Things I wish I would have known before VSG Surgery - Take 2-1 year post op

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@refilwemosase Год назад

"Life is so liberating when you're not constantly thinking about food"😍😍😍

@miaochs7716 2 года назад

3 prunes every day or every other day work for me and I don’t dump. I can eat small beef ribs. Salads don’t agree with me. I’ve lost 70 pounds 7 months. Goal another 35 pounds. My weight slow down to about 1 pound a week. I feel so much better. Best thing I ever done. I have so much energy.

@tanishacarr35 2 года назад

I went on my first flight since surgery, so excited about the room I had and how easy putting on my seatbelt was.

@kelsi_danielle 2 года назад

listen that is a whole different level of feel good aint it ?

@ANGELSLVME 2 года назад

@@kelsi_danielle also being able to fit on a rollercoaster ride

@gavinjackson3806 4 месяца назад

Lolok

@angelmason23 2 года назад

This really pulled on my heartstrings. I told my mother a couple of weeks ago that I wish my grandma was here to see me after I lose the weight. I’ve always struggled with my weight and I just wish she could see the me I believe she always knew was inside. Congratulations on one year on the loser’s bench!

@reesier1981 2 года назад

💜 I feel this 💯 I am just waiting for a surgery date so not on the loser bench yet. But I lost my Mom last April and my thoughts always circle back to wishing she was her to see me when I do lose this weight and just be here by my side through this journey!

@micahandjoflo86 2 года назад

I now can stand on my feet for 8 hours straight serving tables and not hurt and want to fall apart when I get home!! So thankful! You helped me get to the surgery and through it and continue focused. Thank you!

@quelquun2018 2 года назад

Please wear compression socks!!!

@AnalaBLACK Год назад

Felt stand on my feet

@Giraffegirl89 2 года назад

Girl im crying with you! Whew Father God. You're amazing... I can relate to your videos💜 I'm 16 days post op and I'm nauseous everyday, it's hard to get my fluids in everything (taste wise) has changed & I just don't know what to do. I can drink cold Gatorade zero berry flavor... but its a struggle for everything else. I'm praying for better days! 😔

@msbrit5178 2 года назад

Having surgery has been such a mental struggle. I am at 4 months and I feel like I am behind. It’s almost an obsession. But it is still one of the best decisions I have made. It’s definitely a marathon. I struggle with mental hunger.

@Teetoy4 Год назад

I struggle with hunger after the surgery as well

@lueiza2010 10 месяцев назад

At that stage I felt I was eating SO much and that I was never going to be able to lose weight. I also felt behind. Keeping real track of what you’re eating really helped me to see that I wasn’t behind, that the sleeve was working and that I was on the right track.

@kimberlyreynolds8656 Год назад

All the fear and unknowns, the doubts and “I’m gonna fail like I always have”, this video makes me truly want to just do it!

@candice6137 2 года назад

When I tell yall folks in the comments, that haven't had the surgery yet that she just spoke all facts..... SHE SPOKE ALL FACTS! EVERY SINGLE POINT IS TRUE. Especially with the laxative point.🤣🤣🤣🤣

@Smalldosesofmo 2 года назад

I got my date March 21st 🙌🏽🙌🏽 I’m excited thank you for your content it’s so helpful

@Missjaded1 2 года назад

I hope all is going well, sending you good vibes and a speedy recovery ❤️

@kadeshapennant 2 года назад

Same day I got mines. Lol hay sleeve twin. 👋😊

@lolahernandez6871 2 года назад

How is it going now? Are u healing well.

@Aprilann871 2 года назад

How are u doing

@catrinazinn8971 Год назад

Girl I made me cry at the end! You are amazing! Subscribed

@lekishiaavery6463 9 месяцев назад

This was an awesome word! Glad I saw this!!! Much love to you and your journey! ❤

@reesier1981 2 года назад

KELSI 👏👏 OMG I absolutely love your content and have found the info/experiences you share/give to be the realist and so helpful. You are one of the top creators that really pushed me to go for this and for that I thank you. But also thank you for sharing what you do with us and for being YOU! Much love and respect! 💜

@sapphirejackson2025 2 года назад

Kelsi!!!! I just found your page and I absolutely love you! You are so beautiful not just physically but something about you! I am 7 years post VSG and after some traumatic experiences in my life I decided to get the VSG again and I am 9 days post op. I stumbled upon your videos for a reason and this one here is the reason! Thank you!!! I think I shed more tears than you but it’s ok. I’m definitely a new subscriber now❤️

@ismile7096 Год назад

I wish I’d seen this video sooner. Everything you said is so on point. This video spoke to my spirit. Thank you!

