Karen, I have been following the both of you for years. I absolutely love the growth that I’ve seen just from an outsider, you and Chrisspy are both so inspirational!!🤍🤍
For sure glad she is back and took that time for herself ❤❤❤ she’s not alone in this and my grandfather had one he passed twice first at18 then at 94 if you get that second chance hold on to it
I'm so moved by reading all of your comments. THANK YOU!! To every single one of you!! I have so much love for you and am so inspired by you! I couldn't be more excited to start this new journey together. To be continued...
we’ve missed you so much Chrisspy!! i’m glad your back and sending you so much love and positive vibes! thank you for bringing us along on your journey 💙💙💙
would you be willing to post the links to the RU-vid videos you found on near death experience? I never thought about looking in to this post COVID 2020
Spiritual awakening is one of the greatest gifts.❤️✨ you can always try to explain it but people that haven’t gone through it simply just can’t even begin to understand. I think it happens when you truly need it and right on time. It’s true freedom you realize that you were born and are truly free to just, be.
This made my bust out in tears... last night I prayed and asked God to help me do something to get help to change my life. I begged for no new trauma to be my change but to help me remember to do something. & then this video was in my notifications. My prayer was answered. I'm so happy for you. So glad you are living your true life! Thank you for sharing and being so real. ❤
I love you Chrisspy❤️ all I can say is you have no idea how much I needed to hear this, and I know this will touch a lot of hearts out there. Grateful for you sharing🙏🏼
Chrisspy!!! I miss you so much and every single world you said spoke deep and straight to my heart. I feel like we’re on a similar journey and I love your vulnerability. Thank you for sharing your story and making the Internet a safer place 😍
“I’m living my truth by SHARING my truth”. What a beautiful and deep video. Thank you for sharing your new perspective. I loved the realignment of service and making what we do a service to others and not ourselves. Very excited for what’s to come for you 💗
I tried doing RU-vid back in 2016 before transitioning and I would sometimes film my videos at the Ipsy studios doing makeup on my sister. One time while setting up to film in the studio Chrisspy walked in ( I was already a huge fan of her & her work ) she came in and said hi to my sister and I, made small talk and left… I was star struck. 20 min go by and she comes back with a huge MAC PR box and gifts it to me. My mom kept most of the makeup & til this day still has some of the shadows & every time we see the shadows we always remember chrisspy and how sweet she was for doing that. Glad you’re back & better 💖
“It’s no accident that we’re here together now” I got goosebumps and have an overwhelming sense to cry. I’ve been thinking a lot about you gf and wondering where you’ve been!? Happy to see your face!!
I feel like even though the situations are different I really relate to this. I didn’t have a near death experience but my brother and dad passed away last year only months between each passing. And it rocked my world. You think you have everything figured out and then suddenly everything changes and it’s hard to grapple with. You have to figure out how to live in this new reality. And denying myself to be sad makes the feeling cling to me. I just really relate to this video and I’m happy you posted it. Thank you so much.
It was God telling you to live the life He has for you! You were given a second chance to live it right! Turn to His word and your life will have purpose and meaning. It isn't about your soul bc that is your mind/will/emotions. It is about the Holy Spirit, the Spirit of God guiding you and changing you. God Bless and enjoy the journey!🙏🙌🙌🙌🤲💓
As a psychologist I could cry watching this. It’s so refreshing to hear someone with a platform talk about brain plasticity and finding themselves! I’m so happy for you and I hope this helps others on their journey ❤ also, art therapy has incredible results, connection is key ❤
So happy you’re back & HERE with us spreading this important message. This was exactly what I needed to hear today and so much of what you expressed resonated with me personally, & I’m sure with many many more people! Thank you ♥️🫶🏻
You went through a spiritual awakening! I'm so happy for you💗 Yes! What you resist, persists. I'm so happy we share a similar awareness. When you get to the other side it can feel lonely. We are awake in a world where others asleep. It's hard to explain it and there's almost no use in trying to open anyone's eyes. They have to see it for themselves when they are ready and some never do. We can only love and accept people exactly where they are. I'm also currently reading The Body Keeps score!😱 Thank you for sharing Chrisspy💗
Omg Chrisspy! I have thought about you SO many times each month that went by & I just kept you in my prayers that you’d be back when the time was right. You are a BLESSING & we love you so much!!!🤍
Truly sounds like a bear death experience. A lot of ppl report feeling very serene and being okay with never returning to life. I’m very curious about what happened but i am SO GLAD you’re okay. I wish more people would step away from the internet and live more in real life.
