Hi, I'm Chimdi! I’m a creative coach sharing my journey of healing, learning, and exploration every week. Subscribe for my infectious laugh, amazing skin and profound wisdom (NOT MY WORDS! But obviously I agree 😌)
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Spiritual RU-vidrs are still flawed human beings like the rest of us. Don’t idolise or put all your trust in anyone but the Lord🙏🏻 “First clean the inside of the cup and dish, and then the outside also will be clean.” Matthew 23 26. Don’t just present as spiritual actually do the inside work as well ❤️ give grace to those who make mistakes as they still have time to grow
Haha 😆 girl thank you for sharing your thoughts! It's always lovely to hear from another spiritual soul (and a fellow RU-vidr AND Maryland giiiiirl), and honestly, when you are anchored and feel safe inside yourself and in divine love, you will attract the relationship you desire. I used to follow Hindz a while back but checked out when I noticed discrepancies in his spirituality, still lots of programming and posturing, so can't say I'm surprised. Idk Gazelle, but if you say she had insecurities around love, then maybe she matched up with Hindz from that frequency, and he needed his facade and posturing to be challenged so he could also evolve in his own way. Spiritually, I'm sure that that romantic chapter served a purpose for both of them. Anyhow, take it from a girl who was once super desperate and insecure and dated all the wrong guys and is now in her power and in a high vibration relationship with a man who I swear is the second coming of Jesus meets the soul of a bunny 😂 girl if I can evolve, anyone can! Sending you love ♥
This is very transparent! It’s truth in “gurus” that are masking and presenting a lie. I wasn’t drawn in by him because I felt like something wasn’t authentic!
Instead of washing your face 3 times a day, try washing it once or twice (or whatever your usual frequency is when in the states) and use bottled or filtered water instead. If you're unable to drink the tap water due to issues it can cause in your digestive tract/ gut biome, then the tap water may also cause issues for your skin biome (similar to if you've ever had issues with hard water) I know the general social media advice we're taught around skin care is that to get better results, do something more, but washing your face so many times may be doing the opposite effect. Your stripping your natural oils, which is a protective barrier for face, and now your skin even more exposed in a new environment. So not only is it open to more bacteria, etc, it may overproduce oil to make up for that protective layer constantly being washed away.
The issue here is we keep tryna conflate spirituality with morality. Two completely different things. Y’all treat spirituality like a religion and it’s not. It’s an aesthetic (as in a state of perception) that you use to understand and relate to your reality.
I really like that perspective about the credit card debt and it being something we are putting energy to that manifests into the physical. I really need to sit and think about that in my life. I'm so glad you survived the hurricane & still found the pockets of joy and positivity. I definitely struggle with feeling like a burden always, so asking for help is like the hardest thing for me. Loved this video.
Ky!!! I am so glad you connected to this video 🥹❤️ And yeah, EVERYTHING shifted when I started considering how I contribute to my experience of life. And I'm sending you love as you release those burdensome feelings, you are truly a blessing and this comment is proof!!!
Wow! I was meant to see this. You are definitely a blessing because my dad constantly implies that I owe him something for being a parent. Doing the work is hard but you can do it!
😅😅 I opened this and you just read me in the first 30 seconds. Thank you for doing the work cause I noticed immediately but was definitely keeping my vibration by minding my business. But the tea sis 😂😂 the tea!!
Hey Chimdi thank you so much for sharing such an emotional painful process. I know there will be a lot of people that will resonate with it. Sending you love ❤ I had a difference somewhat similar-ish experience. My father was not in my life. I mean I saw him here and there but very rarely. And I had always said that it didn't bother me because I had so much family around me. But fast forward to when I was starting to have feelings for my current boyfriend who had been a friend for years and I kind of broke down because I got scared that he would ghost me even though we were friends for 15 years. I was able to connect that to you know my dad kind of ghosting me and also other guys bit it started with my dad. And I didn't even realize I had that issue until that moment. I always thought I perfectly fine with it, so it's crazy the things that'll happen in your life that'll trigger these moments. But anyways, I wouldn't be me if I didn't leave you a little mini essay in your comments lol. But I'm in a good place right now and I'm actually kind of glad that this topic isn't resonating with me because I'm just on a journey of self-love so that stuff is just not coming in right now 😊 And maybe I'll come up in some future time but right now I'm good. See you on Wednesday. I'll try to switch computers so I can turn my camera on 😂
It's SO WILD how things can lay dormant for years and then we get into exactly the right circumstances for it to be triggered! And whew it can be painful but I am always so grateful for the awareness and the love that I return to on the other side. And hahaha we love the essays, keep em coming!! And yaaassss to seeing your gorgeous face on Wednesday!! 🥳🥳🥳
I don’t know if you wear sunscreen, but I highly recommend it for Mexico. I live in GA where it’s hot af, but when I went to Mexico bay-bee it was a whole different level of hot. If I didn’t wear sunscreen around the clock my skin was fried. Maybe sun protection will help
No matter how nice creators and artists may appear, we can't quite know their true personas and intentions from a distance. As an animist, I'm particularly skeptical of those who label themselves "spiritual", "life coaches", "gurus" and such but are ironically more fixated on their outer appearance, having a perfect aesthetic, promoting products, their ego and consumerism than actual growth. I hope his wife is able to heal with time, having trust broken is one of the most painful things.
