@@RisIgrec Soul of ADAM: repentance (Luke 5:32 KJV) repent (Luke 13:3 KJV) born again ( John 3:7 KJV) ( 1 Peter 1:23) come out from Babylon and expose it ( Revelation 18:4) (Ephesians 5:11 KJV) forsake your evil ways (sins) (Jonah 3:10 KJV) do the WILL of your Heavenly FATHER. (Matthew 7:21 KJV)
Pro tip for repotting rosemary from a horticulturist: don’t. Don’t repot your rosemary, don’t use your rosemary, don’t smell your rosemary, don’t even LOOK at your rosemary. It WILL die just to spite you. Rosemary is shy and it thrives when it’s existence is completely ignored.
This is the most REAL "reset" video I've ever seen! I feel your pain so much rn. I'm almost 50 now (yikes!), and my 20s were a lot like that--I married a man-child, lost custody of my first kid, divorced when I was pregnant with my second, and basically went thru hell from there. When I turned 40, I found out I also have ADHD on top of my anxiety and depression. I can't count the number of times I tried hitting the reset button on my life. But things are slowly, finally getting better now. Both my kids somehow survived and grew into great young men; I have the best job with the best coworkers and the best boss that I've ever had my entire life; I'm somewhat better at "adulting" than I used to be; and while things will never be perfect, I'm a lot more equipped to handle things when they inevitably go off the rails. So, please hang in there! I hope and pray things get better for you sooner rather than later. Virtual hugs! 🤗💖
Honestly the fact that you tried to get your life together while withdrawing from SSRIs is a testament to your character. I went off mine in the summer and I literally cried for a month straight and felt the most unhinged I had felt in my whole life (I'm 29) 6 months later I'm doing better but I definitely can tell that the SSRIs helped. Hang in there and I'm glad that you're taking care of yourself
To be fair I weaned off of SSRIs and mood stabilizers. I got to the point where I was feeling how I felt without them and with the help of a professional we decided that maybe it was best I took a break from them. Even with weening off then, your brain still goes through withdrawals, and after two weeks, I was at rock bottom again. Luckily, it wa just withdrawl and after my brain readjusted I did better. It's a drug and your brain has to get use to it not being there. Albeit if you don't ween off (something very important to do) withdrawal is a lot worse.
as someone who deals with depression and anxiety, something about this video just resonated with me. like, trying to pick yourself up only for everything to just go wrong.
Girl, I so feel you. I’m 24 and just moved states to start grad school, I’ve been so looking forward to the new start but it’s like everything has gone wrong since I got here! Apartment issues, car issues, mail issues… it would be absolutely comedic if it wasn’t real lol. Finally things have started looking up this past week. All that to say, you are not alone, and I hope good things are coming your way. ❤️
I am so sorry that happened to you, I've had my car since I was 15 and the thought of anything happening to it is so upsetting. I hope life treats you kinder and that you can find a reliable and affordable car soon!
Welcome back Ris! A quick moment of silence to the cottage core minivan, I am so sorry that happened to you. As for the meds thing, I totally relate to that because it just straight up feels like hell when you don't have the meds you need to feel okay. I hope things work out better for you and I'm glad to see you posting a video, missed you lots, your room makeovers and quarantine videos really helped me out during the pandemic and it was nice seeing someone my age going through life like I was. Also congrats on the graduation!
omg ris we missed you and I’m gonna love tf out of this EDIT omg. this was such an experience. ok I feel like I should clarify that I love the fact that you updated and I adore your editing style and storytelling as per usual but WOW. YIKE. sorry bb 💀💀💀
fresh out of the psych ward and finally got diagnosed with depression and anxiety. Finally got meds, and am now facing repercussions of being so severally depressed while unmedicated. This is how every reset I've tried to do for the past 5 months have gone. I'm so glad you're back! We can only go up from here.
