I cannot return. For I never left. Music by me. Visuals by Capcom. Download links: survivalsphere... Spotify, Apple Music, iTunes and others: "Survival Spheres" / survivalspheres / survival_spheres
Really love this especially with the background art. Reminds me of the feeling when you're living alone and waking up at 3am. The whole world but you is asleep and you are so isolated you begin to think if your life is real or just a dream.
Spot on! My job has me in a different city every night/day, different time zones, different ends of the country; I’ve woken up like this so many times no idea where I am or what’s real and you just sit there staring around the room bathed in the same shade as this background
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Wow! Really got used to this. It hits hard anyway...
I remember listen to this, and my dog, she was my emotional supporter, even though she passed away, I honor this music to her to bring back. Good memories.
This is my favorite one. And the whole "I cannot return for i never left" in the description describes how i feel about resident evil as a whole. I never left.
Many years ago i used to go to a friend's house to play RE3. Listening this theme, i felt like I was there again, living those summer days, one more time, but knowing that it's been more than 20 years since and i haven't seen or known about that friend. Nostalgic, relaxing and tragic at the same time.
It's uncanny. The first time I ever beat RE0 (first time I ever beat a classic RE game) I played through the night during a sleepover. The adrenal panic of the final boss faded during the credits, giving way to a tired but satisfied feeling. The 9 hour marathon of puzzles and restarts finally ended, I leaned back from the results screen and noticed that the entire room was blue--lit by the early glow of a winter sunrise, leaking in around the blinds. The spirit of that moment, both the relaxed euphoria and the blue glow, are perfectly captured here.
This channel is a nice homage to craftmanship in old games. Things well done may become obsolete but the impression it leaves may last forever... We shouldnt forget the industry had this predisposition to create nice things and companies were not only driven by greed or mere profit
Much appreciated! I'm still annoyed that this one of all tracks was uploaded with three audio skips, for whatever reason :-/ The version on Bandcamp is flawless though.
@@SurvivalSpheres I got a question I'm planning on becoming a flim director and making a resident evil film for example say if i want to use this music do i need permission from capcom or you or just both?
@@agentstone4249 It depends of the specific track. This one here, like the vast majority on my channel, is original music made by me. So purely for the audio Capcom has nothing to do with it. But then I also do covers or remixes of existing RE trcks from time to time, which I always state cleary. In that case Capcom holds all rights. Hope this helps!
Try to take a break if you can. Or get away from it all, at least for a while. I always felt the only way to ‚cure‘ pain from nostalgia is by creating new memories of a similar warmth. I hope you’ll find a way.
This theme makes me feel like I'm isolated by the darkness and sadness , a good way to capture the feel of the unknowing , also very good for helping me with my doodling late at night and coming up with creative things within my art from your amazing creative themes .
im using this beauty music that you create with rain hours to fell asleep. So thankyou it really bring me the safe room feel from resident evil ambient. Well captured feels
Eternal peace, safety, protection and relaxation at becoming the sole survivor of the hellish nightmare that resulted in casualties leaving only one girl left to tell the tale of what really happened and write a book about it detailing what really transpired. The girl was at peace within the confines of her eternal haven where nothing could ever hurt her again with her protective guardians at her side forever and ever.
@@SurvivalSpheres The girl don't remember her name due to her losing memories of everything as a result of the hellish ordeal and the head injury that shattered those memories forever. Knowing the girl had no memories of anything anymore including her name, her protective guardians decided to give her the name Lotus.
I love this channel. Just when you think the classic sounding soundtracks are over. Honestly thank you so much for this. Your compositions are amazing!
I got depressed realizing the originals were gone, that's why I started all this. Who could have guessed that RE was going to experience such a revival later on, finally providing good music again. Still not like the classics, but the two save room tracks from REmake2 are masterpieces in my opinion.
