My "Jexit" (JW Exit) Story 

Great video. I listened to the whole thing and I am so happy for you that your life is so full now! Your girlfriend sounds amazing and I got a little misty just listening to you talk about her! I really like what you said about how JWs make good arguments but all their arguments are based on information that’s inherently flawed. I’ve never heard it put so articulately and I know exactly why you mean. That is the reason it’s so hard sometimes to discuss the facts with JWs. They are coming from such an odd left field that it throws people who maybe aren’t familiar with them or their beliefs. Thank you for sharing your story and welcome to life on the real world!

Welcome to the ex-jw youtube community! Thank you for sharing your story

I was the same age when I woke up, I’m 43 and have learned more bible truths than I have in my 43 years as a JW. My husband was the coordinator of our cong, me supportive wife, my 2 sons one a ministerial servant/pioneer and his brother supported him. We all disassociated at the same time.. lost everyone we ever new and so did our boys. It was doctrine/mistreatment of people and hiding of paedophiles that did it for us. My Husband worked it out first, he spoke with us and said he would support us no matter what our decision was, We all left. The police was called on us and everything, the police were told we were being held captive by my husband!! My beautiful Husband of 23 years who would give his last dollar to someone in need!! People who watch your story will have a better understanding of the fear we have grown up with! Hope you continue to be Happy and enjoy life like God intended. We as a family of 4 continue to grow stronger and we haven’t lost our faith, but gained knowledge. Hope your new journey brings you happiness 🙋🏻‍♀️

There is no love in that religion, so happy that you've found someone who loves you and vice versa ♥️♥️♥️

Being a 20+ year old male in the congregation was an irritating experience if you weren't a ministerial servant or an elder. You were looked at in a negative light as if you weren't doing enough. A lot of pressure. Matrix is a great movie and growing up in the bubble then finally leaving it, can make it difficult to integrate into society. Thanks for sharing your story.

Wish I could give you a standing ovation. Don’t feel bad about the length of your testimony. I thoroughly enjoyed it. I laughed and I cried listening to you. And no I’m not crazy. When you spoke about the love of your life, I got chocked up. It had that story book feeling. My JW hubby is a Liverpool fan too. I just might see if he’d watch this video. There’s so much you say that resonate with me. I too was DF last year. But it was for apostasy. Wouldn’t change it for the world. I’m much happier and I have no intention of ever returning.

You have such a good heart. Thank you for this encouraging video. I was dissed at the age of 42 also. I remember walking out the front door of the KH after the judicial. It was a chilly Winter day. As I stepped out I remember it like yesterday, the loneliest feeling I've ever known. On my way home I saw a few men standing around a fire having a beer. I stopped to say hello because I had to be with someone because of the emptiness. They offered me a beer. I drank it with them then said thank you. I drove off and I cant remember anything else of that or a few days after. It had nothing to do with the 1 beer. I blocked out so much of that month like a victim of severe abuse. Come to think about it that's what I was. A victim from birth to me being 42 of a heartless organization that will never apologize or admit its many wrongs. Your story is mirror image to mine in more ways than any Ex JWs I heard so far. I'm almost 59 now. I actually celebrated my first birthday at 43 also. I was glued to this video of yours. I hurt, I laughed, I smiled, and I got encouragement from it. Thank you so much. 🙂

That's soooooo wrong to have no contact with your children because of a religious sect.. I'm sickened by that. Big hugs.

Jumped over from Jay Comedian channels recommendation. I was born in left unbaptised at 17 because it never 'clicked' with me either. Mother still in. I'm 44 now. Followed pagan path 25 years but finally 'clicked' when I began reading the bible from biblical hebrew. I am now a full believer in the risen Christ since 2018. Thankyou for sharing your story very interesting. Subbed xx I love how you say "it was all up there but never went to your heart... that's how I used to explain things to jw on the door"

It took my breath away when you said you would choose your girlfriend over life. My eyes filled up with tears because unconditional love with a kind person means more than to us after suffering the way we have been raised. ❤️

I also feel like when I was a JW my knowledge stopped with my head....never really a heart connection with God.

It's sad that the religion says it's loving if parents dont talk to kids or vice versa..so sickening

Great video and story. I got out when I was 45(2+ years ago) and my research while I faded gave me far more knowledge about WT and their doctrine than the 40+ years in. Trying to help my family out now.

