TRANS GUY REACTS TO GIRL PICTURES | NOAHFINNCE 

*26 minutes gay

LMAOOO

i was waiting for someone to say it

Your username says everything about you

I completely forgot this video was not about his hair

Same here and I'm not even trans...

Yeah as an 18-year-old who has recently been kind of freaking out about the fact that I haven’t gotten anywhere in life that line definitely made me feel a lot better about myself

@Real Ray i understand that so much. i feel like i'm still waiting to truly live because the way my parents have decided i have to be is so different than who i really am that most times i don't feel like a person at all. but as every year passes, i see myself becoming more and more of who i really am and i am watching as my parents loose their grip on me and one day, one day soon ish, i will begin to live, and i can't wait. it will get better for both of us, i think. until then, find the good in the little things i guess, and continue to figure out who you are so that when you can finally be yourself, you can do it so loudly

@Real Ray damn, yeah i kind of get that. I'm not trans so i can't pretend to understand how that must feel, but the part about being born a dead son waiting to live really resonates with me. i feel like my mom had an idea of the kind of child she wanted me to be even before i was born and since i don't live up to that, I've had to discover who i am all by myself and bide my time until one day i can finally shout in her and my dad's face: this is me and there isn't a damn thing you can do about it. it makes sense how having to hide your gender identity would make you feel like you aren't living and i can understand how hiding something as important as your true gender identity can cause you to have to hide so much of the rest of yourself as well. i hope that you are able to be your true self one day, gender identity and all, loudly and proudly, and that everyone in your life will accept you for the real you. here's to waiting to live

I am 19 right now and kind of feel the same way, only started living for real this year since I graduated from school and went to university. I am not trans but I still felt like I could not be myself before. I have a lot of nice memories from childhood though so I did definately live before. But right now I feel like this big and exciting, but sometimes scary world has opened itself up to me for the first time, that I am finally free to live my life as I want to and to do the things that truly matter to me.

it's absolutely horrible. i remember my friend at the time commenting on how my hips were getting bigger and how it finally made me look feminine (i was already masculine presenting) and i really thought of just jumping under traffic then and there. still one of the most traumatic interactions in my life

Literally same my moms friends being like “oh your such a cute GIRL” yeah thanks 😒 or my mom yelling when i was younger “you need to stop acting so uncomfortable with your body why do you do that your a girl all of us are like that 🙄” maybe i didn’t wanna be a girl mom 😇

@@ziggyzagyt sameeee

oh, now all makes sense

I dont even consider this a compliment

I liked this comment a while ago, but rewatching the video and seeing it again I just want to say, like this is an amazing comment because some people in the comment section are sort of bashing that girls (they mean well lol) and this is probably what was going through those girls heads :)

This is exactly what I try to do and it’s so sad to think I could compliment someone to try to raise their spirits, only to accidentally hit their dysphoria right in the face. But I think it’s okay to have good intentions and realize you still hurt someone. We all do it eventually.

@@jazwhoaskedforthis Every sinner, including homosexuals (lgbtq+) are all called to REPENTANCE: Luke 5:32 I came not to call the righteous, but sinners to repentance. Matthew 9:13 But go ye and learn what that meaneth, I will have mercy, and not sacrifice: for I am not come to call the righteous, but sinners to repentance. Genesis 13:13 But the men of Sodom were wicked and sinners before the LORD exceedingly. Romans 5:8 But God commendeth his love toward us, in that, while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us. Luke 13:5 I tell you, Nay: but, except ye repent, ye shall all likewise perish. Luke 13:3 I tell you, Nay: but, except ye repent, ye shall all likewise perish. You won´t be heard by GOD if you have not come to REPENTANCE: John 9:31 Now we know that God heareth not sinners: but if any man be a worshipper of God, and doeth his will, him he heareth. John 3:3 Jesus answered and said unto him, Verily, verily, I say unto thee, Except a man be born again, he cannot see the kingdom of God. John 3:7 Marvel not that I said unto thee, Ye must be born again. Because of the lack of knowledge which you all also practice, therefore none of you truly know, what you are doing nor what you are supporting. Luke 23:34 Then said Jesus, Father, forgive them; for they know not what they do. And they parted his raiment, and cast lots.

