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I love how Barry went from family friendly gamer in 2017 to loud mouthed, swearing psychedelic trip story telling dude. I actually hoped that this would eventually happen.
The first time I tried mushrooms was camping in the Avenue of the Giants. I had a long, deep conversation with a particularly small redwood that night. Very friendly tree, only a few hundred years old. I learned so much from that tree.
When I started watching you like 3 years ago or something, you were probably the last youtuber I would have ever expected to upload an LSD story video lmao
I REMEMBER. I am hoping he will make some video on gaming and tech and not on this drug crap. EDIT: He should put his drug experiences and other crap related to that on his second channel: ru-vid.com/show-UCY-9rGRkPc2HiDea_SxBv8w, I guess that's what is meant for. But really though I wish he goes back to his old ways. I hope he does.
Marc Ilagan - That’s your opinion. I see it that if he posted to his second channel, nobody would even see his uploads. It’s not fair for him to have to start basically from scratch just because his passion has shifted from one topic to another. While you may see it as “crap”, I see this information as very important.
Yeah not actually very great at all, he speaks about the compounds like he can pin point the exact effects that come with each. It's different for everyone, completely. You feel you're everything, I feel I'm nothing.
This was really interesting and insightful. It made me understand how important it is to go in with a strong and careful mindset or a trip sitter to monitor your mental state. Thanks for taking a chance on people and sharing stuff like this, probably isn't easy.
Took lsd for the first time a couple weeks ago, it was very intense and idk how to describe it. It gives me comfort to hear someone else understands what a trip is like, thank you a lot.
I remember being 15 discovering your channel and watching your psychedelic-related uploads as they came out. I'm now 18 and I've taken acid twice, with my first trip being about 7 weeks ago. It's insane to think that your channel sparked my very first initial interest in the substance. I thank you for it, however. It's made my life more interesting and I think that it's helped me gain a greater understanding of my own character. I just haven't had that breakthrough trip yet. The two that I've had felt very mindless and purely for the indulgence of the visuals and the euphoria, as well as the social aspect considering that I was tripping with 2 other friends each time. I think that there are things about myself that lsd could help me better dissect or improve on but I just don't know how to make that happen. Maybe I shouldn't count on a substance to do that for me but I'm just lost.
Thanks for your content man, I know there are a lot of jokes and such in the comments. But genuinely I'm glad to see a video like this. I took a large dose my first time on LSD, i didn't research i just let relatively new friends pass me a tab. It was so self-destructive and overall a painful 12-hour experience. I thought I was dying, that the cops were being called on me and generally unconnected with my mind. I've tried a few other drugs as well so I know the experience could be different, but I think for LSD you really have to be confident or at least be in a pretty stable position mentally and physically, cause it'll kick the stool from under you if your not. After that I learned a lot about researching and being as safe as possible, I hope other people will head what you say so they don't have to go through that similar painful time
I have constant dejavu. Every day I see at least two to three scenes I've memorized at they can last up to a minute a time. It'll be thinking about drawing while in the kitchen opening the fridge at 11, thinking about mechanical keyboards after getting out of the shower where I had to use my mom's shampoo because I ran out of mine, and just remembering dreams at random intervals. Any thoughts on whether I could explore this or, at the very least, remember all of these instances and others of my past? I'm trying to write an autobiography as a sort of counter to nihilism and I have a good long term memory but still need more of my past intact. Just flinging crits at the wall and seeing what sticks.
I know a lot of people are cracking jokes about your experience, but I really appreciate you making these videos. I admire you, using your platform to talk about your experiences with psychs and trying to educate people on how helpful and life changing they can be. They certainly have molded me as a person, and I would encourage anyone who is curious about them to do their own research and not be scared to try them, if you are comfortable with yourself.
Snowlei yeah people need to be comfortable in their own skin before taking them instead of hoping that taking them with make them comfortable in their own skin
im greatly enjoying hearing you talk about your psychedelic experiences! whats funny is you say mushrooms are 'kinder' to you than lsd, when many claim it's the other way around. for anyone considering taking these though it's important to do their own research on the substance and NOT take them when they're feeling off, like the friend in this story. you're in a very vulnerable state on psychedelics and don't have a lot of control in general, so it's extremely important to be in a safe environment with people you trust, in case things go south. stay safe!
Incredible story man 🤗 I hate feeling helpless when someone I care about is hurting (like that) I haven’t had a bad trip in a while but if I see a friend like that again I might offer what I think I wanted - a solid hug / warm embrace and soothing talk. Not for everyone, but I remember honestly wanting that and being wayy too insecure to ask
Thanks for these. Its nice to not only be informed, but also to hear a little about you. Your videos have seemed intelligent and unbiased. These past couple videos kinda give a a small reason as to why. Would love to see a other Peasant Quotes that's not just Console
@@BulletBarry well between you and me, if you look past the whole rave scene and abuse of the drug, MDMA actually offers a really unique psychedelic experience. Lots of people discredit it because of how it is (mis)used by a lot of people, but despite a lack of visuals, the mental state on MDMA is really something worth experiencing imo.
the last time i tripped i was getting very intense and scary closed eye visuals, but it wasnt too scary so like barry said, i said "try harder" 😂 i live that barry knows exactly what that feels like i bet others do too
Drugs are dangerous but psychedelics isn't the kind of drug you'll repeatedly take, it is fucking exausting and an experience different from other drugs (I am not a frequent user of psychedelics btw, Ive used shrooms only once and weed frequently) and his point was more towards a potential futur user or someone interested in trying once : then the whole video feels really "true" and what he describes (although I haven't experienced it) feels really close to what I felt, so I think it's a good video for someone who's gonna try anyway
As someone who has experienced a similar journey as you, I want you to know that you make perfect sense to me. Not everyone will understand, but remember that you can only comprehend something that resonates with your own frequency.