LOVE THE NAME JEXIT!!!!! AWESOME

Your manner of speaking and telling skills really makes you enjoyable to listen to. This helped unpack some memories I forgot I even had. Thank you for the work that you do~

Thanks so much for sharing your story with the community my 👑King Brother! 😎 I'm going to catch up with the other videos now. Stay safe and stay💪 strong! As a born in, I can honestly say... The WT/Governing Body striped us of our personal self, our freedom to choose a higher education, celebrate holidays, accepting a blood transfusion, shunning friends and family. We became their slaves by knocking on doors disguised as a "life saving work" in order to further their agenda of accumulating their riches on earth. This is done by means of their real estate, land, hotels, apartments, houses, cars, boats, yachts, private jets and the list goes on and on! This organization is hurtful and ruthless!! As a side note, I always wanted to be a cheerleader, go to the prom, football and basketball games, couldn't do any of it!..It was a very sad time for me! Yes, this organization strips you of your childhood really of your individuality, your personal self, your freedom I mean everything! The world in general has no idea the trauma this organization puts on its members. They see the witnesses all dressed up on a Saturday morning sharing a message from the bible and using their own time to do so, but underneath it is very sinister. You would never see a witness just go and take a meal to someone, clean their house, or cut their grass, oh no!!...They'll only do something if they think the person might become a witness one day other than that you're on your own! I see true love outside the organization more so than I did inside!! 💯

STDs part killed me😂😂😂🤣🤣. Enjoy your freedom brother. I woke up during this lockdown and I hope to share my story soon.

You gave me chills.. I felt the exact same way when I woke up. Cried for days. I'm still finding my way. One day I would like to tell my story. But, Im too afraid of being seen. I still have family and friends in the so called truth. Technically, I faded successfully. Thanks for your story.

Welcome to the EXJW Community! I had the same kind of immediate chemistry experience when I first met my girlfriend after leaving the organization. Thank you for sharing your story!

So glad to have found your channel! I left almost 3 years ago at age 24.. I was PIMO but needed major surgery and ended up getting two blood transfusions. I got out right in time or I very well likely would’ve died! It’s tough at times and miss some family and “friends” but ultimately no regrets. Gonna binge watch all your vids, thanks for these!!

Hi, dear brother. Thanks for sharing your story. Congrats on breaking free from the Watchtower imposters and false teachers. Disassociated together with my whole family in 2012 for years of disagreement over the partaking, the cross, the resurrection, the soul, etc.

:( My brother!! I've heard a million people use a million different words about the family estrangement and shunning when their exit is finite, but there really is no way to make anyone else understand how it feels, until God-forbid they feel it for themselves. It makes me so sad that so many (myself included) are suffering this pain & anyone in the future who leaves will likely be confronted with this pain too. (P.S. I was disfellowshipped May 11, announced May 12)

Love your story! Love your name JExit!

Thank you for sharing your story! I also had four children, bringing them up in the religion, but all but one are out, and only the one in, he had gotten baptized, so is in, but isn’t really doing much in it, knows a few negative things, and I am working on him (shared a little, and hoping he’ll let me again, and will do research.) He said he’ll never shun me, let me show some major things, like subliminal art, court documents and Hedge Fund info about Watchtower and UN complicity, and a few more things, but haven’t been able to do more since... Anyway, hoping everything will go well with you, and you’ll be able to get over the ex JW hard parts, and you’ll get your chance to build your great future that Watchtower wouldn’t ever let you have...I also hope you’ve been brave to do research on the Watchtower Society. I couldn’t even try to build my future until I did research, then I saw why I DESERVED TO build a GREAT FUTURE!

“Unless you’re a witness there’s absolutely no way you can comprehend…….” That statement says it all really. When you speak to anyone about any of it, they look at you like you’re mad! Why didn’t you just leave they say 🤷🏻‍♀️ I don’t know I reply, because I don’t! It’s madness isn’t it. Loved this video, thank you 😊

I'm sitting painting miniatures and was just looking for some random shit to listen to. Then I found this and listened to the whole thing and forgot to paint lol. This is such a fascinating topic. Never was JW but I can imagine the stress holy shit. Hope you are better now

By far, this is the best exiting JW story that I have watched. Being DFed is the best thing that ever happened to you. Welcome to your freedom.

I'm a PIMO in South London in my 20s. I feel like I've met relatives of yours. It's a small world 😅. Your story is very encouraging!