This is one of the most honest and beautiful videos I have seen on this platform. Your awakening is absolutely incredible and I hope more people begin to do so. I have followed you for many years and I am so happy to know you have found a place of peace and rest and home which is coming back to yourself. I fear we have a generation of lost souls that need to find themselves but social media isn't letting them. Sending you love and light and cannot wait to see what this journey means for you and I hope you are comfortable with sharing more.
I have never clicked so fast!! Can I just say I admire you so much for making this video, this is a VERY different video yet so needed for so many people. It’s different in the best way though. I am so so glad to see you feeling better, doing better, the changes you’ve made in your life that’s incredible. You’re exuding happiness in your body and face from what I can see! That’s awesome!! Continue doing what your doing. Hope to see your face again very soon! Xoxo much love from Montana
I had my spontaneous awakening in October of last year and i feel like i could have made this exact same video myself. I always felt drawn to your videos and now i know why… we are all going to be on this consciousness journey together. You are strong and i am so grateful that you are sharing your story! 💕💕
Thank you chrisspy!! I literally needed this, connecting with yourself and this dimension of life is truly a rollercoaster. I was in such a good spiritual place a few months ago, until my depression kicked in again. Sometimes I pull through and sometimes I don’t. Going to reconnect with myself again 💞 so happy you’re finding yourself!! There’s no feeling like it that’s for sure. It’s hard to explain to people who haven’t awakened yet!
Chrisspy I was searching you up 2 weeks ago because I was concerned with your absence. To see you here today speaking your truth brings nothing but tears and joy to my heart. I was waiting for you to have this moment; as crazy as it may sounds. So happy you’re back and better than ever!! Can not wait to see what life has for you next!!! It will be beautiful!!! Sending You much Love and Abundance!!!!🙏🏽🥰✨🌸
A few years ago I suffered a sudden change from being totally healthy to having organ failure, and a lot of the self-reflection that trauma has allowed me to do is echoed in your words here. These experiences are terrifying, but in some strange way, a blessing to those who put in the work to unpack them. Good for you for listening to yourself and trusting yourself on this journey! ❤
I always knew you’d find your way. This is the best news I could have ever even imagined hearing today. I’m so happy for you and so grateful you decided to share this vulnerable and honest path you’re on. It’s real. Sending so much love and light your way! XO
A minute in and I'm crying. I have to take a break before I continue but I have to say, that you've been missed and seeing your face and hearing your voice again is like a big ol hug.
I looked you up about 2 weeks ago and here you are 😍 I'm so happy you're back. I'm so happy you are sharing your story. You have made my world a little brighter today and I thank you for that. So excited!! 💜☯️
Chrisspy, what a wonderful awakening journey you’ve been through. Thank you for sharing this with us. I have no doubt it was hard and during your year off, I’ve thought of you many times and had a feeling that you were taking time off to heal. I’m so happy for you and look forward to seeing more of you if you wish to share that with us. Sending you love and light and wishing you peace and joy ❤
Thank you for sharing this queen! I've known you for a long time through work but also as your friend and I've always known you were in touch with your soul + spirituality. Everyone's journey looks different and I'm so happy you are finding out what brings you peace and happiness. I've been practicing yoga and teach it now - and I'd love love love to practice with you. It's one of the things that has helped me connect to my mind body and soul and has helped me so much with anxiety + outer circumstances through breath and movement. love you always and will be here to cheer you on through this journey!!
I was literally stalking your IG a month ago and I thought to myself “I hope she’s good” and now I know you have been! I LOVE this for you, I’m so glad you’re living wholeheartedly now ❤
CHRISSPY!!! girl, you always pull through with what needs to be said. This was the most grounding rational well said video RU-vid needed from a ‘beauty guru’ the women an little girls that look up to you will remember the words you said an the perspective you gave on life. You are so irreplaceable, thank you for this video! I loved it so much ❤❤❤
We never forgot about you!! I’m so happy to see you are okay and doing well. When we are our full authentic self we can only receive things meant for us. You’ve always been a light and I’m so happy that you can see that light in yourself now. I hope that you will continue to share if that is what is meant for you to do. ❤
Aww I’m so happy to see a video from you!!! Whatever happened, I’m glad you’re ok. ❤ Also, I’m so happy you’re doing good, social media can really take a toll on peoples mental health. ❤🤗
This is the first video I've ever seen of yours. I could make a comment about RU-vid's algorithm and how this video may have landed in my suggested videos, but I'm having the most emotional day and that "it's no accident that we're here together now" hit me right in the feels... Idk what to do or where to look, but I'm listening now.
