DOCTOR WHO - TWICE UPON A TIME REACTION 

"Hate is always foolish and love is always wise" I liked that.

It somehow doesn't feel like Peter Capaldi was the Doctor for long enough, even though he actually played the part for the same length of time as David Tennant and Matt Smith. Somehow it just feels shorter, like it was only yesterday he took on the role.

Fact: The part about the children- that did not came from the writers .... Peter said that earlier this year in an interview and Steven liked it so much he decided to put it in his last lines

*MURRY GOLD IS LEAVING? I WAS WONDERING WHY I HEARD SO MANY OLD TRACKS*

Never be cruel, and never be cowardly, he kept the promise.

Doctor ... i let you go. :'(

I know the trolls aint happy but lets be honest. Its the 21st century and its about time we had a doctor who spoke with a yorkshire accent

"I will always remember when the Doctor was him." Holy hell, the video just started ad you already got me emotional.

Quite frankly, it was nice to see someone react the way that I did when seeing Clara again. I broke down so hard I had to pause the episode to get it out. Once I composed myself somewhat I resumed the episode. I legit broke down hard. I haven't sobbed that hard since I saw Sigourney Weaver's speech at the end of "Prayers for Bobby."

This broke my hearts. Genuinely. This was perhaps the hardest episode for me to watch... I don't think I'll be watching it again in a hurry. Thank you for sharing and being with me during this reaction, I hope it brings you some comfort, if like me, you lost Your Doctor today. X

Matt Smith for me has been the best Doctor of NuWho, but Capaldi still comes a close second. His final speech was superbly delivered with such understated, melancholic passion. His initially darker, more aloof and socially awkward rendering of the role was a stark contrast to Smith's enthusiastic, quirky manchild. Still, I look forward to seeing what Whittaker will bring, now the Doctor is a Time Lady.

Bill appearing started my waterworks. Hearing “Clara’s Theme” And seeing Jenna back had me sobbing. But all it took was “Oh, Brilliant!” for me to instantly love Jodie. So excited to see her as The Doctor!

Nine's regeneration music = short but sweet Ten's regeneration music = sad, epic, meaningful, and well-remembered Eleven's regeneration music = grand and over-the-top Twelve's regeneration music = reminiscent, but music less important than his words Nine = short but sweet Ten = sad, epic, meaningful, and well-remembered Eleven = grand and over-the-top Twelve = reminiscent, but music less important than his words

... Clara. My Clara. My impossible girl. Clara showing up made me cry as much as "raggedy man... good night". It always hurts! I'm so uncertain of the future now because we're having so many changes at once. New doctor, new head writer and Murray Gold is leaving apparently... Jodie doesn't bother me but the other two are far more scary. The music has always been so... for lack of a better word... fantastic. Absolutely fantastic. I don't want it to go. But times change and so must I... let me be brave.

Instead of a bombastic, action-packed send-off, we got a quiet, contemplative look into the Doctor, his nature, death, life, remembering and moving on. It remembers the old with fondness, and embraces the new with sincerity. What could come across as cheesy instead came across as sweet. No end of the world, just an end of an era. It's a far better farewell than Tennant or Smith got. Goodbye, my Doctor.

Finally was able to watch your reaction. Our heart breaks with you, Alex.

I think 13 getting thrown out of the Tardis is pretty symbolic. Jodie was rejected straight away by many Whovians , just like the tardis rejected her at the end and now it’s time for her to prove to those viewers and the TARDIS that she really IS The Doctor

You broke at Clara

No part of me, not a single cell, was ready for Capaldi to go. Don't think I'll ever get over this :'(

I wish they hadn't released an announcement trailer for Jodie Whittaker, it would have been so cool and surprising to have found out during this ep

Torchwood Boy, wonderfully said. I will always remember when MY Doctor was Peter Capaldi. The episode, "Mummy on the Orient Express" the Doctor tells Clara, "Sometimes the only choices are bad ones but you still have to choose." Brilliant. That, for me, was when he became my Doctor. Evolving into to the man who preached kindness above all; who had once asked if he was a good man to the man who gave his life (sorta) to save people from the Cybermen. Spectacular.

Best reaction so far 💙

I don't know if I cried because the doctor regenerated or because you were crying and it was contagious(?) It's feels good to cry over Capaldi with someone who love him as much as I do :')

The very fact that you are secure enough to cry made me subscribe.

I loved how they played the Bad Wolf theme after she regenerated, that was brilliant

That was ...All Hail Capaldi, All Hail Moffat, All Hail Hartnell,All Hail Bradley! 5 tissue ending for the capaldi era!