Here from Reddit, I’m going to message you! This hit home bro

Great video a heartfelt message that I hope will help many more in this position. I am proud to call you my friend. I hope there is more from you in whatever capacity. Keep researching though. Hugs

Hello again Riley, I really enjoyed your heartfelt life story. You have been through a lot, and I can empathise with you, because my story is almost identical. I was not born in, but my parents became JWs when I was 10 years old, baptized at 13. Because Armaggedon was so close, I left school at 15 to regular pioneer. At 18 met the sister I married when I was 21. We had 4 children. I started to have my doubts during my late 20s/30s and was in a loveless marriage, but as she was crazy & violent to the kids I remained until I was 42, I had an affair and got df and divorced. I went crazy for a few years being outside the Org and single again. Eventually found an amazing woman and now happily remarried. I helped 3 of my children to wake up. One was pioneering and in Bethel, another was fanatical jw and pioneer. Now 3 of them are so happy and making a success of their lives. Am working slowly drip drip on the 4th, but she married an elder, so that's a challenge. There's so much more to my story, I plan to write a book, and start my own channel on RU-vid, but it's timing as I will explain another time. Keep well and safe! Kind regards Denis

That's what high control groups do. They don't want to admit it but all of their congregation rules say CULT.

I am so very thankful that I didn't pass up your story in the midst of looking for ex Jw stories and testimonies. I almost did. But something told me to just listen and be patient. And oh how I'm glad I did. I'm in the middle of my deconstruction battle as of right now and my life has been a complete wirled wind since Ovid also and like you I am sooo very happy I was able to take the much needed time during lock down to be brave and courageous enough to ask questions and research and find out why after 30 years of my life seemed to be a complete blurr and dark fake place of pain, confusion and uncertainties. Your story, experience, openess and honesty really brought me so much comfort and validation. So thank you so much. I saw your soul, love for humanity and truth, on a level that brought tears to my eyes. I felt ever word! I am so proud and happy for u and I'm super encouraged and determined to continue in my fight to get out both physically and mentally because I will be confident one day of leaving the organization but the next I'm not sure again. It's been driving me insane. And then I feel the need to blame, deny and question my own sanity and reality. Imagine that. But now after so many months of research, hard work and reflection and watching your video I am 100% convinced that it is not the truth and I will NOT go back!! Thank you so much. Your story will change lives. You are an amazing individual and I'm so glad u found unconditional love. You truly deserve it!!! I wish u the very best. ❤

Welcome Riley, welcome to your freedom. I disassociated August 2019 after over 36 years in. I like you have found out more about this religion since leaving than the decades I was in. Hopefully your kids wake up. Love from U.K.

Thank you so much for sharing your story. I'm so glad you've found true love💜

@-1:44:00 "I spent my entire life as Witness waiting for that to click" .. As a non born-in I also tried to have that deep passion and faith that I saw the born-in display especially their faith in the Governing Body/ Faithful and Discreet Slave. But it never came after being in the Organisation for 27 years

Hello there! Thanks for your videos! Welcome to your freedom!🤗🤗🤗💗💗💗

Brilliant story! Very wise choice about dying with your girlfriend. For a few years had been thinking that I would sooner die at Armageddon than live with half the JWs I know. And I do relate to crying for days out of grief for the life you lost. I cried longer. But I'm 52 and have no one.

Wow! Powerfully told, especially the part of having nightmares about "death row" every night when Covid hit. It's fascinating that you chose YOUR life, when pitted up against the choice between life with the love of your life temporarily (allegedly) or eternity in "paradise." I'm glad that the timing of "lockdown" had you quarantining with your partner.

I LOVED hearing your Love story!! I have a pretty amazing and difficult to tell story too.... My boyfriend and I enjoy cooking together - I love cooking with him and for him. You and I have a lot in common -- but sorry, I don't follow Liverpool football ;)

Amazing and brave video! Thank you for posting. Once I became mentally free, this huge stone was lifted from my mind which I didn't know existed. It's this cognitive judgment of others. I finally could see other people as they were, imperfect like me, without this fog of judgment. I cannot explain in words how liberated this feels!

Great story! Thank you for sharing. "You can't lose something you never had", that's a powerful one.Your love story had me smiling hard the entire time 😂🥰🥺 so beautiful. I'm so happy for you.You deserve it! I wish you all the best.

