Hi Ris, this is Marcus from Aus, love all your vids and so glad to see your back and congrats on graduating :) am sorry to hear bout your tragedies and all I can say is to stay true to yourself and move on because everyone deserves one best day and I hope yours on its way soon, keep up the good work and keep smiling, also wish you all the best with your job search if that's your plan, peace :)
Rewatching your videos cause your channel is my ultimate comfort channel! I started watching when I was entering high school and now I'm in college [help!]. love ya!
There's only two possible directions within Dark Academia: (1) You eventually get tired of it and move on. (2) You evolve into a full-on victorian lady/sir time traveller.
FUCK i am so close to my period and emotional but hearing u talk about Being Early 20s (i am 21. almost 22! i am SO YOUNG!!! HELP ME !!!) made me cry i am so comforted to hear you say it. short and simple but the acknowledgement makes me feel so much less alone TwT Good Fucking Heavens Girl I just got to the CAR PART. my jaw is on the floor. GIRL. ..... MORE>>>??!?!?!?! WHAT KIND OF SERIAL CRASHER ISIN YOUR NEIGHBORHOOD?!?!??! ARE HTEY IN IT FOR THE SPORT that was grueling . but also so fucking Real ... this is what My life feels like and the fact that you just have to go at the end "Yeah. well. its gonna suck and im going to keep on moving until it doesnt suck" ... yeah so real
Randomly got this video recommended but I live your already <3 you're so real for this!! I'm also 23 and for some reason my room kinda looks like yours as well lol so I felt very seen thank you ma'am
I'm so so sorry about the cars! You've had to go through so much just with the cars alone, I'm impressed you didn't go on a manhunt with the last crash!!! >:C Thank you for the honest blogging, I am still very impressed with your dedication to clean even after everything! I once went out on a "cheer up" errand to get myself some crafting materials and was rear ended on the way home. I cried a lot that month. To get your new car STOLEN after what you've been through is some next level bull
Pro tip for repotting rosemary from a horticulturist: don’t. Don’t repot your rosemary, don’t use your rosemary, don’t smell your rosemary, don’t even LOOK at your rosemary. It WILL die just to spite you. Rosemary is shy and it thrives when it’s existence is completely ignored.
At this point Murphy's Law is something to seriously consider believing in because the second I tried to put my foot down and say hey I'm going offline now I lost every last one of my offline items one after another at certain times of the day during certain events add right before certain events that they would have really come in handy for. Watching the whole thing go down and rethinking about it after it is all done now the pattern recognition is on another level.
My heart breaks for you, girl. I've spent the last two years taking care of other people instead of myself, so things falling apart while trying to come together is so painfully familiar. Hang in there, you'll grow in strength in the end.
left an abusive relationship to fall into a deep sickness that left me bedbound for 2 weeks without paid time off. two weeks later me and my entire family were evicted from our home and now have nothing and nowhere to go. one thing after the other and i'm finally taking control of my life. i guess i needed the reset so badly.. it came to me.