I miss when I was so happy and careless and innocent and smiling like there’s no tomorrow I miss crying over some stupid toy that I’ve wanted for so long I miss playing with all the kids in the playground without being judged I miss being so carefree. I miss not having to know how bad this world sucks
While you were playing at the park enjoying your lives some kids were out working already at 6+ on the fields, and it hurts because this is the life I lived 😔💔
That is our weakness we always tend to depend on someone else but in reality we should know that nobody’s gonna stand by our side and we have to stand by ourselves and fight the battle alone
"Pain? Pain? Yes, I had my fair share of pain, maybe more than anyone in this room. I seen how it changed people, I saw with my two eyes how people I loved changed into the monsters they are now, I saw how people that were monsters changed to wonderful people they are now. I saw how it broke bonds that were made to last, I saw how the guilty won and the innocent lost. Pain? Yes, I seen pain but I'm not bitter. Pain? Yes, I lived more pain that I could ever feel. But I know that there's happiness and love, maybe life isn't fair nor easy. But when life hits me, I hit her harder. When life brings me down, I stand up higher than ever. Because I know that pain won't last forever and that some day, it all will make sense. Pain? Yes, I see my fair share of that but I also seen happiness. People tend to forget that. *Regression To The Mean* Life can't always be good nor it can be bad, one day, it will fall in the middle." -Mark.
I feel you I am a Soldier in the Army just doing my part. But no matter what i do I'm always called a monster, a killer by random people when I come home. And it got to me hard. I've had brothers and sisters die in front of me out get shot. It's one of the worst pains there is losing a comrade and have to go tell their family and being accused as not good enough, as a failure. I feel you. I know pain as well.
@Em sin causes pain and pain causes sin. That's why Jesus knew that we would offend others through sin and that's why he told us to confess our sins one to another, and ask for forgiveness, and to forgive. So that the pain our sin causes can have closure and a chance to heal and move on. Otherwise we are left in an uncertainty, of mistrust and heartache. If you have ever gone to AA those are the steps you take to heal as well. But not everyone listens to that wisdom, perhaps they are scared to admit and accept their own sin?? And that is when we must forgive anyway and ask for God's Holy Spirit to help us endure the sins and evils of this world.
I miss when I would run to my mom when I was crying and she would hug me. Depression prevents you from doing the things it doesn’t want you to do. You don’t control depression, it controls you.
Our life is like a game. The goal of the game isnt to see who can finish first but the one who can go though all of it yeah being in third may be bad but at least you still finished! Our life this game is hard but its a game any of us can win. We can be in last but still be in first...and know that the people around you they're playing the same game. For some the game is easy but others its hard but in the end we're all there to win, to beat the game. So dont quit go make it to the end because I know you can! This game has been beaten before so go up there and put your name on the winners list and beat the game! If you dont think you can just knpw that I think you can and that I want you to keep moving forward and to never give up.
Is suicide like a shortcut to the end? A Easter egg to the game, only there for those who play the hardest and roughest life. You skip many more levels of pain before reaching the ending.
@@morbidmax7064 No. Suicide is never the answer, it's not a shortcut nor is it an easter egg. It's the same as quitting a game, you don't win but at the same time you don't lose. It's not fun, you'll never know how it all would have ended or what would have happened if you kept going. You wouldn't be there to help others make it to the end as well, who knows it could be you that stops someone else from quitting. But if you end yourself, you'll never know. So PLEASE for the love of god do not commit suicide, I know that life can get tough at times, and it may even seem impossible at the moment but you will get through it! It sucks and hurts and makes you feel like the whole world is against you, but I promise you no matter how long it takes things will get better.