I know right! most people think he's going down a dark path and making stupid comments like "next video he will be doing meth" ect. But in reality they just don't understand psychedelics and the spirituality behind it.
Kinda interesting how you've gotten more into tripping. I know it's an interesting and mind changing experience but just be careful about how often you take them. I appreciate you as a person Barry and don't want to see you go down the path of many of my friends.
Hey I've felt like this for a min that since I've heard so many people say that they get told how much of a blessing they got with this life and the reason I think that is ,is maybe because this is a transitional life from 3d to 4 ,I feel theirs too many odd connections like dmt correlating experiences ,but I've also been depressed for a while and anxious like your friend ,but I have a chance for schizophrenia, so I domt rly do psycodelics, but sometimes I do truly feel that our thoughts or the places we find inspirations could possibly be conciseness after death in a pure existence of intelligence that is always getting added to with the differing experiences we have ,maybe not but alot of those arguments you talk about him having with himself I've had without tripping ,like reality questioning ,egocentircism ,ego death ,but I think the reason this is such a place that shouldnt be taken for granted is because all though we always have pain ,its what creates the scale for your own level of happiness, I dont know but I do hope that their is something much more intriguing and intelligent about the paycadelics we consume ,this stuff is always interesting and love to think about it ,just dont see how we could have all these complicated experiences and drugs if it's all just a coincidence, I've never been able to believe in God but if their was one ,I think it would be like living in the fourth dimension as if your apart of what would make a god ,all knowing ,moral compass ,ect. Dont know if I could believe in the disbelief of true possibilities, plus ik it seem egotistical to think that we are all connected and can maybe speak to something beyond us ,but I've given myself inspiration and advice that I felt was beyond my own capabilities, if it was myself then idk where I got it from lol,but I've been able to pick myself up or out myself down down ,but still I feel all that is for something ,and if it isnt then got damn the biological need for something above you to strive and fight longer is an essential tool even if it isnt for anything ,more an impressive role that it plays, but man do I hope theirs something more ,just wish I could experience some of it ,but I love that I have the capability to hear about others and think about this but if you read this whole thing then I envy you pushing though the longest run on sentences of your life lmao
I'm glad you decided to share this story too, it's good to get multiple perspectives on something. Out of curiosity, how old were you when these events happened?
My friend once ate shrooms, way tooooo much shrooms. Now he doesn't even want to hear about any sort of drugs, alcohol, etc. He was a big stoner and a heavy drinker. Now he suffers from some weird fears that started after a visit at the hospital that he had after he ate the shrooms
hey barry, if you read this could you please provide me with some insight on weed? im very conflicted on the subject. I live in Australia and every since year 11 they started shoving info down our throats on how horrific and terrible weed is. Ive been watching you for a long time now and believe your a very well thought out and trustworthy person. I did research on weed but i want an opinion from someone whos actually used it. would you recommend it? what limits should be put on it eg how much and how long between the next high? i suffer terrible anxiety and i kind of want to try it. is it really worth it? if anyone else is reading this and has actually tried it for a long period of time not just read off WebMD could you also maybe provide some insight?
When it comes to anxiety CBD is far better at treating this :D marajuana is nice but for many people it can trigger anxiety instead of relieve it, I like it because of where it takes my mind, it makes me think in more creative and abstract ways. As for the effects on the body, you are inhaling smoke and researching long term effects of that is a good start, weed is not a very harmful compound and it's been used by humans for centuries so as for it's saftey, you're more than ok. I wish you luck man! Anxiety sucks!
BulletBarry so do you think it’s best to try it once and see how it affects me? And would it be less harmful to ingest weed rather than smoke it using edibles? Thanks for the response.
Thank you for sharing your experience. LSD has as much possible downsides as upside. Only consume it when you're mentally sound. Or if you're not mentally sound, get a trip sitter or psychiatrist for therapy. My last experience was quite a nice one, I was out in nature with some friends and it felt like there was a blanket of love around me I also felt like nature was watching me as I was watching it.It was the most beautiful thing I've ever seen. Lastly we headed back home and talked about life and what it means to be able to experience consciousness at all. I feel like it helped my with my outlook on life and I now find the motivation to do things I wouldn't have done before, like sports, studying, caring for the people around me etc. It puts everything into perspective and lets you appreciate life in a whole new way. (At least for me)
I think i have schizophrenia because its in my bloodline and i tripped off of weed...but im scared to do any research. I sometimes feel like im still tripping. Im pretty positive about it but im still paranoid all the time. Anyone have advice?
i like what you reflect from your experiences with psychedelics, its nice to hear people using them in a way they are intended to. Edit: i commented too early i think xD, but well i had trips on 100microgramm that were terrifying and also trips up and above 1milligram that were just easy, casually tripping. the ways of psychedelics are mysterious. (no safer use, plz dont try if you dont know what youre doing)
I first watched bullet barry back in 2017 when i first staryed learning about pc building fast forward 2 years later and part of me is happy he is telling drug related stories and some part of me says hes different🤣great vid
Most of the times when I am tripping and one of my friends is having a bad time and I try to help them, my trip starts getting weak. Maybe seeing them being scared for no real reason makes me see that its just the drug trying to mess with us.
anyone know what the gameplay in the background is? ive been trying to find new games to play in the background of my videos and this looks pretty cool
Another important thing: how you react to things is IMPERATIVE to whether or not you should do any drugs. Example, I saw that scary nun from the movies on a trip once and all I did was look at it and say "awesome." When I feel the impending sense of doom I love it, because of this, I never have bad trips. If you can't handle little things like that you should never do psychedelics.