I like to point out that Capaldi's regeneration int Whittaker is extremely reminiscnt of Tennant's into Smith The resistance against Regeneration The explosive/damaging Regeneration Regenerating into a new actor that was despised by most fans in the beginning Shock at the new face and the new Doctor almost or in this case actually falling from the damaged Tardis

Oh god I lost it from the second Bill talked about letting the Doctor go and then when Clara turned up. From then on I was a mess. Heartbreaking to watch you lose 12 💔 Merry Christmas...?

When I met Peter Capaldi at con for my birthday I gave him a great big hug and told him I thought I would never see him again. He responded with, "Well, you're seeing me now."

Yeah, this was basically Gold saying goodbye via a load of reused tracks :(

_"I don't remember the First Doctor being like that"_ Hundall's was, a tiny bit. I don't remember Hartnell acting that way though.

From the minute we've seen of Whittaker, she's quite a troublemaker.

Great Ending of Capaldi era, 12th doctor you’re one of the best doctor for me. And Great Ending too for Moffat era, they have done a beautiful job, thank you both 🙏 Now can’t wait the 13th Doctor in action. And Amazing reaction ;)

This ending monologue from Capaldi was the most beautiful thing ever written for the show. It was a dying father telling his new daughter what he hopes she grows up to be, knowing he'll never get to see it.

For my own part, I was knocking myself in the head for not figuring out who the Captain was until shortly after we met Rusty. Of COURSE he was a Lethbridge-Stewart. I've lived through every regeneration since Baker-Davison, so you'll forgive me my lack of tears. During the "dark years" I had the chance to go back and watch all of DW that I could, and I've found that there's always things to like, love, and hate about every one of the Doctors. Regeneration has come to be a: periodic ritual containing sadness as we look backwards at what a legacy has just been finished and exhilaration at what may possibly be in store as we turn the page. Peace be with you, Peter Capaldi; you were one of the giants. God speed Jodie Whittaker; overflow those shoes that have been left for you!

We dont cry because the regeneration. We cry because we thought our childhood is over

I just want to give you a big hug at the very end! "Doctor...... My Doctor.....I let you go."

Thank you for sharing Torchwood Boy. Watching with my family live I had to hold much of my emotion back... watching again with you brought it all out.

The ring falling from Jodie's finger was a direct callback to the First Doctor's regeneration when his ring similarly fell from Patrick Troughton's.

Torchwood Boy I reacted the same way as u to the regeneration! Plus I also raised a glass to the 12th Doctor, and I got goosebumps when many of the old tracks played!

Omg you crying made me cry and all I felt was that I needed to do was give you a hug. Btw have been binging your videos and I love your reactions ❤️❤️❤️❤️

I was watching it with my familiy then at clara I started crying and had to stay in my room for 15 minutes to calm down...

Sorry to see you lose your favorite doctor. I was hit hard when 11 left. 12 had such a beautiful end........

Merry Christmas!!! I a so going to miss Peter. I hope fans remember when Peter first came on a lot of fans thought he was too old. I liked him from the get go. I understand Matt was cute and young but the 12th doctor was about kindness, forgiveness, bravery and making amends. I am definitely going to give Jodie a chance but Peter was amazing.

I can't deal the my baby showing up and the doctor having his memories back, it's to much for my hearts 💙💙

Your reactions are the purest of all the ones I saw. It is obvious that this became personal and I appreciated it because it made me appreciate Twice Upon a time more than if I had only saw the episode on its own. Thank you and always stay kind. ;)

I'm right there with you, I bawled like a baby😭😭

I’ve started watching a lot of reaction videos lately but this one stands out. It’s nice to see young people so attached to this show that I’ve been in love with for so many years.

I cried even more! My heart still broken, but anyway thank you for sharing your reaction, was very sweet and emotional to watch

I have never cried so much in a Christmas special. All those soundtracks, all those memories filling the last minutes, it was SO powerful. Oh, and best reaction so far :)

Wonderful Review Video. You never really let go of your first Doctor. The good news is you can revisit him any time you want. The really good news is you get to know a new one.

Thanks for sharing your reaction , I was crying right along with you .

Why was this the cutest thing I ever saw

Everything ends, and it's always sad. But everything begins again too, and that's always happy. Farewell Doctor Mysterio.

R.I.P. attack eyebrows....

I rewatch this episode and reactions multiple times. Thank you for your beautiful and heartfelt reaction. I’ll never forget this doctor.. he’s become my favorite.. alongside Tom Baker..