I miss when my family was well put together and it’s just crazy cause I literally cry every night🥺You know , I never thought I would go through depression, and I feel like my mother is a very sweet person but right know I just feel like I can’t tell anyone that I’m depressed and it’s not just my family drama, my uncle died from a stroke
Madhura Mazumdar I am numb I hated my life I wanted to die but it’s very ironic because I give out so much love and kindness but have nothing left for me but I will tell you everything will be ok in the end and if it’s not ok it’s not the end
My first attempt at suicide was rough for me and my whole family . I was sent to a psych ward and these were the words my father wrote on a note for me to keep . He gave it to me at the family session and I cried in his lap .
Today I had nice dream. I was a kid again, playing with my friends I had so much fun And when I got back to my normal age I said "I wish that I could be happy again, I guess that's a thing that will never happen"
Life is never easy.. but it can.become easier with the way you react to.things.. and if you dont let ppls opinions bother you then.youll do great.. i feel like crying while writting this.. i wish.i.could help everyone but i cant cause at the end of the day no matter how much of a impact it comes down to. If that person really wants to change.. bless you all love you all 😢
But that's the thing. Do you think I want to be so affected by what my parents say? Or by what some random kid on the street said? I can't just tune it out. I was LITERALLY born with it. I CAN'T stand it. I've wanted to change and toughen up MANY times. I can't. It doesn't get easier. The only thing that keeps me alive is the question "How would they feel if I wasn't here?". I CAN'T stop it. I wish I could stop caring, or tune it out. Its impossible. A 5 year old shouldn't be panicking because of what her grandmother thinks. But she can't stop it. She can't stand up for herself because in her 5 year old brain, there is certainly a reason that grandma has called her ungrateful and useless. Surely there's a reason that my cousin is so much better than me? The kid grew, and at the age of 8 broke something in school. She literally panicked and cried and just hurt herself to the point where she started bleeding. I was treated like a sick animal. I was weak. But still... It must have been my fault, right? The kid is now 14. She doesn't want to do this. She doesn't want to cry in her room at 4 am while reminding herself of how worthless she is because that's all that she can see. She doesn't want to look in the mirror and laugh at how stupid she looks and at how she has broken a million hearts in an attempt to heal her own, how she has been left by so many people. How she can't fix herself. I don't want to. I don't want to be treated like I'm a dying fucking rabbit. But I am. I always will be. I don't want to be this hurt or this broken. I don't want to find excuses as to why my pillow is always wet. I don't want to lie to my friends because I sound like I'm crying. I don't want to be this hurt, but I cant just flip a switch.
In this world, you can't have all sunshine and rainbows coz sometimes we could experience failures and we could make mistakes. These could help us become stronger and we could learn from it. We cannot control what will happen in our lives. Sometimes we get hurt but most important is we keep on going and never give up.
Sometimes i wonder how im supposed to keep moving forward, cause i feel like i have no one even tho i know I do. I just dont wanna bother anyone with my problems, they got their own stuff to deal with..
Hey person, just know there will always people out there who cares about you, after all we are all human, we are all pack animals, we are born to show sympathy for each other, we all have feelings, some are scared deep into our life's but it allow you to remember who you are and where you came from, there will always be a end, whether you like it or not, I hope you have a nice day and just know that we cared and will always care
you can talk to me. I may not know you but I do care. If you don't want to talk to me I get it but at least know this. You may not think people will care but someone always will. Someone is willing to listen because you matter. You truly do matter.
i'd like to imagine that it was my father saying these words to me, he died a long time ago but it still hurts deep inside no matter what i say or no matter how hard i try to convince myself that i already moved on
Life is harsh its painful trust me, but dont let that discourge u from doing things u need to do. Its life, its just testing how strong u are and if youre ready for the future, so prove life wrong.
My physiologists diagnosed me with depression and I knew I had had it for about a year but it just felt to real coming out of there mouth I just feel tired and just so done I just want to cease to exist
if you are listining to this 2021 you are amazing and everything is going to be ok if you are not ok just remember you worth so much more than you think you are
I think I so needed to hear this right now. I don't know how it popped up on my RU-vid suggestions but I think this is one of the best suggestions i got. Thanks for making such videos ❤️ can't believe it's five years old video!