You sound like your an Empath. It does not sound stupid you know when you know. X I followed a pagan path for 25 years and your experiences sound a normal experience for an empath.

Love at first sight...it's real. Not usual, but that type of connection really happens. Wishing you good times with the rest of your journey. Live and enjoy the rest of your life.

Truth should stand up to scrutiny. When I was discouraged from learning from outside source (since everything is evil), I decided "the truth" was not the truth and it is not for me. Glad we see it the same way. I have watched many of your videos, and I really enjoy them. You speak from the heart.

Yes! Love for the Father through Jesus is what the Jehovah’s witnesses are missing and it breaks my heart. This is the love you feel in the deep part of your soul.

GREAT VIDEO - KEEP THESE UP!

Beautiful just Beautiful thanks for your testimony. I was df'd after my wife died. Depression and loneliness set in. The love is Conditional. Glad im out & awake, would never go back.

Hurray another UK exjw. Welcome to your freedom. Your face looks familiar but the name doesn’t ring a bell. I’m happy for you.

Hey man. Just loving your videos. Thank you so much for your bravery. It's so beautiful that true love is what helped you to wake up. I think you're roughly in my neck of the woods. Let me know if you fancy a pint!

Excellent video! I watched this on my tv right after my daughter left school and your story deeply resonates with me. I enjoyed listening to you share your love story also! Congratulations and best wishes!! Im still making my way through your channel but enjoying your videos!

Thank you so much for sharing your story! I can relate so much with what you went thru. I’m so happy that you found the love of your life! I can definitely say that it only gets better.😊

Emotionaly captivating and eloquently spoken. Very best wishes for a jw free future.

It's so weird because I never felt it either and I always thought there was something wrong with me and tried so hard to be a good JW for years. But as a woman, no one cared if you progress. So I slowly drifted out and woke up over many years after being inactive. I was lucky that I had lots of friends outside and had the support but I understand how hard must be for people that have been isolated by the religion. Nobody deserves the "discipline" the JWs provide. It's cruel and not loving at all like they claim.

*To all former Jehovah's Witnesses who've ever been disfellowshipped think about the following; you (as was I) were in one of Satan's many organizations on earth where it was expected of us to sin as much as possible. It was only due to our own strength (many times the Lord interceding) that we did not sin more! God bless!*

I appreciate your story and the strength you have in telling us.

Your story resonates with me Riley in so many ways, thank you. Been out since the mid nineties, pre internet. Looking back it was tough going. I remember the apostates hanging outside Hillsborough at the conventions, if anyone reading this was one of those people, big up yourself. We have come along way since then and found our medium of communication and information.Do not underestimate the power of your channel for a second. It will without a doubt help those struggling, trapped and disillusioned within the organisation in a real progressive way. That Riley is priceless. Still love my brothers and sisters back at the hall. If they are happy, fair enough. If they feel compromised for corporate profit on the most base emotional rights we have as citizens of the world, truly my heart bleeds. These stories are the answer. Love ya man. Peace

I very much enjoyed this, Riley. I’ve been out since’93. I was POMI for years, but my solace was “the dead are conscious of nothing at all “. As a matter of fact, I still believe that. I went to church for a few years, but in 2005 I woke up altogether, realizing that there is no god deals deals with individual human beings on a personal basis every day of their life. I am agnostic however I do believe there is something. I just don’t know what it is. Science has proven so many things that people just did not understand all of these mini past years. Anyhow, thank you again for your video

Thank you so much for sharing your story. You had me in tears at the beginning at how lonely you were but then you made me so happy hearing how you met your true lady love and had me laughing about your joy of just being with her. I have posted your story on my FB Page and can’t wait to see more of your videos. May you both continue to be happy and blessed.

Wow, thank you for sharing your story. It really has everything! It was heartbreaking to hear about your mom and kids being ‘taken’ from you but it’s great to hear you’ve found a loving, understanding and supportive woman to partner you through the highs and lows that life brings us XJDubs

Your story made me cry. You are incredibly strong. I watched the interview with Lloyd Evans and was sold. Keep on shining the light on that dark place.

I so loved hearing your story. Some of the most important people in my life over the years were "worldly" people that have shown me unconditional love unlike my own family members that are JW and JW so called brothers and sisters that I have known my whole life. I'm so happy to see another ex JW find thier true self!

