I completely understand where you’re coming from. Taking baby steps to get to where you want to go makes sense. Doing something even if it’s just one thing is better than nothing. You got this!! I believe you’ll achieve your goal. You just have to starve for it.
Thanks belle. Yes been having a depressive episode for a few weeks myself , never felt such mental or physical exhaustion before , plus anxiety and not wanting to leave the house , no appetite either , but It always ends eventually , yes my local businesses know me very well too