Train Hopper interview-Crazy 

This has to be the greatest American documentary series to date - as far as showing the true nature of our situation from the bottom up.

He tell could when she was getting uncomfortable. Mark is so good at seeing when someone needs/wants to talk compared to someone that is not ready. Steering the topics away from her childhood to more recent events helped her. Thank you Mark, I’m sure her just being able to open up was a great deal. She seems very humble, lost but there is a will.

Wow. She reminds me of my youth. Our stories are not exactly the same but are so similar that she broke my heart. Now at 48 I look back on those days of train hopping, hitching, running with motorcycle clubs, sleeping under bridges, overpasses, abandoned houses, and the woods; I feel lucky to be alive. I hope you make it to this age, CRAZY. The pain never goes away... It just seasons your soul into a place of understanding that most people will never experience. I'm pretty sure nobody will read this and Crazy will never know that I'm holding her in my heart for the rest of my life. Be safe lil' one. Peace and comfort to you. Donna - AKA - The Frawg

From what I've read, she's one of the best cases of "Hurt people, hurt people".. she would have been a complete 180 of a human if she received the parental love we ALL deserve

Just the first couple minutes felt like she’s the kind of person who downplays her trauma because she doesn’t feel like she had it bad enough in her childhood to consider it so. Wish I could offer a hug. I’m this same way.

Seeing this girl makes me thankful to have made it to 38. I sometimes feel sad that time is passing, but in reality when you see these types of stories, and hearing the story of her friend who didn't want to have another birthday passed 23... wow. - I feel glad that I was a survivor and plan to make the rest of my life the best with gratitude.

She said, "I know others have had it a lot worse..." That's an extraordinary statement considering what she reveals in the rest of the interview. And yet, she's still standing on her own feet and telling her story after sexual abuse, basically absent parents, being abused by fentanyl, being raped, watching her partner get shot, seeing her friend get killed... I just hope one day she finds the peace and tranquility she deserves.

These interviews are so incredible. I can’t stop watching. Everyone is so unique and i love how good of a listener you are. I want to be more like that.

Thanks for giving people who "live it rough" a voice. You allowed them to speak loudly about their life it's good for them. And I hope that the exposure helps them to find support, if they want it.

this is excellent! This is documenting so much of what has happened what is happening! Thank you!

This girl is my cousin, we live in different states, she's got drive, I wish her drive was a different direction, she could do amazing things. Really makes me sad, because my abusive mother has been a huge catalyst in our family dysfunctions. I'm 55, and I am just learning to have a happy life. I wish her the best ❤️

I wish I had access to videos such as these growing up, realizing I'm not alone. I'm glad others can see this and hopefully take it with them in life

Every time I find the strength to watch an episode I feel so miserable about how fucked up this world is...

My heart breaks for her. She is so young and has experienced so many terrible things. Living on the streets is no joke. I hope she finds help and finds a stable environment. Away from stalkers and madness

Breaks my heart, she doesn’t know there are other ways to live. Sending her ❤

When she was asked what she thought she'd be when she grew up, and she states she thought she'd be famous; Honestly, she'd make such a beautiful model. She has such a soft face and delicate traits, but she's covered in scars and every inch of her body tells a story, or a battle. I just hope she finds her place in life, she's absolutely stunning and way ahead of her time. I wish her all the healing possible. :(

She's been banned from the scene in Los Angeles because she (along with her little friends) brutality killed someone over a nozz balloon. She's not precious, she should be in jail.

I love your videos. Interviewing people from all walks of life. This was heartbreaking.

What always amazes me is even though this girl has had a hard lot in life, she is still an 18 year old. I can't imagine how hard it is to process this lifestyle at that age

I’ve been binge watching Soft White Underbelly videos lately and this girl breaks my heart. So much trauma. I wish her well.

She looks extremely new to the lifestyle. Be careful out there Hun. Lotta my friends fell off trains and got killed. It's no playplace- respect the rails. With that said- have fun and much love!

*Once again Mark, thank you for your dedication and hard work. I will forever be grateful for what you bring to this space. Thank you.*

$2 a pop for Xanax bought in McArthur park? I’m 100% positive that is not real Xanax that she got.

