and I also made the mistake of posting a thank you for doing the show about this cult on her website which was linked to my facebook and some of my wifes friends contacted her that I was an apostate so everything is crashing around me but surprisingly I feel alive inside. iam going to take your advice on journaling and funny you mention keep reading the bible I was writing scriptures down to read later during your video thanks again for sharing your story I know I have a long road ahead but I am hopeful even though I don't have support network I feel I have been a bit conditioned for it I was DF when I was 19 and again at 32 that time for about 3 years no communication with anyone I will survive thanks for your advice I hope the best for you and your family your story has inspired me more than you know.Take care J. Grant
@ariannarivera8629
@ariannarivera8629 4 года назад
mockingJay g it’s been a year maybe a little more. How have you been?
@pauletteforman
@pauletteforman 5 лет назад
Welcome to freedom, Sis ❤! Your story touched my heart. So familiar and similar. It's comforting to know we're not alone. We all have contrite stories about how we were mistreated in that disorganization. I couldn't help but gag on the excerpt from that local needs talk😖! My God! Jesus' precious blood fulfilled the Mosaic Law [Gal. 3:23-25]!!! We're now under the law of love and grace [Eph 2:8; 1 Pe 2:10; 1 John 4: 18, 19]!!!! That's why the WT removed John 7:52-8:1-11 from their Bible because it clearly refutes the WT policies regarding disfellowshipping, disassociation, and shunning!! There Jesus told the judgmental pharisees who were so eager to STONE a woman caught committing adultery: "He who is without sin, cast the first stone".....🤔 If Jesus, the Saviour whom all authority is given, who came not to judge but to SAVE, freely forgives sinners who believe in him, who do the GB think they are to judge and misapply the scriptures? They're just like the judgmental pharisees! A group of men so eager to judge rather than show mercy. Yahweh said "I am Yahweh. I do not change" [Malachi 3: 6; NJB]. Jesus said, "learn what this means: 'I want MERCY and not sacrifice'" [ Mt 9:13]. So, all that extra stuff is all man-made and has NOTHING to do with GOD!!!! You've made the right decision, Ally. I'm so happy you and your husband are free like so many of us. Continue embracing your freedom in Christ, Sis. There's so many beautiful blessings waiting for you❤😊👍🏾.
@LegioDecemGJCAESAR
@LegioDecemGJCAESAR 5 лет назад
Woot I am in the same position as you !! Hehe I went through hell but I got out several years ago. But its crazy.
@amandarae3268
@amandarae3268 5 лет назад
Pill popping sisters (and brothers!) was so common for my experience too. Everyone was on something, or trading pills, getting prescriptions refilled for eachother, etc. But the reasons were that we werent doing enough in the ministry or have any spiritual goals. OR - its satans wicked system. It was really just living in a cult. So much of this is relatable, and Im so glad you were able to keep your marriage in tact and your life is finally worth living. Hugs!
@felixkmgalanti9064
@felixkmgalanti9064 5 лет назад
And I thought I had it bad when I was wth the Jehovah's. But it must be much more Hell now than it used to be. Bless you Sister! Now you are truly Free! FREE AT LAST!
@oldgit4260
@oldgit4260 5 лет назад
Are those dogs shunned by other JW dogs?
@prodigalAli
@prodigalAli 5 лет назад
🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣. *LOL*
@oldgit4260
@oldgit4260 5 лет назад
@@prodigalAli lol, I only ask because the doggo's look depressed, as if they've lost their pals 😗
@prodigalAli
@prodigalAli 5 лет назад
@@oldgit4260 🤣
@unplugged2842
@unplugged2842 5 лет назад
Without 1914 they don’t have 1919, without 1919 they have no authority!!! Gold. I just loved your video. I faded a year ago, this is my 1st missed memorial. I have a PIMI husband so it’s been a hard year! Thank you.
@sissyrayself7508
@sissyrayself7508 5 лет назад
The only TRUTH is Jesus HIMSELF. The thing that made me fade was reading Scripture for myself. As I did this I found myself getting so filled with righteous indignation when I saw the JW mafia ( Borg), having the audacity to refer to themselves and their "organization" as "the TRUTH". No! NO! NO! YESHUA ( JESUS the Christ from Nazareth) He ALONE IS THE ONE AND ONLY TRUTH. He is also the infallible WORD of YHWH. Woe to them that call darkness light and that call lies the truth. JW's talk about being "in" the TRUTH, asking each other when they meet for the first time.. "And how long have you been in The Truth"? That has ALWAYS sickened me.. because to be "IN THE TRUTH" you must be in JESUS. And they are not, therefor they are outside of the TRUTH.