@xxtrathikkchikk8286 2 года назад

I have started my journey to weight loss I have completed three of the classes, I am now awaiting my surgery date, I am so excited! you have been a huge inspiration !! to me and all of your followers keep up the great work !!

@Aprilann871 2 года назад

I have 1 more class which is this month and my therapy appointment is next month 🙃 an then hopefully I will have my date. Oh n I still need to do my blood work yet. I have done everything else, which was alot

@drbeautician Год назад

Not sure where you are but some states it’s only 1 Class

@user-li8zs2sk5c 25 дней назад

How's it going, Any life updates? Did you get surgery?

@Kikiana510 2 года назад

You're so inspirational Kelsi i love how you really keep it real I'm currently waiting on my surgery date.

@uniqueunique2010 Год назад

Wow this video is amazing. It hit me with your “I wish I would of known”

@Carla-ic5xf 2 года назад

Omg Kelsi you just made my day. 😭 Thank you. My friend is still losing but she is super strict and workout a lot.

@stellemarie6152 2 года назад

Thank you so much for making this video. I’ve been watching you before I even got surgery and your sooo helpful. Before and after surgery I can relate to your message always. I’ve been searching for a video with somebody to relate to the extreme accountability you need to take after 6monts. And how dramatic the weight slows down. But yes, we didn’t come this far to not continue to get everything we want. We got this !!!!!

@margaretjones-ew9mu 9 месяцев назад

You have touched my heart today!! You have helped me through my journey! Thank you so very much for sharing!! You are awesome!!!!

@emilygorz2865 2 года назад

Just watched you video from a year ago right before this and the difference (both inside and out) is incredible! Congratulations on all your hard work and thank you for sharing ❤️❤️❤️❤️

@saabquillamorrison1168 2 года назад

You are soooo inspiring. Thank you. I pray you know how much you're helping! Love muchly❤🌞🔥

@melaniebizyard4114 2 года назад

Omg girl, I just found your channel and this was the first video I watched from you!!! Thanks for this video this really helped me and I’m glad I watched this! Tnx so much!!!!❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

@elizabethrace5406 2 года назад

This video is so beautiful. 💗 Thank you for sharing this part of yourself. You are a beauty inside and out.

@angelicamarquez5110 2 года назад

Came across your video and it gave me a boost of confidence. I have surgery scheduled for Wednesday and I’m terrified, but you made me feel better. Thank you 😊

@jen_commits2befit16 2 года назад

I cried along with you. I wish I could have given you a hug. I have felt the same way, so it really hit home. I have to give myself more credit and be proud of how far I have come. Thank you for being so vulnerable with us. It truly does help those of us that are feeling similar. Peace and love

@deborahlockwood9035 2 года назад

I have got to tell you. That you have done wonderful but I've also got to tell you that I don't have much space at all and wherever it is you put your surgery because many many of the things that you are saying you wish you would have known or things that should have been told to you in the seminar and in the process long before you had that surgery done. It was part of the several times that I had to go to meet with the nurse, the psychologist, the surgery and other times I had to go in before I was approved. And as far as the food addiction any other addiction, that does not go away and that is something you should have known like an addict is an addict in recovery as long as they are using the tools to stay clean whether it is from a drug alcohol sex or food.. I'm proud of you for getting out there all the information that you have been giving two people. My surgery will be 10 years ago April 13th. But like I said the surgery center that I had my surgery done in New York almost everything that you were stating that you wish you would have known was Maine known to us

@rovinakali 2 года назад

Where in New York did you have surgery?