This sounds so dumb of me to say about myself but i dont feel like i can acept myself i dont wanna be the real me yet but also i do and i wanna be a boy but rn i feel like struggeling in self aceptense😅 (i know my pfp probaly look femine i forgot to update my pfp this photo is from a show i used to watch 3 years ok oops😂)

@@pastelpurpleflowers4044 tbh i feel like a i kind of relate to that like... i know how i feel and how i have been feeling about my gender but at the same time i think deep down that i wish i didnt have to deal with it, like there have been times where i have considered trying to identify as my agab but i could just never go through with trying to do that bc doing that wasnt bc i thought i was wrong but bc if i were cis again then i wouldnt have to worry about losing anything but at the same time i just wouldnt be living like me. Sorry if i put words in ur mouth and the long paragraph

@@rejecthumanityreturntocrab6521 no you dont and oh i'm glad not being the only one wich i know i arent i feel like being cis is an act and it feels like hiding who i am but i know if i keep pushing thro i maybe one day can come out and acept myelf for who i am tysm for responding you seems pretty nice and yesh i am glad someone responded because idk what to do with myself sometimes😂

Older? Holy shit i'm 22 and i'm still feel like a little kid D:

@@pastelpurpleflowers4044 very relatable

Top comment but no replies?! I’ll fix that!

How has this only got 3 comments? It’s the top comment!

@@jeremylee5990 nah

@@jeremylee5990 🏳️‍🌈

@@jeremylee5990 no tf he is a guy- dumbass

@@jeremylee5990 aaah. the girl NOAH.

I'm guessing the Jeremy dude said something concerning

💙

Omg my heart just melted ☺️

love that you are an old trans person

I'm not trans but I'm genderfluid, bi, and a big LGBTQ+ supporter. Can you adopt me as well?

My heart

Yeah, when he said I was like oh I did that too

All my old pictures of myself are so bad because I felt this way

Yes I still do that when my friends want to do selfie with me. It kinda annoys some of them unfortunately so I try to just not look at myself when they do the photo

@@sprout_05 same

somebody call brad mondo!

who is zayn

@@peterevans6480 unrelated but ok haha, zayn is from one direction, in 2015 he moved on from 1D to do a solo curreer, hopefully that’s enough information haha, if your wondering about my pfp, he is being framed for something at the moment, most of the DIRECTIONERS are setting this as their pfp

@@lees_act ah ok that makes sense. ive been seeing these pfp a lot

@@lees_act but didnt he admit to it? and there is nothing to "stand with"?

@@peterevans6480 my hubby

Thank you very much❤️🧡💛💚💙💜

Anytime!

I- no I can’t :D

Right back at ya

Not me having a baby picture of me giving my mom the stink eye

Omg I love your videos Jamie

Such an icon

YOOO JAMIES HEREEEEEE

me: just scrolling through the comments me: **sees something that looks like jamie's pfp** me: **scrolls back up furiously** me: JAMIEEEEE my name is jamie too it is my name the name i chose for myself ive always loved the name and when you chose it i loved it more because i was like "wow this super awesome human has my name too!"

This comment is literally calling me out rn-

Same. The only picture where he looked like a girl, he was asleep. Even with long hair he looked like he belonged in an 80s all male hair band

Yeah he was always a guy. That photo of him in the black dress (the last time he wore a dress) looks like a guy who was made to wear a dress by his mates and feels awkward about it. If you took the photo from the neck up most people would see a guy. I feel the same way about Jammidodger's pre-transition pictures .

Me neither, and I took time off studying for this. He is so entertaining to watch and I never leave a video of his feeling like I wasted time (even if it is about hair, which he somehow makes enjoyable).

me neither

@@vavacadoz same Sometimes I find him so relatable.

I find myself salting the earth every time that I miss you, I feel the way you do.

it hits so hard :/

And I don’t deserve you, you deserve the world.