Found him valuable at one point and unfortunately recently within the last year probably; completely disconnected. When the relationship came up in his channel, it completely contradicted what he preached.. the energy was off. My spirit must’ve called it. I feel for this woman.. just unsubscribed. Spiritual fishing is sick, it’s gotta be a profit game.
People need to cease putting these spiritual folks on a pedestal seeing people for who they are and NOT what we wish them to be 😮!! Nothing is new under the sun
I just wanna say I love your positive energy. It’s honestly very calming. 99% of the videos I watched on PRK are full of complaints but you’re just cruising through so I appreciate your positivity!
Oh yay, I'm so glad!!! I'm a big believer that our energy and outlook plays a major role in our healing, and I already know your healing journey is going to be fantastic!!!
It is numebr 8 year, the year of karma. Have you guys seen how many people have been cancelled online recently or even if they weren't cancelled alot of stuff about people have been exposed.
Oh my dear lord! I follow her on Twitter (and haven’t checked her yt in almost yearsss), I’ve been reading about the end her relationship and been taking notes on what to avoid! I happened to click on this video and now see she is, and her ex, are biggggggg players in the yt spiritual community. That’s so crazy! I’ve seen her ex around since pre COVID and for some reason never followed him (or maybe I unsubscribed). I’m glad I got to read her perspective without any outside voices so I could come to conclusions for myself.
I love how you put this together and they way you talked about your process with this situation as well as respectfully talking about this tough topic. I just subscribed because of this video ❤
Interesting. Gazelle Monet is absolutely narcissistic and socially cyber bullies obsessively on other apps. It’s weird how in her videos you can clearly see the issues she has psychologically. But she has many people backing her up and helping her attempt to hurt or tarnish the reputation of others.
This is why my energy stays with me 🤦🏽♀️🤦🏽♀️🤦🏽♀️ I don't have the time or patience to find out I wasted years of my life on some scum. I cant believe I used to be subbed to that garbage ytber, but I must have felt something was wrong because when I went to unsub, I had already done so. I have ZERO tolerance for that type of nonsense.
I get called a hater a lot of times and lose friendships over immediately trusting my traumatized intuition. I’ve seen that guy everywhere and refused to ever glance at his channel or content. Maybe the average person just don’t think too much about other people and their mannerisms but I knew he was a bad guy from the moment I saw him. I think it’s hyper vigilance from an entire lifetime and childhood of growing up around these kinds of men. Yeah. Has to be. I remember being in Highscjool when I saw that Diddy’s wife died and I remembered thinking she must’ve been so stressed and depressed before her death, and lo and behold. Years later it comes out her husband was doing seriously evil, vile things. so I can say with certainty that my inner child is usually onto some thing when I have a hunch. F this guy
I remember when I was a young guy I am 59. I hurt my the pastor cuss. I did something to me. No, I realized from being a practicing Buddhist, and of course you choose your own path, that we are wrapped in skin and very human. Everybody is subject to all of the feelings, etc., that this humanity can cook up. Absolutely no one is exempt. Live your life the best way you can when you make bad decisions don’t beat yourself up Get up and start over. such is humanity.
Not surprised , his end goal is to make money. You think he really cares about spirituality? I been peeped his game. Not gonna lie his videos can be b uplifting but when I see the background he came from and all his videos he always sponsors someone , I knew his eyes were set on making a BUCK , it was never about uplifting people. Do of course he would cheat because he’s FAKE ASF
