Their music is so amazing!!! I can't get over how it has helped me and made me realize that there is more to life! I love you Oh Sleeper. You have litteraly changed my life. God bless you all!
my youth leader played the cd son of the morning in the car on the way to my youth camp just after it came out me and 3 of my metalhead friends from youth have been addicted to oh, sleeper ever since i love every album especially son of the morning not just because theyre christian and play metal but mainly because the stories they tell and the lyrical content is really deep :D
[plays automatically after listening to "Reveries of Flight"] [too distracted eating turkey to stop it] [recognizes the synchronicities] [chokes when looking at the time] *_10:10PM_* 🥴 I was wondering why Reveries of Flight and "Guide Dem" kept showing up in the top eight after I'd hit shuffle. I was like JFC, seriously? WHAT MORE IS THERE LEFT TO DO TO GUIDE HIM IF HE HASN'T UNDERSTOOD THE GUIDANCE THUSFAR?!!! Like, I'm either a really shitty teacher or you're just not trying hard enough or understanding how to apply my teachings elsewhere? Idk what the issue is, and it's more frustrating having to understand this through signs, synchronicities whilst being left in the dark because you fear what exactly? That your karmics can bring me harm somehow? Dood, do you have any idea how many times I was kept out of harms way? When I say I'm not afraid of your karmics and there is no need to shelter me from them, I say this not because I'll throw fists when put in a dangerous situation, but because I've noticed when I'm being guided and _protected_ from engaging in these situations by combating them with use of my mental and following my heart. You know on the 1st of this month after I warned her on Halloween to quit fucking with you, she tried to make up some bullshit to meet up with me? Actually you know what, fuck it. I'll just show you what I sent her from a texting app that wouldn't really indicate who I am unless recognized by a guilty conscience, then I'll show you what she sent to my actual number from Marshon's old phone which ig is still active for whatever weird reason. 🙄 ME: (from anon texting app I deleted after so don't remember the exact time but it was around 5 or 6PM when I did that Captain America reading or whatever) *Oct 31 2019* _I just wanted to tell you that I know what you did and I'm very disappointed to find out that I was right about you all along... his own mother. As long as I can help him see you for who you really are, you will never be able to deceive him. Should you ever try anything like that again, you will be the one who goes to jail, not him. For all the times you put your own son through hell you will pay the price in the end, I can promise you that. You can't outrun karma, Lenore. So do yourself a favor and just live your life running away from your problems like you always do. He doesn't need a person like you screwing up his life anymore; you've done enough damage. "Do the right thing," isn't that what you like to say? Just give him back what you took... Happy Halloween._ (Tbh, I was bluffing. I didn't know _exactly_ what she did and was left to follow the signs and synchronicities that lead me to even work up the courage to send that message in the first place. What ik derived from pure speculation based on the signs and synchronicities. I simply worded it with such conviction in order to instill fear in someone. Just enough fear so that it would deter them from following through with whatever I was protecting you from. WHICH I WAS GUIDED TO DO AT JUST THE RIGHT TIME, APPARENTLY. 😑) KARMIC: (to my actual number ig she still has at the ready) *Nov 1 2019 8:51AM* _I see that you have the telescope my father gave to Ryan. I would like to pick it up along with my walking sticks. He said the sticks were still at your Do the right thing._ ME: (I was asleep all day with a flare up so I didn't get back to her til later but immediately I thought wow... this for real then??) *Nov 1 2019 8:33PM* _Excuse me? I don't fuck with people like you. Sorry, ma. If Ryan wants HIS STUFF back, he can lmk and I'll have our FRIEND drop 'em off at /his/ house. You stay tf away from me or I will call the cops on you, you got that? You have no business asking me for shit that you didn't even know was gone nor even belongs to you, so your petty antics won't work this time. Don't text me ever again._ Now, I don't like to make accusations that I can't begin to prove without substantial evidence or even visual reasoning on my part, but my immediate response was to threaten her by calling the cops should she come near me, and I later questioned why that was. Idk what kind of person she is or what lengths she would go to just to hurt me, but according to AA Michael, that was the intention