Your City Gave Me Asthma (One Year Celebration) [VOD] 

Thank you all so much for 1,000 subscribers, I honestly love you all so much (non-parasocially haha). The comments on the three Wilbur-based videos I've posted are all so comforting and make me feel really nice and appreciated, as well as really good and glad in knowing that other people enjoy Wilbur's content as much as I do. All your comments on those videos really make me feel a lot better on bad days, and they help me get through tough times, just as Wilbur and his music does. I think I'm going to make a video with only the audio of the songs. I want to edit it to feel like a concert-type experience. I don't know when I am going to do this (I am a major procrastinator do not hold me to anything haha). Have a calm, nice night. You are loved. - Adrian Update on the concert video: I have finished making part one of it, which is just the songs from YCGMA! I'll premiere it soon I think, after I get one of my friends to look it over and make sure there's nothing wrong with the audio/editing that maybe I didn't notice.

Taunt feels so much sadder with only the guitar and his voice, nothing else

damn this version of jubilee line hits different, like the “how’s it go again” and “and that’s why i’m FUCKING leaving” just make it so much better for some reason

intentional or not, the lyric change from “i don’t think i want to leave you here alone,” to “i can’t believe that i’m leaving here alone,” in i’m sorry boris hurt a little

never delete this, this is my Comfort vod

its all futile its all pointless was legendary

i dont think i can ever not find comfort in him and i hate that but god why do i love him

Wilbur: my throat is a little horse, sorry for the shaky pitch Meanwhile Wilbur: *sings fucking beautifully*

Wilbur: "Don't cry chat you're all doing so well." - 31:15 Me: *proceeds to have a ugly gasping sobbing breakdown.*

imagine the people right outside his office. they have a free live show.

The fact I can say “I watched the YCGMA anniversary stream LIVE” is my biggest flex.

saline solution and its all futile made me cry. i love him so much and I'm so happy to have seen him improved

Everyone else during La Jolla: i‘m crying🥲🥲 That one person: i‘m eating fish and chips

Dude you can tell so easily that his voice got so much better even after coming out of a cold his voice feels less shaky than before and with consistent and corrent tone. Basically Wilbur's amazing, but I think we all know that already :)

HOW DO YOU HAVE "A LITTLE HOARSE" VOICE AND STILL MANAGE TO SOUND LIKE YOU WERE SENT FROM THE GODS

Wilbur: I hope I've made your day a little bit better, cuz you've made my life a whole lot better Me: bro you didn't have to hit me with that 🥲

IM SO SORRY TO THE PERSON THAT SAID " SOFT BOY " WHEN WILBUR STARTED SAYING THAT HE WAS GOING TO PLAY A SONG WE ALL REALLY LIKED-

My mom saw the notification on my phone when this went live, and she told me, “ Why don’t you put Wilbur on the TV, we can watch home together. “ I got very nervous about it, but she forced me to do so anyways. I always thought, and still think she won’t approve of Wilbur’s type of humor, but I was lucky for it to be a music stream. I still get very embarrassed about the fact my mom saw me on the verge of a meltdown while watching this, and she teases me about it often. I’m still very happy I could find stuff like this in my life that makes me happy.

'i hate to see you leaving~...' *'CRUNCHY AGAIN?! NO, WHAT'*

he will never know how much he's done for some people

it’s nice to hear that there’s less pain in his voice this time round singing it

i'm absolutely stoked that he played it's all futile that's my favourite song from him jkdrgjdfgjk sdfgs dfgjk n

when he played “It’s all futile! It’s all pointless!” i started crying its my fav wilbur song and its so underrated

"i could pack my things and be gone before you wake" for somone who no longer wants to live in my own home with my own family anymore, this hits hard. wish i could say i was joking :(

finally I can watch the vod without having to get interrupted by twitch ads every 10 minutes

The added lyrics of "Anything to make me feel less numb" In it's all futile it;s pontless, just, wow.

i cried so much! it felt like a real concert, minus the leg pain lol this is my new comfort vod

Mabey I was boring is my favorite out of all his songs and I’m so happy rn

IM SO PISSED I DIDNT KNOW HE STREAMED YESTERDAY- I MISSED THIS-

For all the people who wear earphones and hear it different on each ear and find it annoying, remember that if you're using an Android device you can go to Settings>Accesibility>Sound and there should be an option to turn Stereo sound into Mono, so you hear the same on both ears. I hope this helped someone

can we talk about that "your new boyfriend" at the beginning?? like wow that was really good

i already love "I'm sorry boris" already so much but this performance is just so wow

one last time

Im glad this is a bit of a time capsule

I'm sad that Wilbur didn't play "Cause For Concern" . That's my favourite from "Are you alright?".

