Out of all of your interviewees, Pam's story is the one that resonated with me on a visceral level that I don't recall ever experiencing. I think it's the way she expresses things; without even an ounce of mystery, just matter of fact and with such enthusiasm, and so simply stated. Goosebumps! Thank you.
Angelo, every one of these awakening interviews is like warm sun on the cold rock of doubt and habit. I love every one I’ve seen, and everyone who has shared their story. And I love the palpable joy in you as you watch and listen. Thank you and Pam both for opening this door again for all of us… 🙏🌻💜
This resonates. Losing my father this January triggered ‘something’ in me. There is something about moments of pure, raw humanity that a deep loss can find you in that inexplicably also opens you up, allows you to just welcome truth and can be transformative in unexplainable ways
I savour (Canadian) these interviews because they are pure gold. I’m only half way through and can’t wait to see more. Pam is amazing and Angelo is a gift.
Pam’s a beautiful burst of reality - thank you Angelo. I was just listening - secretly wishing to magic my underlying angst away - but listening to you guys, I’m no longer wrestling with anything. The grace of space 🚀
This comment is really a self-reflection that I thought might be useful for some of us. I find it funny how these interviews feel to my egoic residue like an "Awakened Authority" is validating another individual's spiritual experience and how much I've noticed that part of me yearning for that same validation. I've even caught this mind daydreaming about what it would be like to have that interview experience. (Funny enough there's a similar energy behind some of my comments on Angelo's videos. I tell myself that I do it for the algorithm, but that's only partially true 😂) This seems to be a prime example of the sneaky ego attempting to co-opt the awakening process. As I write, there's a knowing that this is simply the pattern of things. As long a there is any identification in separation, there will be a yearning to be informed that "you" are acceptable and belong "here". In truth there's nothing that could ever be validated strongly enough to provide the freedom we secretly seek. Angelo has a short video about exploring emotions that arise when we see ourselves as fundamental unlovable and its helped a lot with exploring and recognizing this part of myself so the appropriate shadow work can take place. The subtle self-identified mind is very very sneaky and tends to hide behind concepts we seem sacred. Ideas pertaining to spirituality, love, family, humanity, and unseen survival mechanisms) The light of kind curiosity is bright my friends. Thank you, Pam and thank you, Angelo. This was a wonderful chat and provided valuable material for reflection. 🌸💐🌻🌹
What an inspired interview! I can feel the freshness of her awakening, and as you’ve noted about people right after their awakenings, she sounds enlightened in her realizations and embrace of her new state. Heartfelt and uplifting!!! Thank you.
It's so comforting and inspirational to listen to/see these folks who've emerged from the darkness and now speak from the light! The truth of their very own being shines as love and moves into us. They are authentically alive and immediately present and we feel this deeply. Thank you, thank you Pam and Angelo
I love all these interviews but this one with Pam was beyond brilliant! My experiences have not been on such a fast track as her but similar in the dark night of the soul revealing the total misperception , the distorted view you held and a total certainty that correction was necessary. I am not there yet but plodding homewards at my own pace🙏 Thanks to you both for sharing Xx
Thank you for this interview, Angelo. Thank you Pam for sharing your wonderful awakening story! It brought tears of joy to my eyes and a warmth and resonance in my heart. ❤❤❤🙏🙏🙏
This 1 has a future speaking on this if they were so inclined.... I love the way they talk about this. So... I don't know...just plain, simple, somehow relatable. Just awesome. So happy for them. She's very relatable and down to earth yet very " intelligent "... is that the right word but I can communicate my feelings like you guys sorry. Other than yourself, she hits home.. so relatable. Just love ya both!! Lol. Thank you, thank you. You've helped. You've both helped.
Amaho! Wonderful interview. Seeking to a refining as “That”. Thank you Pam for sharing your process & deep wisdom. Angelo………I look forward to book part 2. Thank you for your gift of articulation and open pointings. ❤
Oh I love her so much. I felt that whole journey as I cried when she cried, I laughed when she laughed. Such an amazing story. I am so happy for her. Thank you so much for sharing ❤
this is just incredible from both sides, both of you!! I think you need to do another one of these together. There is gold and i feel there is even more gold between you two in you speak again! Angelo of course is amazing. But Pam, you are so direct and clear too and truly great insights and clarity! thank you so much.. This is absolute gold. so clear. thank yoy guyss!!!!