I joined the fandom in 2014 (2015?? Don't exactly remember but it somewhere around there), when Capaldi was having his first run. I started with 10 because it was airing on Disney XD at the time. The first episode I watched was with Sarah Jane Smith and The Doctor reuniting again. Didn't know who she was at the time, but after watching that episode, I knew I wanted to be a DW fan. From then on, I binged watched the Nuwho on Netflix (regrets on not watching Classic Who sooner). 9 made me love leather jackets and bananas and made me curious on what the time war was, 10 made me laugh and cry, and for a time he was my favorite doctor, 11 was silly and brought a fun take to the Doctor, and then there was 12. Honestly, I knew he was the Doctor because I saw the revealing trailer before I even watched the show. When I watched Series 8, I didn't like him at first. He was grumpy and he wasn't anything like 9, 10, & 11. Then the series finale came in, and I realized I liked him. Series 9 made me laugh bc of his humor and made me astonished during the last 2 episodes. The Christmas Specials are enjoyable too (being the superhero fan that I am, the Ghost one had a special place in my heart. *fight me*) And Series 10? That was the first time I watched DW straight from BBC Network. I adored Bill and Nardole, I loved the references, I loved that the Doctor punched that racist guy in the face, I loved the series, and I finally loved 12. I realized that 12 is a great doctor. He was the Classic Doctor in the NuWho era and rewatching his run, he made it work. And when the First Doctor teamed up with the Twelfth, it was the first time I full out fangirled on the screen. Peter Capaldi, to me (and many others) you are *my Doctor*. You were the first one who took me from the beginning to the end. And Jodie, you'll be just brilliant. I just know. ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

Thought Twelves final speech was beautiful. Also maybe im reading too much into it but it seemed like the Tardis threw Thirteen out of it, which could be the Tardis rejecting the new Doctor as some fans have and she will prove herself in her first episode

I wanted to climb through the screen and give you a massive hug by the end of this

Merry Christmas Alex! Hope you had an amazing day! I have high hopes for Jodie's doctor and couldn't stop laughing at her mad little actions (blowing up the TARDIS). I look forward to seeing your reactions to her character development and the following seasons. :)

Capaldi's revenge! Just when I'm ready for the change, he gives another of his amazing performances! Now, I'll never forget when he was the doctor. The best exit of any doctor yet.

I’m on a rewatch of Doctor Who lately and loving it. Great reactions.

my Doctor is always #4 ... he was my first. Then #10 ... and it did get really dusty in my house watching Twice Upon a Time ...

Yes i pretty much cried all the way too. Lovely video x

I have watched your reaction multiple times since Christmas. Every time I do I feel like bawling my eyes out all over again, when he regenerated I was a mess I couldn't believe he was leaving and I didn't want him too As much as everyone hated him at first, I gave him a shot and I ended up loving him with all my doctor who heart(s) he had become my favourite doctor and will miss him always Like you said "I will always remember when the doctor was him"

I cried all through out the last eps of season 10 and when the doctor regenerated. The ending to the 12th doctors friends were so sad but now I'm so excited and sad ahh I watched it like 3 hours ago and I'm still freaking out! I loved your reaction so relatable!

With all that technology you'd expect the TARDIS to be paperless.

Great! Like I didn't cry enough the first time around. Now I'm crying all over again! Love you Alex! *HUGS!*

I gotta say, nearly a year later, having watched countless wonderful reactions to this brilliant story, yours is my favorite. Your deep engagement and willingness to let your emotions show make it easy for me to vicariously experience the show for the first time again.

I was in tears since the scene with Clara! I couldn't stop crying and everyone was looking at me like "what is she watching"?

Torchwood boy i miss him too

I thought I cried a lot when I watched this the first time, alone. Watching your reactions, the same as mine, just made me cry even harder. I love your heart!!!

Hello Alex! I'm a refugee from Sesskasays! I've always loved your comments over there. I'm sorry you lost your Doctor. It's always tough when you loose a favorite. My doctor was Tom Baker and it was sad to see him go (America was always a year behind BBC back then) Since then, I've learned you actually pick up more "Doctors. Oh sure, you love all of them, but there will be some that just connects with you hard. Smith and Capaldi became competitors in that title, but for different reasons. Smith was the joyful explorer with a dark shadow and Capaldi was wary wanderer with the highlights of love. So here is to hoping good Doctor stories with a Doctor who will capture our hearts.

