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Failing Medical School: What Happened After? 

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Hey guys, I hope all of you are safe and learning how to cope with this new world we are living in. If you haven't watched my other videos, this one is basically an up date on what happened after I failed my final & now finishing up my second year of medical school. As always, hopefully this is helpful for your own journey :)

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@scottjackson163
@scottjackson163 8 месяцев назад
I see that this video was uploaded 3 years ago, so I have no idea where you are in your life now. I’m most impressed by your character, intelligence, maturity, and focus. Anyone with the slightest trace of wisdom would want to have you as a sister, daughter, girlfriend, instructor, whatever.
@TheRedSchool
@TheRedSchool 3 года назад
I was in PT school, about to get my doctorate. I was on my last clinical rotation with good academic grades and passed everything. With only 2 months left to graduate, my clinical instructor failed me and I got kicked out of the school. No safety issues or anything severe with a patient. I am going through depression, suicidal thoughts. I have fought to get back in the program, all to no success. It’s been months now and my mental health is the worst, as I am applying to other schools related to the medical field. I have grown to hate all cliche phrases like “It will only get better from here” “Keep your head up” “Your hard work will eventually lead somewhere good”. Everything is hopeless, and I feel so much anger, hatred. I feel like everything is all fking bullsht. 4 years and $100k down the drain.
@lifetime_learner
@lifetime_learner 3 года назад
Well first of all I’m sorry. That sounds extremely difficult and I think i would probably go insane if that happened to me. There’s not a lot of advice I can give you for two reasons: 1) I don’t know you and I don’t know the full situation 2) I’m sure anything I say will therefore come across as insensitive because I’m not in your shoes. However, I have a tendency of giving advice when not wanted so here it goes. For thirteen years I trained for the olympics. I gave absolutely everything I had to this sport. Thousands of dollars which bankrupted my parents, didn’t finish a full education grade until sophomore year of high school, SAT were so low I didn’t qualify for my pre-med courses or get into a competitive college, and the worst of all, after thirteen years my coach told me the Olympic were never going to happen. I was so completely lost at the end of this, skating was my identity & when I lost it i went through an 8 year depression & suicidal. Here comes the cliche, be warned, but now I feel more comfortable give you a generic answer because I lived it. Now, almost 15 years later I’m living out my new passion which I never would have found if it hadn’t been forced into my hands. Every single road block beautifully shaped the path I’m on right now. I couldn’t understand the hardship in the moment and I let it literally eat me from the inside out. I became a shell of my existence because I couldn’t see outside of my current situation. I hurt everyone around me including myself. Until one day, which I attribute everything to Christ, I woke up and decided I have a lot more to give, a lot more to do. I didn’t know what my new purpose was or how I was going to find it but I pushed forward. Every single day I was on my knees praying. And then slowly, I started to stand up. One day I woke up and I was filled with the most overwhelming joy. No hardship had a chance against the amount of purpose I knew I had. All of this rambling to say, I don’t know you’re situation and it could be even more difficult than you are saying. However, I do know you have a purpose and identity beyond PT school. If it becomes impossible for you to complete, this will not be the end of what you have to give this world. However, it will be the end if you choose it to be. Time to start looking at what you have today and leave all the other stuff behind you. You can’t change it and it’s holding you back from what’s in front of you. The most meaningful lives aren’t the easy ones, no one is promised smooth sailing in this life. It’s your job to turn something horrible into something amazing that’s going to impact you and everyone else. Let me know if there’s anything I can do for you.
@TheRedSchool
@TheRedSchool 3 года назад
@@lifetime_learner Thank you for taking the time to type all this. Thank you for sharing.
@Yupthereitism
@Yupthereitism 3 года назад
Something should happen to the doctor that failed you...
@mansoorhaque3306
@mansoorhaque3306 3 года назад
Ah man sorry to hear this. I hope you are doing better now. When you are doing better in a few years and wanna restart. Why don’t you start med school in a foreign country? As getting into med school again MIGHT put you on track mentally. Just a suggestion. Not a psychiatrist but in another specialty.
@Starfire-bq7el
@Starfire-bq7el 3 года назад
This makes no sense. Why not email a few PT schools and tell them your situation? Did they even give you another chance? Sounds unethical.
@bonafide5425
@bonafide5425 4 года назад
I'll pray for you. You have some really great insights. I was stuck in the same kind of loop. I'm a prep med. I started off with a good how then did really poor. So last year I have taken same basic scince you would during medical school physiology immunology pathogenic microbiology genetics foundations of neuroscience and cognative neuroscience to make up for my mistakes. Taking ochem behavioral neuroscince and human pathophysiology with the pa students this fall. I was trying to remember all little details and ignoring other areas of my life. I found having a life outside of studing helps me study more. You got this congrats on 1st two years down having taken alot of the same stuff its rough so much information
@lifetime_learner
@lifetime_learner 4 года назад
thank you & I will pray for you as well. you sound like you have your head on your shoulders and you are doing all of the right steps. You got this :) keep striving for your goals and remember how fortunate we are to pursue this amazing career!