I have never been so excited and happy to watch a video! everything you mentioned in this video has been my complete focus for the past 2 years. I'm so glad the gift came your way and I am glad you made the video to spread the awareness because it will be a sweet day when everybody INNERstands this beauty. so happy for youuuuu!!!!
Seeing your face on here brought so much joy to my heart. I can’t wait to meet this new you & experience this journey with you on here. You were so missed and truly loved.
Thanks for sharing this with the world ❤️ 31 yrs old mom of 2 and I am finally getting to know myself and actually getting deep and understanding the why? Of a lot of things. Lots of love.
Yass Queen! We love a healing journey! Thank you for staying true to your heart and I can’t wait to see the shift in your content. I’m so happy for you
It sounds like you been through a lot and that you’ve done and are doing a lot of personal work, and now you have a very different perspective on what you want and what you want work to be like. That’s awesome! Congratulations!
I needed this today. I looked for you about two months ago on a ton of social media platforms I even googled for you because I always connected with your presence. That you for sharing your story!
this is so beautiful. i have no words other than thank you so much for sharing this powerful and beautiful testimony. we are all better for it and I cant wait to go on this journey with you.
i feel like a lot of people needed to head this. we’re all so caught up in social media and forget about THIS. life! thank you for coming on here and sharing. you were dearly missed, glad to see YOU!
You've been on my heart heavy for awhile. You probably don't remember but 1 year you sent me a beautiful package to help me celebrate the 25 days of Melismas.. my way of giving back to others for my birthday. You helped me bring smiles to a lot of people and without realizing it you helped me even more. You're an amazing person and the world is a better place because you're in it. You kept me going before and especially after I got pregnant with my little miracle baby girl who is 3 now. Thank you for existing and being so damn real in a world full of fakeness
I so love this for you, Chrisspy. Learning these lessons at ANY age is life changing. Learning them at your young age makes me so happy that you have even longer to experience your awake life! Thanks for sharing so others can be led to finding the same❤
I hear my soul saying, "thank you" ✨🥹 my first time here on your channel and I couldn't have been more happier to click this video 🙏🏼 thank you for sharing and sending good energy on your path of healing ✨
Wow, what a beautiful video. I am on this journey myself, and how crazy that my therapist was talking about learning to ride the wave. And that life is not meant to be happy all the time. It’s how you learn to ride the wave. That it’s possible to ride the wave in a healthy way and allowing ourselves to feel. Thank you for sharing, I was definitely meant to see this video. 🙏🏼🙏🏼. Happy to see you back 👏🏼👏🏼
Nothing is ever enough because God is the only thing that fills that void. We all are here to love, help and serve others. Jesus is the one you should turn to and pray for guidance. Thank God every day because without him we are nothing. 🤍
this is actually a very cool concept for a video it's nice to see you live in the everyday life of the world aside from every body You are not like anyone and this is what makes you a special and exceptional person. I wish you a happy life and to everyone who reads my comment ❤️🥰💖😍😘🍓♥️
I related so much to the message you gave. I’m so glad you came back to give this message to us. It was beautiful and exactly what I needed to hear today. Thank you! ❤
You have always been an inspiration, and even more so now. You have me emotional. And grateful you are sharing. I too struggle with all of the above. Thank you
I had a near death experience in Jan 2020 and my whole life changed. I did the same thing when I got out of the hospital I tried to forget about it and not think about it and go back to my life. I couldn’t. I turned to spiritually as well and had a huge ego death and I am so grateful for it. ❤ I am so happy you are okay❤
Love the message behind your new found perspective. So glad you're here and you're listening to your soul. I am in a time of my life where i am working on my healing and hoping to get to a place where I can help others as well. Totally trying to coming back home to me and fulfilling my purpose.