I've got daughters who are now adult age. I am thankful everyday that somehow ,despite my mistakes , they avoided this. Marginal kids and families are so vulnerable during times like these

When your born to this earth, and immediately subjected to the cruelty of humans, you carry a different mentality. It’s not easy to overcome… You have to understand that part is not your fault, it was the test you were born too. Forgive and walk forward into the life you want. Don’t keep to what’s familiar…The puppy is beautiful and so are you !!!! Praying for peace and understanding ❤

So unfortunate when a child doesn’t get the care and nourishment they deserve.

Great job as always on the interview. I'd REALLY like to see you talk to more travelling kids/street kids, please! There are some really good stories waiting to be told out there I know. Thanks Mark.

I am so mind blown. I just watched her interview that was just released on this channel with scooter as well… but this one that I’m commenting on was only 3 months prior, and she looks and acts so differently!!! It’s crazy. Now it makes more sense because I just saw that she said she’s 18 and just dropped out of school when this was filmed. So it makes sense because people can change a lot around that time.

Good luck out there. I lived that life for years.. Traveled the country, did migrant work, flew signs, slept out under the stars, under trees, under bridges, been cold, wet, scared and sick.. And hot, dirty, hungry and exhausted.. Lost and Found friends, love, homes, animals, and possessions of all sorts... I hope you find a person and a place and a time where you feel comfortable settling down. Till then, be careful.❤ SLAINTE!

The dog on the thumbnail is so cute 🥺

Hands down the best photo you have taken of one of your subjects Mark

Stay safe young lady. You are an incredibly strong person and don't ever forget that. Take care and best wishes.

It breaks my heart to see someone so young be so jaded by her experienced trauma. I really hope that she can come upon some help in her travels.

Living in survival mode and popping benzos like candy will absolutely screw with your mental. If things in life are bad now, why wait until later to address it? Spare yourself the experience. This baggage you insist on pushing down and dragging with you gets very very heavy. You are worthy of that life you've always wanted yet feel you're not good enough to achieve. 💚

Speechless. What a brave young lady. I wish her the best. ❤️ to all.

The things she been through at such a young age... I seriously feel for her. I couldn't even imagine.

wow, out of everything she said and has been through, all the self harm scars on her arms are so sad. she is tortured in her own mind and drugs only hide the problem for a short time. eventually she will have to deal with her demons. saying a prayer for you. the streets aren't for anyone but specially a beautiful young girl.

This is super trippy, I've had the opportunity to meet Krazy/Crazy once.. just woke up today and this was in my reccomended. Thank you for giving everyone a voice on your platform.

So I think the rawness of this shock some people but as an old dirty kid that's retired from train hopping I relate to everything she saying! A lot of people from really trouble past wind up on the rails, but that's what they need in their life to figure themselves out! Unfortunately a lot of dirty kids die before they get off the roads and God knows over the years I've lost hundreds of friends to everything from being beaten to death to heroin overdoses to getting hit by Freight trains! But if you're determined to make it not only will you make it you will learn everything you need in life being out there! At almost 50 years old I am so grateful for my 9 years hopping Freight, had I not done that with my life I never would have figured it out! I now have a wonderful life I run a small business my husband who rode for all those years with me builds and creates and Gardens! We grow cannabis in a legal State and have quiet little lives! But we had to go through what we went through out there on the street to get to the place of healing that we have gotten to today! I think that's something that people don't realize and yes the drugs and the violence and the insanity is all part of it! I don't know if that makes any sense but I couldn't be who I am today had I not done what I did then and although I will never stop trying to be a better human being and I will never stop trying to work on myself I definitely wouldn't be half of who I am today without every single day of that 9 years spent out there

I have followed this girl on tiktok for over 2 years I'm so glad you finally got to interview her

Seeing her self harm scars took me back many years I dated a girl that done it and she ended up taking her own life, I really hope she finds peace between her ears

Her personality, mannerisms and vernacular remind me soooooooo much of a few girls I partied with back in the day. Such a carefree and punk-rock attitude, yet a sweet and gentle soul. I'm 47 now, and the last of those girls in our little crew just died a few weeks ago from an overdose. Most of our crew grew up, yet they continued to live that lifestyle.

I’m the same age as her and living a vastly different life. I hope she finds her way.

