When a Narcissist Wants You Back | Steps to Protect Yourself 

As I watch this enthralling video, it resurrects the painful memories of my recent breakup a relationship of five years that ended just three months ago. The woman who meant everything to me decided to leave, plunging me into a vortex of heartache. Despite my desperate attempts to reconcile, I find myself trapped in a cycle of frustration and longing, unable to envision a life without her. Despite my efforts to move forward, I find solace in expressing my lingering affection for her here.

I am very sad I had to do that.. and walk away. That is not what my heart wanted to happen

I am going to watch the whole video in a few but I know this was God bc I was thinking about him again. I journaled about it & saw this on here. Thank you continually for what you do. 🙏🙏

Yes, it’s a game to them. My husband has been attentive to kids and housework for about 2 months. But I make sure that he knows clearly what he has been working on in these 2 months does not go against the pain to me caused by his exmarrital affairs. Plus he has been denying the affairs 100%. I won’t forgive him.

How hard and painful to realize that often they choose to do so... and that they see you cry hurt by them and choose to not put attention to this or worst belittle you. Never in a million year I could do that. I have been rude, often in reactive abuse... and I never liked myself this way but it was reactive abuse. Otherwise even when I have gigantic flash back cptsd I still stay composed and try to communicate calmly. It just hurt me.. after 2 years and 5 breakups to hear yes you were right in almost everything.. then why didn't wanna try to hear what I had to say? Don't you believe I had the best intention toward making us work? and why aren't you listening to what I say now.. if after 2 years you end up understanding I wasn't all that crazy in what I was saying back then? What is wrong there buddy? Why did I felt in the category of people who could lie and just complain about you, after knowing for just a few weeks or months? Don't you believe I have much better to do then just lie around telling you you are hurting or not listening to me? I don't understand... if they know... how hurtful it is. At times he would ignore what I saw or asked and when I was about to leave, give it all to me.. like oh the memory is back suddenly but before it was a memory problem.. come on. There is a time they need to face themselves or else they will live fight and unhappiness all their life. It just blows my mind and rip my heart in pieces. I cannot explain the million details that happened that completely riped me apart. If only.. he was willing to listen for once and believe I am not trying to avoid my one responsability or just blame for blaming. I don't believe in blaming anyway so if I do.. if I point finger to something it's because I have no choice.. I wouldn't open my mouth otherwise. But they don't listen or they do somehow and turn it around and gather munition for a later time when they need to put you down and kill you. That isn't love for me. It cannot be. And they don't understand why we can't believe they love and only see us.. :(

Yes lts been one and half of me having no contact. She started to come back in very lnvisable way.Love Message without her name. I do read these messages anymore. She always telling lies.

😢😢 ben there it was horrible.

Sorry missed word Years.