@Angi3592 2 года назад

My surgery is tomorrow and I’m so excited! Your message spoke volumes to me because I feel the EXACT same way. My loved ones especially my son deserves a better version of me. I can’t wait to meet the new me🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽 thank you for this. Good luck on your continued success. Keep pushing you got this💪🏾💪🏾💪🏾❤️❤️❤️

@kv.b3010 Год назад

Whew… when you teared up, so did I because I felt that on so many levels. I’m starting the process of getting surgery. Thank you.

@kpanda6 Год назад

I'm glad that you talk about the food addiction. I realized my addiction just going through this pre op diet. I talked so openly with my Therapist Monday about it. I'm so fearful of this. You are the first of maybe 30 videos I've seen that give your deep truth. Thank you! 💜 #newfollower Wish you continued success and applauding your accomplishments, sis.

@Angela-tt5ik 2 года назад

Wow this video is best you have ever made. I am speechless. I have lost 60 pounds. Got 30 or so to go for goal weight so I think about gosh I haven't made it but you are right look how far you have come compared to last year. You have completely expressed every feeling I have had.

@carmellegarcia7900 Год назад

Thank you. As someone who is getting VSG in a couple week I need to hear so much of this insight!

@christinegentry5051 2 года назад

Hi Kelsie... I'm not sure how or why you popped up in my feed. I'm just going to call it Confirmation about what I'm going through emotionally physically and mentally. On March 21,2005 I underwent Gastric Bypass Surgery. On Surgery day I stood 5'9 305 lbs confident and alone. Having Surgery I thought was the best decision I made for myself. I ended my plateau weight at 162 lbs. Then the health issues came on. I've had so many injuries it's pathetic. I'm going to say this stay focused. Today I'm at a very uncomfortable weight. I tried to get revision but was denied.Do whatever it takes to get to your desired goal. It's a struggle

@lvng.healthy 2 года назад

Thank you so much for being honest and real. 🙏🏼😊❤. I cried with you. 🤗🥰

@shanekah9320 2 года назад

Thank you for this kind and supportive video 💖 I needed the reassurance (from experience) that I’m making the right decision! You’ve help calm my anxieties more than you could ever know. Thank you 💖

@heatherdrew8167 2 года назад

Mine too! When I feel discouraged her presence with us comes right on time!

@amandamcallister2076 Год назад

THANK YOU SO MUCH for being so open and for making this video. I've had this video sitting in my watch later list since I first decided to have surgery. Tomorrow is my surgery, and let me tell you, I NEEDED to hear this so badly. I knew I was making the right decision for my health, but I was sooo scared about all the lifestyle changes that i will be making and if I'm going to lose the best parts of me in the process. I'm not as scared anymore because you told me it gets easier, it gets better, and that I will be happier than I ever thought possible. That I wont feel the need to constantly hide myself anymore. Thank you for saying exactly what I needed to hear. I am currently that broken, beatdown, lost soul, stepping into surgery. Thank you, thank you, thank you for giving me the courage to not back out and to embrace the scary changes that will transform me mentally and physically into the beautiful butterfly I am meant to be. ❤

@kiwanajeter5718 2 года назад

Thank you for speaking to the broken woman inside of me. I just started cause I am 2 weeks out and sometimes I get so defeated. Thank you for the encouragement. I am gonna put some happiness in my tank. Have a great day. We love you too.

@adriannesvsgjourney7299 2 года назад

Not👏🏽tuh👏🏽day👏🏽Kelsi!!! I. Will. NOT. Cry!!! I’m still on my journey but look to you for your advice. Know you are seen and loved! Again, I say thank you for your transparency. You are beautiful inside and out. 300 lbs or not. It’s THAT beauty you share with us, and for that… THANK YOU😘

@thandiwells4905 10 месяцев назад

Beautiful story! Love this!!

@cieranicola31 2 года назад

I so appreciate your vulnerability and transparency. God sure has a way of sending you messages to know that you are on the right path. I definitely feel the love and am sending it right back to you! My last pre-op appointment with the dietitian is 4/22 and I’m more excited than ever to progress into the next phase of the healthy lifestyle I’ve been creating! 💜💜

@lakishacampbell23 2 года назад

Thank you for this video.. your transparency and love your spirit❤️ You look amazing

@melidurz5269 Год назад

Hi Kels!! 🤗 🌸 my surgery is coming up next Tuesday 09/27th! And I am so happy and feel blessed to have found you. I am so proud of you and overall thankful to have a sister that we can lookup to and relate to! Keep being strong and learning to love you, the you that’s inside. You deserve the best! Hugs

@meagonlemmetjies4713 2 года назад

Wow Kelsi you had me in tears too. Thinking if this too is possible for me. It's always not been in my mind. Thank you for the encouragement 🙏

@kelsi_danielle 2 года назад

You can do it!