I want everyone to know something. You are a beautiful work of art. Yes the world is a mean place, but please please stay strong. When people try to tear you down, smile in their face and keep fighting. Keep on going because you’re gonna be someone someday. You are such a wonderful person. You are worth it. You’re gonna be someone’s love, someone’s light, someone’s everything. But first, become your own light. Lay it all out on the table and realize that no matter what, you love you and that’s what matters. There are people that love you more than you could ever know. And you, no matter what you’ve been through, you’re gonna be the best parent, sibling, best friend, caregiver, handholder, spirit lifter, love that anyone will ever find. So go on and shine like the beautiful star that you are. You are loved. Even though we don’t know each other, I love you too. I love all of you who need it.
i was feeling very useless human being for my whole life... and honestly this is the first time ever in my life where I...... when he said "you're better than that" My heart was beating so fast, my eyes started to get watery, the bad image i had in my head of myself is ALL GONE like how the fuck?? I'm trying to find all the things that are wrong about me but then i hear his voice saying "you're better than that" Can anyone believe this shit? ive never EVER in my life felt so relieved listening to these audios. this is my first time hearing this audio and I'm... cured 😔 I JUST DON'T KNOW HOW THIS MADE A DIFFERENCE IN ME
There's is a 99% chance that you may not see this but if you do. Just know that everyone has value and worth and you are important to me and everyone else. Yeah, I know life is hard but we can all get past it. Please cherish every moment with your loved ones before it's too late. I have been through so much pain but I'm still here and alive. My dad passed away seven years ago when I was seven years old. I went to therapy and talked about my problems. My dad's death anniversary is coming up in 14 days. Please know that it's okay to feel this way but you will feel better one day. You are one day closer to happiness and love. You are strong and beautiful. It's okay to change and that it how we deal with things by changing our appearance. You were given this life for a reason and that reason is because you are strong enough to handle this life. I hope everyone the best and that one day you will find happiness. I hope that all of you are doing amazing and have a blessed day.❤️
Sometimes I wish I could just sit somewhere, aways from everyone and just cry all my anxiety away. To just let it all out. I never had a chance to do that tho. It kinda reminds me of how I just keep everything inside, how I never tell anyone about what I truly feel and... No one ever asked me so... I guess that's just not very important
It is true sometimes you just have to face reality and now that there isn't always rainbows and sunshine in reality it's just pure darkness I suffered to what my mom's boyfriend did to me and it hurts alot
Pain? I have had more than my share of pain. Mental, physical, you name it. I've broken four bones and gone through surgery 4 times before I was a teenager. I've seen my sister turn into a monster before my eyes. I've had the people i love taken away from me more times than I can count. I've seen the people i love abused. I've been abused, abandoned, shuned, belittled, humiliated, and broken by the people i thought I could trust. I can go on, but I don't want your pitty. What I want is for you to not make the same mistake i did. And if you have... Don't make it twice..... Don't let people walk all over you. Don't bend over backwards for someone who wouldn't do the same thing for you. Don't let someone else's opinions diminish your accomplishments. And more than anything else... NEVER let ANYONE decide who you get to be.... Don't make the mistakes i did.
even though the days are getting worse and worse I thank God for the bad days...because with any bad days there’s no worth or no importance for the hood days
I know no one is gonna read this but oh well.. Recently I’ve been thinking about life. How ever bad it might seem, I’ve still got the good too. And you can’t really have good without the bad. So when tomorrow comes.. I’m gonna appreciate it a little more. I’m gonna start being nicer to people. I’m gonna say hello to that one kid I pass in the hall everyday. I’m gonna tell my bus driver to have a great day.. I’m gonna thank my teacher and wish them a great evening. I’m gonna hug my mom every time I see her. Because you never really know when your time or someone else’s time is up. :) So have a great day! You amazing person who decided to read this!