You say that the gender haircut divide needs to stop but then you say that you were more attracted to doing boys stuff. Its like you can’t decide whether gender difference exists or not. Makes no sense.

@@sallywright8065 did you see the quotation marks?

'ELLO UNDERACHIVERS* ;)

Noah is amazing and he gives me hope when I'm feeling low. I'm 21 months on hormones (I'm a trans girl) right now,I'm really depressed as I've been waiting 3 1/2 for my first appointment at my gender clinic

@@themikaylashow9374 aww, I'm so sorry for that. I know I can't do anything much, but just know that you're so swag and very strong. I'm so proud of you!

@@ollie5963 thank you so much. My family hates me for being trans but all my friends has noticed how much happier I am being on hormones

@@themikaylashow9374 It sounds to me like your friends are your real family, most of my biological family hates that I'm trans as well (ftm) I don't associate myself with them anymore and I now think of my friends as my real family.

@@ollie5963 totally agree,my trans family IS my family

I love your profile pic

💙💚? What the fuck? Not a video I thought I'd find y'all on.

@@songofthesea6353 yeah didn’t expect to see sonic x Shrek here 😂

@@findrochelle I was thinking Larry Stylinson?

@@songofthesea6353 I am indeed a Larry fan

oh wow 💀

@@nieaktualne55555 oh sorry, did I say something offensive? Sometimes I don’t think things through.

As a lesbian cis girl, I love being a female too, I would have transitioned too

​@@raulantunez4228No, don't worry, you didn't. I have no idea why they said that

​@@nieaktualne55555What?

Hah my school is so gay that we end up hating on the straight people more than the straight people hate on us. I’m sorry to hear that though man, i know how much this stuff can get to you.

I feel that, I'm gay and I live in a religious conservative part of America and I get scared sometimes when I go to school

@@rafaelfactor120 I feel your suffering. My school days thank goodness are behind me, but boy does the mental hurt from that period of my life stay with me. Prejudice is so awful and unacceptable. Stay strong brother and always be you. Never let the haters win. Being gay isnt something to be ashamed of, its something to be proud of. It's a part of you, never apologies for it and never hide it. Be gay and be proud- as am I fully these days.🏳️‍🌈💙👍

@@Sam-zu5mr I feel more scared in my own home because my parents are hella religious and they believe me being gay is like a disease or a sin or whatever

@@rafaelfactor120 it ain't a sin or a disease....its how you feel sexually. A true sin is not supporting your sexual orientation. Your thier child, they should love you UNCONDITIONALLY. That's what love is. You are who you are and never apologise for it....not even to family members. If there is a God....you will be loved for being your true self and by living a truthful life. If your Gay, God meant you to be that way....think about it. Your sexuality isnt your fault, you were made that way. God made you that way. Hope this helps.

My family actually doesn’t really like looking back at my pre transition photos. It’s weird looking at them. They don’t really make me or my parents feel uncomfortable but it’s just feels like we are looking at a picture of someone who doesn’t exist anymore.

For real… it’s like… you know that was an empty human in a weird way and even by the way you pose you can tell 😅 You wonder…how is people not seeing that I’m deeply uncomfortable ?

That haircut came back when I was in middle school. So many guys I new had a long scene haircut

Noah is so amazing and he's such a great guy. Whenever my dysphoria kicks into overdrive,he really helps me out

​@user-vb3go2xz8che is accepting himself and accepting he is a trans guy, you don't know him and yet you manage to be an asshole, instead of bitching about people who know who they are go complain to a manager or something, I'm sure your good at it

Aww look who deleted their comment

I'm really sorry about the mean comment, I'm trans ftm too btw :)

poor guy 💙

@@salmonellq2981 I know it made me so sad for him.

Does this mean that de-gendering clothes will remove gender dysphoria? Just curious

@@Anonymous-df8it maybe, but it's not my case. I know I would still have dysphoria if I did it when I actually have dysphoria. But sometimes I forget about it and if I do it then I can actually have a laugh. Now I have much less dysphoria than before (I've had top surgery and started T since then), so I would probably be able to have a laugh at any time

One of the many reasons I love Freddie Mercury as well as Noah!