@dianatom8482
@dianatom8482 2 года назад
Much love and prayers for you
@lifetime_learner
@lifetime_learner 2 года назад
Thank you!! Appreciate you 😊
@Gooner5
@Gooner5 3 года назад
Had the same experience with the MCAT. Had a decent score but retook to increase my chances. After improving my GPA (which was the real weakness in my app) and study habits, I felt ready to tackle it. When finally getting around to it I caved and bought a 510+ course thinking like you saying "as long as I do what the course says, I'll get a 510". The last month of crunch time, my score peaked and I realized what you realized from your whole year. I was following the course and ignoring my tried and true study habits, and instead of studying what I needed to study, and doing it my own way where I learn the most, I followed the one size fits curriculum all into a ditch. Right when I listened to my conscience to cancel the test, I got my first interview to my top choice! Like you said once you know your level, and you set realistic goals for yourself, you start to be happy and succeed! Huge respect to you!
@geniuspeng
@geniuspeng Год назад
Thank you for sharing your experience!
@lifetime_learner
@lifetime_learner Год назад
Thank you for watching 😊
@bethanyk703
@bethanyk703 3 года назад
Hi! I just failed my first block in med school and ur videos are helping me so much! Thank you for being so inspiring! Just wanted to ask if the fact that you did have a failure will show up on your deans letter and if residencies will care so much about it. Because you want to go into surgery which is pretty competitive, I wanted to know ur thoughts! Rooting for you!!
@lifetime_learner
@lifetime_learner 3 года назад
I’m so glad to be of some help 😊 what year are you? How has your experience been? It varies by school actually. For mine, they recorded it as incomplete until retaking & passing my midterm & final. Now it will not be on my record. If I were to fail the retake exams then it would go on my record from my understanding. Take a look at your syllabus or contact a school advisor! My best advice I could give (the knowledge of a third year who hasn’t applied yet lol), keep working hard with your classes if you’re a 1st/2nd year. Figure out a study schedule where you don’t have to compromise healthy time for yourself (church, hobbies, exercise, eating well, etc) and family/friends. Stick with it even if its just getting you over the hump to pass. Because nothing helps your grades more than a healthy lifestyle. On your clinical rotations enjoy every minute because finallyyy you are graded based on your kindness to patients and hard work. Isn’t that awesome!? And besides boards, clinical grades hold good weight for residency. Then when it comes time to apply just get those community hospitals into your application and across the country. Hopefully that helps! That’s my plan so far. Let me know if you have more questions :)
@joybrooks6051
@joybrooks6051 3 года назад
Sharing your experience as been really helpful for me. Thank you!
@lifetime_learner
@lifetime_learner 3 года назад
My pleasure Joy, I am so glad they could be of some help for your own journey
@devonkenneth7763
@devonkenneth7763 3 года назад
I guess I'm kinda randomly asking but do anybody know a good place to stream newly released tv shows online ?
@kyesullivan7137
@kyesullivan7137 3 года назад
@Devon Kenneth i use FlixZone. Just search on google for it =)
@bradenkohen1014
@bradenkohen1014 3 года назад
@Kye Sullivan Yea, been watching on Flixzone for since march myself :)
@devonkenneth7763
@devonkenneth7763 3 года назад
@Kye Sullivan Thank you, I went there and it seems to work :D I appreciate it!!
@channelx8493
@channelx8493 2 года назад
This is incredible
@HitmanThunder
@HitmanThunder 3 года назад
Can you describe exactly what you did to lift your grades in terms of study techniques, etc.?
@lifetime_learner
@lifetime_learner 3 года назад
I made a video on this :)
@asdfjklasdfjkl408
@asdfjklasdfjkl408 2 года назад
Not listening to the lectures that our "professors" give has been LIFE CHANGING. I cannot recommend this enough... it is crazy. It IS the way to study efficiently!!!!! Outside resources. Ignore in-house materials... the PhDs teaching us don't have a clue whats important for us clinically.
@lifetime_learner
@lifetime_learner 2 года назад
Would have totally changed my first year. So glad to have figured it out eventually! So frustrating thinking you need to memorize the little details you’ll never use again.
@fathimah4572
@fathimah4572 2 года назад
hi! what resources did u end up using?
@lifetime_learner
@lifetime_learner 2 года назад
I have a video on what resources I used & I how studied :) Pathoma, Boards & Beyond, & Sketchy only. Never Anki!
@amitojsingh4658
@amitojsingh4658 2 года назад
Won’t this be a red flag when you go for your residency interviews in future ?
@lifetime_learner
@lifetime_learner 2 года назад
Depends on the specialty and program. I’m sure there are programs who would consider this a red flag. But med students are human and aren’t exempt from trial and error. I gave up apologizing for mistakes that bettered me as a person a long time ago and I feel content if that means the bigger names programs don’t accept me.
@DAPena1101
@DAPena1101 Год назад
No, its just one test. We are humans that make mistakes its ok. Residencies care about other things much more.
@peterwilliamson8721
@peterwilliamson8721 Год назад
Have uou vonsidered a school in another country or becoming a medic?nurse, physical therapist, you want to help and heal ppl those are good qualities look harder ,and try some of these,
@lifetime_learner
@lifetime_learner Год назад
I am finishing up my first year of residency in Pediatrics. I am much happier than I’ve been in a while. Praying each year gets better and better.
@erinnorwood6124
@erinnorwood6124 8 месяцев назад
You are the 1st person online who has said they were happy in year 1 of residency on RU-vid. I guess you've found your niche!!!
@CYRINTHIA212
@CYRINTHIA212 Год назад
good afternoon
@erinnorwood6124
@erinnorwood6124 8 месяцев назад
Are you in surgery now? Keep God first!!!!!😊
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