@Leonmiller407
@Leonmiller407 5 лет назад
Here’s to your new lease on life! Thanks for sharing. The more videos I see of us who left the more I realize I’m not alone.
@informant2331
@informant2331 5 лет назад
if I may PLEASE highlight {this} from the descript box, as it is such a great state of mind to be in, at this time of your journey >>> ***["The Truth shall set you free....but first it'll make you mad ;)"]*** how does it feel to finally exhale from that life? pretty damned liberating, right? your courage and voice are a great inspiration. you may not realize this, but there are many, following the path that leads out. happy trails!! :-)
@judineduerwaechter4043
@judineduerwaechter4043 5 лет назад
Thank you Alexandra for your courage and telling your story. Per my husband Dr. Jack Westfall (a former JW), here is a spurious quote from Freud that fits the entire world of JWs. "Before you diagnose yourself with depression or low self esteem, first make sure you are not, in fact, just surrounded by assholes."
@taebeebee
@taebeebee 5 лет назад
I'm glad you're out! I find it interesting that you still have faith in god. A lot of ex jws become atheists, myself included. I feel it is because we were taught all religion is false except JW so once we leave we find no where else to go. I hope you find a religion that you can feel safe in. You seem like a wonderful person and deserve a lot better than rotting in a cult. I shared a lot of your sentiments being depressed in the JW religion and feeling extreme relief once I left. Although we both took separate roads once we left, we have very similar stories ! I hope life treats you well and that you enjoy this new life away from the sick control of the cult !!
@prodigalAli
@prodigalAli 5 лет назад
Thank you! You are a friendly atheist 😊 At first (in my journey... watching other RU-vidrs and reading online) I was saddened and shocked to see how many JWs "became" atheists. But I get it *and* I don't judge it. Just like I appreciate being respected for my choice "to believe" I totally respect an atheist who "needs more evidence." We are all hear to enrich, support, and comfort each other. The "us vs them" model we lived in as JWs is now very ugly to me....and so I don't want to recreate that in my current life. 😊 Tim Mackie has a good podcast...and he's a nerd and talks about science too. You might give him a try. Cheers to "not living in echo chambers!" thebibleproject.com/podcast/science-faith/
@Bamba1955
@Bamba1955 5 лет назад
Wonderful to hear, and really nice to hear an ex-JW who hasn't lost their faith in God, that's a double whammy to the WTBTS.
@annafarago2271
@annafarago2271 5 лет назад
Congratulations for escaping this cult. I feel sad for Jehovah's witnesses being so controlled and brainwashed. My mum has a JW friend who as was previously RC who tried to "witness" to my mum. My mum explained she had her own faith and was not interested. When this lady's husband died (not a JW) my mum went to the funeral as he was a good neighbour. She as shocked that her friend's JW friend's who were at the funeral were terribly disrespectful, dressed inappropriately and laughing and joking. When this JW friend of my was in need of help financial or other, she never turned to her JW friends, but my mum and stepdad. I also watched the Australian Royal Commission (I am Australian) and was shocked at the evasion of questions, the JW guy looked terribly foolish. Glad once again that you are free.
@RitaMalikfour
@RitaMalikfour 5 лет назад
There were many things in my research that started to wake me but when I heard about 1919 and Jesus here invisably crap, I folded that was it
@jbmaruca4397
@jbmaruca4397 5 лет назад
Free at last! Congratulations! You are doing the right thing, may Jesus take you under his wing, protect you and show you his love, my heart goes out to you:)
@justmadeit2
@justmadeit2 5 лет назад
Alexandra, i will add this video to the huge collection of Ex JW videos that i have been putting together for some time now, there are over 600 so far, possibly the biggest on youtube. They are a resource for people to refer back to. They are on my channel on here in the Playlist part, look for the folder titled 'The Truth about The Truth' and i ask that people condsider sharing the link once they are on the folder itself to places where it may be useful, forums, facebook etc, Thanks :) Justin. Fantastic video by the way, you are making a difference
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