YES!!!! They are so endearing, and suit his style and aesthetic so well. I honestly think it adds to his attractiveness 10x. He is already very handsome, but the teeth add to it honestly. They give that punk rock, don't want to be perfect looking vibes lol.

This might be the first comment I've seen on this channel that is actually encouraging of self-acceptance. I think that calling the smile "imperfect" rather damages the message, but it's a start. Well done!

also genderfluid also so secondhand upset cuz I felt so many of these things

Hey fellow 14 year old trans guy

Sameee I'm glad it wasn't just me😭

you got this! it's gonna get better

Lovejoy🙃

ITS 3:45 AM AND I JUST BITE MY TONGUE

youre strong. ive also been in a dysphoric rut this whole day. I get it, it's hard man

I know how you feel. The past 3 days I've been so dysphoric

i am you

Omgggg me rn

You can do it:)

@@Mia-nz1qr thank you

And it’s gonna be wonderful! You got this !

For me it will be 4 years 👿

same ❤

is that to me? i can’t tell

@@jamiedodger483 it's to Noah. but I'm proud of you too!!

It's very common for trans people to act as they are "expected" to and not seem like they are trans as children. A lot of trans people don't even mind their agab but that doesn't make them less trans. You are still trans even if you were afab and feminine as a child. You are still trans even if you were amab and masculine as a child.

of course ! all trans people have different experiences and it's not because you don't have the same as Noah that it's not valid. as long as it feels right, that you feel true to yourself, it's true

Everyone's experience is different and not being a tom boy doesn't invalidate your identity or make you less trans. All trans means is you don't identify as the gender you were assigned at birth so if you fit that description then you're trans. Also gender expression and gender identity are separate things.

@@randomdreamer5429 Thankyou. It definitely feels right. I’m a boy, not a girl :)

@@Woolfster27362 i'm happy to hear you say that. i wish you the best :))

EYO WE HAVE THE SAME NAME . IM ELLYOTT AND WERE THE SAME AGE . god dang coincidences

Skirts are not inherently “for women only” or “for men only”, they are simply fabric to cover one’s body. You can absolutely be transmasc and still enjoy things that aren’t stereotypically “masculine”. Even the vast majority of cis guys aren’t 100% masc 100% of the time and the ones who are is usually because they are toxic and very close minded about gender.

@@coralovesnature Thank you. I swear I know this, but I still wonder sometimes. This made me smile.

@@ryyaku_8577 Oh, wow! Fun coincidence lol

Hey I’m a trans guy too- I’ve been on t for4.5 years and I’m now a stealth guy with a beard and all. I like to wear skirts sometimes too! I worry about how others will perceive me when I wear skirts as well so I definitely understand knowing that you can be trans and wear skirts but still feeling worried about it.

i dont know

i dont know

Same. Same.

i dont know

@@lavenderstarzzz Maybe you are trying to brainwash yourself.

@Tom Morrison HI Tom! Thank you so much! I hope you're doing well and have an amazing week!

Hey Rhys! Lovely name by the way, that’s one I considered while I was in the process of changing mine. I now go by Ruairi (he/him)! You’re very right, dresses are not comfortable but unfortunately for me school uniforms exist so I have to wear them a lot. I hope you don’t have to wear too many dresses anymore. I hope you have a really nice day!

@@bigmanrui3503 HI! Your name is so cool!! The last time I wore a dress was because my little sister wanted to play dress up. It was not fun😅 I'm homeschooled so I don't really have to worry about it much anymore. I sorta dress neutrally but my mom still trys to get me to wear skirts and dresses for important occasions and even tho it makes me uncomfortable she's like (well I'm not gonna let you wear a tux) sometimes it's not even that. It's so nice having people around that you can relate to, yanno? I hope you have a good day as well!

@@bigmanrui3503 just realized I've seen some of your comments on Noah's videos before! 😅

hi rhys! i'm a girl and i have to agree - dresses sucks.

Well, it's certainly something. I'd call it a muddle.

"I Just started T last week" Hurray!