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I am familiar with that particular struggle, mate. Alcohol and pain meds were my demons. I often was asked, and asked myself frequently, which one was harder to endure without, or basically which one did I feel like I was more addicted to, and therefore, presumably, more painful to quit, due to withdrawals and simply the joy that the habit seemed to offer? I am 42 now, and my lifelong self sabotage/destruction via alcoholism, ended in 2018, and at the same exact time, my opiate crisis concluded. Strange thing is, I didn’t consciously “quit” either of them. Of course I’m referring to that burden that we put on ourselves, when we have determined that there is officially a problem, and now it’s time to wake and be a different person, and quit doing what has become the very thing that we do. That’s a heavy burden mate. And honestly, that method always failed for me. The more pressure I put on myself to stop, the more I would feel the need sooth the nerves. So, what happened right, how did I do it? I’m not too sure. It’s almost as if I simply grew out of it. Another huge role player was, and this will surely make you laugh! Well…I’m sure someone reading this will laugh. In 2018, I woke up, to the deception of what this place is. Or, what it isn’t, regarding the absurdity of the heliocentric model that we were force fed from birth. Indoctrinated they call it. Ya see, ever since I can remember having thoughts, and observing this world, I always felt that something was wrong with it. Not me, this place. Based on what I was told was settled science and that everything about this reality was understood. Deep down I always knew that there was much more. Because nothing made sense. And the moment that I was finally prompted to question it, my life hasn’t been the same since that day. It was like a fresh new beginning of a new reality. And it was justified. Sorry for this being so long, and likely not what you wanted to hear, but I think a big part of the addictions ending, was due to the relief of knowing that what I felt deep down all of my life, was true. Suddenly life had a sense of purpose again. A strong sense of mystery that I was eager to start seeking out. All of the false and negative feelings towards myself for not amounting to what I thought I was supposed to be, in the previous meaningless paradigm. Us addicts, tend to be really deep and spiritually inclined people. And the mainstream mind set, is designed to shut us down. Not anymore. I guess subconsciously I realized that I needed to be more mentally focused, to start learning and exploring this new paradigm. One thing that I can tell you for certain, is that this place is as much metaphysical and spiritual, as it is physical in what we call tangible. It absolutely changes things, once you allow yourself to think for yourself and question what you were told not to question! Starting here is a good place 🌬️🌎🪓 🧨 Good luck to you 🙏🏼
I love watching your awakening. I started going through this now in my early 50s after the UAP congressional hearing got me thinking more about our existence and then listened to the Law of One. Also, I'd love to live on an island or hippie commune, not totally alone but with likeminded people to live off the land, hike and kayak and enjoy campfires with and such.
Thank YOU ~ for sharing stories of your life ~your heart ~ your trials ~ thank YOU for continuing all these years ~ Blessing to YOU and YOURS from the Enchanted Lands 🌈❤️🙏🏾🕊
Okay, I’m halfway through your video, but I gotta say, it feels like I’m hearing myself talk. I consider myself as a hippie too but honestly they got a bad rep and I totally understand why. I’m still not sure where I am going with my spiritual journey, but I know that I’m much more aware of myself than years ago, and that’s great. For a long time I thought I would find an answer through a guru, but I now understand that we all have the capacity to change, it’s within us, and the knowledge too, but it doesn’t stop me from listening to people I love (Ram Dass for example), the key is to not have a fanatic attitude. Usually spiritual content creators (sorry I hate that phrasing) talk a lot of nonsense, and that’s why I’m not really consuming any content like that, but when I listen to you, I can see myself, and I think that’s good, because you’re good at reminding how we’re not that different, we’re not separate
I see nothing wrong with listening to gurus, but as you said not getting wrapped up in believing any one of them. I love Ram Dass and I really like Alan Watts because of their timeless messages. I think anybody on a spiritual journey should start first with listening to others, otherwise we don't know what has already been tried. But that doesn't mean we shouldn't try those things ourselves.
