It makes me so happy to see you happy I can't express how proud I am which seems weird since you don't know me but just want U to know that I'm happy with you
Following you on your journey over the months, it's good to see you in a more positive state, besides the ups and downs. And yes, I would love to see some art videos!!☺️
You’re such a talented artist🎉😊 I could see your healing. I’m happy that you’re upbeat. You have such a nice personality I enjoy listening to you. you’re a cute, attractive woman you look young for your age but that’s a plus.
4:48. Thats been exactly like me! Ever since high school, its always took me ages to finish my drawings. I did a A3 size drawing of Cloud from FF7, in his classic pose with the buster sword. And it took me lole months just to get the blue tone right for his soldier pants, and all the shading on that. Also i did a comic, art version of Joanna Dark holding her gun. I gotca B in art & design, Mr Chester my art tutor said my course work was "Quality over Quantity". He said my work was excellent and of a very high standard, but i lacked enough of it. Its hard to get into that zone, you know where you're just purely focused in that moment, and then its like your untouchable. I wish we could get to that feeling, and mental state cause that's when you can really Create some magic.
Iam proud of any accomplishments you suceed good to hear you walking again you are beautiful as you are you a a very strong person you are a good down to earth person
Pretty you are. I love your cat too. 4:33 YES!! like nearly all thd time! And its imcredibly frustrating beccsuse im my head i really want tk draw a thing, but trykng to that pencil to paper, then i start thinking about it too much. And cause im abit lf a perfectionist, i just have to get the proportions right, if the size, shape, scale is offi just feel like scrapping it. And even rubbing out my mistake is annoying and almost like a chore, which i haye doing. Ive tried just putting my music on, or a livestream in thd background as i work, to help me relax and het focused. This is the weird thing for me personally, its like, sometimes i feel i could just draw nearly anything, like the Chateau scene from Matrix Reloaded, when Neo is diving across the staircase, with the other programs diving after him, while one is running sideways across the balcony; and i really want to draw that scene paused, but just like frickin go for it! And not even think too much, or at all, just let go and DRAW!! And dont even stop until ive sketched the whole frickin thing out on a good size A3 or A2 paper. Cause once ive got the sketch, then i have that foundation to work off of, then i can do whatever with it. Go pastel, maybe paint, or just shading. Its like WHY cant i do that!? When i was a teenager at high school in art & design class i could just do that. I dont think its good to be on too many meds because i believe they can surpress your Creativity. Also too many distractions. This is why id love to win the lottery, and go buy a house in the country. Away from urban, street areas with cars gallore, people up and down, coming and going. I cant focus on what i want to do!!!! Anyway, yeh i know what you mean 😕 4:33 4:33
Please........DRAW!!!!!!!!!!!! ✏🖌🖍🎨 Do you like BLEACH?? My favorite!!!!! I would love to see you draw my favorite character( BYAKUYA ) in your style !! And I would love to know WHO is your favorite character to draw for you in my style!!!! Just tell me who is!!!!!!! :)
Hey. So, apologies in advance for what is likely to be a long comment. But the other day I was searching videos for how to cut off family when you have no other support system, and I came across your video called like "when you have no support" or something like that. I've watched a few of your videos now. So I'm curious about the body dysmorphia thing. I read a few of the comments on those videos, and I saw a mix of people being like "I'm ugly too"- which is a weird and potentially unhelpful way of relating to somebody- and "You're so pretty *heart eyes*", which I imagine can also be weird, especially when it's coming from strange men. I'm not going to do either of those things. I can kind of relate to you, not so much with body dysmorphia (thought I do think I need to be in better shape right now), but in that I can totally understand what it's like to feel like you have something fundamentally wrong with you. But for me it was mentally. Unpopular opinion, but I honestly don't think body dysmorphia as an independent diagnosis is helpful to anybody. I'm of the opinion that it should be considered a symptom of damage done to a person's psyche by others, especially in childhood- maybe a potential manifest symptom of c-ptsd. The reason I say that is because even if you convince a person to intellectually consider they're not ugly but that they only feel that way about themselves, they're still left with the impression that something is inherently wrong with them in that they have this mental "defect" in the form of the dysmorphia itself. So that leads me to what I'm curious about. Like what was it that happened to you to convince you that you're ugly or maybe more generally that you just don't measure up? Like, not a specific event or anything, but just what transpired in your life in general? Because maybe you were just set up to put yourself down in order to make sense of the abuse you were experiencing, and maybe you can heal with some time and effort and distance from people's unfair judgements. Also, to your art question- I make music (you can check some of it out on this channel I'm commenting from if you want- or not- I won't put you on the spot). And I've never had much trouble putting all of myself into it, except maybe when I'm particularly depressed. But I do always feel like I did an inadequate job of expressing myself to the level I intended, and usually get kind of depressed right after finishing a releasing a song. And I usually hate it for at least a few months after I finish it, and will go back and listen to it later and be like "It's not bad. Could be better. But pretty good."
Ok. So I just clicked back to the home page and there was your video about childhood trauma. So that makes sense. If you're looking for some helpful resources here on youtube, Patrick Teahan makes the best content I've come across when it comes to childhood trauma and c-ptsd. I'd definitely recommend checking him out if you're not already familiar.
You're a very good high quality girl ❤you should go get a rich guy ... you're not trashy or nasty like so many women are today ..I hope you're aware of this
Its interesting, casue im attracted based on personality not looks (might be my ADHD) so no matter how good looking someone it if i dont like them as a person i just cant do it, but even if they person is considered "ugly" if i like them as a person it just works for me.
If you put "ASMR" in your channel name and did more ASMRish things in your vids, you'd get like 100x the subs you have now, probably more. Your voice is super relaxing, for real. Don't believe me? Go ahead and turn this into a legit ASMR channel for a while and you'll see I'm right.
I would suggest you the anime One Piece! Its filled with beautiful and emotional moments, please dont let the amount of episodes scare you, you wont regret!
I know how you feel I have adhd as well it's been a bit in my back side but I also have cerebral palsy which makes things a little bit harder but I know how you feel
Hi, you say you can't focus on on projects and Finish them, i was just like you now im listening to 528hz sounds before sleeping and breath properly and other biohacking things and now its so much better to fully focus on things, why not try it maybe works for you to.
1- 528hz explained (ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-KwWFuC-qnsk.htmlsi=GeADR6ZGMiqf2rzw). 2- correct breathing (ru-vid.comVhOzQwS7iD0?si=_FRF2orMLTzeiC7H) 3- breathing session (ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-pRUqyfmp29o.htmlsi=SVJBbWQe2mdFkrHg). 4- watch sunrise/sunset. You will be amazed by how simplest thing breathing can make you happier and healthier.
It's funny I have been to so many doctors and they couldn't figure out that I had a mild form of body dysmorphia you helped me realize I have and had symptoms, it takes time to heal every day is a day closer to getting better 🦋🤎