Oh buddy! Good on ya, mate, and best from San Fran, in the USA. Been a fan of the Doctor since (uh-oh, don't go there). And all these decades later, only more so. I wrote some wordy praise (attached below) to thank Capaldi and Moffat (and 3 cheers for Murray Gold!) which I wrote yesterday for the "Doctor Who Infinity" channel on FB. But for you, my friend, I want to say: Don't lose that gorgeous humanity, pal; not one whit, ever. Nor that remarkable ability of yours to unabashedly feel the whole of it. Of course there's a brain there, too (clearly, got to be). But what Clara told us about plenty of misguided heros and soldiers, I'd tell you, and add we're a bit amok at the moment with scared little Daleks hiding behind deadly metal cages, and not nearly enough wise fools with hearts. _So keep on keepin' on_ --- second star to the right, and straight on till morning. You're being deeply committedly human is what this mad-wise alien would love most. ******** Wow, what a way to go! Bradley was superb, Gatis, never better. It was a treat to see both Capaldi and Mackie get a chance to weave the small nuances of their characters back in, one more time and tie them into completion, which both did exceptionally. Even one last hurrah from Lucas and Coleman fitted beautifully into the flow. So how did I take this 10th(?) holiday episode? Being middle in my years, I suppose I'll never hear the secret name of the Doctor, so perhaps I'll be forgiven for my encrusted defenses. But the heart of this one was so penetrating, its story, so engaging and brilliant, I'm afraid there may have been a misfiring near my tear ducts. (Let's not speak of that). What I _can_ say is that Moffett is a freakin' genius who'll be undervalued for a while yet in his time. Some have said (too brazenly) that Moffett's capable mind only magnified his ability to make gaping errors. But like Davies before him, Moffat stretched the Doctor's depth and breadth of the Doctor's universe with brazen daring, and I, for one, will always be glad he did. Embarking on galloping rides like "The Pandorica" and "The Impossible Astronaut" were the mental equivalent of Disneyland's "Mister Toad's Wild Ride" -- Geronimo! Grab your fez and jump in; you're going to like it. Did Moffat get tired, did some of his tropes get old? Yep, and yep. But hey, he's not the infallible "Papal Mainframe" (and isn't if funny I can take a piece of something awesome from one of my least favorite Moffet-made holiday episodes?). Yet odd as it sounds, "Twice Upon" is _not_ one of my favorite "Christmas" episodes. Yet that's only because I believe these "holiday" snapshots have become a very special sub-category of shows (thank you, Russell!) at their best, intended as "family", and (mostly-) hope-filled holiday fun. "Twice", without doubt, had _all_ those elements -- then, it transcended them. Mind you, it's not "Journey's End" (Davies' masterpiece) - it doesn't need to be. The special culmination of that story was perfect for _its_ time and, and we've already had that feast. "Twice" was the perfect final course for Moffat's era -- I'm so glad it came along. Besides the redemptive completion it thankfully provided after last season's existentially unsettling finale, it had such a _different_ quality: a powerful, slow-burn warming, right on up to its crescendo. I bet it surprised even the Old Man himself (Moffat, in this case) who probably didn't think he had any more powder in his keg to spare. But he did. So "boom" it went, softly exploding my heart open (okay, well, anyway, a smidge) in ways that made me truly glad. Glad for life. Glad for this nutty show. And ridiculous as it sounds, glad that somewhere in this flatscreen universe, there's a Doctor who lives, and encourages us to do likewise. Guess we can both live a little bit more. Got to....after all, how else would I see "13" shine? --And shine, she will. She's the Doctor.

This is literally my reaction to every regeneration,great video,keep up!

I was bawling when I first watch it and I'm crying again watching this with you

I lost it when the soldier said he was Archibald Hamish Lethbridge-Stewart. I love the Brigadier. Such a great callback to a wonderful man and family. The tears didn't stop until Capaldi regenerated. I love this show so much!

Like I usually do with Daza i just wanna climb through the screen to you and give you a massive hug when you cry.

I don't even watch the show but I wanted to see Peter Capaldi's regeneration and I cried watching it and now I cried with you. Well done.

Am I the only one who actually loved Peter Capaldi as the Doctor

youre last words kill me...

This was me!! I watched it in the theater and teared up, and then I actually cried in the car on the way home. Then I watched it again on youtube and cried again!! Capaldi was absolutely phenomenal!!

I needed this, I dont have any one to watch with so I just needed to get emotional and ket it out. Thank you

DAYUM. She falls out of the Tardis, the picture vanishes and behind it, RIGHT THERE, is Van Gogh's painting. Scary accidentaly transition, but I love it.

I cryed watching the episode, now i´m crying again. I send you a hug.

My fave line of your reaction: Sexy’s lookin’ sexy! LOL

Thank you Alex for your quick upload and I feel you ... I'm a mess like you T_T But also I'm really looking forward for 13.

They really should make tardises regensration proof

I was speechless at the end, too. I am also glad that I am not the only one who started to cry when Gatiss' character revealed his name.

You were basically me as I watched the episode

I hope she won't be stuck on Earth for the entire season like the 3rd Doctor...

It's a lot depressing if you consider Peter's the one saying "Doctor...I let you go". That's also Moffat saying goodbye to Doctor Who.

What a beautiful reaction. I share your pain.

NEVER EAT PEARS

Everyone broke at Clara

Finally could see your Reaction. Wonderful, brilliant , painful. As i expected . Once again as so often in the past, thanks for taking us on a journey with you.

I'm not sure who was crying more through this video. You or me..

Can’t believe Murray Gold has left, all of his themes in this episode, this was his sawn song

Bro your videos are amazing

Am so glad that i'm not the only guy who was in tears over this