@aileendameron3227 10 месяцев назад

I’m so thankful for your post. I’m getting VSG in about 2 and half weeks. Thank you so so much for putting this out here.

@heatherdrew8167 2 года назад

You are awesome Kelsi! You have a bright personality and you are beautiful inside out. Thanks for your transparency and insight. 💖

@kelsi_danielle 2 года назад

Thank you so much for the support. It means the world to me 😉❤️❤️❤️

@itsmealo21 2 года назад

I just found your channel! i am 5 months post op and you made me tear up! im 92 lbs down and I have just started living. Best decision ever your are so beautiful and i am proud of you

@cindylindyluu Год назад

Girl you don’t know how badly i needed to see this. Brought tears to my eyes. I just hit one year post op as well. And am also trying to lose these last 20lbs. And it feels so much harder now that i can eat more. I feel my bad habits and food addiction lingering. And it’s such a terrifying feeling. I feel i am being hard on myself but i can’t afford not to be. I didn’t come this far to backtrack you know? And i feel i am just now starting to deal with bowl movement issues. I might have to start taking laxatives now too. Thank you so much for sharing !

@breebreezy3054 2 года назад

I’m 6 month’s post op and my mind definitely is still stuck but gonna celebrate the success this hit home thanks for sharing ❤️

@songbird-og6tz 2 года назад

You are truly an inspiration to me 💗

@shop_ridesigns Год назад

Omg I feel your testimony. It remind me of myself. Keep going honey! It really helps!

@rainbowkissex Год назад

You are so beautiful 😍… I can’t believe I watched the entire video. This is my first time on your channel. So encouraging and so beautiful

@drbeautician Год назад

What happens is that people don’t mentally and physically prepare until it’s time for the 2 week pre-op diet. If anyone is considering Gastric Sleeve or Gastric Bypass Surgery; I suggest that your start pull away from toxic food now. If you are due for a Colonoscopy, get it out of the way before your Surgery. Also eat fiber vegetables.

@RayneBow8 2 года назад

Waited all day for this upload 😎

@martyphil6126 2 месяца назад

Love you ❤ great job loving yourself enough to invest in you!

@msbrit5178 2 года назад

Thanks for the shout out sis!

@teamamil 2 года назад

I needed this reminder! Thank you ❤️❤️

@mariomoraila9817 2 года назад

Thank you for your videos but most importantly thank you for opening up and sharing your story your words open my mind to want to seriously find my real me, stop hiding from my fat self but blossom like a beautiful 🦋

@mrs.cadogan4417 2 года назад

Come on Kels, why do you do this to us😩🥲! Thank you sis, thank you for always being your most real raw authentic self. Its so appreciated sis! Im here for these Car Convos! All up close and personal and stuff 🥰…..keep pushing sis you are breaking barriers and helping so many in the process! ✨🙏🏾🙌🏾💕

@kelsi_danielle 2 года назад

You are the best 💕

@woodrenasegres83 2 года назад

I agree with you. I feel so much better and just like you I woke up and dealt with pain everyday all day. 4 months out and I feel so much better and only 30lbs away from goal. Thanks for the inspiration to keep going, staying accountable, and focus! ❤️ you girlie!

@avig8334 2 года назад

That’s is amazing. For me my pain hasn’t stopped and I’m a year out and 80lbs down. I also have fibromyalgia.

@denisebarragan9993 Год назад

@@avig8334 Hey Avi, you got the surgery?

@avig8334 Год назад

@@denisebarragan9993 yes I’m two years out in May . I still I’m been able to keep the weight off . I’m definitely able to eat whatever I want . I can definitely eat more. However, just because I can get more doesn’t mean I want too . I still keep my portions small. I stay on top of supplements and vitamins. I’m about 175-185. I stopped looking at the scale it’s only to me. I care about my body composition. And my hormonal levels.