Ik what you mean I lost my nan in 2016, got told to kill myself last year,a year ago today I started self-harming, twelve weeks ago I lost my uncle, a couple of weeks ago I felt like everything and everyone was against me and I want nothing more to die, but something kept me here and I want to give up and i feel like I'm never going to be happy again I miss the good days where I didn't have any insecurities and where I had friends
@@laurenmercer9480 exactly, we never know if it will ever be okay again. Wish I had some words to help you want to continue fighting, but I'm struggling myself. Something I did notice though.... Is that everything happens for a reason. I'm not a person to believe in fate, but who knows. I use art, drawing as a coping mechanism. And I'm really sorry about your family :( death is shit, and I wish that the people you love could live forever. My mom tried killing herself back in January, it wasn't a fun thing to experience. My uncle was murdered by drug dealers, 5 years ago. My grandmother died in 2018. And the list goes on really. Just know you aren't alone, so many people are fighting. This time of uncertainty is hopefully the peak of 2020, so it will go downhill from now on. Hopefully at least. Idk you, but ily, and I hope you get better soon. ( Also, when trying to get over self harm, whenever you have the urge, use ice and press it where you want to do it. It's better than bleeding)
@@Itstrashagainsmh I'm only reading this now but thank you ❤️ it means a lot after having a bad day and ur comment gives me hope that good days are coming and not to let the bad days tie you down but I'm going back to school in 3 weeks and it sounds stupid but school made my mood worse and now my parents are forcing me to go back and I've spent most of the day crying, being Sick, crying, being Sick about 50 times today but there's more to come when I'm lying in bed
Life isn’t just all sunshine and rainbows, There are storms but after every storm is a rainbow, When life’s dark look for the stars. Just because you’re going through a rough patch, Doesn’t mean there won’t be a smooth road ahead of you. Don’t just give up because life knocked you down once or twice, Get up and show life👏🏻 you 👏🏻ARE👏🏻 BETTER 👏🏻. Get up and hit life back ten times harder, Even when no one thinks you can, Do it and prove them wrong. You ain’t no failure just because you failed once, You ain’t no wussy for getting knocked down, You’re a wussy because you QUIT. So tell me, Are you a wussy? Or are you a fighter? When there’s rain, There’s always a rainbow. So if you’re going through a storm, Keep you’re head up and look for that rainbow because it’s coming. When it’s dark and you think no one cares, Look up at the sky and see each and every star that’s been there since day one. A star may not be able to talk but it’s been there since day one, Watching over your. It don’t matter if you thought you couldn’t do it, Because 👏🏻 YOU 👏🏻 CAN 👏🏻 DO 👏🏻 IT👏🏻. You’re better than that, Remember that when you get hit, You ain’t no wussy. So get off you’re ass and to hit life back as hard as you can, Who cares who watches, Just go and do it.
Truth, the world is not as beautiful as you have ever heard. Actually the world is cruel, painful. No matter how many times you rise, you will fall back. They are not aware, their words hurt, but there are also those who already know and still say that. No matter how much you fight, sometimes you can't fight anymore. Too heavy to carry. But, I believe! WE ARE POWERFUL !! WE CAN SKIP THAT ALL !! I know, the world is cruel. But sometimes, when you fall. Try to get up again, even if you fall again. Every one ever fell. No matter how strong, they fell before. So, don't give up !!
Things I've had to train myself to understand It doesn't make you weak for crying It doesn't make you weak for asking for help Fixing others won't fix you Others may be further along in their life then me but they haven't been through what I have I'll never recover from my mental illnesses but I can get stronger
Bozo 101 hey no one has seen your comment I guess but someone in this world cares for you and hopefully you haven’t died but if you haven’t you’re on this earth for a reason whether or not you’ve found it yet some day you will.