Great interview, one of my faves ❤️

She reminds me of me back in the late 70's.... I've never been able to stay in one place or with one person for to long.....dogs have been my best friends. I'm getting better in my late 50's but still a rebel. Good luck Kiddo ..... you'll need it.

Xanax literally robs you of memory. So sad to see one so young struggle like this with memory loss.

I went to HS with this girl. Hope she’s doing good now.

No long drawn out paragraph. Just thank you Mark. Thank you for all that you do.

This leaves me in tears....the children pay the price of the parents vices as I did and my sons are

God bless her and keep her safe. My heart breaks for her.

As someone who has never spent a day living on the streets it breaks my heart to see someone so young who feels this is her life. I really hope she can find some peace and normalcy in her life

Another good one so far, as expected. Personality changed 10 minutes after the xanax. That was a crazy shift. Went from super nervous to loose and chatty.

She's a wandering spirit, honey I pray you find your peace somewhere you really have a lot to offer God bless ❤️❤️❤️

if only y’all knew she almost beat someone to death for a Nozz balloon , she’s not allowed back in the scene cause of that stupid incident

She's embellishing a lot and trying to be more than she is. Her age and maturity show...

"my mother gave me Xanax so I would sleep, so she could drink"

She should get clean and be a flight attendant. She can travel everywhere.

Its hard to not wish this girl well, she has a hard road in front of her. Hope she finds a better path

crazy how she didn’t mention the shit she did to other people while being around La and that one incident where she had her friend beat the shit out of someone just because they wanted to hit he Nozz ballon , then lacing peoples drugs/ steal from others and killing as well damn the shit people won’t say of what they did to

What a precious girl! She said that she doesnt put words together well but you can tell that the thoughts underneath run deep. Shes very empathetic, caring and an animal lover, all winning attributes in my book. Hey Crazy, you are famous-you got yourself on Soft White Underbelly! Keep surviving girl, its not always going to be such a struggle for you. This is not your future. For some reason I feel that.

She's the age of my youngest daughter...I'll think of this girl from now on...such a beautiful, sweet baby!!!!! Stay strong! Stay safe...

My dad is retired train engineer.... he's seen what she seen many times sadly. Suicide, vehicles stuck on tracks, accidents like her friend. He sees it from just few feet too.... I've seen the pain in his eyes when he talks about it.

She is downplaying her life. Krazy really has had a rough life. I’m so happy to finally see her on this platform telling what she is comfortable with ❤

We think we struggle, and then a story like Krazy’s puts things into perspective. Most people with this lifestyle say ‘trust no one’ when asked what they have learnt. 😢

The "trust no one" is such a destructive thing, as I makes every interaction short term and exploitative.

My heart's always breaking for the people you interview. Thanks, Mark. Im sorry and hope for the best, Crazy.

Smart beautiful young soul I wish her well and pray she's staying safe

"Trust no one". To be so young and have learned this already is deep. I hope she finds the support and help she needs, so young and very intelligent for her age ❤

“I wasn’t addicted but I was sick for a week” 🤣 she has so much to learn unfortunately. Hope you make it out alive.

The pic of her with her dog around her neck is tubular! I never rated photography much as art form but that picture is just amazing!!

My heart goes out to her I hope she wakes up

Train hopping is a exhilarating experience full of benefits but beware, it is VERY dangerous. I’ve done small journeys, never across state lines and even then it’s scary. Trust you’re intuition with other train hoppers, never jump on a moving train because it’s the first one you’ve seen in days, carry a weapon, enjoy every moment .

She may not have gotten her dream of becoming a rock star but she certainly looks the part and for someone who's experienced such hard times she doesn't seem too hardened herself . I hope she gets out before this lifestyle ages her before her time ..

That poor dog. He will likely have a painful end living with junkies on the street. Her instragram has pictures of another of her dogs abused and killed, yet she has no problem getting more. She may still be a kid, but this girl is not innocent.

The more.i learn from Mark,the more I long to go to live with the whitikars and spend my end days caring ,helping them.They seem normal to me compared to this world I'm walking through now.Love you Mark and all the viewers with good intentions and love in their 💕.

