your city gave me asthma but its raining (full album) 

this comment section is a safe place to vent if u need to!! don't think it's annoying, i love reading all your comments

Do I need a therapist? Maybe. Will I listen to this on repeat and call it therapy to avoid therapy? Yes.

Listening to this while hiding in the school bathrooms at lunch crying

me: "the perfect 'your city gave me asthma' compilation doesnt exis-" this video: *exists* me: *cries tto this aggressively*

THIS IS SO UNDERRATED

POV for this because I couldn’t stop thinking about it :D You and Wilbur were walking along a trail in the woods. It was growing darker even though it was the middle of the day. The heavy cloud cover thickened the further you and Wilbur walked. Finally, you came across what seemed to be abandoned train tracks. You and Wilbur followed it, trying to hurry as you felt the first few drops of rain mist your face. You guys turn the corner, immediately seeing what you desired to find, a train tunnel. Wilbur stretched out his hand for you and you gladly accepted it. He pulled you along into the dark tunnel, walking about 15 feet in before settling down, swinging your feet as Wilbur took out his guitar as started strumming it softly as the rain poured down heavily. You sighed contently as Wilbur sang, closing your eyes softly, allowing the words and rain to flow over you. You finally felt happy. Edit: Grammar/spelling

why did i start crying within the first minute-

Im listening to this for past 4 hours- I think that's fine... right?

i’ve been looking for an 8d audio video of the full album and this is the closest i could find and it’s just as good!!! it’s so relaxing, you did an amazing job :)

Right now I feel like a passenger in my own body. Like time is moving on without me. I feel stuck, just waiting for something, anything to change. It’s feels like everything is always the same. I thought summer would change that, but it didn’t. It just made me more bored. My parents are always so distracted, my brothers are away at college, and I feel a little alone. All I do is listen to music and play guitar. I feel like a prisoner to boredom. Nothing satisfies me anymore I just genuinely don’t know what to do. I fantasize about leaving this place, growing up and being on my own, and I’m just holding out. I feel like if my parents got involved it would make things worse. I would feel smothered and dependent, doing nothing on my own, and relying on other people for everything. I feel like all of my old friends have changed so much, and that they are moving on without me. My new friends just don’t feel like my old ones, I just don’t feels as much of a connection. I never talk to girls, because either none of them are interested in me, or I’m too busy with school, or something. The only thing I have to entertain me is my own mind, and these scenarios I create in my head, where I am someone else, somewhere else, doing something else. I just don’t feel like myself anymore.

As much as I'm really scared of storms, I find the sound really relaxing, and so does this. I love it :) Thank you. P.S, I'm listening while its actually raining in my country, so, extra rain ig :)

saline solution is my favorite song from the album, it just has something to it that releases sadness and happiness inside my heart.

It sounds haunting and I love it.

I confessed my feeling to my crush while listening to this

everyones in the comment being all depressed and shit and im sat here needing a piss from the rain sounds 😭

they dont want me anymore. it would seem no one does. all i can do isnwatch in silence as they live their happy life, knowing i was never quite good enough for them.

aaa tysm ;( this makes me really calm, i was about to breakdown before i saw this so i thank my recommendation and you for this !! love lots x

I adore this, thank you~ this will blow up dude

This album is really out here for lonely people. I remember having this on repeat last year in the bathroom during lunch because i didn’t want to feel alone. It hasn’t gotten much better since then, but I’m still here and I’m still moving forward in hopes I’ll see those better days eventually

I miss last year so much, this album reminds me of just messing around with my best friend, it was always cold and i always wore way too many layers. I was still experimenting with self expression and clothing and I just had fucking fun with it and we had this one tree which I would climb and they would sit lower down on it. I was also shit at make up but i tried it and i had fun with it. During this time, it was the first time I actually felt like bad, mentally. We both loved the dream smp and we would meet up in this spot near the tree and talk about it and walk around and it sometimes snowed and sometimes there was ice. Yea, sure, it wasn't perfect but that's what made it beautiful and that's why i hold this time so dear to me. I laughed so much and had such a good time and that's what mattered. I can't wait to have more moments like this and treasure them in the future like this :]