For what it's worth, I am so happy you are back and somewhat healthy and alive. I totally get what you are going through. I had life throwing shit at me since summer and every other day new shit joins the club. And most of the things are completely out of my control and I can't do anything to get these done and over with. I always think it is just me going through this and I wonder what other people must have a relaxing life. But this just shows that we are not alone, and I try to be grateful because I know that I have quite a comfortable life compared to others. But all I want is a few days without any problems or worries, or maybe even just with a few of them. Take care and stay strong. We will get there. Eventually. Reset the reset reset.
Funnily enough, one of my shits also involved my mother's car (which I borrowed) getting broken into (smashed window, stolen camping gear) and then my mum driving a rental car (which I rented) into a branch (£800 repair costs)
maybe instead of a cottagecore minivan you need a cottagecore life (move out of the city to the middle of nowhere where nobody will steal your car and get some chickens or something)
Thank you for the "somtimes life sucks [] keep pushing" in the end. 24, years old, three headinjuries last year, a failed examn and more tests to come. stressed. still headaches and growing feelings of loneliness, fear and tiredness. Looking for a reason for all of this s*hit. Hearing your voice for the last 15 minutes kind of helped me a bit. Thank you. Much love from germany ❤
R.I.P. the minivan!!! That's so awful Ris, my truck was my grandpa's and I'm constantly terrified of the day it inevitably leaves me. Glad to see you back on RU-vid, hope life's going a little better now. As a 24 year old i feel your pain 😅
It almost feels like this video came into my life for a reason, I relate to it so much. I'm turning 25 soon and I've spent most of my 20's dealing with depression, this year especially hitting me hard because I've come to realize I haven't done much in my life since graduating high school... and everyone else seems to just be moving on without me. I've also just started tapering off my antidepressants and the quarter life crisis is really hitting me hard -- I'm ready for my own reset.
I'm so so sorry about the cars! You've had to go through so much just with the cars alone, I'm impressed you didn't go on a manhunt with the last crash!!! >:C Thank you for the honest blogging, I am still very impressed with your dedication to clean even after everything! I once went out on a "cheer up" errand to get myself some crafting materials and was rear ended on the way home. I cried a lot that month. To get your new car STOLEN after what you've been through is some next level bull
i remember watching your day in the life in college vlog during quarantine and feeling so validated because my life was literally falling apart and now that my life is falling apart in a different way i’m glad to have someone to parasocially wallow with (in all seriousness rip cottagecore minivan you will be dearly missed you gem of modern innovation)
Rewatching your videos cause your channel is my ultimate comfort channel! I started watching when I was entering high school and now I'm in college [help!]. love ya!
It’s really not fair how life likes to kick us in the balls when we’ve already got a concussion and two black eyes. It really makes me feel like crawling in bed and hoping I don’t wake up sometimes. Thanks for being so relatable and real!
so glad to see you're back but so sorry that this happened to you D: hopefully, things are looking up now. also, dont feel bad about the basil dying, basil is the most dramatic herb on the entire planet. i moved mine into the sun because it wasnt getting enough last summer and it proceeded to get some sort of mold and croak. rosemary is also a bit temperamental apparently :))
I'm sorry that you lost your minivan. I can't imagine how you felt after it was towed (Kindergarden to College.. amazing). You have my sympathy, but honestly, when I lost my favorite car (Nissan Cube died to never restart), it hurt- but I knew I was moving into a new phase of my life. Looking back, I miss it. But I am in a different place in my head and in my life. I've out grown that car. And I'm ok with that. I hope you'll move on too. New car, new Ris, new awesome. Thanks for reading, Ris.
ive never been happier to realise that your back, i loved your videos and i was so sad when you stopped posting, ive been thinking about your channel 😭😭 welcome back ris!!!
You remind me of me 10 years ago. It gets better because you learn not to compare yourself. I love your honesty for real it's a rare gem in a sea of followers.