@dandm20 2 года назад

Hi kelsi I have surgery tomorrow. I'm so scared yet excited to see what's to come. Your videos have helped me so much. Thank you.

@Kpanther47 2 года назад

Good luck. Walk when u can after surgery. And watch the gas!

@dandm20 2 года назад

@@Kpanther47 ok. Thank you.

@kelsi_danielle 2 года назад

You will do well!! Yes walk,.walk.walk....welcome to the losers bench love thank you for supporting me 💋

@dandm20 2 года назад

@@kelsi_danielle Thank you kelsi. The losers bench. I love that. You made me smile.

@mrshopewoods227 Год назад

This video is so relatable!!! I had vsg Dec 2020!!! I could have done this video myself so real and so true!!! I was saying yes yes the entire time!!!! Thanks for posting!!!!

@peggys1439 2 года назад

Thank you. I needed this. 💜💜💜

@TheAuntiepeg 2 года назад

God love you!!! Your video made me cry right along with you. My VSG is on 5/9. I'm looking forward to a new me!

@judyedwards2357 6 месяцев назад

Thnku so much for this video, it really motivated me. I’m currently saving to get the sleeve in turkey. I can’t wait to get it done. Everything you have said about before surgery really fits with me. Well done on your weightloss you look fantastic xx

@sharonwurm4382 2 года назад

Great message, thank you!!

@brittneyj87 2 года назад

My surgery is Tuesday! I’m watching all your vids again to make sure I didn’t miss anything and to mentally prepare, thanks for all the info! You’ve been such an inspiration

@cupcakepatrice8418 8 месяцев назад

How are you now? Did you have surgery in the states

@brittneyj87 8 месяцев назад

@@cupcakepatrice8418 Hi! My surgery was in the states in March 2022 and I had nothing but problems so I had to have it reversed in Oct 2022. I was unable to keep down food or water the entire time, and on the verge of getting a feeding tube before my dr decided to reverse it, because I almost died. I also got an ulcer which they had to cut out when they reversed my surgery, and due to the surgery I’m unable to take ibuprofen ever again, so I’m actually getting a hysterectomy next month because I have severe cramps and fibroids which can’t be manage without nsaids. It sucks because I’m 36 with no kids, but hey life happens. I lost 125 pounds in the 7 months I was sick, and have gained 55 back, so now I’m a gym rat and watch my diet to lose more, and manage naturally. I have bone and muscle damage that hasn’t gone away, so I focus on strength building, and my gerds is worse than before the surgery. I wish the surgery worked out for me, but it didn’t, and I found lots of info and groups with people who had similar or worse experiences, most not having issues until 10 years out. So just do your research as best as you can, and exhaust every option you can before deciding on it, because it’s definitely life changing! I pray it works well for you if you do it! And I pray no one else has to suffer like I did! ❤

@Missey200134 4 месяца назад

2 months out, and I needed this. Thank you for sharing 😊

@NewZealandallblacks627 9 месяцев назад

I was emotional at what you said. I will be attending the seminar and beginning my journey tomorrow .

@pamelathomas5324 2 года назад

I’m 8 days post op doing pretty good. Except I hate all protien shakes and having to find other ways to get it in. Pretty much getting my fluids in. Thank God that all fluids count

@shanekah9320 2 года назад

🙏🏽💖

@kelsi_danielle 2 года назад

You got this !!!!! Congratulations 👏🎉🎉🎉

@pamelathomas5324 2 года назад

@@kelsi_danielle thank you so much ans thanks for all of the insight you ate sharing to help those of ugls going through this journey now it hs been such an amazing help🥰🥰

@beautifulaltogether2224 Месяц назад

Thanks for this video. You seem like such a lovely person and you look good ❤

@lisapontecorvo1737 2 года назад

you are doing great! And you're Beautiful, Be Proud of how far you have come!