Love all your stuff

I've seen so many of these videos but this one hit me really hard for some reason. I see a lot of myself in that girl and I always dreamed of the train hopping lifestyle just being completely free being able to leave or run at the drop of a hat and just go where the wind blows you. I have a kid now and I'm tied down to my life. Sometimes I dream of just wandering off though I would never do that to my child, and I know it's hard but just that thought of pure and total freedom really calls me sometimes. You can go anywhere and you can be anyone.

I knew a handful of squatters/train hoppers when I was living on skid row. They stayed in Hollywood more than DTLA. They were always a different breed to me. The traveling aspect added to being homeless… and doing drugs. Nope. I always thought that was toooo extreme. They are so fearless. So broken, but so fearless. I’m curious to see where you settle down Crazy. You will settle down and you will realize the beauty in life again. Please please believe that. Stay safe out there.

Mami here's a trick for those Xanax - break a piece off and put it into water - if it absorbs and floats, it's fake - if it sinks it's actually Xanax.

Love these interviews. So interesting.

She's got a long road ahead of her, I hope she gets the help she needs.

I've met quite a few train hoppers and on more than one occasion seen the rough exterior break when they're drunk and crying over friends that have died. It's such a dangerous life

a lot of ppl skip right over the impact covid had on young adults. not having a college graduation put me into an epic depression, never been so low. I can only imagine the impact it had on this girl or others. I've watched a couple videos now where ppl mention covid being a game changer for them. our stimulus check should have came with free therapy sessions and resources

Feel like she hasn't shared everything. Hope this young lady could change her life for better.

My kids mother and I were train hoppers and she was very similar to this girl in a lot of ways, having a kid completely changed her and made her grow up and now she’s the most responsible parent u could ever imagine…. For some people having a kid is the switch they need to get their lives under control and find meaning, not saying it’s the answer or that u should go out of ur way to have a kid but my point is without meaning or purpose in life all u do is just drift around aimlessly …. Hopefully this girl find a purpose bigger than what she’s doing now Being a dirty kid or train rider is fun for a few years but noone wants to be that old broken down person still struggling with homelessness

Poor kid. She’s kind, caring and deserves love

What a strong and sensitive young woman who's life experiences have brought her to the place of Trust No One...I get that.

This is very normal in my country. As a child I used to walk on train tracks to get to the next village because for a long time we had no passenger trains, only freight trains. And the passenger trains we have now only go from city to city. Walking on the tracks was the fastest way. Some of my friends train hopped (freight trains are excellent for this) but I was too scared of getting punished by my family lol.

i saw her on tiktok about almost a year ago glad to see her still here❤️

This is a wonderful interview.

to any kids thinking about train hopping, do your research and tread very carefully. slack-tension when the trains move can throw you off and kill you. one of my favorite youtubers "stobe the hobo" documented his life traveling the country by train and died doing so in an accident and he was the most experienced train hopper id ever seen.... RIP STOBE

Praying that she FINDS SOMEONE TO HELP HER AND GUIDE HER.

Read a couple comments about the stuff this girl has done to others. Odd she didn’t fess up to that stuff and talks about how she can’t trust anyone. Apparently she isn’t exactly innocent and just as down to hurt/use/drain others as others have hurt her. I’m not judging but hmmm that’s interesting.

why tf isn't this girl in prison? Apparently she killed a dude with her friends and there's a video of it? That among a myriad of other things she's accused of. I mean if there's evidence of her committing a heinous crime, so why tf is she still walking around free? This person is a menace and needs to be put away where she especially can't harm any more dogs.

This probabaly wont end well. She has a hard road ahead. She needs divine intervention before its too late. Poor kiddo. Ill pray for her. Good luck to you if you read this. Dont give up!

She is not a good person and doesn't deserve help she killed someone over a noz balloon there was a video floating around for a while

Krazy is not a good person. She is extremely abusive and beat the shit out of someone over noz.

Looks like she just left urban outfitters, and got a hobo package

She’s young and can definitely turn her life around . She’s been through so much that it would take the right person to really get to her , make her feel like she’s important and loved. And I’d bet anything the man that could do that would have a absolutely amazing wife . And wow she’s so naturally gorgeous . Yup she just needs that right person in her life . God bless her . And if you ever read this , stay strong . Keep your head up . 🙏🏻

Good morning everyone have a blessed day and even though you might not feel good, try and think positively 🙂👍🏽