My experience with dissociation 

she's so refreshing to the influencer community

She thinks she has nothing to offer yet her podcast is so different from anything on the internet, she is so unique. Keep posting, we love u char

I think i feel a type of dissociation that’s called derealization. It started in the pandemic. I feel detached from my surroundings, like it’s all a little foggy, like im in a dream. I don’t feel totally here or present, and when i talk to ppl, they seem a little unreal. I still can’t quite understand why this happens..

I dissociated for 6 months after I stopped smoking pot cold turkey. Being on an antidepressant at the time made it worse. It was extremely scary but eventually it went away. What I did to help myself may be very different than someone who is actually diagnosed with a dissociative disorder. Exercise, mediation, hot baths, and socializing with people helped the most. Also, taking brain healthy supplements like fish oil was very helpful. I also read success stories on forums of people who have healed 100% to give myself hope.

This podcast is the highlight of my day

your the best thing the internet has seen in years. Your so well spoken

I know the dissociation struggle too well. What’s helping me: allowing it to be there (sometimes it’s a distraction from pain underneath), meditation/slowing down, and nervous system regulation work to send signals of safety to my brain (visualizing how you want to feel can also help to reprogram the subconscious. If you still end up struggling, also check out IFS therapy (can be really helpful to process the pain that’s underneath the dissociation) and somatic experiencing…both are trauma healing modalities that can heal the root of symptoms. Sending love ❤

I love the solo episodes so much

My weekly dose of therapy

you're one of the only youtubers I still watch. I love this podcast

You’re so refreshing. Please keep doing you, it’s amazing to find this type of realness on social media

I love your podcast sm, thanks for talking about disassociation it makes me feel not alone. I hope we can recover sooner than later. Love you char

your podcast episodes are always amazing!!

First time watching one of ur podcasts and now i can't wait to watch them all :)

thank u for sharing i think you can tell how relatable this is for so many. my left ear will remember this (:

Sending you ❤. Thank you for sharing this char

Love your perspective on things

Charlotte 😂😂😂 I love you girl You’re so honest, and I like that ❤

I really enjoy listening to you

i don’t think i’ve ever seen someone i really actually related to until you. you are literally me and i am literally you

Charlotte is completely fascinating from a psychological POV. She's not co-dependant. She's able to be emotionally detached on demand. She experiences periods of disassociation. This allows her to be extremely independent. This also allows her to be extremely creative and share her innermost thoughts on RU-vid. Creators who do well on youtube will usually have similar characteristics to Charlotte. All the doors in her mind seem to have been opened and the data can flow freely. It gives her a powerful charismatic presence. Confidence is the absence of fear. Familiarity reduces fear. It's as if Charlotte is so familiar with her world that she cannot see it anymore and thus she can't fear it. Charlotte kind of reminds me of that girl in the movie "Lucy." Directed by Luc Besson and starring Scarlett Johansson. If she ever decided to try acting, I'd recommend roles like that.

Lovely episode. Sorry about the audio imbalance misshap.

I disassociated from the age of about 7 till I was 17. I got very serious about meditation practice and began to do it consistently and the traditional way (legs crossed prostrated up) and it slowly went away. Growing up definitely helped but that kept me grounded

Thank you Charlotte keep it up

thank you for sharing your experiences

what happend 02:29 - 02:35, audio only on L no R ... y?

love this babes, i can only hear left side audio. Try switching to stereo audio when editing

the audio for me was only in the left channel once you switched to the new mic, i don’t know if that was happening for anyone else :/

Love your story....Love your family....Nothing is wrong, your parents are on the road to finding inner peace.(self isolation = self reflection) For you, don't worry about what others say, what people call dissociation to me is a road to spiritual enlightenment. The spirit is discarding every unwanted things from the mind that is holding you back and preventing you from growing spiritually, mentally and physically.... The symptoms of dissociation you are facing occurs when the body(flesh) is trying to fight the spirit.... What to do ? Sit down take a deep breath and meditate on this(let the holy spirit take control) . Do this and you will be free....

Yeah my left ear enjoyed the new mic

My parents were also selfish people when i was little, but at least i have my mom still helping me a little bit while im trying to study. But when i lived with her she used to physically attack me and was completely out of control. She was beating my head against the furniture and a wall. She beat me up many times but this was the last time she had to move out afterwards cause i was basically forced to go to the police. And my dad he completely doesnt care. He never wanted to give me money while i was studying. Lately he left his wife who had a tumor in her head for y young 25 yo girl. My dad is 50. I totally know how you feel. It sucks not to have loving caring parents who are good people inside. I always used to be good friends with people cause i had that mother figure in them. That strong relationship with my girlfriends. But women can be shady. And now when all my girls have kids themselves i feel alone again. Im also in no relationship. And not looking. Because i believe love happens when it happens and if it doesnt i dont need something just for sex. You are such an amazing person for sharing your thoughts and advice it is worth so much. I hope you will have good people in your life who will be loyal to you and who will apreciate who you are and that jealousy wont get in a way beacuse youre so pretty.

Great video

Me walking through the park seeing a girl doing mushrooms lol 😂

Love 💗 Some ideas- perfectionism inner child shadow self fight flight freeze fawn the idea of beauty it self & beauty stuff like hair makeup outfit

char where do you get these lacey dresses and tops? i loveeee them x

Gets me through the week

i love this like moody makeup on u

I can relate to the dissociation part so bad :(

please can you recommend a doctor or the type or doctor or treatment? i recently did ecstasy this year and have done at least 30 pills and am scared it’s fucked up my brain and body and want guidance

You should try neurostimulation and tell the doctor about your situation and it helps with disassociation and a bunch of other stuff!!

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why did i have to be one to lose my mom she was the best it’s not fair

Im madly in love with this girl. Any compliment doesn’t do her justice. All I know is I wish she was mine 😩

Audio is only coming through the left side

Damn I should’ve seen this before, bc i tried too hard and the guy hated it hahah

I love her and this podcast but her advice on getting guys LMFAO “I get guys by not trying” like well yeh duh you’re smart and pretty 😂😂😂 you don’t have to try like the rest of us 😂😂 Don’t get me wrong the advice is still good advice I’m just like well yeh easy for you to say 😂

Are you HSP, could you talk about it more