I deleted insta, I was using it to express creativity but I noticed everybody else was using it to build a fake version of themselves. I kept being exposed to things I didn't want to
I’ve became really stoic on this semen retention journey. I used to like this girl at my job but came to the conclusion that she doesn’t really like me and just wants my energy and attention. She’s an energy vampire. I totally cut her off and now she’s been trying to make the work environment very hostile for me. I ignore all of her childish games and actions towards me everyday. If I wasn’t on semen retention I would have reacted emotionally and would have been fired.
To all my fellas in here including myself! Majority of these women wont appreciate you until you ignore them so aak yourself this why am I chasing when i could ne chasing my goals,career path, etc. Stay focused, single amd getting to that bag.
I wish I realized this at 23 I’m 26 now just turned 26 the more you realize this they better off you’ll be. A lot of women also try to USE you to heal too when you’re not there. Let that shit go.
Eeeee lowkey needed another video feeling down, the devil is putting negative thoughts and attacking my mind. Just had a semi emotional prayer outside not 10 mins ago 🙌🔥
Im just done catchin feelins almost every girl i had feelins for played me. The recent one played me, i really liked her fr, ghosted me blocked me, and postin about other dudes on her stories. Been unfollowed her but always come across it. I just gave up fr its no point. Im 18. Just realized your never the only one shes talking to. Knew she was playing me from the start.