This song Brings back beautiful memories but also reminds u of the sad fact that u will never experience them again cause life will never be the same...like when my brothers and i use to live with our parents n play game at night but now we all grown up have a family n we dont see each other that often anymore much less chill for hours and play games like resident together
I exactly what you mean. And it's a nice coincidence, because I've made my most recent song from two day ago exactly aiming at what you describe. There are beautiful, like-minded comments as well, more or less exactly what you just said. It's wonderful!
Well u hit the spot keep up the good work sometimes i does wonder how a song u never heard before can make u feel like that but its a good feeling tho pure peace
Went through a rough break up a while back and went crazy in isolation for a while. This perfectly described the feelings of isolation and loss without words. Times are still hard, but I always find myself coming back here. Thank you.
During the early 90's, 93 specifically - I was living in a hotel (I was only 17, my bitch mother kicked me out the house - for no reason other than wanting to be free of her kids). This hotel was out the way, with lots of woods and forests around - I used to go for long walks after taking numerous different drugs, I'd put a walkman on, put some early trance and walk for miles on my own late at night. I was a chef, so didn't finish till 11, then didn't want to go sit in my small box bedroom room all night. I'd roll a few joints, sometimes take 1/2 a pill or a bit of acid and go. Was a magical time, but also a lonely time for me. I had no family (even though I have a huge family), I was shut away in that hotel for 4 years. No one called or asked how I was, it was like I disappeared from the rest of the family and the world, sometimes not leaving the hotel for 3 weeks. Part of my soul was lost in those walks, the sorry feeling you have when your young and your entire family disowned or didn't want to know. Most friends I had were assholes, it was a lonely time, but a fun time as well. Listening to this reminds me now, that part of my sad soul is still lost on those long walks at night, out there somewhere and I've never been able to get it back. Things were, have never been the same with my family since; well, most are dead now. :)
It feels weird to say "thank you for sharing this story" when it's a story like this, but you made me feel it. I would even go so far as to say that your footprints during those long, lonely walks through the night weren't the only ones. I just traveled backwards through time and walked a part of that path alongside you.
@@SurvivalSpheres Dude, what an amazing comment. Those times (which upon a more mature reflection of one's youth) where amazing. The mystical sorrow which attaches to your soul - in those moments - stays with you for life. Amazing creations, like this soundtrack, gladly smacks you in the face as a welcomed refresher. Great works dude.
And I 1000 % feel you about this. Especially when you say "I had no family (Even thought I had huge family) its totally hits me to the heart.......I have family also even thought I dont have them because they were never supportive to me since my difficult childhood but i wont going into details.......
Yes, I know, and I'm really unhappy about it. It's the result of some error, unknown to me and probably on my part, and unfortunately there is no way to exchange audio, neither on youtube and even less on Spotify. The only good news is that the version on Bandcamp sounds as right as the source file on my hard drive. I consider the collection on Bandcamp to be the primary, most complete and cleanest.
One of my favorite songs from this channel. Its exales loneless, emptiness and a deep sense of reflection. It's like a tragic fact that cannot be changed. Beautiful song!!!
This is a favorite. Really chill feel to this one. I love the uptown office in the blue palette here; like you stayed at work super late and are just watching videos in the dark.
It's calming and relaxing yet of sadness, reminds me when I was in my school days with my friends if I ever saw them again, and this theme makes me nostalgic
I know that feeling. Some people walk with you for a while, then disappear onto their own paths. And you do the same from their perspective. Only few people are aware, though.
4 года с выпуска из школы, 4 года взрослой жизни, будто прошло одно мнгновение, забрав у меня всё счастье и возможность быть счастливым и оставив умирать, обрекая на конец жизни в 22 года. Прошлое не умрёт никогда, но при этом же и не вернётся. Чем дальше живёшь, тем больше оно отдаляется, создавая всё больший контраст с дерьмовой реальностью и принося ещё больше страданий
With this song sometimes i think on Resident Evil, but then i have some Silent Hill's feel, then I click this song again and i have some Dino Crisis feel, but today i feel some kind of Heaven! A Heaven full of nostalgia. One of my favorite ambient tracks of all time! 😎
I still fail to grasp the exact reason (otherwise I could try to repeat it, hehe...), but I'm happy that people like and listen. Thanks for your comment.