when Its all futile hit he made it sound amazing and so much more excited sounding, he wasn't lieing when he said its one of his favorite songs

I stopped watching the dreamsmp about two years ago, but I SO vividly remember watching this stream live. It was the day before school started after summer break and even though it was far too late for me to be awake; I watched the entire stream. The next school day I couldn’t get the stream out of my head. I honestly dislike the dsmp now but Wilbur and his music (including Lovejoy) will forever be my absolute favorite part of it. I will never grow to dislike it. I remember once he said something along the lines of “I wish that the people who don’t even watch dsmp listen to my music”, and he suceeded. I genuinely will never let go of this album, it is pure art

I remember watching this live nearly a year ago now. Little did I know those would be the greatest moments of my life.

My biggest flex is that I listened to this live in my AirPods while eating at the dinner table with family members and managed to not start crying completely because these are my comfort songs and streamer

I’m so amazed how his voice sounds like it was in the official music videos even though it’s just him and a guitar this stream, no autotune or voice changing, it’s just perfect.

THE VOICE CRACK AT 1:02:49 IS THE BEST THING IVE EVER HEARD OH MY GOD

*man's just Apollo reincarnated at this point*

to the person who uploaded this: thank you so much. I've been looking literally everywhere for a version of the vod on youtube in high quality because I don't ever want to forget this stream. thank you!!!! :D

He did so well during this - you can definitely tell La Jolla is his favorite from ycgma, he especially looked like he was enjoying himself during it and I also love the little lyric change he did

i remember when we begged for this to be on spotify for months and one day, it arrived, oh the nostalgia

Time really flies.

he’s come so far. I can’t believe it. congrats mr. president these songs remind me of such simpler times, for me at least. I used to play this album constantly in my headphones when it came out. now it’s lovejoy. it just all feels odd, i guess

Pov: you stayed up til 00:45 to watch this stream live on a school night and regret nothing

wilbur: Dont cry Me: proceds to crie even more DAMN THIS IS MY CONFORT VOD AND STREAM

This is the reason I'm alive. I wish I could hug wilbur for that

My favourite sad album +sad songs. I appreciate this so much.

i’m so glad i watched this live

THE FINAL PART OF SALINE SOULATION GAVE ME SO MUCH CHILLS OMG

To that person in chat who said "I love this man" we all do he's amazing

I started sobbing uncontrollably at the end. I’m not an emotional person at all but idk. Just hearing Wilbur tell us that he loves us and when he played ‘Your New Boyfriend,’ that hit a deep spot. It made me realize how much I actually love this fandom and how much it helped me through rough times

I find it beautiful that, in the original, first recording for YCGMA, the one where he played Jubilee Line, Saline Solution, and Goodbye. You could hear him crying, the entire time. But if you have heard the new Pebble Brain by Lovejoy, his band, it sounds like, to me anyway, you can hear him smiling while he sings. And to all the people out there like me who come back to this VOD every single night, crying, I know I'm not really one to give advice. But, I swear, one day, it will be okay. Even Wilbur said it, he's doing so much better now, and I swear you will too. I love you all (non-parasocially) so give yourselves a hug, and remember what Wil said, "Don't cry chat, your all doing so well."

hearing him say that he wanted to be performing this live now knowing that hes not only performed ycgma songs to live audiences, but hes going on a fucking tour with his own band,,,, fuck man hes come so far 🥲🥲im so happy for him man

Legacy.

i keep coming back to this, and i dont know why. comfort, perhaps? i find it to have quite the opposite effect on me. it makes me sad. maybe thats why i hold onto this video so dearly. i dont want to let go of the sadness this album brings me. his raw voice, occassionally cracking; it all seems so hopeless. and i adore it for that reason.

seeing the evolution of his music makes me so oddly happy, pls dont delete this and i shall forever be in your debts. thank you.

Still looking back at this stream when it’s soon to be 2 year anniversary is crazy to me. I was in the Live sobbing my eyes out. This is my comfort wilbur vod, when he sang ‘Your Sister was Right’ I just cried right there and then singing along. I’m so proud to how far he’s come

Everyone else in the office: Getting a free concert.