Thank you for your felt testimony. So happy that you found your way out of the JW org. and to hear how you accepted happiness. Trust your guts. That intuition inside of you guided you well finally. Good luck and may the best happen to you!

My man 🙌 . I see a lot of similarities with my own story. scary decisions bring the best out of us 🙏. there is only the present moment and we got to be happy and do what we love. Not be scared AF and living in fear. The lockdown was a blessing to me 2 :)

Hey Brother so sorry to hear this about your marriage you guys seamed so good together, I TOTALLY get that loneliness you spoke about i had it too but I didn't have dating apps when I left. It was really nice hearing speak of the sister at Earls Court. You had me on an emotional rollercoster. All of my family left the JWs as u know we're all checking this video out today. Stay strong my brother 🙏 💪

Deep ....thank you for sharing! I'm glad for your new found love & for your new found freedom(s)!! Cheers, mate! PIMO in MD.USA

Thank you for sharing. You seem to be "freed" with your interaction after leaving the organization. It's interesting to hear these videos. My sister in law is a devout JW Pioneer. My mom tried to get her not to join years ago because it changed how she would participate with us on certain times. I don't get into discussions on her stance because she does let us know her position anyway! Anyway, thank you for sharing. Be encouraged to keep it moving forward and not letting the indoctrination of a religion consume your path forward from here on out! 👍🏽

Thank you for sharing your story. Welcome to your freedom!! Looking forward to more videos. Stay strong.❤

I’m glad you found such love outside of the organization. It’s a great feeling to find genuine love and beauty in an individual that radiates off them. ❤️ I have a copy of my marking talk where they basically were calling my fiancé Satan 🙄🤦🏻‍♀️😂

just finished! great video, I look forward to watching your recent content!

This is great stuff my friend! Very, very similar backgrounds!

I am going through all your videos and am so impressed. I can relate so much to everything you say and admire your honesty with respect. I have never been a jw but most of my family are. I have been through stages of wondering if they do have the truth but have done so much research and convinced they are not. Keep up your excellent work

Wow, I got super invested in your story. I really got hooked on the love story :)

4/2019 is your freedom 🎉 free from this cult💰blessings from North Carolina 🙏🙏🙏

Thank you for sharing your story. Very encouraging! Stay strong and say hi nxt time your in Oregon, you'll be welcome with open arms in my home!

Thank you for sharing your story, it is good to hear and relate to. To know I was not alone in the doubts that I had despite being raised since birth and had believed and only thought my issues they were my own random internal thoughts.

Fantastic vid! I feel you. I felt like I was on death row for years. Now I don't. War, famine and disease is something we have ALWAYS battled against as a species, bro

💔 I lived many of those moments in my own journey. The fear and pain was visceral.

Thank you for sharing. I was in the religion from age 8 to age 19. I never got baptized because I realized at an early age that I was going to leave as soon as I could take care of myself financially. My immediate family were all JWs. I’m in my 60s now and I’ve put my life back together. When you spoke of having thoughts and knowing that the lady had a miscarriage. I must share with you that I’ve had similar experiences My life and 3 of my children lives have been saved because I heeded a male voice that I heard. The first voice was when my son was age 2. I heard a voice tell me to go inside with my son. I did and as I closed the door I heard gun fire. My neighbor across the street was shooting at his neighbor who lived next door. The young man ran into my parents property and was shot in the back and died. I believe we have angels that watch over us.

Thank you for sharing Raleigh! You are a very brave man! Welcome to your freedom! 🌹 Send you a big hug from Sweden! 🇸🇪

Really enjoyed the video. Much of what you said resonated with me: the "truth" was in my head but not really in my heart too. And you're right: the "truth" should stand up to scrutiny. Clearly, the organisation has something to hide and tries very hard to make sure their members don't find out. Very high-control indeed. Just one thing, dude: your "phonemona" can be explained. When the dots connect, we remember. When the dots don't connect, we forget. 99.9% of the time the dots don't connect. Coincidences happen, dude. Anyway, looking forward to watching more of your videos. One last thing: do you have any friends who aren't female??? 😉

Very nice analogy at 1:25:10 - logic without proper knowledge will lead you to ridiculuous conclusions.

