My name is Kanika Batra, I’m a past Miss Universe and Miss World finalist and the author of Honeytrap (2020). I act, sing (opera, to be specific, I’m a coloratura soprano), and do my fair share of writing, both short stories and novels. I model swimwear and lingerie, and am working on my own line of apparel. I was born in New Zealand and raised in Sydney, Australia where I currently reside.
As a diagnosed high functioning sociopath (ASPD) on this channel I discuss the realities and hardships of living with highly stigmatised personality disorders. My goal is to use this channel to educate individuals on Cluster B personality disorders (ASPD, BPD, HPD and NPD), as well as help out others who suffer from these disorders and give them a voice. This is a safe space for you!
Some of y’all act like sociopathy is a complete choice when this also has to do with cognitive function on a biological & chemical level. Even as an empath, I don't always consciously choose to empathize with the weak or care for something that doesn't benefit me, sometime my heartfelt emotions & tears uncontrollably come out of nowhere from seeing an abused dog learning to trust again or saying my farewell to someone. All these instinctive reactions have to do with serotonin production, how well neural connectivity works between regions, etc. We need to recognize sociopathy is also a neural impairment, that must be dealt with carefully. This cognitive aspect is also why I don't believe in toxic story tropes where one person can simply “change him” or “change her” from the outside. It’s impossible to reach in for their soul if it was never there in the first place.
Kanika! could you or somebody please tell me whether or not a sociopath/psychopath can TELL based on behavior if another person has picked up on your true character??
Rarely i watch videos because there are more thrilling experiences that i could partake in, but coming across your videos has slightly intrigued me to educate people on ASPD. The only issue I see with myself making this form of content is; How would this be of any value to myself, why should i care if people know more about our disorder? Ive always hid this information and used this gift to get anything i want from almost anybody. I was made aware via court ordered therapy, found out that i previously had conduct disorder and scored 38/40.
Also i wanted to note, ASPD in women is incredibly rare, i dont know the reasoning behind this, but you can almost always assume that if there is a woman claiming to have ASPD, it's probably a BPD or a narc trying to hide. Its impossible to fake ASPD for long, the truth comes out with pressure/stress. All you have to do is be confrontational and their masks fall off
this is so interesting. Would you review the interview with Katie Couric called "a Sociopath Explains Sociopathy" with Patric Gagne?? I would love your insight!!
I also tend to like bpd people. I am myself diagnosed with bpd at the moment, but this is wrong cause I am seriously icecold, but seriously the way doctors and such TREAT people they THINK are bpd, is disgusting... Seriously! "They" are more rude, sadistic, unpolite etc... "They" are not getting to me, but damn, if you seriously have all these issues... It's disgusting how "they" try to play with the emotions I don't have, and serious, don't tell me these sorts of behavior helps people with bpd, no way, not! 🤬
I don't know what's wrong with me, lol. It's weird. I feel people's emotions very well. I pick them up almost instantly. But at the same time, I only care about how everything affects me. It's as if I trust no one who is close enough to hurt me. If it's a stranger on TV, I'll shed tears quicker than most. But if it's someone close to me, I feel cold and unable to feel their pain. I almost get annoyed by their distress. I find it very hard to comfort them, and I find it very hard to show any affection towards a woman who's interested in me too. I love the sex, but not the connection. I kind of feel like I don't want anyone to be involved with me and my feelings. Neither do I believe they really care. And the more they try to care, the more I feel like they're making it up to get what they want. I'm also very sensitive to people trying to manipulate me. Manipulating me... well, I'm confident it's pretty much impossible. I'll look into your soul as you talk, so speech patterns, expressions, eye movements-my trust is flipped like a switch. If I feel anything is even slightly off, I close off and it strengthens my reasons to not trust . I can imagine this comment is a complete ball of unorganized rubbish. I never talk about my feelings. so it will be a big splur of everything I definitely feel anxiety fear and self consciousnesses..i live it i cant remember not feeling it. Unless im completely isolated.which event then doesnt keep it away. End goal i just want be ok, content..normal if thats a thing As for her she couldnt manipulate me lol, she would soon realise...although i like her brains
You don't have feel anything.... No lies no secrets no privacy for decent and civilized people you date. And if you date criminals, than ask yourself... What do crimilas give you that other men don't?
She has taught me so much about myself by these videos. Mostly about what I fall for and then understanding kind of what I need to work on. I need to apply it to the dating game though. lol