I love the way he sang It's All Futile! It's Pointless here since it kinda had that upbeat tone

i've been really struggling socially my whole life and this video was just an absolute blast if i'll be honest. i was singing along the whole time and i felt like i was actually apart of something. and plus i want to write a song now so i think i might do that lol.

who’s rewatching this on the three year anniversary, 25 june 2023 👀

You know what we need now, a Wilbur soot Live Album

Wilbur is great, I like his music and he absolutely deserves all the support he gets I hope he looks out for himself !

intro: VIGOROUS TYPING

His voice is so beautiful during "One Day". Change my mind (or don't I won't force you :))

Since I Saw Vienna in that different pitch- It’s amazing actually

This album will always hold a weird but warm place in my heart. I dedicated this album to someone when we were breaking up. I ended up explaining the meaning of each song to my ex so they could understand what i felt, because I felt exactly the same as the songs described how wilbur was feeling...

1:00:04 DAMN this hits so hard!! The growth from 800 viewers on May 2020 compared to now(July 13,2021 A YEAR AND 2 MONTHS!!!!) 130k viewers stayed to listen to his 13 songs of art for almost an hour is so humbling!! T^T well deserved to Wilbur!

bro this stream just awakened how much I simp for him for no reason

2 years later, this version of its all futile slaps

31:20 - don't cry, don't cry chat... you're all doing so well

This album did a lot for me, i discovered it when I was in a pretty dark time (just got out of a pretty serious breakup) and as I got better mentally I started seeing the happier sides of this album while still acknowledging and accepting the dark as with my own life, and it also inspired me to really want to get into guitar, waited till my birthday, and since October I have been trying almost everyday since to learn how to play this album and today. I have learned the whole of Your City Gave Me Asthma. I want to thank wilbur, and this album for getting me through so much. (Even though I've heard it definitely a million times it's still my go to school bus album.)

59:06 and one year later, he has done it. he wiped himself with a towel. It's so cool to see how far he's come.

rewatching cuz its the third anniversary WOOOO!

I watch a few songs everyday before I go to sleep. Wilbur makes me feel confortable.

AAAAAA THIS IS SO GOOD TO PRACTICE MY IMPROV MUSIC SKILLS TO For context: I’m not the best at making a harmony on the spot, but I’ve listened to these songs so much so that I get the story and can add in another part to continue the storyline from another perspective (ex. Being the girl from losing face and expressing how I miss the old plans too). And I can add on the parts missing from this because there’s no way to edit this in real time (ex. the harmony in “my khaki coat I got from the roadside” in since I saw vienna), and I can add those in with my voice when watching this. So I can hold out parts like all of the “one day”s present in one day’s chorus, and I can add on to the story while incorporating the former into the latter, and I can also sing the female part in maybe I was boring which I really like. All while getting more practice for improv music skills

im sorry boris is so dear to my heart. in the worst way when i was not super rrally great i listening to im sorry boris on repeat and it. crushed me. its so heavy i cant listen to it without sobbing my stinking eyes out

Wilbur: my throat is still a little hoarse, sorry for the shaky pitch also Wilbur: *sings just like in the recordings*

ill always come back to this vod

This will forever be my comfort. I’ve never loved an artist this much.

When he sang your new boyfriend he sounded so much like me and my friends just yelling your new boyfriend as loud as we could

I can’t wait to see which song he has renditioned for lovejoy

i hate this man yet i cry each time i watxh rhis

Carpet cam my beloved ❤😌

I’m just sitting in my bed at 1 am calmly listening to this and it’s amazing Except for when I cried

it’s been 2 years damn..

This is so nostalgic

I saw the notification, and I hate myself for not going to stream. I watch this video too often, this is my favorite stream. Wilbur is such a comfortable person for me, I hope he will always be fine.

nahh im not sobbing YOU are 😭😭😭 MAN I LOVE THIS MAN /P

If possible I recommend you watch this on a cloudy fall day at around 4pm with your window open and a cool breeze coming through.

the lyric change "I dont think i want to leave you here alone'" to "I can't believe i m leaving here alone" and "my lovers, my colleagues, my best friends, adnd enemies" to " my friends my colleagues, my best friends, adnd enemies" in 'I'm Sorry Boris' breaks my heart idk why

i always come back to this when im sad

45:56 i like how wilbur is able to just put his voice two years back whenever he wants

Can we talk about how this was only a year since the album came out and how much he changed? how much healthier he seems? how much happier?

I love how he gets when he realises he plays something wrong

Therapy is expensive Wilbur is free