It's like a save room theme for Resident Evil Remake but the atmosphere is like Silent Hill. Hopefully this kind of music would be included in the Silent Hill soft reboot.
In all honesty, the music from Resident Evil Save Room, the plot, the characters, and even the Resident Evil games that were deemed bad because they weren't what the fans wanted are interesting and good in their own right. In many ways, the music I'm listening to represents me; it makes me feel like I'm lost in a forest trying to find comfort in a world full of good and bad things. Listening to Resident Evil Save Music supports me and inspired me to become a film director, perhaps producing a good Resident Evil film. Also, this music helps me stay calm and sane. I just hope that I can achieve my goal of making the best Resident Evil movie possible, even if it isn't canon, and that I have at least a few good fans.
Stay on your path. If your determination persists, you will reach your goal and make that movie. And I will love to watch it! What you describe about the effect of save room music, it's the exact same for myself.
@@SurvivalSpheres I actually like your profile pic it reminds me of a raccoon city civilian locked in her home hearing monstrous noises from outside waiting for help and just having one light on little does she realize help might not come but still have hope as long as the light is on
@@SurvivalSpheres I think ' hitoyobashi' is the most similar to this track specifically, but I think the melancholy vibe is what connects your music and the music from Mushishi
@@SurvivalSpheres Found it for Ya, the video's id is v=T3C7QnL0md4 or just look up the Mushishi full ost. The english title is "The One Night Bridge". I'm not familiar with that anime title but it intrigued me. I can hear in it some similarities to your work but in general yours fits horror genre better.
Okay, this is my first time commenting here and I want to say something... this track is giving me HUGE nostalgic feelings and makes me think of a game I have never played before or watched someone play before. It really does make me feel that way and maybe it is the same for others who share the same feeling. But this right here is exquisitely beautiful. Also, I actually did end up falling asleep to it. 😂 it was just that good. Please keep making more music.
You know, normally I would be worried when people fall asleep to my more or less artistic output, but in this case, I consider it a success - thanks for dropping a message and take care out there!
@@SurvivalSpheres It’s the main fact that the instruments and sounds you used and the slow tempo are what makes this track very calming and soothing, soothing enough to make ones nerves calm and relaxed. ❤️ but hey, you’re welcome! And you take care out there too!
Thanks! I remember the first time I noticed the TP influence was in the original RE2 save room. That low warm pad in the back, it is almost the same as the one used in Laura's theme.
Stay here for a min. It isn’t safe outside these doors. Well if you’re already dead set in leaving at least rest for a while. It looks like you haven’t gotten any sleep at all...
I love to see this on my recomendations again and again, this is like my 3rd comment on this beautifull song, sorry for that xD but this its so perfect to hear every moment.
Ive been listening to almost every vídeo you made, you sir are amazing you managed to capture every aspect of the games on your songs, keep up the good work friend. Greetings from Argentina.
Awesome you make your own resident evil save room inspired music? That's really cool to know that someone out there also makes their own save room themes. Liked 👍
Im a hospital courior, my job is to pick up and deliver test samples between clinics and hospitals across the city. Its nice to say hi and make small talk between routes, even on especially busy days. The strangest feeling chokes my heart on days where there is nobody to greet me. I walk down the halls and scan my route barcodes, but there is nobody around. Its supposed to be a busy route today but theres nothing for me to pick up, nothing for me to deliver. There's nobody here...
@@SurvivalSpheres Thats the scary part, its suppose to be packed today. Mondays and Tuesdays are always the busiest at a hospital (nobody wants surgery or other such appointments on the weekends) but theres hardly anyone.