I’ve watched this so many times and I can’t wait to hear more about this journey you’ve been on. Also this video made me realize how so much of what I see online is “you need this new product” definitely going to be changing what I’m watching/listening to online
When I first saw “Chrisspy” pop up my mouth dropped and it brought back this nostalgic feeling when I was first falling in love with makeup. All that to say, seeing your face and name felt like a nice warm hug! I loved this video and how well spoken you are. This was refreshing 🤍
The algorithm pulled this up as my first video, and I’ve not watched any of your content or was even aware of who you were or are now. I recently started meditating again and rediscovering how much I love it. That is no accident! ❤ May you have an amazing rest of your life 🫂 😊 I’ll be subscribing in case you post on here in the future.
I am beyond delighted you are back on! So good to see you! I would love to hear more about your out of body experience. I believe in all and I am very spiritual. But we all struggle with one thing or the other. So I thank you for always be opening about your life and what you go through. I look forward to see your new journey!
Thank you for sharing your experience. It comforted me and validated my feelings too. We may be living totally separate lives but such a similar experience. Good luck on your journey! In the words of Bill Hicks.. it’s just a ride.
Chrisspy I have so much to say about this video. The soul, your natural state, is called “fitra “. It’s that intuition, connection, and gratitude that we get pulled away from. It’s the state babies are in and how those of old age become child like; an innocence and vulnerability to something greater than all of us. I appreciate you giving back and being of service. True healing comes when we take our trauma , address it, and realize how to be of service with all those experiences. “Curriculum” ❤
So proud of you for allowing yourself to be brave & vulnerable enough to talk about your experience & the new direction your life has taken as a result! So inspiring & so very happy you found this freedom within. Excited for what’s to come for you & from you! Much love from NC.🤗💕
Sooo good to SEE you! I randomly would Google you to see if there were any updates…I was beyond THRILLED to see this update! Cheers to your awakening! The universe wanted/needed you to shift and when big change happens, it’s usually ‘messy’…but…it’s the after after where you REALLY see/understand why you had to be shook to your core for CHANGE! Happy you are DOIN YOU! Big Love Girl! ❤️😘❤️😘❤️😘❤️
I can't even begin to tell you how much I have thought of you this past year! You were NOT forgotten! I love the path you are on, and am privileged to walk alongside you! ❤️
I hear ya girl and you're not alone! I have had a near-death experience and also had something similar happen. I saw myself above my body as a beautiful ball of light or what I think was energy. It was so perfect, safe, and peaceful. It triggered an awakening after which at times has/is scary, painful and you often feel isolated and like no one understands.... but it's been so worth it. I know you can relate that it came at the perfect time when life was unbearable and chaotic and we felt lost and stuck in these unhealthy thought patterns (which arent us they are just unhealthy thoughts). Music, dancing, art, meditating, and slowing down have brought me so much peace and happiness. Were healing! Sending you love and light Chrisspy!!
Earlier tonight I started to wonder about my spirituality and really finding myself bc I’ve been struggling with my emotions, life, etc. I then suddenly wondered of you 😭🥹 I’m currently mid ways of your video!! Im in tears. You’re truly BEAUTIFUL AMAZING SOUL! So happy you’re back🤍🤍🤍
Welcome back girl, this is absolutely wild already. Your face was missed, your videos missed. So glad you're still here sharing your talents and being exceptionally you. It wasn't your time. ❤️
WE ARE IN CONTROL OF EVERYTHING! (everything internally that is, more than we even realize) it is such a beautiful, and liberating feeling to connect with your inner self on a deeper level. mentally, physically, and emotionally. i love to see it shine through you, Chrisspy!!!! i can’t wait to see what else unfolds for you on this beautiful journey! 💫🤍
Thank you for being vulnerable and posting this. I just had a huge life shift and the fact that your video popped up for me when I'm in the middle of this felt like it was meant to be. Wishing you nothing but the best 💞
I too am very sensitive and I've always been made fun of because of it but being an empath is so hard and so taxing. I'm glad you listened to your soul and rested. You have been missed. Welcome back. ❤️❤️❤️❤️
I'm so happy you are finding happiness and healing. Glad to see you're back. I know you love to read and would love to see the books you found helpful over the past year to help in your journey.
Mental Health is really bad right now! You need to inspire others with your words of affirmation, beauty and art! ❤ You don’t know this, but your videos actually help me get through a bad depression after an accident I had many years ago. Wish you the best and your followers will be here waiting for you! 😘
So beautiful! Congratulations on your shift. Thus is the best thing that could have happened to you. The gateway to pure joy, happiness and gratefulness. I wish you all the best.