Tell me your still alive.. Please! Your better then that, and rather its a bully, hard time in your life, or you just feel weak. It gets better, even though I haven't felt happiness in a long ass time. I know you will. I lost my way to happily ever after a long time ago. But I wanna let you know your special maybe I'm not but you are
I fell about a two years ago but I was descending years before but I finally fell ,it was a far ,hard fall,I needed someone by me at all times I showed all emotions right there ,I recently decided I’m done being angry at the world ,I’m done with the whispers behind my back ,the fear my school had for me scared I was going to pounce any moment on an innocent,scared I was gonna bring a gun to school and shoot myself in the head,scared that I would give up ,scared that I would walk out those school doors and never come back .im just so tired of fighting and losing so guess what I did ,I hit back once more harder than ever and the walls collapsed,the sun shone ,my grades shot up ,and I smiled for real for the first time in months,I ended relationships with pro who held me back .and you say you can’t just push away depression and you’re right you can’t it’ll hit sometimes but I don’t let it win bc I already did .im alive aren’t I .i beat it already I won the world Guinness record for longest time gone without wantyto kill ones self and I won.so when I say that it not the fall that makes you it’s the way you get back up and run ,it’s true .no lies.no half truths .no bullshit .just reality ,I got up and ran ,took off and flew I’m still trying how to stay afloat but I’m still up here so throw your rocks aim your ruffles and watch me fly farther and higher than ever before ,I have the determination to win and stay there .to those if you who said I’m not an athlete,to those of you who said I am not a school type kid,TO THOSe of you that said I’m better off dead ,guess what I just made the tennis team and have all high grades .im making my way up higher than the haters ever where.so I don’t hate the mean people I love you bc you made me strong as steel and helped me to fly
I’m not afraid of death. I’m afraid of what I am leaving behind... I * just give up... I don’t understand what the point of hope is. Hope is like a black abyss that tricks you into trying. Too little hope is dangerous, but too much hope is worse.
The moment when your up till 4 am thinking about something that happened 3 years ago. Something no one remember but you yet it keeps you up untill you can no longer do anything but drown in your sorrows and thoughts screaming for help but that voice in your head tells you that no one cares, so many times you begin to believe it.
The world really isn't sunshine and rainbows. When I was smaller I used to think it was all sunshine and rainbows. I grew and grew. In 3rd grade that was when PURE SADNESS hit me.. I got bullied. None of my friends cared that I was being hurt. I really was frustrated. My family tried to help but they didn't
Life is what you make it. Everything is a choice. It most definitely can be sunshine and rainbows 🌈 if you have a positive mindset. I’m choosing to be happy. Been sad for too long. I’ll take punches in the life, smiling. I’m too upbeat to let my good spirit down anymore.
I miss being on the play ground not caring if people judge me I miss being me I miss being perfect I miss being lived i miss being me but until I got older i lost everything and learned about world and it sucks
Can I just say I’m watching this in the middle of the night because the voices in my mind saying “your worthless, cut yourself, beat yourself, kill yourself, no one will miss you, no one care about you, your nothing just die!” Are repeating themselves getting louder and louder until I broke down crying because I want to do those things but at the same time I don’t.
I miss when I was a kid. No worries to worry abt. I was free. Not knowing how bad the world is. Not knowing how many people will try bring you down. I didn’t need to worry abt wether I was good enough or not. Now it’s the complete opposite worries drain me people bringing you down all the time I need to worry about wether I’m good enough or not 🥺 😭 💔
This is just so powerful in all kinds of ways. I will be choreographing a dance to this. It just goes to show that people have to stay strong and to not give up! Humans are build strong take advantage of it and don’t just give your life up! You have a heart beat and that is purpose.
I miss the happy me,I wouldnt care about what anyone thought of me I was smiling and Laughing Now I just Fake smile and cry myself to sleep Last year changed me
hey don’t credit him, well kinda do. But this speech is from a movie called “Rocky Balboa” ok? It was said by him in the movie and was written and acted by Sylvester Stallone. Maybe credit them all.
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