For a lot of these things that you tested and didn't really like I could say "sounds like a you problem"😂 you have to take into account other peoples lifestyles when testing products😂
Talking openly about it I'm sure it must help a lot of people. You are not weak, this disorder is strong. I suffered from this when I was 10 and 11 years old. I no longer had hair so I understand what you are going through 100%. My life was so miserable. I was so ashamed. I can't really explain, but I think I was saved by praying Jesus. I knew that was too big for me, so every day I felt this urge, I prayed instead. And I cried all the time because I remember feeling real support and so much love. Maybe, hypnosis or spirituality can help you. One thing is certain, you are not alone. This is the first time I'm talking about this little miracle. I'm very discret about my faith. But I Know for sure that was strong enough to get me out of this fucking destructive spiral. And BTW, I'm 49 and have never done it again. I wish you the best.
This is like knowing what time your fav place to eat closes, then setting up a camera and hitting record, grabbing your phone and then calling them to ask what time they close so you can be upset that they are closing on camera lol but ur hot af so i guess you get a pass for that stuff haha 😂
I feel you. This is such a serious problem, and it's still not talked about enough. I had doctors laughing at me when mentioning how severely it impacted my life, adding nothing but more shame. 'Just stop' or 'just sit on your hands' is what I'd be told. I'd barely took courage to speak up, to be shut off by 'just'. I think all health practitioners would need to be educated about seriousness of this behavior. And yep, this 'possessed trance state' is also called dysfunctional trance. To those who cannot relate, could be described to a gambler in a casino, who cannot stop gambling. Thinks he's in there for 2min quick round, but in reality is maybe like 12h+. The only difference is that the gambler can leave the casino, we cannot leave our body. So for me 20yrs has passed mostly in agonizing silence and frustration, and I tried about everything to get out of it, without long lasting success. However, as I'm stubborn, I didn't want to accept I'll be stuck and suffer until rest of my life, so can tell you - there is a cure. Please research & try hypnotherapy/RTT therapy, if it resonates with you at all. And please always believe there is a way out, out of anything! Thank you for being so brave to share this video, I wouldn't be able to. Hope stuff like this raises more awareness in people, so BFRB individuals can get the right help, support and healing. Good luck on your journey!