Congratulations on your lovely partner! Hugs to you both! When you talked about your nightmares of Armageddon, it reminded me of when I was 2-5 years old. I had nightmares EVERY night about Armageddon, a lion chasing me to eat me, and my teddy bear turning into a bear and chasing me to eat me. All these from the meetings and my mum and dads indoctrination. The lion was on the one about Satan being a roaring lion seeking to devour someone (me) and the bear dream was b/c my parents kept reading that bit about the kids telling the prophet to go up you old bald head... they used that one to tell me what happens when a child is disrespectful to an adult. The nightmares didn’t stop until my mum threw out a picture she bought at a yard sale and told me the demons were attached to that picture and now I would be ok. Thanks for sharing its therapy

I related so much to your thought experiment of whether you’d be willing to give up your girlfriend and current happiness to survive Armageddon. I tried not to think about it but I had almost resigned myself to dying at Armageddon for the sake of controlling my own life and enjoying freedom of expression. It’s so sad that we took it for granted that a loving god would force us to make that decision

Your children are kidnapped by evil criminals. 🥶 U are an empath😀 Thank you for sharing.

I am sorry for your losses. So painful and hard to accept, I know. So glad you are enjoying life. Thanks for sharing this good information.

Very nice video brother ,you are not alone ,you really need to be strong 💪

I'm also an ex-jw,and I enjoyed this video . I'm so happy that you now have a life. I understand where you are coming from,and all aspects of that religion.

Bro! You are REAL stand up dude! Truly Classy!!!

Thank you for sharing your story, and a huge congratulations on your waking up. I have just enjoyed watching your videos . I have subscribed , so keep up the good work . I woke up in 2009 , its exciting , but devastatingly hard all rolled into one isnt it? I describe it as waking up one day only to find out you had been adopted, and your whole life had been based on a lie. It is a long journey as it takes time to process everything, even now the old jw me pops up from inside . anyways congrats again

Awesome! Thank you for sharing your story. 👍🏽❤️👍🏼❤️

Congrats! Just saw your pin on Mike & Kimmy’s channel, if I got your name right! If not, sorry...;)

That was very interesting. Thanks for sharing your story!

You are a BEAUTIFUL person, inside and out. You should be incredibly proud of yourself with the journey you have taken. Your girlfriend is blessed to have such a lovely man caring for her. Being from Canada.... we'd be honored to have a guy like you in North America. When Covid is done i hope you consider joining "Team North America" Witnesses looking down on people is merely ignorance, lack of education outside of the kingdom hall and massive fear and insecurity. Bless you my friend!! 💚💛💚💛💚💛💚

Thank you for sharing your story...and I've enjoyed watching your videos. I woke up in 2012 , and like you, I didn't want to think of Jw as a cult and thought it was offensive , most of my beloved family members were in the organisation. But with the passing of time and further thought and research , I came to the realisation and admission that Jw is a mind controlling cult...the fact that some of my family members are still jws doesn't mean it's not a cult. I was surprised when my very devout jw mother recently told me that many people say Jw is a cult, she didn't even seem upset about it , she knows that's the widespread belief.

You are a good person bro. Be a Blessing to people as best as you can. Take Care and God Bless you

Thanks so much for sharing your very interesting and informative story brother. I am not a JW but have always been interested in what they believe. I truly am so pained by all that you and others that have left the organization have had to endure. The shunning of a disfellowshipped member is appalling, particularly when one's very own family members are encouraged to cut off all ties even with their children. Where is the love in this religion? And if members are discouraged from questioning the teachings of the Watchtower, from conducting personal research of anything outside of Watchtower teachings and even from thinking for themselves......my humble view, is that the religion sounds dangerously cultic. I rejoice that you are free and that you have found love and pray that you will find the greatest love of all in the Person of Jesus Christ. Blessings to you!

Thanks for sharing your story, so many similarities to mine so I could relate. Hope you get to see your children soon. I personally haven't seen one of my daughter's in nearly 4years - she has been indoctrinated to believe I'm an evil apostate but I'm fighting through the Courts for access. Watching RU-vid videos and reading Apocalypse Delayed and Crisis of Conscience erased any doubt that what I knew all my life was false doctrine. I'm now closer to God but don't belong to any religion. Hope to bump into you one day in Anfield - I'm also a big Liverpool supporter. One day I will tell my story - but for now I'm so busy discovering the real life and discovering my purpose in this world as opposed to wondering what the purpose of life is

I felt the same way when I was a mormon,I always felt it is a lie in my heart. Maybe it was the Holy Spirit speaking in my heart.

Remember that God is love and God does not see like man sees.