Every negative emotion should be embraced and acknowledged. Very good point about negative emotions being stored up. If you feel something is wrong, you need to acknowledge that. I understand why this point came up right after mentioning thinking about society it's all fucked up no matter what you think about most of the time; about poor drivers... they get to me sometimes too. I feel that one day witnessing a terrible accident may increase my tolerance level to shitty drivers, me trying to be shitty towards them back will probably only increase the odds of something going wrong... I'll let them keep their shit up, I doubt they were thinking about other drivers until I decided to not let them pass. Also your honda accord needs a new spark plug most likely, the black smoke means that there is unburnt fuel, so it's most likely that, or a problem with air delivery (if you have a turbo I would check into it, in that case the black smoke could be the turbo either not spinning, or there is an oil seal leaking turbo oil into the exhaust manifold.) Also your point about alchemy... sounds like how I feel about god. Trust in your own trust, and it seems to be a lot easier to handle life in this dark world. There should be no respect immediately given to the "authority". that has been proven to end up badly pretty much every time we've done it so far. We never learn. Your point about anxiety, anger, and mourning - I believe that it is less about toning them down, but rather looking them in the face, understanding them, and moving on if appropriate and possible... you stare at it long enough and you figure out what it is - the rustle in the bushes may be more than just that. Your point about being in a permeable consciousness/reality... I sort of really do understand. Think this: "I declare to you, brothers and sisters, that flesh and blood cannot inherit the kingdom of God, nor does the perishable inherit the imperishable. Listen, I tell you a mystery: We will not all sleep, but we will all be changed- in a flash, in the twinkling of an eye, at the last trumpet. For the trumpet will sound, the dead will be raised imperishable, and we will be changed. For the perishable must clothe itself with the imperishable, and the mortal with immortality. When the perishable has been clothed with the imperishable, and the mortal with immortality, then the saying that is written will come true: “Death has been swallowed up in victory.” our death is just as a twinkling of an eye as our life... we are everything from everywhere all the time in our brains somewhere. That's true understanding. We are an infinite soul experiencing this little slice of infinity... a story told so many times tells itself over again as we live and feel... and some people do seem to know the endings of stories they've never been told... some claim a lot (in the style of knowing the names of unfamiliar dead)... far easier to claim understanding than prove it. Not my place to speak I guess. I think everyone does have quite a lot more knowledge and power than they are (yet) capable of acting upon, I also believe those who deny that are the those who deny that in themselves too... they tell themselves "No this time things will end differently!" (Even more so when they are told that by others.) Far easier to lead a fellow man astray, than to force him to face himself - You deceive only yourself, and the true story is told when your life unfolds. Great points about understanding people's intentions behind interacting with you, some people just want to exchange what's coming from within them with what's coming from within you. Some people want something from you, money is one of the strongest drivers for people who otherwise want nothing to do with you to interact with you, but many are driven by things more nefarious, or by things more harmless. Perhaps they only speak to you out of lust, jealousy, pride, and maybe even fear. What a confusing thing. Easy to be lost in. Often the worst ideas surface, and we may be led to suspicion because of others' chaotic deceptive, or otherwise hard-to-understand outer expression of inner intention, suspicion is an easy place to find yourself when lost. Man, what a paragraph this was, I guess I just typed as I listened. The world is better off with people like you who simply express themselves for others to gain understanding from. Thank you for the video, and stay well!
Let that guy pass and get where he's going one second quicker. He's working for it, he's paying the gas and you keep a car length space in front of you.
Man I have 60 acres but my wife loves living in the city. My dream is to just be out in the woods, making music under the stars. Like you said, I could use the internet to still interact with people, and I could drive in to town any time I wanted if I really needed social interaction beyond the internet.
Idk, Michael tsarion, Mark passio are really the best spiritual teachers I have ever came across. And they on RU-vid. Street wise spirituality tho. Not this hippy stuff.u are a teacher to Carpo. U just don't know it
@@FallinBlocksRock I guess I've discovered we don't know what an enlightened teacher is if we haven't been there. I suppose everybody has a piece of the pie