she had. I'll give her the benefit of the doubt though and just say it was only a possibility but not a guarantee. Considering she obviously knew it was me who sent that text and came up with some piss poor excuse to retrieve things she never bothered asking about for the ENTIRE course of our break-up!! I'd not heard a word from her since that one time last December when I asked if you were ohk 'cause I was concerned with all the energy I was picking up on from you, and all she said was: *Dec 17 2018* 10:07AM _He is doing alright._ That's it! NO CONCERN WHATSOEVER ABOUT MY FRANTIC PLEA AT ALLLL. And I hadn't heard from her since, up until this month when she had the nerve to ask for shit that really wasn't of any use to her much less even belonged to her. I didn't forget when you mentioned one to be your brother's and the other to be yours that y'all made from branches you picked up on a hike or something. And you also could have asked me for your scope during the Super Wolf Moon when instead you told me to use it. Then let's not forget when I was trying to coax you to come outside by telling you I came to return it to you this past June when that was totally a lie. I had gone there to return to _you,_ not give you back your scope even though I had it on me and would have willingly offered it up had you just agreed to talk to me for a minute to see what was going on with you. Which is why I didn't leave it, but instead left with your chair and tray of cigarette butts since I was out of smokes and felt cheated to leave empty handed like that when I waited a good 20 or 30 minutes just to be ignored all rude as'f. Lmao. Judge me. My point is... you are not protecting me, you are not sparing me from her bullshit, nor are you lessening the levels of stress she brings by distancing like this. What you are actually doing is hurting me more to the point of frustration because it is SO hard to guide you in this way when I'm going in blind as'f, dood. You think this is easy for me, man? It's hard as hell! Not just 'cause it's the blind leading the blind, but it's also leaving me broken whenever I'm reminded of what you've been through and are going through internally. It hurts me so much that I'll legit sit there and cry just praying you come back soon so I can give you the love and understanding you were deprived of all your life. Idk how much I've helped you find happiness at a distance like this and all I remember is the broken version of you that I had to leave last October because you REFUSED to talk to me. All I remember of you was the heaviness and pain I saw behind your eyes when you tried to convince me the reason you were being that way was because you didn't love me anymore. To this day, as many chances as you've had to, you never actually said this yourself though. I had to ask if that was the reason and all you could say was, "I guess that's what this means." Like really? Wth would you do that to me, bro? Why would you tell me we could stay friends and refuse to give me a straight answer if you really cared about me still? Do you have any idea how much that fucked me up? How about now, Ryan? Do you have any idea how you still distancing me like this and refusing to let me help you is still fucking me up when it's already been over a year and I feel crazy for still being here? I don't just want to help you make better choices, I also want to help myself too. I want to finally forget the broken/sickly memory (the only version of you I was left to remember) and replace it with a happier more vibrant and childlike you. The you I met and fell so head over feet for 3yrs ago that even after we split I was unable to feel anything else for another much less want to pursue anyone after you. Fuck your karmic and fuck this distant subliminal messages shit. Are we gonna do this Saturday or what? Because I'm tired of the bullshit too, Ryan! I'm tired of feeling like I was born to be in your life to help you and to give you the unconditional love you never had and I'm tired of you thinking you're doing anyone a favor when you're not. All you're doing is proving to Him that you have no faith that He will protect us. That He would not allow any harm to come to neither you nor me should you just trust Him and BELIEVE that He can be *_everything._* Because He _is_ everything.
Three Days Grace is really out of place here and the order is REALLY off if you were actually trying to order them from opening band to headliner or vice-versa.
Does anyone know why Oh Sleeper always mentions sheep in their songs? They mentioned them in "In all honesty" "the color theft" and "vices like vipers". It's very interesting.
It should be *Whose dreams* not "Who's dreams" most lyric sites have it wrong, even if it's from the booklet..Remember, Who's=who is/who has..whose=possessive of who..