I have really, really bad headaches a lot and rain always helps. This is my favourite album which adds a calming aspect to it, we stan.

god i just. im listening to this on the brink of multiple huge changes in my life. im about to graduate high school and im about to move away from my dad and his family. i will be leaving behind all my friends, all of the connections i had in this town. sure, i fucking hate it here, its boring and just another sprawling suburb of DC, but i dont want to leave yet. i dont feel ready to be a true adult, im still just a dumbass sitting in his room who doesnt know what hes doing at any given time. i cant remember half my childhood because my dad and stepmom were abusive but i dont want to leave them. i cant understand why i forgave my dad, despite my excuse of him getting better. i lived in fear for over a year that id accidentally kill my mom, one of my only positive life influences, because some idiot near me refused to wear a surgical mask. i lost my grandfather, one of the people i have the most positive memories of, for a reason no one will tell me. my brain barely functions and i feel terrible all the time. i feel like a filthy creature built of hate and anger, and even though i know im not i feel monstrous. i live in fear that ill be murdered for being trans, or bi, or ace and i hate myself for it. i dont see my friends anymore and i fucking miss them.

I actually did something to help myself today! I seemed professional help! I messaged the Trevor Project to chat and I genuinely feel better. I wish I were able to have therapy tho if I'm honest, but I'm glad I talked to them. The person I talked with helped me so much

THANK U SM FOR CREATING THUS MASTERPIECE

this is comforting.

My boyfriend just committed suicide, thank you I needed this. I love rain

This sounds as if he were in another room singing while it's raining and I love it. Ohhhhhhh now I know I why about this! My brother's rooms is right next to mine, and this one time when it was raining we both had our windows open, and he was in his phone with a friend while I was sitting in my room enjoying the rain, and I could hear his muffled voice from the open window and it sounded exactly like this! That's why it reminded me of it :0

i accidentally fell asleep to this. I finally got a decent sleep even if it was during the day. anyway, thank you for this I needed it : )

I was looking for something calming with ycgma and this was perfect, it calmed me down so much, and it’s just really beautiful. :)

0:00 - Jubilee Line 3:05 - Saline Solution 6:23 - Since I Saw Vienna 8:49 - Losing Face 12:48 - Your Sister Was Right 15:18 - La Jolla 18:55 I'm Sorry Boris to all of you who are suffering, please take care of yourself. You only live one life and k-wording yourself is going to hurt so many people. Don't do it. I don't care how much you want to, I won't let you. You have a lot to live for, even when you think you don't. Things will get better. I love you stranger.

this was just what I was looking for :) thank you

Fun fact: i just listen to your city gave me asthma evertime im having a rough day and sometimes i just listen to it cause its weirdly calming

Thank you for this it’s truly amazing 💙

LOVE THIS OH MY GOD

Love ur videos

it's actually raining outside as i listen to this i am also crying uncontrollably :D

I’m so glad I found this it brings me so much peace :]

WHY IS THIS SO UNDERRATED?!?

I’m back here again 😂 I literally can’t thank u enough it’s truly amazing!

pog, i love this album and rains rlly soothing to me.. makes me feel safe cant open my windows those shitting bugs- TYY

this is heaven, i listen to this everyday

this is the best thing i’ve ever heard

this is about my 10th time listing to this thank u for this i have been very stressed with friends and school and this video helps destract me :)

This has literally helped me fall asleep for the past week it cured my insomnia

I love how saline solution is relatable to the right people, and how it talks about a rare kind of anxiety, so I made one themed in derealization :) tw One, two, three and four I think my eyes are lying I'm not melodramatic I'm just wary beyond any Reasoning for thinking it’s a fucking game or something I think my eyes are lying I think my eyes are lying I think I've lost my mind Blurring the depth and the surface Whilst simultaneously listening To music, headphones on maximum Look at my hands, and see If it’s real, or if it’s fake I think I've lost my mind I think I've lost my mind If I could calm down just one night Maybe I could wake up and feel alright My optimistically set alarm clock time seems only to taunt with apparent chimes Don’t think I’ll make my choice I live in fear of what’s behind it Can’t trust my eyes, trust my loved ones Can’t seem to make my choice Sink into a distraction Let the fear claw at my head Can’t seem to find my voice It’s only sadness and saudade Where time’ll melt into a fade Is it real? Is it real? Oh, I’ll ask Is it real? Oh, I’ll ask Is it real? Oh, I’ll ask myself

this touches my soul. i can't help but feel like both life and death when i hear it.