This interview is establishing a trust in the process that I could not maintain by my own endeavour I feel so nourished and supported by your dialogue I am now on my third listening it works like magic I’ve no idea why or how. I don’t say this very often but I feel such a loving connection to you both I am so grateful. There’s a bit in A Course in Miracles where the path of awakening is described and it says the way is difficult but you will be supported by “mighty companions” and you have appeared on my RU-vid feed! thank you my brother and sister in Christ consciousness 🙏❤️
The part where Angelo says that people first come to him and say they don't suffer but then sometimes come back later when they saw that they are always suffering reminded me of this from David Foster Wallace: There are these two young fish swimming along, and they happen to meet an older fish swimming the other way, who nods at them and says, “Morning, boys. How’s the water?” And the two young fish swim on for a bit, and then eventually one of them looks over at the other and goes, “What the hell is water?” I can really recommened "This is Water" by him. It's a commencement speech he gave
This is the first "awakening interview" I've listened to, and very much appreciated it. I will say though, and it's funny that this is the first one I've listened to, and it hit a nerve with me. I have a comfortable middle-class life, no other big "issues" or worries in my life, but I was diagnosed with lyme 3 yrs ago and though on the surface I live a mostly "normal' life, it is really anything but. I feel like lyme has wrecked havoc on my body, and many--if not most- days I feel like complete sh*t. I'm "working" with it, trying to heal, but it's just been hell. Soooo....here's the rub, for me: when I hear said that everything is just as it should be, that it's all working for the good on our behalf, that everything is working for your benefit---I *want* to like that sentiment, but geez, when you have seven days in a row of feeling just so crappy, it is so, so, SOOO hard to feel ok with life just being what it is. Sorry for the vent, but this is a real stickler for me. In the meantime, I have this craving for a deeper spiritual life--has been an underlying drive in my life, I meditate, read...I'm too analytical and I know this works against me, but I just keep moving forward. Anyway, thank you so much for everything you do Angelo!!! And thank you Pam for your story!! ❤
Reading through the comments, I’m also relating to this. Thank you Angelo, I too also stumbled across your channel right when I was in the dark and my mind was screaming. Your app is a favourite to fall asleep to and your book has been so helpful, and I appreciate all your daily clips 💕
Really enjoyed this, thank you both. A fascinating story, made me pick up and reread Angelo's book - Awake it's your turn. Especially the chapter on inquiry. I realise that I have never really set time aside to actually sit and practise inquiry. Have really been doing it through out the working day. When I come out of the office and am walking down the corridor then I remember, darn I haven't been practising as I've been busy. Think I really need to step it up and try to embedded it into my every day life.
The weight being lifted”and the sensory perceptions”, she’s speaking of resonate so much. “I was blind but now I see”… Your sensory perceptions begin to sharpen and deepen. I used to be fearful of the visual aberrations… (shifting, shimmering, slowly disappearing, brightening, knowing that the tree you are looking at knows 😂 for real that you are looking at it) the auditory perceptions seemingly envelope you and don’t come through your ears… they arise and go “through” you. She’s wonderful☝️ and her pointers are great!🎉❤️🙏🏽
Excellent interview, and I waited for a mention that this experience might not end the struggle. I heard "honeymoon with God", and that's very good, but the honeymoon must end, and then there is more cleaning and grounding that has to be done. There can be many more painful nights ahead, but now one can be a lamp onto oneself, so one isn't afraid of the dark. I love her accent 🧡
Thank you for this interview! You are right, Pam is so relatable. I have been reading your book and listening to your videos. Changes are surely happening but I don't understand any of them. Seeing these interviews helps me realize there's clarity on the other side. Last night I went to sleep after listening to this interview and woke up (still eyes closed) and felt a bolt of energy that continued flowing into me and out of me like rolling hills of stars. I don't know how long it lasted but then here came my mind talking over it... Oh this must be it, wow can it always be like this, wait what is this.... And it all just faded away. It all surely felt different than a dream.
Thank you so much for these interviews. I feel so much love and space in my heart when I listen to people sharing their stories. Lots of peace to whoever is reading this. ❤🔥
I’m very grateful for the double barrel with Pam the other day. So I could find this conversation. How could I miss this wonderful awakening of Pam? Thank you both so much. Loved every single word. 🙏❤️
I thank you Angelo and Pam so much, you have such loving energy! And knowing that this is possible is so sustaining! I watch your videos daily and am in profound gratitude for them!
Beautifull talk, thank you so much to both Pam and Angelo. - just want to mention that the Rocketship leaving the stratusphere is Adyashantis analogy, in one of his talks with Tami from Sounds True. Much love and gratitude.
These interviews are just pure gold, it's like they disarm our egos by how amazing and relatable the stories are, then the realizations can come... and it's just inspiring, motivating, and so beautiful. Amazing. Thanks for this both of you.
Wonderful conversation thanks Pam & Angelo. Also appreciate the qtn & answer about privileging the absolute in the comments. Love how you use the ranks of Tozan to explain it Angelo and how you use your beautiful, real heart to describe it Pam. Thanks again.
I love and don't love interviews with newly awakened. I truly love this interview And it also brings up frustration. Non-duality interests occupy a good part of my days. In listening to Pam's conversation and others, it seem like this awakening or the sensations around it? like for her the curtain dropped and everything changed. Happens more frequently to those who this concept is novel. This awareness always being here always been here. Still clearly something is experenced in those who feel that shift of awakening that I can't escape is still missing from my experience. Which on a conceptual level I know is not true that it's here present. Why why why!!! Does it feel like it eludes me! And why Awakening is for the novice. I don't hear many stories about decades long seekers awakening. The concept of what I expected to be keeps it hidden.
Yes it can be a hinderance to have gathered too much knowledge about spirituality and mistake that for awakening. It's still quite possible, it just won't be how you've learned to envision it.
@@Pam74055 The process of letting go, is it sitting down and bringing up identities one after another and relaxing them? Does one give up identity by simply practicing relaxing?
@@VeritableVagabond I can tell you I know nothing about identities. I focused on the breath. If a thought came, I didn’t fight it, but allowed it to dissolve. Just breathe and did not “entertain” thoughts.
Pam and Angelo, this was just wonderful. Thanks, Pam, for your honesty! And Angelo, it was so good to see that you are so very happy for her 😊❤️ Pam, may I have a question? When did you find Angelo's book, so when did you begin to "dig deep"?
Yesterday I was doing simple self inquiry, and "I" detached from who am I. Thanks to binge watching your videos for last week. I used to believe I have to do jhanas meditation. Achieve all 8 jhanas. Maybe take few years. But i was wrong. What a surprise.