As other people mentioned in the comment box, I started to watch your videos during the lockdown time. It's really funny cause I live in a country in Latin America, but I feel 100% identified with your content and also with your art filming and editing your videos. I just wanna say I feel extremely happy about your coming back. :)
Guurrlll just randomly stumble here to find out HOW VALIDATING being here with you was. Your week is basically the story of my life so i might stick around haha ! I love you already !
Hi Ris, this is Marcus from Aus, love all your vids and so glad to see your back and congrats on graduating :) am sorry to hear bout your tragedies and all I can say is to stay true to yourself and move on because everyone deserves one best day and I hope yours on its way soon, keep up the good work and keep smiling, also wish you all the best with your job search if that's your plan, peace :)
Missed you, so happy to see youre back, hope life gets better (when shit hits the fan, I always tell myself 'it'll pass' and say it so many times that ill eventually believe it lol)
OMG IM SO HAPPY YOURE BACK. You honestly got me through some of my worst times. You're such a comfort and I would really live to have more videos at this time in my life❤❤😢
I'm so glad you're back❤Especially because I've been recently struggling so hard with being in my 20s, fighting with my mental health and also keeping up with studying. I love how you edited this video, I could watch a whole series made by you!
I MISSED YOU SO MUCH 😭❤️ I check your channel all the time to see if you’ve uploaded and just rewatch your videos, but I’m so happy you uploaded again. I totally get needing a break and I’m more than happy to wait for when you’re feeling like it to post bc I love your content, I love just listening to you talk bc your so real and relatable and funny 🫶
6:50 Don't do the self clean function! It's awful and they do actually get too hot. They have oven degreaser that you spray, leave for two hours, and then wipe it down; it's so easy and less burning smell in the house 😂
My heart breaks for you, girl. I've spent the last two years taking care of other people instead of myself, so things falling apart while trying to come together is so painfully familiar. Hang in there, you'll grow in strength in the end.
I’m so sorry you’ve been through it the past couple of years!!! I’ve definitely missed you and have spent some moments wondering where you’ve been and if you’re doing ok! I hope things start going uphill for you again 💜
Ris, when I swear to you that over the past week I’ve been binge rewatching all of your lockdown videos, trust me, you uploading today made my whole week.
omg hi ris it’s been soooo long. i really missed you, and i’ve kept a habit of checking ur channel every once and awhile to see if you’ve posted. i’m so glad ur back
Omg!! Its so good to see you back on the platform!!! Your videos made me stay sane during covid days, and now i am back at my Uni❤ thank you for your videos ❤
IVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS ONE hope you’ve been doing good regardless of the struggle 🥲🥲 you and joanna ceddia were my comfort youtubers in 2020-21 so even if u totally deleted ur internet presence i’d still be cheering u on just like i am for joanna
YOU'RE BACK!!! i've come to check on your channel semi-regularly and was always low-key worried whether you're doing good. commenting now without seeing the video, but glad to hear from you!
I lost my car too, it was getting old and broke down more often and so I decided to move to another country and sold it to someone who would take it apart for pieces, but I still remember that car so well. I will always miss it. It's so weird because it's literally a piece of metal and wires, but it's amazing, all the things I learned about myself while driving and all the things I drove to and you know, it's just such a wonderful part of growing up. So yeah, I get you so much.
Ris! I'm so sorry this happened to you. I missed your videos so much. I've been watching you since quarantine and have been returning to them once in a while.
Man, this hits. I too am beholden to SSRIs in order to function AND cannot drive. "No meds and no car make Josh something something." "...go crazy?" "DON'T MIND IF I DO!!!"
i just cleaned my subscription box in january as part of a digital cleaning thing and i was like ah i used to love ris. ill stay subscribed for the memories, and now an upload! what crazy
oml welcome back- i used to binge your videos over and over in a fixation for weeks back in quarantine. im in uni now AND im on antidepressants too (finally), we all making weird life changes ig
i'm so glady u re back, can't really believe it actually, like i searched for this chanel about a month ago cause i suddenly remembered you ♡ hope u re doing ok, missed u ♡