i always get anxious and panicky when i try to sleep and this is one of the few things that helps me sleep so i put it on repeat every night, tysm this really helps

I’ve literally been looking everywhere for this thank you so much omg 🥺

i found this just when i needed it

omg i rembember listening to this every single night last year. This brings up so many memories 😦😦

very great job! I like to practice these songs while I listen, the rain is great. I have various mental issues and sometimes its impossible to calm down, this calms me down almost instantly, for that I thank you, really, thanks.

Probably my favourite video on the internet

Ah yes two things that make me cry homework and ycgma let's put them together with rain, this can't go wrong

Right now things have been a bit rough so I come here to relax and just vibe ya know I wish that things were better but what can ya do I used to hear rain a lot now I don’t hear it much at all so this is comforting thank you

Thank you for this, my paranoia has been really bad recently and i was trying to listen to it normally but the fact that there was no background noise was very unsettling to me so this is perfect for me to go to sleep to. Thank you again this sounds lovely🍓

i sleep to this every day, this or the weekly slap. actually the most calming thing ever.

thank you

Omg i love this

i've putted this to play and it actualy started rainig, im so happy now

Wishing this to be on Spotify 😍

Omg I’m in love with this. I putted my phone under the pillow while listening to this and it was amazing :>

Ycgma is literally my comfort album, everytime I feel extremely anxious or depressed I come back, life is difficult now for a LOT of reasons and sometimes I just wanna quit, this version in especial makes me more emotional since it's so calm and peaceful, it calms me down while I'm crying late at night and needed comfort

yes absolutely yes yes this this is it this is the best you made the best better yes yes yes my ears thank ye

I love the rain and everything that comes with it but it fucks with my joints so much. I use playlists like this to relax so I can enjoy the noise without the pain :)

Rant: TW: Suicide, Self Harm, Drugs and alcohol • • • • • • • • • I almost ended my life tonight. For like the third time. This time i’ve progressed. I’ve written the letters. Everything’s set for whenever i finally do it. I just wanna feel okay yk? I just wanna be at peace for once in my life. I’ve never felt calm and at peace. I’ve had to stop cutting because everything got taken away from me. Sharp objects aren’t even allowed in the house. I’ve turned to drugs and alcohol and i don’t know what to do anymore.

best thing to cry to

I'm sorry for intruding on the venting space but- can we just appreciate how perfect everything is in this mashup!! The volume is perfect and the gifs are on point and satisfiying!! it's really hard to find Wilbur soot music even because he helps me fall asleep. Also, letting your comments be a venting area

Listening to this made me feel like there was nothing worth living for. But after watching him sitting in the same place with his friends with a smile on his face helped me to know things got better. But what if they just get better for him? What if once I move, once I leave all this behind, what if I'm still unhappy. What if all life is for me is the same pain. What if he just got lucky.