@jmh4eva 2 года назад

I have surgery on Tuesday and I can not wait to feel these feelings

@keylimepie8426 2 года назад

Speak it into existence sis...say 'When I get these 20lbs off' the Universe will listen. My surgery is in July. New subbie

@sheilalofton2145 Год назад

Your attitude is the best ! You've accepted the results and you can move on ! Those last twenty pounds aren't going to haunt you forever, just give yourself realistic attainable goals, that you can actually reach in the future 😉. Stay positive and focus on you ! You're fabulous any way you look ❤️❤️❤️❤️

@sheilalofton2145 Год назад

I love your "car talk", t think it's therapeutic ❤️, it put me in a good mood 👍

@swtttreats2 3 месяца назад

You’re amazing 🙏🏼🤗

@KristelleLogan 2 года назад

Hello, just came across your page! I am in my third week out from my surgery. Still learning and getting things together

@tempest1980 3 месяца назад

This video is awesome.You are awesome.

@ItsNaz Год назад

I start my journey soon! Thanks for the tips 😅

@EssenceofAse448 10 месяцев назад

Thank you sooo much for sharing! 🫶🏾✨️

@mockingbirdnightingale7169 Год назад

I'm 23 months post-op VSG and I relate to so much of what you say in this video!!! (I have never had to take a laxative though - kinda the opposite lol!)

@jillsorrow6281 Год назад

Thank you for saying all this!

@marisolgodinez1194 Год назад

From day 1, the Dr. The assistants, the nutritionists....tell you over and over these things... weight stall, Vitamins for life, trackingyour food....the list goes on and on. Good luck.

@brendagilbreath9028 Год назад

You are so beautiful Kelsi. My friend is going to do this surgery soon. I do Weight Watchers. Have lost 40 and my husband 30. Thank-you.

@cindyruiz3664 4 месяца назад

You look great thank you for sharing such honest thoughts 😊

@janereeves3870 2 года назад

I have my 1st consultation next week Friday and I'm super nervous for some reason 😣 I've been wanting to get this surgery done for yearssss and I finally said "why not" so here I go...my journey starts

@rosecurry89 2 года назад

Thank you 🙏🏾 for sharing your experience

@KBeautyNyc 2 года назад

Im going through the struggle at a stall im 3yrs out this mnth. Cause i been feeling the same way. And still struggle letting ppl see who i really am. Cause I haven’t reached my goal weight as yet to get additional surgery’s as yet. Im gonna still keep pushing. Even if i have to do a pouch reset Hugs you tight 🤗🤗

@blandinefequet9259 Год назад

I’m crying. 😢. I’m just trying to decide to go through the surgery. My doctor suggested because of medical reasons and wants me to have it soon. I don’t know what to do, I’m so scared. But I think you made me make my decision. Thank you for your honesty.

@camsuber7917 2 года назад

Thanks for making such a great video

@aprilynnmycorey Год назад

Gurl your eyebrows 😍

@candice6137 2 года назад

I can relate!! I had a stall from August to October 2021. Well, I started a different job and boy did the pounds start just falling off all over again. The job is physical and you're up on your feet for the 9 hours you're there. Not to mention that I went from overnights to dayshft which meant I am sleeping 7 nights a week vs the 3 I was getting sleep before October 2021.

@lolahernandez6871 2 года назад

You are right about the things you think about when you're bigger. Alot of times i don't even go do stuff iny backyard because i feel so fat and self conscious about what the neighbors could think. 😔😔

@aquafina6544 9 месяцев назад

Eventually the constipation goes away if you eat lots of apples and fruit. Try going on a liquid diet of protein drinks and water for a few days a week for a couple months it will jumpstart the weightloss.

@4ursweettooth796 2 года назад

Got me emotional..Thanks!

@krystinlehman9893 10 месяцев назад

I'm currently in the bariatric program and have a couple more things to do before I get a surgery date, however I'm still debating on getting the surgery. I mainly want to do it to see if it can get me off the steroids i have to take 2x daily for adrenal deficiency. My biggest fear is that i do the sleeve and lose a lot hopefully 100+ lbs but end up having complications from the surgery and or gaining what I lost back and having that mental disappointment. Is it normal to have these fears? I'm looking forward to the pros as well like going upstairs without struggling and losing my breath and having to stop to catch my breath, having room between my stomach and the steering wheel, wearing smaller sizes and not paying extra for plus size clothes. I'm just so torn though at this point. Please pray that God can help me choose the best decision for me. You're video helped me so thank you for that!