Bad experience 

Those are cool colorings. Don't listen to your family. Most people do way less productive things in their free time

Thank You for making videos. As someone who struggles with severe depression/anxiety, I often exist in a dark place. You sharing your story reminds me that I’m not alone in the fight for mental health. You may not always feel it, but you are a beautiful person.

I love that you show us the little things you do, your art. Colorful, beautiful things. That tells me that in spite of everything, the real you escapes through something as beautiful as art. It's lovely.

Colouring is so fun and relaxing, there's no need to feel bad at all ♥️

Thank you for posting your videos. i suffer from depression and anxiety. And when i was in junior high / high school / college, i thought i was unattractive and that i didn't belong. I still struggle with these thoughts. But please don't forget that you are not alone. And i want to tell you right now: You are a LOVELY young lady. You are BEAUTIFUL. May God bless you with abundant love, joy, and happiness now and always.

Just found your channel today, firstly just wanted to say that youre absolutely stunning ! Panic attacks are horrible and I'm sorry that you had one... I have Agoraphobia/Panic disorder and literally can't even walk down the street without having one...I've even fainted several times from them 😢

Panic attacks suck, especially in the early hours. Still, your amazing ... and beautiful. Have a great day!! 😀

I think it’s cool that you’re experimenting more with color. Your drawings are awesome. :)

I’m so happy that you’re doing good on your healing journey you’re like a different person. God bless you.

i really like your idea of the box of happy things! thank you for sharing it, i'm glad it works for you and i'm going to try it too

I always get to see these videos late but im always glad you upvote im so happy you love art 🎭🎨 and you are very talented 💘👍🏻

Just to let you know, SSRIs can have panic attacks as an early side effect of taking the medication. I just started taking Lexapro and it gave me a similar anxious reaction. Literally felt like I was dying. I’m sorry you experience that. Love your art. The name Mothew is hilarious but fitting lol 😂

I get panic attacks sometimes. I've had a couple that lasted more than an entire day. They're the worst, very debilitating.

These photos are absolutely beautiful 😭💖 I go to an art school and not even students are at your level omg.

I love Crooked Lady She's Beautiful in The Video My First Time Watching The Video I think Crooked Lady My Best Friend for Life ❤️😉💙💙😳💙

I'm so sorry you had the panic attack!!!! That moth is awesome, and I LOVE the name you gave him!!! You are so amazing and so awesome!!!!! If you start an Etsy, I will totally buy some of the bugs you make!!!!

XD You should've said, "you guys want to see some art? Too bad!! Here's my glittery butterfly, (then under your breath>>>) and you better like it---and here's my halloween drawing." Then you screech out loud, "LIKE THE DRAWING, DANG IT!!!" XDDD

Nice work my friend. I hope you are doing well.👍♥️🙂

I Love Crocked Lady She's Beautiful in The Video She's my Favorite Asmr Woman I love Crocked Lady So Much She's My Best Friend I never had Depression I'm Staying Healthy that's Good to Me to Watch this Video 😳😳💙

I love art! I tried to buy things off Etsy today and they wanted to charge me $80 for shipping!

You made good progress so far. Keep it going.

i’ve had panic attacks before and they’re horrible. hope you don’t go through anymore of those.

Beautiful colours. ❤

Hope you are doing well 😊😀

AI-generated video summary Summaries are experimental. Quality may vary. In this video, Matthew talks about his recent art projects and his plans for a Patreon. He also shares a scary experience he had recently where he had a panic attack and thought he had brain damage. He believes the panic attack was caused by his medication and plans to stop taking it. Finally, he talks about his "happy box" and how it has helped him to feel better when he is down. ... who the hell is Matthew? Stupid AI.

glitterally ✨ (btw u r so cute

I love the Komugi and Meruem Funko pop on your background. Also, having panic attacks sucks because it is something that you can't control or hide from, thanks for sharing how you feel.

you are so naturally pretty ohmygod

that is an awesome halloween tree drawing

love Motthew

Why don't you get band aids that are for sensitive skin. They don't leave red marks. Love your use of colour in your art work

You finally uploaded. Glad you're doing okay. I swear, I thought you did something terrible to yourself

Sonic or Mario would be cool to draw

Please talk about/show the solar system in the back! And please please please no more band-aids. I know you already know they’re causing damage but speaking as someone who is kind of shallow…you really do look better without them. My apologies for sounding ignorant. Maybe my words are pointless. I understand breaking these rituals and habits is tough. You have my support. You’re awesome inside and out.

My favorite one is the Halloween 🍎🍒💖

I hope you are doing better

Just wandering has she ever said her name or does she just go by the crooked lady

I think you're my long lost sister 😊 so much the same

Where does it come from?

Do whatever you want. We’ll watch the video regardless 🩷

it was amazing

And to get that done ✔️ 👏 ✋️ stop with the bandaids it's below you trust me 😅😊

Mothew

You're beautiful, cute, talented and cool. I'm sure there is lots of guys who would date you.

Coloring can be relaxing

Hi

hi stop leaving utube all the time