i love when the thunder starts during your sister was right jusdfhbdaaa

boutta fall sleep to this. goodnight

Its terrifing how real the rain sounds with headphones 😥

i fell asleep to this yesterday

I come back to this comments section again tonight, significantly less stressed than last time but regardless. This seems like a good place to spew my thoughts so might as well. I can't think of how to organize anything so this will just be a bulleted list of my life right now lol. - I've reached the final week of my junior year of high school. Because of covid this is the first time I've experienced it in person. Things could be better, but they could be worse. I can't get myself to study, I had the first half of my math final today and didn't do great. I haven't been to a psychologist but I know something is wrong and I've checked out mentally for the last few days of school. I've never had problems with getting up and getting to school even at my worst before this, maybe because it was online then, but now i'm barely managing these last few days. but I prioritized school over myself heavily up until a few months ago so I don't think my grades will suffer massively. Four more days to go. - Sometimes I feel like music and Minecraft are the only things that bring me much joy. I have one incredible friend but they live out of town and when I'm not with them I spend days or weeks feeling alone. logically I know that my family and school acquaintances don't all hate me but often it's easier to close myself up than be reasonable. - I spent most of 2020-2021 in a really bad state so it wasn't until very recently that I actually let myself engage in my interests. A few months ago I bought a poster for a band I liked and wanted to cry when it arrived because I've never gotten myself anything so personal as that one poster before. Nobody had gotten me a gift that personal in years either and it was more special because I earned it with my own money. It feels really nice to let myself enjoy things, who would've thought lmao. a few months later and I have posters all over my walls and merch is basically all I wear. I didn't get to have obsessions or get into fun things like a lot of my friends did back when we were all 14 and I was too bust being sad so I'm really enjoying it now. I'm drawing fan art. Impulsively buying merch. I'm writing for the sake of writing with no end goal of publishing. Even if like I grow out of Minecraft and of wilbur and all the other things I'm enjoying now, I won't regret letting myself have fun for once. - I'm learning guitar now, I can play the l'manberg national anthem (literally just hallelujah), Since I saw vienna, and I'm staring to learn your new boyfriend. I'm learning I really enjoy music in all forms. Playing it, singing it, but I wouldn't be caught dead performing for a crowd. When I had to pretty much rebuild myself after 2020, I emulated a lot of traits from confident characters and people I looked up to (staring directly at c!tommy) but it's much harder to put into practice. I was able to start guitar lessons and that's a big step but still I had to drop drama which I put on my schedule for senior year a while ago. I'm just not ready for performing yet. But I have the rest of my life. Some day. - but overall I'm definitely feeling more confident about my future. some things could be better for sure but I think things will work themselves out. I'm sure I'll visit the comments again sometime. Edit: phrasing

i fall asleep to this way more than i should

Listening to this while lying down outside in my backyard staring at the night sky❤❤

wow

your sister was right , jubilee line and saline soloution are three of my favourite songs in this album and here is why: YOUR SISTER WAS RIGHT: the reason i love this song is because its so close to home, i see the song as if you have felt great guilt for how you have treated people you love in the past that you dont want to suffer like that anymore so you let them go, but you realise you still love them, but you cant get them back you feel like all the memories and grief of the past is piled on you and you cant move. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- SALINE SOLOUTION: your fed up, you think theres no point in life, you've done everything you wanted to, you've gone crazy being on the earth the lyric "i think its time i died" is the realization of depression, you think your time is up. (btw you are loved, never take your life under any condition, you are special and amazing, if you are 100% sure no-one loves you, its not true, someone out there depends on you, i may have not met you, and i know when you see these things you dont belive them, but this one is true. but i care about you, every suicide is a tradgedy, never do it no matter what.) ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- JUBILEE LINE: the reason this is my 3rd favourite is because as someone who goes to london all the time and goes on the underground, i look around me and see all these depressed sad people, and im so glad they didnt decide to take their life on the rails today, the fact is, when someone takes their life on the underground, all the business men/women/other shake their heads and look at their heads not thinking about the tradgedy that just happened, the lyric "shout at the walls because the walls dont fucking love you." hits home for me, i hate being mean, ii hate shouting and sometimes you have to let it out on something, no-one is there with you or for you so the walls are your only option. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- these songs have a much deeper meaning to me then just notes and lyrics, they describes the tradgedy's that live within the world, they describe depression and suicide, they give the effect of not having energy left, being fed up and tired, and all you can do is lay in bed and think about all the problems in life, and dont do stuff about them. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- i have a something for all the people suffering from depression like me..... today or tommorow i want you to go outside, into a forest, to the beach, wherever makes you feel alive, and listen to the natrual sounds of life, get dressed up in your favourite outfit, go and see your family, go meet some friends, or make friends... be more than me. -----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