So glad to hear from you and this message. Wish it wasn’t a near death experience but sharing your story has definitely enlightened me. Grinding and hustling to be unfulfilled and unhappy catches up, thank you Chrisspy! ❤️
I'm so glad to see you back. 💓 I'm sorry you went through what you did. I am however glad you're finding yourself. Your message was absolutely what I needed to hear today.
The body keeps score is the book that changed me forever. I went through a dramatic change. I woke up one day and I told my husband I want to sell everything and travel in an RV with our four kids. We had a huge 4,000 sq foot house in San Diego, 2 walk in closet and every designer bag you can think of and I was still empty. I told my husband and he didn’t believe that I would give it all up. But I did. I said take all of it. We sold it all and have been on the road for 3 years now. It has been the most life changing experience. Like you said it been challenging but sooooo beautiful. I lost hair had 3 bald spots during the process of purging. But my soul feels so light. Im so excited for you and your journey!! I shared a similar video about my spiritual awakening. I was scared because I grew up a Christian. But I am so glad I did. Sending you so much love and positive energy to you on this healing journey! I took a 12 week coarse from a shaman that taught me so much. Reach out to me if you want the info I would love to share it with you I think it would be so beneficial to you. ❤️❤️❤️
Chrisspy!!!! I have missed you!! And you are more beautiful than ever!! I love the calm in your voice… and the way you are able to articulate what we are all missing! 🙏🏻🙌🏻❤️
I felt you 100%. I remember when life brought me to my knees and only spirit and gratitude got me back up. Eckhart Tolle’s books helped me. This is the type of influencing that I connect with. Thank you for sharing your story❤
Chrisspy you were the first person I ever watched on this platform. I’m so happy you’re back on here. Watching you brings me so much joy. I’m just happy you’re safe ❤
This is everything I needed. That is all. That book is incredible, and I'm really glad to see it talked about. Thank you for sharing your amazing journey.
Loveee this!!! I’ve been going through a spiritual awakening for the past month & mentally I’ve been confused lately & I just took this as sign thank you for sharing ❤️ so happy for you! Spiritual awakening is a beautiful & hard journey but it’s the time to really get to know ourselves & be more strong then ever
I needed this 💕 my brother was tragically killed 4 months ago and I’m completely devastated and lost. For comfort I started watching near death experiences on RU-vid and they really helped me. All the stories I heard, it totally changed their life after. In order to find my peace I’ve been trying to find what fills my soul… I haven’t found it yet. I think I was supposed to hear your story today - I’ve been a subscriber for a long time - but I’m happy your fulfilling your life how you want, it’s brave to step away from what is familiar. I hope to do the same, to get out of my comfort zone, to fill my soul and ultimately find peace and heal so I can feel closer to my brother again; even if he is on the other side
I know exactly how you feel. I lost my oldest brother last year in March. I don’t know you, but my heart goes out to you. It is devastating and tbh I’m still the thing that fills my soul. I really appreciate you posting this it makes it feel easier knowing you’re not alone.
Watch these documentaries- Close Encounters of the 5th Kind, disclosure and unacknowledged. Even if you don't believe everything in the docs, it will help you think differently about life and consciousness. That all of us are connected. Nothing and no one is ever truly gone, we simply leave our tangible bodies behind and move forward to what's next. I believe that our lives on earth are but a sliver of our existence. There is so much more out there. We aren't meant to have a full understanding and comprehension of the questions of why we are here and how. Humans are a young species. Thinking we are the be all end all is ridiculous and frankly depressing. Anyway I'll stop ranting now. Check out the docs and you'll feel differently after I'm telling you. But if you're a hard core Christian maybe just pass because your mind has already been conditioned to be as closed off as possible.
My spiritual awakening started JUST like this. I saw my body. And I was at peace. Then I came back and was like “What? I’m not dead?” And my life has been so beautiful ever since… ❤
The exact journey I am living, it’s a blessing to hear someone else express and understand this path. Very few opt to face truth with compassion. With much gratitude for sharing. The wound is the place where light enters you - Rumi
I literally commented on an old video of yours wishing you well a couple of weeks ago! So happy to see you processing, unlearning harmful attachments and stepping into your soul’s purpose. We don’t need to see all of it… that’s for you… so thank you for giving us a glimpse and a note saying that you’re still among us. A soul having a human experience.