@@SurvivalSpheres Yeah, Vaporwave tends to be associated with more 80s aesthetic even though it's a more Backrooms Liminal Nostalgic sound, whereas Dark Academia genre is a sort of Librarian Gothic Sound but with modern tones.
Oh my...oh my goodness...this is absolutely lovely my friend. Wow. Another amazing song in the bank. Wow again. It's very atmospheric & lonely. You can really feel the despair & mysteriousness in this one. Also the synth in this track is absolutely amazing sir. I LOVE synth. Thank you for everything. Please keep up the great work. Your work makes me want to get back to replaying the RE games, just finished Revelations 2 again recently, but I still have RE 4, 5, & 6 to replay again. Plus playing the HD REmake again is always a blast. Beat that one so many times and definitely plan on playing it again for many years to come. Patiently waiting for that Resident Evil 2 REmake along with being hopeful for HD REmakes of both 3 & Code Veronica. I'm also very inspired to get back to writing my Resident Evil short story collection I'm currently working on for fun. Music is so amazing. You music is all that & so much more because your music has layers upon layers of nostalgia induced melodies worked throughout the composition. Fantastic work. You always have my support man. :-) Distant Memories 1996 Christopher "Redfield96"
If you're looking for something to enhance the experience after loads of playthroughs, I've found that knife runs do fairly well. The first time I did a knife run for any of the classic RE games, it was some of the greatest tension in all my time playing computer games. I have great memories from all of them, but the best was CV:X, as I had only played the Dreamcast one once, maybe ten years prior to the knife run, so I didn't remember it almost whatsoever. My particular favourite moment was when I had no health items or saves and I knifed a sweeper. I looked on the map to plan my escape route but overshot the door, so I jumped into the pool and kept running, never dreaming I'd be taking this fecker down. I grabbed something in the water, hoping for a health item but it wasn't. I took a couple of claw swipes getting out of the pool again, and then remembered that hunters and sweepers have poor turning speed, and that they seem to jump in this extreme way when they get up or down between surfaces of differing heights, so I ran a few paces from the edge of the pool, and then backed up as it jumped to where I'd been, and thus over my head. I knifed its legs until it went down. It started to get up but I kept going. Just as it was about to take off my head, it fell down dead. So terrifying, haha.
Thanks for your recurring support my friend! I'm looking forward to your writings, and when you have any more pictures you are willing to share, I'll be glad to use them. Maybe you could "move" your save room items to a different location? To create "another save room"?
Hahaha I remember you telling me that story ages ago :-D You are like Barry. Telling the same story to everyone over and over again (just kidding, it sounds like a really cool thrill!)
haha, yeah, I meant to mention that they may find that story elsewhere on your channel. Good first question. I don't have a favourite but I've written extensively on this in the past. Like ten-page analyses...when I have a moment I'll find wherever this question gets posted and answer it. Also, may I take a moment to say I think it's amazing how RE fans connect. I _love_ other series, but never get to connect with strangers so quickly over it. After months helping people in Fallout New Vegas forums, I get recognition but not a real repoire. Also, we all have RE in our avatars. Some more obvious than others but all four of us have it somewhere. Great stuff altogether.
Right now in my car on my radio im playing ur songs while driving to work, its great inspirational music for me, my creativity pops out with this, next to that it reminds me of all those great horror classics games aswell! Thanks once more for creating something uinique and special!
Thanks Stephan! I hope it sounds ok on a car radio. My tracks never experienced any proper mastering, so they sound very different on different audio systems. And at least from my perspective, of all places cars are the ones where things tend to sound the worst.
The pain, depression, sorrow and destruction the coronavirus has caused all of us globally the past several months. This is what this has now reminded me of. Sad and distraught with only faith in God.
Amazing. Cross between Silent Hill and John Carpenter. Honestly, you can't go wrong here, people love to balance on the boarders of despair and wonder, in equal measure. You should get into Contact with John Carpenter and ask of you can use some of his samples, for films like The Fog, The Thing, Prince of Darkness etc. Put your own spin on it. Halloween music. Well done!