I cane back here on a whim and realized it's been just over a year since my last comment. So time for another life update. Things got better. Much, much better. The people who hurt me are out of my life, apart from my parents who i am moving away from in about a month. I hurt myself and i stopped. I got diagnosed. I have a small collection of friends and a girlfriend who makes me a better person every day. I have a little confidence, growing tentatively. I put myself down too much because i don't have much but when i look where i was a year ago i remember i should be proud. I have a future and i don't know what will happen with it, but i have it. Life is better. It was bound to get better eventually. It was hard but i am okay. And i still like wilbur, hence my being here. Some things never change.

I being so damn empty. Sure, I don't feel empty all the time: sometimes I'm angry, or sad- but I don't feel happy either. Or if I do it's fleeting. I can't remember the last time I was genuinely happy and forgot about everything: my mum's terminal cancer and my stupid autism and social anxiety and the urge to self harm again. I just wish I could hang out with a big group of friends and forget for a little bit. This album helps a lot though. .

“oh no i’m fine! perfectly fine also me: listens to this album everyday

VENT WARNING: SELF HARM, HURTFUL THINGS! this morning I woke up from a nightmare about my favorite person. First it was them saying horrible and hurtful things to me, saying the hate me, saying that I was the reason they are hurting themselves. Then the dream changed. I was holding their hand at the edge of a clif, they said “ I never loved you” and pushed me off the clif. Then I had to watch as they hurt themselves, then I woke up. I really appreciate you letting me vent here, bc writing this all out was really helpful.

i'm here for all of you

I don't mind being isolated, but I can't stand being lonely... I was so isolated a few months ago and didn't feel great but now I'm surrounded by people and feel worse because I'm so lonely. I just want to be loved and held and be told that everything's going to get better, but I feel selfish because I don't even know if I'm capable of love.

i dont like being an over thinker, sensitive and social anxiety. i just wanna live in peace, i dont like feeling like this pls just give me space. i need some time to think, im only a teenager, im not elon musk. why do you think so low of me? i tried to do my best and this is what i get in reward? ... i didnt asked to be borned, treat me like how u wanted to be treated when u were a teenager, qifarah is real

I haven't gotten a good sleep in 3 weeks staying up till 3 or 4 am listening to music. My friends are just shit none care about me or my mental state. My parents think I'm a failure from what I can tell with the way they act to me. I feel cut out from the world with people not wanting me at all. Ayee good concept for lyrics I'm not ok or am I I'm I ok or am I faking it It dosent feel like I'm faking it But I feel guilty of trying to ask people for help for my own problems Is it me... Or is it the people around me Idk myself any more lmao I hate this ty for this amazing video it is kinda helping get my sleep schedule back before school Idc bout myself any more cause I'm not myself Thank you again

YCGMA is a great album. this makes it better. than you for making this, genuinely.

it’s raining right now and I’m in the car. If you close your eyes and listen to this it’s so soothing.

the thunder sounded so real i though it was actually thundering outside 😭

YEEEEEEEEEEEEEES this is pog

POV: trying to cry because everything is comming down on you but you're not able to feel anything at all...

It's actually raining O-O

i know this is late but im not okay and these songs help me so much since i have no one to talk to, well i do but i cant bring myself to ask for help. I mean ive tried but its always blamed on how stupid i am? i dont get it but i just want to feel better, just listening to this song and sh , i know its wrong but i cant help it anymore, honestly i dont know how or why im still alive at this point

its real hard to cram, feel sad, and be distracted by the music at the same time dammit

WHY TF DID U HAVE TO MAKE AN E GIRL DROWING IN A POOL I AM CRYING I CANNOT TAKE THIS SEEIOUSLY

listening to this in bio while trying not to go into a downwards spiral of dysphoria

This hits different when you slow it down

12:48 :[ I need a hug

iyrk i cant ty enough :3

i found this while having a derealization episode, i do not regret clicking

Hits different at 2am-